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Billy S NDEs |
#1
EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION:
I can recall that I saw a bright light and was absorbed into the light. From
this I only recall walking and talking to Jesus. I didn't seem to have to talk,
because it was simply understood between he and I. Also, we were walking on a
shimmering road that was translucent yet not totally. I don't recall music at
all, but I was concentrating on Jesus. We didn't talk all that long, but it is
pretty vivid to this day. I was upset and disappointed that he said I had to go
back. He said I still had things to do in my life-nothing specific though. I
realized later on that I was to go on to help others in combat and various
military experiences.
As time went on I tried
to see if the experience was related to anything else and other people. I told a
few people and there were a couple that had similar NDEs.
Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Yes There was an experience of disappointment, because Jesus
told me I had to go back and I didn't want
to go back. That is
difficult to explain to someone.
At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? Yes
At what time
during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and
alertness? When I started to recover after massive amounts of penicillin.
It was 3 days before I received the shots in the butt. Then it took a couple
more days to fully recover. After the 2nd recovery date I recalled the
experience fully. I told my sisters and my mom about it and they said I had
mumbled about snakes and having a job and just rambled, but I don't recall any
of that. The only true experience to me was the NDE.
How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience
compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness? More consciousness and alertness than normal
If your highest
level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from
your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain:
When I started to recover after massive amounts of penicillin. It was 3 days
before I received the shots in the butt. Then it took a couple more days to
fully recover. After the 2nd recovery date I recalled the experience fully. I
told my sisters and my mom about it and they said I had mumbled about snakes and
having a job and just rambled, but I don't recall any of that. The only true
experience to me was the NDE.
Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any
aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception
degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)? Yes There seemed to be a mist that was surrounding the area.
It didn't really block the immediate view and only was at the edges of where I
was with Jesus.
Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any
aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness,
etc.)?
No
Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? No
What emotions
did you feel during the experience?
Great Love and Joy and Warmth and Peace. It is difficult to put the
strength of those emotions into words.
They were extremely
strong!
Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?
No
Did you see a light?
Yes The light was the brightest I had ever seen then and now. It was warm
and pulled me towards it plus it didn't hurt my eyes.
Did
you meet or see any other beings?
Uncertain Other than Jesus-No.
Did
you experience a review of past events in your life?
No
Did
you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience
that could be verified later?
No
Did
you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or
dimensions?
Yes Heaven, I just knew that was where I was.
Did
you have any sense of altered space or time?
Yes There was no time evident and it didn't seem to matter.
Did
you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
No
Did
you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
No
Did
you become aware of future events?
Uncertain I seemed to have déjà vu after that point in my
life. It still happens to this day.
Did
you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
you did not have prior to the experience?
Yes As in #34 above.
Have you shared this experience with others?
Yes 3 days. They didn't argue and even laughed a bit. I don't know.
Did
you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?
No
How
did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it
happened:
Experience was definitely real I had no doubt in my mind, because the
ramblings I did I don't recall at all. However I distinctly remember the
experience with Christ.
Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or
significant to you?
This
experience made me not afraid to die. It helped me in combat and talking to guys
that were about to die.
How
do you currently view the reality of your experience:
Experience was definitely real I had no doubt then and I had 1 more NDE later
when I was 18.
Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your
experience?
No
Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your
experience?
Yes
They
grew stronger.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
Yes Another NDE.
Is
there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
No
Did
the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and
comprehensively describe your experience?
Yes Your questions were pretty accurate for the most part. I am impressed
with the questions.
#2 EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION:
I was practicing a choke hold on another Marine and then he held my neck.
That was when I felt my
spirit raise above my
body. I looked up and saw a dark tunnel with the same bright light I saw when I
was 11 and very sick. I saw my mom and dad (Both are now deceased, but were
alive a the time of this NDE), standing on each side of the tunnel. Again I was
pulled towards the light and felt a warm glowing light surround me. I had no
worries, time seemed to stop and I had no ill feelings of want or need or hurry.
I
felt
amazing and wonderful. I knew I was headed home as it seemed that way. The next
moment I woke up with the drill instructor standing over me. It was rather
disappointing when I realized where I was.
Was
the kind of experience difficult to express in words?
No
At
the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
Yes Cutting off blood supply to the brain through choking holds. If held
long enough-it will kill you.
At
what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness
and alertness?
Yes.
How
did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience
compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness?
More consciousness and alertness than normal
If
your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was
different from your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please
explain:
Yes.
Did
your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect,
such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of
solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?
Yes I had heightened senses and clarity of mind. My vision was 20/20 and I
could see very clearly those around me. However, the distance of vision was
limited.
Did
your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any
aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness,
etc.)?
No
Did
you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes
What emotions did you feel during the experience?
Very strong feelings of peace, tranquility and just a fitting in the
whole picture of the universe. I felt completely loved and welcomed by those
around me.
Did
you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?
Yes It was a dark tunnel with a very bright light.
Did
you see a light?
Yes It was a light brighter than the sun. It was at the end of the tunnel I
was in.
Did
you meet or see any other beings?
Yes My deceased parents and my grandma and grandpa.
Did
you experience a review of past events in your life?
No
Did
you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience
that could be verified later?
Yes It seemed that my mother said it was ok to go into the light.
Did
you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or
dimensions?
No
Did
you have any sense of altered space or time?
Yes No time seemed to exist.
Did
you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
Yes Everything in the universe seemed to be in order.
Did
you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
No
Did
you become aware of future events?
Yes Déjà vu
Did
you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
you did not have prior to the experience?
Yes Déjà vu
Have you shared this experience with others?
Yes About 1 year.
Did
you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?
Yes When I was extremely sick at age 11. I had a very similar
experience when my heart stopped on a vacation (explained above)
How
did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it
happened:
Experience was definitely real I just knew it was real, because the types of
holds we were using were already proven to kill people.
Were there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or
significant to you?
No-except I was expecting to see Jesus and did not reach that point.
How
do you currently view the reality of your experience:
Experience was definitely real My viewpoint has not changed since I was in
boot camp.
Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your
experience?
Yes
I
have become more spiritual since my experience.
Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your
experience?
Yes
They've gotten stronger.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Is
there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
I am
not afraid to die, because I know what is waiting for me!
Did
the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and
comprehensively describe your experience?
Yes I really am pleased and surprised at the depth of the questions you ask.
Are
there any other questions we could ask to help you communicate your experience?
You may want to ask people about whether they feel afraid of dying after the
NDE. That seems to be a theme in my experiences.