in my brain was tampered with during surgery causing my heart rate to drop to dangerous
levels when I fell into a deep sleep.
Although it was 5 years ago I
will remember it like it was yesterday . I had this feeling like something or
someone was dragging
me down . trying to pull me under the hospital bed.
and it was very dark in the room. There was a window that overlooked the
city outside but when I tried to look at it everything was black. Then I heard a
noise like a swooping sound like a large pair of wings. Still that feeling of
being sucked down was overwhelming. I saw myself in the bed I was about 12
inches over my body then I heard a very low tone I looked down to my feet and saw
that there was a being there I felt
feelings surrounding me . The being looked at me , its eyes were red and he had
large wings . The being opened his wings and the wings engulfed the entire room.
It said we need you and the powers
that you have. I saw my self
shaking my head and telling them I had to much to live for I had two young
children to raise and that no power
in this world or any other for that matter would take me from my children. at
that point that feeling of being sucked down got stronger and I kept trying to
fight them . it felt like a very long time that I fought but the next thing I
remember is a nurse standing at my bed trying to wake me
and yelling my name . this took place three nights in a row and I saw
this large being every night
and every night I fought him with all the strength I had at that time. It was
like the being knew I was weak and that was why he came to me to see if I could
Any associated medications or substances with the potential to
affect the experience:
am unsure they did have me on Demerol at the time but since then I have had
demerol and nothing like this has happened since.
Was the experience difficult to express in words? No
At the time of the experience, was there an associated life
nerve in my brain was malfunctioning and this cause my heart to stop when I was
in a deep sleep
What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the
the first night I was unconscious and the second and third nights my heart rate
had dropped to dangerously
Was the experience dream like in any way? No
Did you experience a separation of consciousness from your body? Yes
Describe your appearance or form apart from your body: The
first night I looked down on my body I was only about a foot over it
What emotions did you feel during the experience? Fear
Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises? yes
Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure? No
Did you see a light? No
Did you meet or see any other beings? Yes
The being was pure evil it was negative.
I did not know the being and it communicated to me it wanted me for my power and
Did you experience a review of past events in your life? No
Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during
your experience that could be verified later? No
Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive
locations, levels or dimensions?
Did you have any sense of altered space or time? Yes
knew where I was was not anything I have ever experienced prior to this
Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order
the experience I knew I had some
kind of power something that was very special that power helped me get through
the healing of my medical problems
and also make me change my way of thinking about religion
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No
Did you become aware of future events? No
Were you involved in or aware of a decision to return to the body? Yes
knew I returned to my body when I felt the nurse pulling at my arm yelling my
name and saying "Can you hear me"
Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts
following the experience you did not have prior to the experience? Yes
feel I have much greater power within myself to know who and what I am . I have
the power to feel changes around me . Looking at auras on people and seeing what
they are before I even speak with them
Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the
I went from being married and going to church every Sunday
@ a roman catholic church. To completely
changing my beliefs. I am now a Wiccian High Priestess.
Has the experience affected your relationships?
Daily life? Religious
practices etc.? Career choices?
My husband is very loving and he too has changed his religion my
children also practice Wicca.
In my daily life I am much happier knowing I have the strength to get through
just about anything. As for my career I am looking to fulfill
a dream that I have had for about 4 years now and I would like to open a new age
Have you shared this experience with others? Yes
My children, husband,
my mother and 2 close friends. I
they were influenced
by my experience and I tell them death is something they should
not fear but they should embrace because it makes us stronger
What emotions did you experience following your experience?
were mixed. I felt like I was shown this because I was a bad person but after a
few months I realized I was not bad at all I was show this because I am strong
and I have a power a power that they wanted to use for negative
What was the best and worst part of your experience?
The fear and guilt was bad for a few months and then the best part was
realizing that I did have a gift and I should start to use it . Since then I
Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the
The experience changed my life and the lives
around me for the better . Even thought it was a negative
one the changes it made have been and continue to be very powerful
Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes
I feel like I know something that the average person does not . I feel at
peace with my self and the life that I am living and satisfied
with all that I have and I do not wish for material things like I did in the
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your
life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience? Yes
At times when I am sick and feeling ill I sometimes
feel that feeling of sucking me in coming from the ground. I that point I lay
back and think of all the positive things that I do have and the feeling seems