Ashley P's NDE
Well I was Ten years old and on school summer holidays when on the 16th of August 1977, I remember it being a warm summers morning my mother had just left for work when a friend of mine agreed to meet me at the local prefabs (disused grounds) so being young and excited I agreed.
When I arrived he was there with his friend who I'd never met before this boy was a very mischievous child and a bit of a bully who got us to go around the prefabs looking for bits and pieces to build a tree house. We went along with this against our will, probably out of fear.
He picked a tree against the side entrance of a public house called The Spotted Dog, where beer was delivered, there was a 8 foot wall separating the pub from the prefabs the ground of the prefab was at the level of the top of the wall, the wall had railings, spear shaped railings and against these railings was the tree he picked to build the tree house, the tree was surrounded with high dry hay like grass.
The tree was an old oak tree around 30ft high. We gathered corrugated Iron fence panels which separated the prefabs from an a road, and we began to build
It well into the afternoon. I was asked to test it out by this bully so I climbed up the tree to the inside of the tree house, I remember looking out and down and saw my friend pleading with this bully not to set fire to the grass but he did so anyway, I started to feel the heat up the tree and the strong smell of smoke. I remember panicking then stepping back then all of a sudden finding myself on the tarmac lying face down in the Spotted Dogs delivery yard.
I thought to myself, I am alright as I looked up. I felt no pain I could remember nothing of the fall from the tree, I tried to get up then felt a weird sensation of a heavy weight on my left shoulder, I looked down to look at my arm to see it hanging by a few tendons from what was my elbow, the bones were all exposed there was no blood immediately because when I was on the floor I was lying on my arm and this must have stopped the blood from exiting the wounds.
The sight was horrific I went into shock I turned round to see my friend minus the bully looking down and saying with tears in his eyes are you alright are you alright then the blood came gushing out, massive jets of crimson red blood congealing on the floor like porridge oats, the colors of the clouds started going multi colored, all the colors of a rainbow.
I then began loosing my sight, just like the drawing curtains of a theatre stage, it was pitch black with a small white spot in the centre at which the light in the centre was a small white spot in the centre that began to get bigger and bigger until it went into an absolutely brilliant and blinding mass which surrounded me.
I felt weightless I felt with out a body and at one with my surroundings. Contented and a feeling of warmth, love, peace, and serenity. The feeling of not wanting to come back was overwhelming, it felt like what I would describe as the feeling a baby would have in its mothers womb, safety, love, and excitement of what's to come.
I felt that something invisible to me was guiding me saying its not your time yet! then all of a sudden I found myself looking through my eyes, at my mother in the back of an ambulance sirens sounding. My mother confirmed to me later that the ambulance took 45 minutes to get to me, I remember nothing else, I do not think I was supposed to.
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Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Yes, Not allowed to remember beyond the Light.
At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? Yes
Death due to loss of blood.
What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience? higher level totally at one with my surroundings.
Was the experience dream like in any way? Only when the clouds were constantly changing all colors of the rainbow.
Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? Yes
Only after losing sight, weightless.
Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises? No I just felt everything in a spiritual way. (at one)
Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure? Uncertain
Describe: The light came to me and wrapped around me.
Did you see a light? Yes
Black with a white dot in the centre a bit like the old TV's when you turn them off.
Did you meet or see any other beings? Uncertain
It's not your time yet! communication without sound just a very strong feeling, from where I do not know.
Did you experience a review of past events in your life? No, I learned that I no longer fear death, I just fear the dying.
Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later? No
Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions? Yes, A dimension of brilliant static electric white light as best as I can describe it.
Did you have any sense of altered space or time? Yes, No time exists there!
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? Uncertain, No I was sent back.
Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body? Yes
A feeling of not wanting to return but the decision was, it is not your time yet!
Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience? Yes
Atmospheric awareness, UFO sightings x2, precognition, lots of de ja vue.
Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience? Yes
Don't stick your head into the oven when somebody tells you to.
is possible, a feeling of connective ness, all is written, the future can be
seen, only when you are in tune and when you are supposed to see.
How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices? A depressing outlook of mans greed, destruction, and how he thinks he has the right to take another's life, he knows not where he came from, he knows not where he will go on this ball traveling at approximately 65000 mph in complete infinity. I and all here in this dimension have a right to be here and travel were they please in peace.
Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes
Have you shared this experience with others? Yes, Mixed reactions, your experience is your own unless they are you.
What emotions did you experience following your experience? Oh no not here in pain with After a year in traction in hospital and one hundred sixty five half days off school in physiotherapy.
What was the best and worst part of your experience? At one with the other side, peace, warmth, love etc etc etc
Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience? I think that's all.
Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes
All round questions where accurate in delivering answers with clarity of my personal near death experience in detail.