William S's NDE

Experience description: 

      I was involved in a motorbike accident and i remember lying in the field with a terrible pain in my back i then checked that i could move my limbs which i could then the next thing i know i´m in a kind of glass lift where i waited, the door opened and i stepped out, it was all white and very relaxing i looked to my left and there were people standing in a line from infants to adults of all ages there was even a tree there. i looked to my front and in the right corner was someone in a white robe and to his side was a soldier kneeling with a weapon i noticed he was in today's modern dress, in between them was a bright light and i suddenly realized where i was, i remember from such programs where people have said don't go to the light which i wasn't about to do, but i didn't know what to do, i thought do i choose a body from here to go back in then suddenly i heard my name being called over in the right corner i looked and there was a swirling cloud with like lightning mixed in i thought i want to go back to my wife so i went their and my name got louder then i heard we have vf (which was in German), i gasped for breath and opened my eyes and there was the emergency doctor looking down on me and there was the paramedic cutting my leathers. i was then put into a coma with terrible nightmares.

 Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience:  No

Was the experience difficult to express in words?  No

At the time of the experience, was there an associated life threatening event?  No response

 What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?  Very alert

Was the experience dream like in any way?  It felt dream like at first until i realized where i was

Did you experience a separation of consciousness from your body?  Uncertain

What emotions did you feel during the experience?  At first confused but with a sense of comfort, It was very relaxing but there was also a slight worry when i realized i was there because nobody talked or looked at me.

Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises?  My name being called from the corner.

 Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?  Yes

      Describe:  In the left corner was a swirling cloud with lightning mixed in this was where my name was be called and it was the way home.

 Did you see a light?  Yes

      Describe:  it was a bright light circular but not very large probably 18in-24in in diameter it was between two persons.

 Did you meet or see any other beings?  Yes

      Describe:  they were located to my left in a line and two to the front left corner. I didn't know anybody and nobody spoke to me.

 Did you experience a review of past events in your life?  No

 Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?  No

 Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?  Uncertain

      Describe:  The area i arrived seemed cubic, all white it was like a greeting area.

 Did you have any sense of altered space or time?  No

 Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?  No

 Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?  No response

 Did you become aware of future events?  No

 Were you involved in or aware of a decision to return to the body?  Uncertain

      Describe:  when nobody spoke to me and when i heard my name being called i felt i had the choice but i´m not to sure really, maybe i was not meant to be there yet that's why nobody spoke to me.

 Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?  No

 Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?  Yes

      Describe:  i believe now there's something after death and i´m not scared to die anymore.

 Has the experience affected your relationships?  Daily life?  Religious practices etc.?  Career choices?  my relationship with my wife its to early to tell i know i want her more than anything in this world as for sleeping i don't to often, every time i close my eyes to sleep i´m in the lift coming out into this area and i´m scared that maybe one of these times i will stay there.

 Have you shared this experience with others?  Yes

      Describe:  My wife at first thought i was dreaming because the first words i spoke on coming out of the coma were i´ve been there and i´m not scared to die she then spoke with doctor who checked the report and he confirmed to her that i was clinically dead in the ambulance. My close fiends listen some are interested in this sort of the thing and others i can see they want to laugh but i don't force it they believe me or don't, myself i feel a bit stupid explaining it to them. A few who really what these discovery channels have such an interest it feels good to tell them about my experience.

 What emotions did you experience following your experience?  i don't really know, since i don't have any outside damages to my body its all internal. i have not come to accept i´ve had an accident until i try and do something. At the moment i´m going for my first counseling session on fri so until then.

What was the best and worst part of your experience?  The best was finding out that there is something else there even if i don't know exactly what that is and i´m back here to tell it, its like a chance in a billion to have this type of experience. The worst would have been knowing i´m leaving my wife behind that hurts.

 Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?  No

 Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?  No