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Billie S NDE

EXPERIENCE DESCRIPTION:

This is my 2/3 year old words.,  my daughter she was the one that ('died" )

 Mommy I was in that place - she had done a drawing -- totally colored black except for floating figures near the top of the page , there was a small building shaped object in the left upper corner. 

She said she was trying to get home and there were agents around her.  She was still in the hospital at the time following the unsuccessful surgery.  The medical team were keeping her there in case of any other problems. 

I read the medical report after her doctor was called out of there room, all didn't make  too much sense. 

The report stated that she had turned blue and had to be resuscitated.  That she was under great stress and the operation was halted.  She never did get the ear tubes inserted into both ears just one.  I am her mom aged 69 years .  I was so alarmed at her repeating that the angels had come to get her that I signed her out of the hospital myself.  The hospital told me that it was against all polices and that if I took her home I was on my own.   

She was put into my bed she said keep that boy away from me .  She slept solidly for two  days.

At the time of your experience was there an associated life-threatening event?   Yes  medical records stated that she ( daughter ) had a bad reaction to the anesthetic , stopped breathing and turned blue.  surgery was stopped.

Was the experience difficult to express in words?  Yes     Daughter painted a picture , very alarming totally black  with white wispy areas

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?       She only spoke of seeing angels and wanting to go home.

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness?      Normal consciousness and alertness  

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.   she remembered a great deal

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.   didn't speak of hearing anything remember she was in the hospital for hearing problems

Did you see or hear any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your consciousness / awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body?   Uncertain  

What emotions did you feel during the experience?   she was distressed after the fact  

Did you pass into or through a tunnel?   Uncertain  

Did you see an unearthly light?   Uncertain  

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice?   I heard a voice I could not identify

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)?   No  

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings?   Yes  

Did you become aware of past events in your life during your experience?   Uncertain   didn't say

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world?   Some unfamiliar and strange place
she spoke of a dark place

Did time seem to speed up or slow down?  
No

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything?   No
she didn't say

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?   No

Did you come to a border or point of no return?   No

Did scenes from the future come to you?  No 

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness suggesting that there either is (or is not) continued existence after earthly life (“life after death”)?   Uncertain  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that God or a supreme being either does (or does not) exist?   No   she spoke of flying angels who had come to get her

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that you either did (or did not) exist prior to this lifetime?   Uncertain  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that a mystical universal connection or unity/oneness either does (or does not) exist?   Uncertain  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s meaning or purpose?   Uncertain  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s difficulties, challenges, or hardships?   Uncertain  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding love?   Uncertain  

During your experience, did you encounter any other specific information / awareness that you have not shared in other questions that is relevant to living our earthly lives?   Uncertain  

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge or purpose?   Uncertain  

What occurred during your experience included:   Content that was entirely consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience   she must have had a concept of ANGELs

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience?   I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience      

My experience directly resulted in:  
Large changes in my life

Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that occurred as a result of the experience?  
Uncertain  

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you?  

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience?   Yes   extremely bright  became a doctor at age 25   top in her high school graduating classes 99.05 %  

After the incident she spoke of being here before , of having 12 children  and being on the "FLOWER" boat  

showed me a picture of the Mayflower    

Have you ever shared this experience with others?  
Uncertain 

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?   No  

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:   Experience was definitely real  

What do you believe about the reality of your experience at the current time:   Experience was definitely real   she remembers the hospital and of being very sick

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?   Uncertain   we haven't discussed this

Have your religious beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?   Yes   she attends church every Sunday

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience?   Uncertain   hasn't discussed this

Is there anything else that you would like to add about your experience?   she talked about being here before ,  a physic  did say that she was an old old soul.

Did the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?   Uncertain   difficult because I am the mother and I am speaking about my experience through hearing her.

What could a national organization with an interest in near death experience (NDE) do that would be of interest to you?         do you have a news letter a group of NDE persons.  My own experience was at a time of extreme stress  I was aware of a beautiful light of wonderful peace and love ,  I was not dead or in physical trauma just stressed at a marriage situation , I was married to a diagnosed  psychopath  and was in great conflict .

Please offer any suggestions that you may have to improve this questionnaire.  Are there any other questions that we could ask to help you communicate your experience?                   could you word them so that a parent could report a chill's experience of these events -- I had forgotten my daughter's experience but had read some NDE  account and then I recalled what had happened to her over 37 years ago.