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Benilda K's NDE |
Experience description:
she immediately called the nurses and told me that i need to push so i can deliver my baby. but no matter how hard i pushed, my baby wasn't coming out. the labor process continued for at least 30 more minutes... there was more concern on the face of my doctor. she told me that i needed to do one more last push and if the baby won't come out, i will be delivering my baby by caesarian section. well, my bouncing baby boy was delivered. After my baby's delivery, i was feeling nauseated, and that my head was like ready to explode. i was feeling so numb and very weak. they move me to the recovery room. my blood pressure was checked again and i was told that i needed to take my blood pressure medication because the blood pressure was not going down. my husband was not back yet with my medication.
the nurse left and my vision was turning yellow, then gray...all of the sudden it was black. then the strangest thing was happening...i felt my body so still, i felt part of me lifting out and i was feeling myself started to move. i was standing and it was velvet black, i started to make a step, then there was this light from up above, i was watching the light. it was dim and it was getting a little bit brighter and was so beautiful, relaxing, the most comfortable time of my life was happening. i was feeling the presence of the most powerful being, i felt happiness and contentment. i started walking to the light and suddenly, i realized that i just had a baby. i have not seen my baby. i needed to see my baby. my baby needed me. i needed to go back. it was like all the things that was in my mind was my conversation to God.
i woke up coughing, gasping and so, thirsty. my sister was on my hospital bed and was crying and told me i was dead and she called for the nurse, then there was my husband and finally brought my medication. i told them what happened after a week. there was a time that i shared my story to some of my friends but it seems like i sound crazy to them . i never talk to anyone about this anymore sometimes it is wonderful to possess special abilities and sometimes it is very scary.
Any
associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the
experience? No
Was the kind of experience
difficult to express in words?
No
At the time of this
experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
Yes, my blood pressure went
extremely high {200/122}
What was your level of
consciousness and alertness during the experience?
i was alert
Was the
experience dream like in any way?
definitely not
Did you experience a
separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes
i was the same but very light
and i was wearing a white cotton gown.
Did you hear any unusual
sounds or noises?
no
Did you pass into or through a
tunnel or enclosure?
No
Did you see a light?
Yes, very dim and there was
intensity of light and very soothing
Did you meet or see any other
beings? No
Did you experience a review of
past events in your life?
No
Did you observe or hear
anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be
verified later?
Yes, my sister was next to me and the nurse came.
Did you see or visit any
beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?
it was very dark, but i
know i was on the ground but in a different dimension
Did you have any sense of
altered space or time? No
Did you have a sense of
knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
No
Did you reach a boundary or
limiting physical structure?
when i was walking to the light
and if i reach it there, i will not come back
Were you involved in or aware
of a decision regarding your return to the body?
Yes
i felt that i needed to come
back because my baby needed and i did not get the chance to see him.
Did you have any psychic,
paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have
prior to the experience?
Yes
many times i see things that
will happen or i will have very vivid dreams of what is going to happen. i do
not choose it to happen but it will just come and sometimes i get scared.
Did you have any changes of
attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
No
How has the experience
affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career
choices? i just can't
express it right now.
Has your life changed
specifically as a result of your experience?
No
Have you shared this
experience with others?
Yes, i was crazy!! except my
sister who was with me.
What emotions did you
experience following your experience?
lucky
What was the best and worst
part of your experience?
i was scared that i will not be
able to see my baby if i died. i didn't want him to grow up without a mother.
i knew that there is someone above there for us
Is there anything else you
would like to add concerning the experience?
i wonder what is this really all
about. sometimes i ask my self if i'm the only one in this world who had this
experienced?
Following the experience, have
you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which
reproduced any part of the experience?
Yes
the other event is that one of
my children has the same special ability like mine.
Did the questions asked and
information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your
experience?
Yes, whenever i talk about this experience or think about this, my body and my
mind
becomes contented and relaxed because i start remembering how beautiful my
experience was.