Brandy L Possible NDE
I lay on my bed , knowing that physically something was not right with me. I was bleeding but pregnant. As I lay , I was meditating to calm myself, suddenly I saw "me" laying on the bed but "I" was above my sleeping body with a thin thread of golden light attached between my body and I. I floated upwards and found myself drawn to a great white light, I floated towards the light; I was welcomed by beings of light, I felt unconditional love, no pain, hardships or worries, I was bounced gently (as a floating balloon) in to the Light, where I heard a voice (male) who told me "It's not yet time, you must go back, your work is not yet done." The next moment , I was back, with a slight jolt feeling and opened my eyes.
Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Yes Because it was emotional, calm , peace, warmth, unconditional love, the feelings were deep.
At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? Yes Ectopic pregnancy , a walking time bomb, the doctor said.
At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? Through it all I was aware...
How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness? More consciousness and alertness than normal
If your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain: Through it all I was aware...
Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)? Yes Brighter, sharper, stronger.
Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?
Yes Clearer, sharper, precise, firm
Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? Yes
What emotions did you feel during the experience? Unconditional love, no pain or worries, peace, warmth
Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure? No
Did you see a light? Yes
Did you meet or see any other beings? Yes I felt I knew them, I could not see their faces, they had forms of humans but we communicated by feelings/telepathy, they were many.
Did you experience a review of past events in your life? No
Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later? Yes The message for me to come back, my work was not yet done and it was not yet time.
Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions? No
Did you have any sense of altered space or time? No No sense of time or space.
Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose? Uncertain
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No
Did you become aware of future events? No
Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience? Uncertain
Have you shared this experience with others? Yes I talked about it soon enough and it did not bother anyone, as people understand me as a woman with faith.
Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No
How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened: Experience was definitely real The feelings have never left me and the memory in indelibly imprinted in my life.
Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to you? Yes, the voice telling me to go back was the same one I had heard before when I was conscious in holy places I had visited. That the Light was my home.
How do you currently view the reality of your experience: Experience was definitely real I have been more enhanced spiritually by the event as I was probably psychic or gifted before it and after the NDE my approach to life is different as is my approach to religion and spirituality. My approach to death as well has changed. I am unafraid of anything and work hard to be able to make sure that I return to that place I glimpsed.
Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes I am more patient. I have more forgiveness. I am more sensitive to many emotions and vibrations in people.
Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes I do more to achieve a greater balance in my life.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience? No
Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience? It has widened my sphere of knowledge to know things, to be a better person with a mission of helping those less fortunate, to be stronger to accept the difficulties and to come through everything with huge faith and love.
Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes I have explained it as I was asked and had no difficulty relating the experience simply.