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Cory G
NDE. English
expanded version
5/13/2012
At this point my body had floated out of the overhang
and I could see it as I looked down on the scene from about 40 feet overhead.
Although I realized this was my body, I was unconcerned as I had a deep sense of
well-being. Whether this was due to relief from the pain or being in an
alternate place I don't know. I could sense the thoughts/emotions of those
below. Some were concerned with my body's well-being and were very upset, some
were concerned they would be in deep trouble for causing my demise, some were
thinking about totally unrelated things, such as a date later that night. I
found this new ability to be engaging and all I had to do was focus in on a
person and could read their emotions and thoughts. It was sort of like their
emotion was a gateway to their thoughts. I had an overwhelming sense of
calmness and well-being, much more than before when I was in my body. 3043.
Coleen P Possible NDE.
English expanded version
5/13/2012
I
felt knocked or sucked out into another dimension or space which was not of this
world as we know it. I was shocked, in this possible enclosure of beautiful,
fluid, dancing color, living color with no end or beginning with motions
coordinating to almost musical swooshing. I am a vivid dreamer but the best
artist in the world couldn't have envisioned this. I may have been moving
forward swiftly as I'd felt it in my chest. I told myself to get back in my body
and to lift my left arm to call 911, but knew it was dead weight...had no
control. I had to look at the mesmerizing layers of moving color which was
amazing. I noticed that the most gorgeous vivid purple, closest to me, fluttered
in and out from the sides like butterfly wings almost, but in less exact, more
abstract ways. 3042.
Gary M NDE. English
expanded version
5/13/2012
After about 2 seconds I quite suddenly just shot right out of my body. I was
traveling at a very high speed into complete darkness, like a universe with no
stars. Suddenly I started seeing some stars in the distance. Then, again quite
suddenly, two - I'll call them "light beings" - two light beings flew directly
in front of me and stopped me cold. I could feel that I still had this "thrust"
behind me, that if they moved I would move again. I remember quickly looking
back, behind me and when I did I saw a sort of umbilical cord of light going
down to what appeared to be the world below. I gazed at the earth down there
and it was spinning fast night/day/night/day like months were going by, and my
light cord was attached to it. 3041.
Julie B NDE. English
expanded version
5/13/2012
I
was 21, my husband and I just finished making love, when all of a sudden I found
myself in the worst pain I've ever been in. I felt like I was going to throw up,
and have diarrhea all at the same time. I went to bathroom, as the pain
increased I fell forward, my husband caught me and laid me down on the floor. He
left to call 911. That's when all of a sudden I was standing on green grass I
believe I looked forward and saw my dead grandmother, and my dead cousin. I felt
no more pain. There was a brightness behind them. I felt happy,
loved and realized I must have died. I said "wait I can't be dead." I haven't
had any children yet. Then I was back in my body. I awoke still with pain, my
husband helped me to the couch and waited for 911. 3040.
Tara NDE. English
expanded version
5/13/2012
My near death experience and the place I went
is ever-present in my consciousness. I was out in the universe with the stars as
close as the ceiling in my house. The mood here was the greatest peace, calm,
and serenity that I had ever felt. I was seated before the most beautifully lit
presence of energy. It seemed to emanate the greatest divine love. It came out,
surrounded, and became a part of me and I became a part of this presence. Our
consciousness felt as one and yet I still owned my own consciousness. I felt
like I was seated and I have racked my brain trying to figure out what I was
seated on. My conclusion was there was no couch, no chair, no body, no flesh; it
was pure consciousness. I remember whining about how I did not want to return; I
did not want to leave the presence. The big thing was that I did not want to
come back if I had to be in a wheelchair. I did not want to come back if I could
not speak. Ultimately, I did not want to return. But I know the choice was mine. 3039.
Stéphane R NDE
English expanded version 5/13/12
From France. Original in
French, translated to English by Simon.
This light was not a blinding light. I myself was a comparable light, partially
detached from the other light, I find it difficult to convey this in words. I
had a conversation with the light but this was not conducted in words. The light
emitted a numberless multitude of voices, of incomparable perfection by earthly
standards. These voices, all in chorus, sang a single word, which was
Alleluia, and the length of the chanting of this single word, sung a single
time, is quite impossible to express by any measure of earthly time. 3037.
Victor D Probable NDE
English expanded version
5/5/12
I
was in an oxygen tent for five days, unconscious. I do not remember anything
about the accident or the NDE. All I remember is waking up. I do remember that
clearly as if it were yesterday. My parents were sitting by my bedside and
asked me something along the lines of "where have you been?" I replied that I
had been with "Grandma Lee." I told my parents that she had taken care of me
the past few days and that I had spent all of my time with her. "Grandma Lee"
was my great grandmother who had passed away two years earlier. Since I do not
recall the NDE, I have to go by my what my parents told me about it. Since this
happened in 1956, long before NDEs were commonly discussed, my parents could not
have made it up. They were amazed by my story and related it to me a few years
later. They were not the type to make up stories. 3036.
Francine W Probable NDE
English expanded version
5/5/12
The
night of the suicide attempt was the darkest of my life. I was just praying for
relief and was terrified. My NDE - actually came back to me in a Cranio-Sacral
Session - probably 6 months later. I was in a place and was at the center of a
circle surrounded by my departed family and other loved ones. Beneath me was a
carpet of red rose petals, several inches deep. I was eye to eye with a being
of light. I was kneeling and communicating with this one without words -
telepathically. The thing was I associated this being as the Lord of Love (
Christ) and at the same time it was me talking to myself. What was said to me
was "" Good job, Francine, But , now you have to go back and finish what you
started. ( The good job part was on living through all I had lived through). I
don't remember waking up at the hospital. The doctors were uncertain if I would
be brain damaged or physically impaired. 3035.
Ned D NDE
English expanded version
5/5/12
From South Africa.
I
told my relative that I didn't know how long I had got but that I thought I was
dying. I said to him that I was about to pass out but I was in no pain - which
I wasn't by this time. In fact I felt at peace. I felt as if I was floating, I
think I had passed out by this stage. In the corner of the hallway, up at
ceiling level is a movement sensor for the alarm system, (though I wasn't
particularly aware of it at the time). The next thing I was aware of was
looking down at myself from the position of this movement sensor, as if I were
inside it looking down at myself. Everything was still, very peaceful and calm,
almost ethereal. I remember thinking that if this were dying then it wasn't so
bad at all, in fact it was really rather pleasant. 3034.
Jill J NDE
English expanded version
5/5/12
I
was above my bed looking down and saw myself and Jesus was beside me, holding me
like a child. I felt a rush of overwhelming love and joy flood me in a warm,
honey-like texture. It came in through my eyes, ears, nose and mouth and I
became completely peaceful and calm. I was given a choice about going home to
heaven or staying. He didn't actually identify himself, nor say 'heaven', but I
knew Him and what He meant (heaven). It was a very difficult choice, because I
saw colors and lights that I had not seen on earth and felt joy and love as I've
never known. I wanted to GO! I told Him that I had to stay until my parents
died. I felt they could not withstand another child dying (my sister died in
1976). Time was going very slowly for me, yet the nurses were moving at a very
quick speed. I did not see exactly what they were doing, but I knew they were
trying to save my life. 3033.
Fausto M NDE
English expanded version
5/1/12
From Mexico. Original in
Spanish, translated to English by Simon.
As I had my eyes shut, my idea was to give them a fright, pretending to be dead,
then slowly open my eyes to see who was there. I looked to the right, what a
surprise I had: it was a being completely covered in a white sheet, and I asked
myself, "Who or what is this being?" then slowly turning to the left I saw
another similar being to the first, and I wondered again, "Who or what are these
beings, what kind of strange prank is this?" I HAD NO FEAR, WAS CALM, NOT
DESPERATE, THINKING ABOUT WHAT I COULD SEE, when I felt other hands taking hold
of my legs, so slowly, very slowly I bent or inclined my head a bit forwards, to
look down, my eyes half-open, and saw a third being, the same as the other two,
who were holding my body up (armpits, stomach and back). This third being moved
my entangled foot, freeing it, while the other two started to move upwards and
get me out of the water, at which point I felt the pressure of the hand on my
stomach, and that on my back, making me regurgitate the water I had swallowed.
They kept on lifting me and left me on the bank of the pond taking in air, right
near to my friends, who were really worried. While they were telling me off for
my behaviour, seeing them so anxious and alarmed that I could not reply, I did
my best to signal them to calm down, then asked them if they had not seen the
beings who rescued me? When they all answered that they had seen nothing, I
asked them to leave me to recover, after which I got dressed and we went back
home without further discussion. 3032.
Evan D NDE 2683OBE
English expanded version
5/1/12
From Australia.
I
then was out of my body floating above the car looking down at myself slumped
forward in the drivers seat, I was bleeding heavily from cuts on my head and for
a few moments was transfixed watching myself bleed to death. I felt the greatest
peace I have ever known and fell nothing but goodness flowing around me.
Although it was pitch black and raining I could see clearly because there was a
bright light behind me (I was 25 km from the nearest light source, I was on a
country road). Then my whole life flashed before me on fast forward. I saw
myself being born then it would pause a little at every major event that had
happened to me. It seemed to take only a second or two from start to finish.
Then a voice said to me "Do you want to live or die" By the tone of the voice
it was saying to make up my mind quickly or else I wouldn't have a choice. I
thought about how sad my family would be if I died so I said "Live" and I was
instantly back in my body. 3031.
Billie S NDE
English expanded version
5/1/12
From Canada
3030.
Vivian
M Probable NDE
English expanded version 4/22/12
I
started having grand mal seizures. I was aware of floating above my body
watching the seizures. Then suddenly my body got up and ran down the road
straight toward an oncoming car and I thought, "Oh, this is the end" but it felt
as if something -- somebody -- pushed me really hard and the car missed me but I
fell into a ditch. A friend caught up with me and I felt myself leave my body
again and heard a strange unearthly scream and realized it was coming from me
and then I was lifting upward very quickly toward a white light. The sensation
was that of periscope opening long and longer as I was speeding upward faster
and faster toward this light. I felt utterly calm. Content. Somehow I knew I
was dead but I was OK with that as I kept moving toward the light. Then I had a
thought -- until then, it seemed everything was beyond words or thought -- but
this thought came into my head: Your parents cannot handle losing another child. 3029.
Kathy M Probable NDE
English expanded version
4/22/12
From New Zealand
Initially I remember floating somewhere up near the ceiling of "my" operating
theatre looking down at my own body - that of a small child swathed in sheets
and with instrument trays around my body, with a group of nurses and surgeons
gathered around my body, looking at it and working on it. I felt no fear or pain
or anything wrong with me and I knew I was in spirit form. I felt happy, light,
excited and at peace. I desperately wanted to turn around to face upwards and
outwards but one or more presences (which I felt I did not know but whom I knew
loved me unconditionally) informed me telepathically that I really needed to be
patient and go back because it was not yet my time and I had a lot to achieve
this lifetime. I did not really want to go back and tried so hard to turn round
because I felt I knew exactly what would happen to me if I left my body and
moved on...I would float up into the brightness of the universe, into the
infinite stars, the space between the atoms of my body would slowly and
inexorably expand and I would remain aware and "conscious" as I continued to
expand infinitely to the very ends of the universe so that my mind and soul
would literally be subsumed and I would become "one" with the entire cosmos. 3028.
Rose F NDE
English expanded version
4/22/12
I
got out of the vehicle and immediately fell out or passed out. as I was falling
I hit my head on a cement barrier and completely passed out. I started floating
thru a tunnel; no color on either side of me, towards a white bright light. The
feeling was immensely beautiful and peaceful -never felt anything like it
since-as I was floating I saw myself hovering over my body. My brother and
sister-in-law were crying. They thought I died - I had urinated and defecated
all over myself- as most people know when that happens you're most likely dead.
As I was watching them cry I wanted to tell them "don't cry, its ok, I'm in a
great place. I wanted to stay there. It didn't last long. 3027.
Sheila EP NDE
English expanded version
4/22/12
I
saw myself laying in the ditch - while hovering above my body. My very long hair
was all matted in the grass, my eyes were closed, and I had a lot of abrasions
and coagulated blood over one eye area. It seemed like I was floating in & out
of that totally, comforting black void. I clearly remember the ambulance crew
arriving, I hovered above them as they carefully immobilized me onto a stretcher
and placed me into the bay of the ambulance for transport. I've explained to
people many times - that if you could think of your most enjoyable bodily
sensation of any time; sex, massage, runner's high, anything pleasurable that
has ever been experienced from within your physical body, it could not compare
to the experience of total comfort during that state of blackness. 3026.
Dwight M NDE
English expanded version
4/22/12
Next
I awoke another lifeguard Jeff had come out to watch and after I stopped moving
in the water he quickly came out got me and applied backpressure arm lift
resuscitation and I came to. I was in a tunnel everything outside the tunnel
was moving very fast, At the time it seemed to be like looking outside a train
window. Melvin Morse MD has or had two websites, one opens showing a small
figure in side a tunnel - it looked exactly like that - nothing else I have
found accurately describes the tunnel. 3025.
Michael P
ICU
English expanded version
4/22/12
I
went I believe to HELL. There were giant red dragons. The landscape was dark and
eerie. There were people trapped in what looked like circus carts where they
transport lions. They were screaming and bleeding. Went into what was a gypsy
cart that was blood red in color. Had red streamers from the ceiling. Went
outside and ran from the dragons that were chasing me. Then a man riding a gold
dragon came by and grabbed me and took me away from there. Next thing I was in a
room sitting talking to my dad who had died in August the same year. He told me
to let go of the past and move on with my life. Then I was at an airport in the
winter snow blowing. There was a tram with my children inside but it was covered
in ice and I could not get in to talk to them. A grape drink was flowing in a
fountain inside the tram for them to drink. I then woke up in the intensive care
ward at the hospital. did have intensive care psychosis. woke up thought
everyone was trying to kill me. woke up hands tied to the bed so could not pull
the hoses out. 3024.
Lisa B Probable NDE
English expanded version
4/22/12
In
the void there isn't any light. It is completely dark but you know while you
are there that you are being held by a very loving (seemed like) a hand of the
creator. There was also a great many souls in there, each of them suspended and
silent although I felt we could communicate if we wanted but we choose not to.
It is a very peaceful place. No other place that I've ever been has been that
calming. I was sent away from the void, not by anyone, but because I began to
hear a sound. The sound grew to become my name and I knew should I listen to
the voice calling my name, I would have to return to my body. I did not want to
do this and fought it with all my might. The Creator was amused by my struggle
to not return to my body and I was becoming angry at my progress. When I
re-entered my body it was the worse pain I ever experienced. 3023.
Maggy C NDE
English expanded version
4/22/12
From Canada.
I
soon found myself feeling comfortable, peaceful, relaxed. My consciousness was
no longer in the water. I was in darkness, but I was not alone or afraid. I had
no sense that I might die and I was starting to become curious about where I
was. That's when my father plucked me from the water. The water drained from me
and I began breathing on my own, but I was very sick. I was surprised to find
that I was still at the beach and felt robbed of the opportunity to be in the
other place. 3022.
Chris V NDE
English expanded version
4/22/12
I
couldn't take it anymore, and I said the words "God, I'm ready to go home!" As
the last word ended, the lights went completely out and everything was
completely quiet. I felt the calmness come over me. A calm I had never felt in
my life. Just utter peace. Time stood still, linear time did not exist. I did
not have a thought going through my brain. It was pure calm. At that moment an
intense bright light began to envelope me. I remember how good I felt, with this
light and pure calm that was around me. Then as the light began to increase and
the calm began to increase, then out of nowhere a voice said "you're not ready
yet". I remember realizing I had a body, that this wasn't all I remembered and I
said the exact words, "I'm not ready yet." Instantly I was back in my body, I
could feel my heart again. The EMS yelling around me "he's having a heart
attack." 3021.
Tamara M NDE
English expanded version
4/22/12
From Italy. Original in Italian.
I was undergoing surgery during a termination of pregnancy. Suddenly, I was aware of myself and I was getting up from the surgery table... as I was raising I found myself hovering upward and I turned only to see myself laying on the surgery table. There was copious bleeding on the floor and a rush of nurses and physicians around my body on the table. I could see everything from above. I felt nothing, no emotions or thoughts. I was
moving in the air endowed with the conscience of BEING. Later, I awoke in a bed and I was receiving a blood transfusion. The medical doctor said that during my intervention an hemorrhage they could not stop took them by surprise, which was why I was under intravenous
treatment now. They were transferring several liters of blood into my body, to which I replied I knew it because I saw it all. He stood puzzled, for he said while in surgery I was under total anesthesia. 3020.
Margot Probable NDE
English expanded version
4/20/12
From Spain. Original in Spanish, translated to English by Amy.
3019.
Hector A Uncle NDE
English expanded version
4/20/12
From Cuba. Original in Spanish, translated to English by Amy.
At the moment that help came
he fainted and felt his body traveling through a tunnel filled with light. He
observed completely illuminated cities, and these cities merged with the whiter
light, and this great white light gave him the feeling of peace, there was no
pain and everything was in harmony, and when he finally arrived at the end he
was received by a being which he couldn't describe but he knew this spirit had
the keys to heaven Saint Peter? His deceased mother and father were at his
side and welcomed him and he was ecstatic. The being showed him the universe and
he saw many deceased people, well known throughout history, Indians, Romans,
soldiers, etc, and he saw them all but not with his regular eyes, and he could
speak with them all in the same language, each knew who the other was, and he
spoke with every one of them without using his voice, telepathically. The being
showed him the immensity of this place where all the people seemed to be in an
infinite field filled with colors, trees, people who were reading, singing,
angels that floated above them. There was peace and love and harmony. 3018.
Rose NDE 5408
English expanded version
4/18/12
From Cuba. Original in Spanish, translated to English by Simon.
Soon my vital signs were fading, then I saw myself dressed in white, with a long
robe, and my hands fixed to my sides without movement, my feet pointed on
tiptoe, and flying towards a strong and infinite light which shone on my
forehead. I was surrounded by a grey metallic tunnel, and grey balls like
molecules floating and striking one another, but when these touched me they
rebounded and formed new ones, and I continued to the light as if I wanted to
leave the tunnel. 3016.
Matthew E Probable NDE
English expanded version
4/15/12
I
was drowning. I didn't know how to swim at the time. I was drowning and I saw my
life flash before my eyes. Ever since that time, I've been really lucky at
games, I've seen ghosts, I've heard my name called when there are people around,
and other times no one was around. When someone calls on the phone I'll know who
it is without seeing who it is on the caller ID. I've seen strange things in the
skies now for many years. I can also tell when a person is good or bad, and the
same thing with buildings or even at historical sites. It's like I can feel and
see at times what had happened there. 3015.
Sara M NDE
English expanded version
4/15/12
My experience happened during elective surgery. I was having an appendectomy.
I woke up in the middle of the surgery, vomiting and having trouble breathing.
After this, when the anesthesiologist put the mask back on me, I felt as if I
were breathing water and I lost consciousness. Then, for a while, I found
myself outside my body and above it, looking down at the three doctors who were
leaning over me trying to revive me. As I looked around the area where I was, I
noticed a kind of dark vortex above me. Also, I could see two or three groups
of small, dark beings(?). They seemed to know I was there but they didn't
approach me. They looked strange, so I didn't want to approach them either, but
I didn't feel really alarmed about them.
I noticed that I was moving slowly in the direction of the vortex and it
occurred to me that I probably shouldn't get too close to it if I wanted to
return to my body again. I was curious about it, but I decided to go back.
3014.
Jack NDE 6252
English expanded version
4/15/12
My
parents tell me I was two years old. I don't remember much. I just know I came
out of my body and looked at my self. and the next thing I know for whatever
reason. my dad smack me in the face. now I could see him hit my face while still
out of my body. I don't remember anything after that just waking up in the
hospital bouncing off the wall full of energy. 3013.
Paula H NDE
English expanded version
4/15/12
I
was in the bathroom and turned from the sink to the towel bar and the next thing
I knew, I was at the ceiling floating looking down at my parents shaking (very
hard shaking) my body as if trying to revive me. I was surrounded by a bright
light and just pleasantly floating. They kept shaking and seemed very upset. I
thought "I guess I'll have to go back, they couldn't take it if I left" and in
that exact instance, I was looking up at them. I knew my parents weren't ready
to let me go, so I had to return. I also felt completely at ease if I didn't go
back and just kept floating away. The bright light seemed very welcoming and
friendly. 3011.
Soony S NDEs
English expanded version
4/12/12 & 7/28/12
3010.
Moises NDE
English expanded version
4/11/12
From Spain. Original in Spanish,
translated to English by Simon.
I tried to come back down to my body but I couldn't because something was
pulling me upwards. The cold continued and a very intense and dazzling yellow
light appeared, along with a strong wind, with a loud noise of wind. I started
to enter this light-tunnel, but before going into it, I looked down and said (to
the people there) that I was up above. I thought about my mother and my family
before I entered the light and I could see a boy come running up and start to
administer CPR to my body. I said to him I was up above already... but he went
on doing it without pausing, and then I entered the light and the cold went away
from me, and so did the fear. I felt a great peace and love, it was love and
warmth, the light enveloped me completely and I was spoken to telepathically,
receiving peace, love, tranquillity and at the same time voiceless communication 3009.
Gary F NDE
English expanded version
4/8/12
A
car came round the corner of the street and run over my head I don't remember
being run over at all anyway my mom started screaming and people ran over to me
I was told I was under the car so they pulled me out and I was not breathing all
I remember was nothing then I saw a light which was shining on me I looked
behind me and I was floating out of my body I felt this warmth all around me and
I turned round and there was 2 sprits there I did not know them they looked at
me then this male sprit grabbed my arms and pushed me back into my body I was
unconscious and remember wakening up in hospital. 3008.
Lois T NDE
English expanded version
4/8/12
We
were at a lake in Spokane, WA with lots of kids. We were jumping off a dock
into the water and a boy jumped on top of me and I kept struggling to come up
and than this beautiful white light with beautiful music came upon me. I
stopped struggling and felt a real calmness about me. I never felt such love in
my life, I didn't fear anything. The next thing I remember is having mouth to
mouth preformed on me. In fact I don't fear death anymore. I look forward to
it when it is time to leave this plain. 3007.
Victor C Other
English expanded version
4/8/12
This
experience has shown me something that I would like to attempt to describe in
words; what I believe is that while we are in this body, we are equipped with
the consciousness that comes with it. The difference between how I view what
this consciousness is, in relation to my view of what awareness is, are two
different things. Awareness for me is what is behind the consciousness that
comes with the functioning of mind and body. The awareness behind it however is
of a much broader, infinite nature. The thoughts that we all have in our
consciousness appear to be a constant stream that is continuous and linear in
nature. However, upon intense concentration on what is an iota of time between
our thoughts, I believe that what I have experienced was a gateway leading out
of consciousness and into the hidden spectrum of pure awareness that lies
beyond. . It was kind of like this; I wasn't thinking but if I did think, I
would become what I was thinking. Therefore, I dared not think about anything
because that would have meant that I would have manifested out of total
awareness and bliss. Being in this state was beyond bliss, you want to stay
there and not do anything to disturb it. 3006.
Natalie S NDE
English expanded version
4/8/12
Having agreed, I moved to another vibrational location where healing would be
performed on my physical body. From this location, I could see my physical body
in the truck, head propped up by my right hand, elbow resting on the door handle
exactly as I'd left it. I could also see my body as an energy matrix. Reading
from both those levels simultaneously, I could tell that my right hand was
nearly severed at the wrist, my right foot and ankle were badly mangled, and I
had a deep wound in my right torso. There was a large hole in my head: I was
missing one eye, the frontal sinus, and a portion of my brain. Some energy
beings and I worked together, quickly repairing the body, primarily working
through the matrix. The injuries weren't entirely healed, as some were to be of
use in situating me for tasks I had agreed to perform or things that I wanted to
experience as a whole infinite Self. 3005.
Steve L NDE
English expanded version
4/8/12
I
was in ICU by evening fall of the next day.....not sure what I had...and was in
and out of consciousness....on 11/18 I remember two friends visiting one second
and the next I was in what I thought as first was a large room...but soon I
realized that I did not have my body, and that I was surrounded by
consciousness.....pure consciousness is the only way I can describe it in human
terms....everything just is...total love...there was consciousness that came to
me in the form of people I recognized ....no bodies or seeing anyone....just
consciousness.....there was a mention of all the lives that I had
touched....Today, I share my story...of how we are loved and safe...and that the
lives we touch go with us ....they mean something....and that when I totally
surrendered into the moment, my greatest gift came.....a realization that the
present is all we have and nothing to fear....and that we are all one with this
mysterious glorious creation called a Universe. 3004.
Brenda H NDE 2671
English expanded version
4/8/12
My
roommate called for the nurse, my blood pressure had risen very , very, high. I
remember being placed on another stretcher and taken down this well-lit hall.
I remember seeing a lot of nurses and Doctors around my bed, with needles and
other devices , which they used. All of a sudden I was lifted out of my body to
the corner of the ceiling in the Hospital room, as I looked down, I could see my
body lifelessly on the table , with tubes, IVs and I could see the Doctors and
Nurses all around me calling my name , Brenda, Brenda. I actually heard
and saw them , I actually felt the same, without an body. Suddenly I was wisp
through ceiling , I felt nothing, just went through. I saw a very , very
bright tunnel and I was preceding toward it , closer and closer, all of a sudden
, I felt something all over my body , the doctors , had injected me with
something and I returned to my body on the table , I stayed in ICU for 4 days. 3003.
Elena E NDE
English expanded version
4/8/12
I
learned years later from the doctor that I was near death, but he confirmed it
was kept from me as I was only twelve. I found myself hovering there watching
until I found I had been joined by an older thin man who stood behind a podium
and seemed to be making notes in a ledger. I could make out none of his thoughts
whatsoever unless he chose me to "hear" -- otherwise he was a complete enigma to
me -- yet I knew that he could read all of my thoughts. It was like he had
plugged into me. In this same way, he fed some things into my mind that
astounded me, especially since I had little religious upbringing and had only
recently been baptized into a branch of the Christian Church. He let me know
that our experience on Earth is but a flash though it seems very long while we
are living it and that it's a means to evolve. He also communicated that tragedy
itself is overly stressed here and also is only a kind of vessel for evolving.
Then he asked me, "Do you have any choice?" He didn't say what this choice was,
but I knew he was asking if I wanted to live or die. 3002.
Teresa C Possible NDE
English expanded version
4/1/12
From Canada.
I asked my sister, who is 12 years older than I am, just
how sick I was when Aunt Mary came and nursed me. My sister gasped and said "You
remember that?" Well I will tell you, you were fine in the morning, when mom got
home you were so sick, she asked me what I had done to you?" I was looking after
you that day. If something had happened to you, I would never have forgiven
myself. So I guess I was very ill. 3001.
Frances Z NDE
English expanded version
4/1/12
By the time my son found me, I was blue. He ran to the neighbor and told them
that something was wrong with his mom. As they were taking me to the hospital,
my heart stopped and from outside my body, I watched them do CPR on me so that
they could at least get me to the hospital. As we arrived at the hospital, I
began to descend into a darkness. My body, of course, stayed in the hospital,
but I found myself falling down a very dark tunnel. Demons appeared
around me, and, though I was spirit, they were going through the motions of
ripping my flesh off. It was intensely painful. As I went deeper and
deeper into Hell, I saw many prominent historical figures, and lastly, my
father. My father turned to welcome me to Hell, and I was thinking that
this was it for me. My life on Earth was over, and I've ended up in Hell.
Getting out of Hell would not be a possibility. But suddenly I started to
move away from them and began to go back up the tunnel towards my body. However,
I did not return completely. I stayed apart from my body, watching the doctors
work on it. They were trying to stabilize my vital signs and flush out all the
drugs and alcohol so the toxins would not continue to ravish my body. I was
horrified at the things they were doing but was glad that the demons were no
longer tearing my flesh off. 3000.
Dan BC NDE
English expanded version
4/1/12
A
gentle breeze was suspending me. It was okay, it was fine. I was floating,
flying, but it wasn't right. What was I doing there? I wasn't afraid. I felt
safe, but confused. I looked up and saw James flying down to me just as if we
were on a skydive together and he was "swooping" me. His expression was that
silly, playful smile he so often had in free fall. He was obviously was not
confused at all. He knew exactly where he was and what he was doing there. He
flew down and stopped in front of me. Still with a smile on his face, he asked,
"Danny, what are you doing here?" I answered, "I don't know." James said,
"You're not supposed to be here, you have to get back down there."
2999.
Laura L NDE
English expanded version
3/31/12
On
the 3rd day of losing blood, I felt a detachment with my loved ones. I was
afraid. Then, feelings went away and the next thing I remember, I was in the
ceiling of the hospital room looking at my body and the doctors and nurses. I
wasn't afraid or aware that was my body laying there! I wondered why they all
were so concerned over that person. A second later, I was in this wonderful
light! It was all around me and felt tremendous. Overwhelming, it felt so good
that I have no words to describe its wonderfulness!!!! Then, in another second,
I was standing on a river made of liquid light! There was grass and landscape
but it was all made of this light or had the light in it. Hard to describe. As I
said earlier, it was so AWESOME! I couldn't believe how wonderful this river was
and I turned to look upstream and didn't get to see. I was back ion the hospital
bed receiving blood.
2998.
Nancy T NDE 6240
English expanded version
3/31/12
A
loving, spiritually beautiful female presence floated gently down from my right
side and spoke telepathically to me ...suggesting that I needed to return and
not cross over the bridge/river to the exquisite land on the other side. I knew
she meant to help me but, also, that it was still my choice. I gracefully did as
she suggested... somehow, I knew that she knew best; there was a bridge that led
over to a magical, colorful, loving land. It was filled with everything a 13
year old kid would LOVE! It seemed to have colors I'd never seen before,
flowers, fun animals, puppies, an amusement park with a Ferris wheel made of
candy!...absolutely indescribable. I wanted to cross that bridge and get here
until this loving presence floated down and gently redirected me.
2997.
Janie A Probable NDE
English expanded version
3/31/12
The
only thing I remember about the NDE was that I felt like I was a part of the
northern lights! I was (am) pure positive source energy and I FELT the
pure power of that!
2996.
Mindy T NDE
English expanded version
3/31/12
As
my consciousness started processing thoughts again, I could tell I was about to
wake up. Did I dare open my eyes? Where would I be? Was I dead and waking up
in the afterlife? Would it be Heaven? Would it be Hell? Would it be something
or somewhere else? I thought for sure I was dead and was waking up in Heaven.
I couldn't hear anything. Not my breathing or even my heartbeat. I finally
mustered up enough courage to open my eyes. Boy was I pissed! �This is a joke,
right? �I'm in the hospital? � My thoughts, my anger, my disappointment� it was
all spinning out of control! This couldn't be right! I had fought death while
lying on the side of the road and lost! I remembered giving in. I remembered
giving up. I remembered dying! I was in the sky going� somewhere! I
remembered the bright white all around me, the lack of pain, the peacefulness I
felt and the joy� where was that now? �This is not right. This must be a
joke. God, this isn't funny. This isn't fair. I want to go home. Please take
me home.� I prayed.
2995.
Laura M NDEs
English expanded version
3/31/12
"You
are a Child of God", He Said ,"and God Is Love-- I see you Purely as Love."
There Was No judgment only Love coming from Him.. In order for Me to Understand
this However I Needed to Forgive myself & Realize that I was a Part of Devine
Love. Though the Atonement this was made possible.. ( Very difficult to
explain).. I only know I remember Nothing I saw in my life review-- only the
"memory of having one remains" and of that Only The Love! My surroundings were
then brought into Focus as I became aware of a Flower. A magnificent Flower..
Rather like a perfect Gerber Daisy Glowing in Brilliant Orange Hued colors And
it Was Alive And it was Loving Me! In Amazement I turned again to Him in
Wonderment And Awe .. Exclaiming "This Flower is Loving Me, I Can Feel It"
"Everything, " He said "was Made in Love For You"!
2994.
Jared NDE
English expanded version
3/31/12
I
was 13 years old when I passed. I am an epileptic and I was swimming in a pool.
I had a Grand Mal seizure in the pool and drowned and was clinically dead for a
few minutes, I also went into a 4 day coma after that time. I do remember my
Near Death Experience. It was very simple, I remember seeing me laying at the
bottom of the pool and I begin to hover or float. My mother screaming and
someone jumping into the pool and pulling me out. Then it was like a sudden rush
of something pushed me back into body and that was it.
2993.
Jenneane E NDE
English expanded version
3/31/12
I am
not sure if my breathing or heart stopped but my blood pressure dropped and I
passed out. The colors in the room began to slowly fade to black and white. I
had never seen the world in black and white before and I felt like it was
surreal, I had a flashback like I was watching a war movie and I saw a soldier
getting wounded and dying and a bright light came and wiped out the whole
image. Then I realized that it was me now dying. I guess I had a flashback of
my previous life and I thought it was strange that I had been a man and a
soldier. I have always had a great fear of war and death. The black and white
images reversed and the light became dark and the dark became bright and then
the powerful bright light got stronger and stronger. I felt the bright light
pass through my body and it was the most powerful unconditional love.
2992.
Preston P Probable NDE
English expanded version
3/31/12
I
was very in touch with my being out of my body (skin) and free to go with my
thoughts and the walls were the only obstacle and I was ready to go beyond and
was aware of the feelings and thoughts and not at the table where my body was
laying. Everything was present, I wasn't looking back or around I was seeing all
at once.
2991.
Ricardo H NDE
English expanded version
3/31/12 From
Mexico
I was no longer aware of my surroundings, no pain, I did not know what happened,
but I started seeing scenes from my life, like snapshots of my loved ones,
friends and acquaintances. It wasn't like a film, I saw still images one after
the other of my loved ones etc, just like photographs of them, and all appearing
just as I was used to seeing them, playing, working, resting, etc, I had a
strange feeling of desperation, oppression, suffocation, while I witnessed all
these scenes.
2990.
Garth P Probable NDE
English expanded version
3/26/12 When
I passed through the veil this time, the pain stopped. My head was bent and as
I raised it I beheld my angel wife. She was some distance from me and was on
one knee picking flowers. She never spoke, but raised her head and smiled. My
joy was unbounded. Her beauty filled the space. The body was not the one we
buried, but the form and face of the young woman on the day we married. She was
so beautiful. I started to stand with full intentions of going to her, but was
again roughly jerked back though the veil and held by some unknown force. It
prevented my re-entering the world of peace and beauty, but I was allowed to
peer through the veil. My wife rose, smiled, and waved. She and the veil
disappeared.
2989.
Winnie J NDE
English expanded version
3/24/12
As I
lay there, at first I felt that I was continuing to do the dusting, but then
this was interrupted by something different. I suddenly found myself flying in
a dark night sky. The stars were everywhere, beautiful, shining all around me.
I was aware of a cool breeze against me as I moved. I seemed to be aware of a
being beside me on my right, perhaps holding me at the elbow, and another at my
left. I felt trusting and never turned to look at them. I quickly moved along
and soon found myself above a courtyard with pillars. What impressed me most
was that the floor was beautiful, white, like a crystal of some kind, dazzling
and shimmering. I began to descend slowly, then I noticed a lot of people
moving quickly in one direction like they were hurrying to a meeting. They all
seemed to be wearing white, but were wearing colors too� The Dr. said that the
spot I hit could easily have resulted in my death and that I had a concussion. I
didn't say anything to anyone about my experience as I lay dying until later.
2988.
Margaret H Probable NDE
English expanded version
3/24/12
From
Australia. I'd
had measles and was due to go an a school excursion the next day and we had
thought that I was probably going to be well enough and a decision was going to
be made when I woke up. That's how I went to bed. I was in this place, not a
tunnel but going towards the most glorious golden, white light. I arrived into
it. It was so encompassing, it was total security, love - I didn't, and still
don't, really have words for it. Everything was just perfect contentment and
calm. I was totally surrounded and part of this light when my mother called me
- she was sitting on the side of my bed. I remember her being quite urgent. I
went back to my body and she drove me to the doctor's office.
2987.
Herman V NDE
English expanded version
3/24/12
From Canada
I
asked the being what the tiny fast moving lights were and he replied that they
were all spirits and that they were all going places. I also realized that I
had left everything behind, that is all physical things, and that I was now
completely pain free. An overwhelming feeling of peace and love that cannot be
described using language enveloped me. There was no life review, no judgment,
no trinity, no choirs of angels, no deceased friends or relatives, just a
powerful feeling that I was loved and that I had returned to a state of spirit,
that I was now 'home'. It came with a very strong sense of being welcomed back
to the place from which I had come.
2986.
Chuck H NDE
English expanded version
3/24/12
I
was hit by a car while I was driving a motorcycle. I saw my life history. I
seemed to travel into the future. I witnessed my parents grieving at my
funeral. Then, I was moving toward a light in the darkness. I experienced a
great peace. Suddenly I was over my body. I could see myself crumpled on the
concrete surrounded by several people. I then awoke and stated "I am alive". I
don't remember saying that but that is what the woman who hit me told me. I
remember being upset that I had returned.
2985.
Ana Probable NDE
English expanded version
3/24/12
From Uruguay. Original
in Spanish, translated to English by Simon.
Sensation
of floating in spirals, leaving my body, feeling of body-free state,
weightlessness. Surrounded by an endless grey smoke, wherever I looked was this
kind of gaseous denseness, smoke, it was like swimming in a liquid gas or a
smoky liquid. I felt disconcerted not to know where I was, what I was doing
there, I was moving forwards or sideways but wherever I looked there was nothing
other than that mass of smoke. There was no noise, no other presence, nothing.
It was a nothing in which I floated, and these surroundings went on and on
however much I moved around or at least had the feeling or intention of doing
so.
2984.
Dagoberto O NDE
English expanded version
3/19/12
From Chile. Original
in Spanish, translated to English by Simon.
I suddenly took hold of the neck of the light bulb, which gave me an electric
shock, throwing me against a wall 16 feet away. In the moments after the shock,
I felt that I was walking through a dark tunnel. Suddenly I found myself walking
through a very beautiful park, where there were lovely flowers, some shrubs and
trees of a gorgeous green color, and the sky was a glorious blue. At the far end
of the path which I was following, there was a brilliant light, and everything
was really beautiful.
2983.
EBB Possible NDE
English expanded version
3/19/12
From Canada. Original
in French, translated to English by Jean Peter.
I
was having surgery. I suffered appendicitis / peritonitis. I was anesthetized
but I saw light, only light, white light everywhere, but it did not hurt my
eyes. I felt even much better than ever. I would have liked staying asleep
forever but there was my family. I knew my family would split apart. My mother
suffered from depression and my parents were on the verge of divorcing. Then I
decided to awake.
2982.
Veronica P NDE
English expanded version
3/18/12
From Canada.
Suddenly, my horse bolted directly toward the fence and I could not control
him. I have no memory of what followed. My brother was onsite throughout the
entire event and observed that I had fallen out of the saddle, with my right
foot still in the stirrup, I was being dragged along the fence line with my head
hitting the ground and fence as the horse ran at full speed. Eventually my foot
released and I was dropped to the ground. When I brother reached me I was in
full blown generalized grand mal seizure, vomiting, and my eyes were clicking
back into the recesses of my eye sockets� The next thing that I recall is
levitating from a lying position into a conical tunnel in an upward direction
toward a beautiful, warm, very very bright white light. It beckoned me
strongly, and I really wanted to go. Simultaneously, I knew that I was in the
ambulance and lying on the right side of the vehicle.
2981.
Catherine H FDE
English expanded version
3/18/12
My
brother has just shown me a great deal of money and it was in a pouch. I got
real nervous because it should of been in the bank. My sister and I where
visiting my brother and these two men entered the store. The one short man was
looking at us and the cases. The tall man did not turn to look at any of us. In
that moment I saw my life in front of my eyes, all the things and ages to the
present. I saw my life in great detail, events that I had long forgot about.� I
saw my life from birth to my given age. All the events that took place, things
that I had long forgot.
2980.
John S NDE 2655OBE
English expanded version
3/18/12
At
that moment I wanted to, but had no opportunity to warn my Mother for the
accident that was to take place. I instantly put my hands on the dash board and
the next thing was silence, a bright light and I was standing on the side walk
noticing the car I was just in was moving still towards the side walk. I was in
a serene state of awareness, completeness and everything seemed to move slowly
around me. I noticed my body was partly out of the vehicle front window and I
also noticed a lot of blood on the window itself that was all smashed up. There
was people running towards the vehicle but in slow motion and then I felt a tug
on my arm and it was my old best friend from young childhood smiling at me. I
just felt an aw-feeling and she told me everything would be alright and it was
time for me to go back and she said she loved me. This girl who tugged on my arm
was named Ruthy who was killed several years back in an accident when she moved
from Michigan. At that moment I felt an enormous pain seemingly everywhere and
pulled my self back into the vehicle.
2979.
Sigrid Possible NDEs
English expanded version
3/14/12
From Switzerland.
During my
Out-of-Body-Experience I have a surgery on my tonsils. I heard everything, but I
could not defend myself against someone, not move or to make someone
understood. I have a panic fear. Suddenly I saw myself sitting in a big chair,
myself looking down from the ceiling and I heard everything, which was talking
during my surgery. The next day I tell during the round and my parents from this
event, but nobody believe in me.
2978.
Sharon G NDE 6215
English expanded version
3/11/12
From Canada. I
was floating above the operating table, watching/listening to the staff, 2
physicians were arguing about how to extract the baby who had become stuck in
the birth canal. I felt calm and rested and removed from panic below. I
watched them rush the baby (Apgar = 0) out of the operating room and I followed
above the baby the short way to special care nursery where she started to cry. I
knew she would live and floated a bit before I felt drawn backwards and down to
my body again� my vision seemed to be 360 degrees (not front, back or side but
all) - and I went thru the wall (not out the door) with no feeling of passage or
movement� A few days later a resident sat with me and listened. He had been in
the operating room and said that the events I described were accurate - he said
he could not explain how I 'witnessed' events.
2977.
Majenta S Probable NDE
English expanded version
3/11/12
I
was told I looked as if I was having a seizure and as if I was really about to
die� at first everything started going black. then I could feel I was spinning,
but more of a spiral. there were tunnels, very small, but I was also going very
fast. I had to choose the right one. every time that I went the wrong way, I
went faster and more tunnels appeared. I could hear voices calling my name as I
went the wrong way and shouting at me. I could feel them as if they were hitting
me. shouting that I'm going the wrong way. it kept going. as if it were never
going to stop. then, it suddenly did. everything got quiet and peaceful. it was
warm and bright� I know my discussion with this being had everything to do with
my decision. I just knew I was not done living yet. I had not experience what I
need to, or achieved what I need to.
2976.
Jane E NDE
English expanded version
3/11/12
I
immediately started to drown... I did not feel any pain, discomfort...nothing...
I just remember seeing plants that were at the bottom of the lake and this
beautiful light coming from the top down ..and I had this very unusual feeling
of absolute peace and harmony....It was a very pleasant experience. I do not
remember being pulled from the lake, but I remember that I was placed on the
blanket and I had this out of body strange experience...like it was two of me
(one that was fine and was looking down on other me).
2975.
Raina K NDE
English expanded version
3/4/12
From Sweden, Original in Swedish, translated
into English by Maria.
It was my life passing me
by, I remember only mostly my childhood. I saw myself as the girl and the
teenager and a little bit of myself as an adult. I saw pictures during
different periods of my life and I learned that life is a move where we are on
stage. I decide how my movie is going to go and who gets to play a part of it.
Today I understand myself a lot better, and I understand that I am the one that
chooses what the movie is about every day. It is not a long movie, it is day by
day, situation by situation. I choose all the time how I am going to react
towards what is happening now. I can either allow other people to make the movie
for me or I can choose to do it myself. Second by second, all the choices are
mine, and I am the one that have to be responsible for those choices. Even if I
think it is someone else's fault, I have still allowed it to happen. Life is to
react to what happens. Life is to feel what is happening, and to choose from
your heart, or your gut if what is happening is right for me or not. I have all
the right in the world to find my own happiness, my freedom, to protect myself
and to love myself. If I do not love myself the movie will be very bad and no
one wants to be a part of it, in my life. I will only hurt myself and others.
2974.
Shea B NDE
English expanded version
3/4/12
My
injuries in the car accident were such that the doctors told my family I
wouldn't make it through surgery� I have never been able to recall the car
accident. I recall all of a sudden being aware and knowing I was dying. It was
quiet and peaceful. I didn't feel any pain, just a quiet peaceful feeling. I
felt like I was somewhere outside my body. I told myself "Well I guess I am
dying." I wasn't emotional about it. Then I remembered my year old son. I didn't
want to die. I began to pray. I told God I couldn't die because I had a baby to
raise. I still wasn't really emotional. I was just explaining why I couldn't die
yet. I only said it a couple of times. "I have a baby. I can't die yet." Then
there was a voice from Heaven, the best way I can describe it, very beautiful
and wonderful, and all he, God, said was "Shea, you're not going to die." It was
the most beautiful voice I have ever heard. I cannot describe it. But I will
know it when I hear it again.
2973.
Larry P NDE
English expanded version
3/4/12
From Canada
I
recall floating upwards, to the ceiling and seeing everything in the room in
proper perspective from above. I could identify myself on the operating table.
I continued to float upwards, towards a bright light, white and warm. I had a
very good, exceptionally loving feeling. It was most tempting to keep going
through the tunnel. But, there was a diaphanous curtain that I would have to
part to keep going, and once I passed through that, I knew that I could not go
back... It was one such gathering, a wine and cheese event some year and a half
to two years later, that I found myself chatting with the physician, Dr. X, the
brilliant surgeon who performed the operation on my leg. It was only a short
time before that operation that equipment and techniques were available to
successfully save the leg and he was one of the few who could do it. As we
picked our way amongst the cheeses, crackers, and pickles, he took me aback by
saying "By the way, did you experience a near death experience during the
operation?" Startled, I replied, "Yes, as a matter of fact, I did."
2972.
Ron B Probable NDE
English expanded version
3/4/12
When
I got angry I was taken away from seeing my wife ,to that dark place again. I
could hear my thoughts , my mouth didn't need to talk . I began to see what
looked like smoke and reddish orange color , I was taken closer until I could
see it was fire in the form of a lake ! I was terrified , and then I came back
in my body I was on life support and the doctor said lets see if he can breathe
on his own. I was choked from the long tube that was being removed and I threw
up , I was terrified because I thought I was going to hell. I was supposed to be
brain dead and paralyzed from the neck down due to my number 1 and 2 vertebrae
being crushed , hey told my wife I would never walk again and I would have to go
to a home to be cared for because I was a vegetable. Praise GOD I walked out of
the hospital 6 days later ! I was in a coma for 2 days and then I began getting
better.
2971.
Bonnie Z NDE
English expanded version
3/4/12
I
sort of blacked out, and suddenly there was no pain and I wasn't breathing or
crying or gasping for air anymore. I noticed that I didn't even have the need to
breathe. I felt sexless and ageless, and eternal. I felt overwhelming comfort
and warmth all around me. I felt like I was floating, and my vision was a little
weird because I could see all around me, and below and above me as well all at
the same time. I saw the ceiling above me and it seemed to be glowing and
expanding and opening up somehow to infinite space... And I saw my body below
me, and all my blood. There was about two pints of it covering my arm and my
floor. But I wasn't afraid of what I saw. I felt no negative emotions. I knew it
was me but I didn't care - the peace I felt was so much better than the turmoil
I would return to if I went back to my body. I floated continuously up, but just
before I entered the light I felt like I should be in my body and so I started
falling slowly and trying to breathe again.
2970.
Dani S NDE
English expanded version
3/4/12 I
was struck in the head with a pistol, the blow immediately forced me to the
ground. There I was straddled and continuously struck in the head with the
pistol, a small guitar and other items. The last item I was aware of in my body
to hit me was the pistol, his first weapon. After a few strikes my mind went to
a dark place with a huge light at the end, almost like a tunnel. The next thing
I knew I was above my body, at ceiling height, and I could see him on top of me
beating me, switching items when they got too bloody and slippery to grip. I
didn't feel any pain or sense of panic during my out of body experience. I
remember having thoughts like "What is he doing now?" and "Am I going to be
ok?". I felt strangely happy, like if I had been in my physical form I would
have a smile on my face. I felt no fear, pain, or concern with anything else. I
remember my voice saying "When is he going to stop?" while looking at my
lifeless body. I saw him kicking me in the face, my hands were still protecting
my face but my inner self had let go of the fight. My eyes were closed and I was
totally unconscious.
2969.
Cherie B NDE
English expanded version
3/1/12
2968.
Gary C NDE
English expanded version
3/1/12
From
Easter Island. Original in Spanish, translated to English by Maria.
IT
WAS 5 IN THE EVENING ON MARCH 9TH, 2011. I WAS RIDING MY SCOOTER ON MY WAY TO
WORK IN A HOTEL ON THIS ISLAND. VERY CLOSE TO MY WORK PLACE, I DON'T FEEL ANY
PAIN, NO NOISE AND I WAKE UP IN THE HOSPITAL AT 10 P.M. ALL COVERED IN CABLES.
I TOLD MY WIFE THEN I HAD BEEN WITH HER MUM IN AN AMAZINGLY WHITE CORRIDOR, SHE
WAS A RAPA NUI AND DIED OF A THROMBOSIS THAT HAD KEPT HER IN BED FOR 2 YEARS, MY
WIFE AND ME LOOKED AFTER HER. WELL, SHE WAS IN THAT SHINING CORRIDOR AND TOLD
ME IN RAPA NUI KAOHO KOE WHICH MEANS RETURN, FOLLOW YOUR PATH. SHE WAS WEARING A
WHITE DRESS, SHE IS SUPER TALL.
2967.
Fernando S NDE
English expanded version
2/27/12
From
Brazil. Original in Portuguese, translated to English by George.
I was projected through the car
windshield and then I became aware that I was floating, entirely lucid but out
of my body and completely conscious of what was going on. There was some other
beings but I didn't know who they were. They were invisible to me but I could
feel their presence. The feeling of peace was huge and transcendental as I never
felt until now. No signs of problems, anxiety or anguish. All my problems were
gone. The surrounding environment was in a rose-whitish tone and I could feel
the presence of spirits or beings highly developed. That environment of peace
and serenity worked as a profound magnetic field and I was attracted to it. I
started moving towards it and I knew intuitively, or something was telling me,
that if I was to cross that frontier I would not be able to return. There was a
barrier, putting a limit on life and death, and it was quite clear. At that
moment, a voice in my mind was telling me that I should return because my
objective in life was still pending. There was a lot to do yet.
2966.
Carmine I NDE
English expanded version
2/27/12
From
Italy. Original in Italian, translated to English by Maurizio.
When I was
asleep under general anesthesia as I saw a little light in total darkness and
wandered towards a definite direction, I felt absolute peace and a feeling of
well being, then suddenly I was restrained by an invisible force and felt the
sensation as If some people were judging me, the feelings were positive or
negative, and I was in a state of anxiety, then as if by magic that mysterious
force that was holding me back was gone and I continued to travel, then suddenly
a light appeared very large
I felt a state of absolute
well-being, as I approached the light and the more I knew that my place was with
her, when I reached behind me, it opened a beautiful vision, there were
thousands of lights as I was and all you moving with harmony,
I was happy because I knew
that my place was with them. Then suddenly I repeated all the way back at
breakneck speed, yet I found myself lying on the operating table, my body was
still asleep but I felt that is I heard and felt everything with an anxiety
state I witnessed the last hours of the operation up to what my body started
waking up from anesthesia.
2965.
Isabel R NDE
English expanded version
2/25/12
The
voice reminded me of the vision I had had of my husband and son in funeral
clothes. He said if I didn't go back to them, I would disrupt some "plan". The
plan would be repaired and everything would eventually be ok, so I could go
ahead if I wanted. The consequences of my untimely demise would be that my
husband and son would suffer in ways I could not imagine and I would know that
these sufferings were because of my selfish decision not to go back. I would
know this throughout eternity. It would not be a huge sadness for me to bear,
more like a prick of conscience that could never be totally healed. No big
deal, unless you consider how long eternity is.
2964.
Cindy B NDE
English expanded version
2/25/12
I
was having a seizure� All of a sudden, I was being pulled through a dark tunnel,
which started becoming filled with a glowing blue light. I was not in my body.
Although I felt like I was moving very quickly, I was able to see shadowy
figures lining the sides of the tunnel, and I heard them talking, saying "Why is
she here now?", "What's she doing here?", "She's not supposed to be here". I
heard all of them at the same time, and I became nervous, thinking I wasn't
supposed to be there, but I was being pulled and couldn't stop myself.
2963.
Maia S NDE
English expanded version
2/25/12
From the UK.
As I
shut my eyes I was immediately above my own body and could see the whole of the
labor room below me as if I was watching a scene of a play unfold. At that point
I was aware that there was no sense of pain or pleasure or even movement within
my body, it was an unnaturally calm, still and complete weightlessness that I
cannot liken to anything I've ever felt before or since. The feeling seemed to
be a split second in time then the feeling of my own steady breathing came back
and I opened my eyes to find myself back within my body.
2962.
Vanessa W Probable NDE
English expanded version
2/25/12
The
best part of this entire experience was the love. I've never felt love like
that, it wasn't even describable in our English language. The best way I can
describe it was like when you get into a bath and the water seems into you
warming every part of you....well replace the water with love. So as I was
floating in 'space', and absorbing all this love, I could see that I was being
sort of carried very very slowly toward this part of a triangle. It looked like
these planes/grid lines were going closer and closer together. I kind of
wondered what it was, but I was so at peace and so love, that I couldn't help
but just bathe in it. The was nothing, no worries, no body, no other people, no
light....just love encompassing everything which was nothing.
2961.
Mary B Probable NDE
English expanded version
2/25/12
I
was sitting down, leaning over, with my arms on the table and my head resting in
my arms. Suddenly I could see my upper body rise and sit upright. It was dark,
and very still, with nothing around me except my deceased mother, on the other
side of an invincible fence. She couldn't find my deceased brother and was
waiting for me to go to her side of the fence so we can look for him together.
Then I was awaken by the banking on my door and taken to the hospital.
2960.
James N NDE
English expanded version
2/19/12
I
also remembered all the pain from the car wreck...before I knew it I was back in
all the pain and my doctor was asking me if I knew where I was...My wife and her
mother came in the room and was saying I was talking about the tunnel and the
light and I saw my dead friend, that's when they told them to leave the room,
and started working to revive me... I went into a tunnel and was met by dead
friends and relatives. I was taken to see a worm working controls of big
cylinders that had every animal and people you could think of...and they were
going down the cylinders from adults to babies. I was told by many the light was
the creator/god... and the worm was a angel giving rebirth.
2959.
Tom Probable NDE
English expanded version
2/19/12 From
Sweden
The
next thing I remember is the feeling of relief, like all the burden was lifted
off my shoulders and all my worries were gone. This was the most incredible
feeling. I was in a softy dark, peaceful and beautiful place, walking with
someone I knew very well and trusted. It was like I was home and knew the
purpose of everything and especially the purpose of my life. I don't know how
long I was there or who I was talking to but I think we discussed my life and
that we agreed on something. When the experience ended I woke up panicking from
not getting any air. I managed to alert my mom and she took me to the hospital
where I stayed for a week.
2958.
Janie N Probable NDE
English expanded version
2/19/12
The
next thing I recall was floating from the ground into the air. The sky was very
blue. It was completely silent and my body did not feel any flow of air around
me or feel like I was projected forward in any way. I was simply floating
towards the sky. I recall the feeling that I could travel anywhere and see
anything. I looked around me and saw the sky and what appeared to be castles
and green valleys. I felt light, and comfortable. There continued to be no
sound and there was no sense or warmth or cold. Just complete comfort. At one
point I knew that I could keep going and there was no anxiety in that idea.
2957.
Earl M NDE
English expanded version
2/19/12
Once
again, my heart stopped, this time for about 20 minutes� There was no "bright
light', but rather diffuse light emanating from everywhere. I was aware that I
was surrounded by my ancestors, many of whom I never met. They were all speaking
at once, not in voices, but rather directly to me, to my mind...I knew some of
them were not speaking a language I understood, and yet I knew what they were
saying. I understood what was being asked without ever being asked.
2956.
Hanriette NDE
English expanded version
2/13/12 From
Brazil. Original in Portuguese, translated to English by George.
The next day
when I was showering I fell on the bathroom floor and at that moment I saw, like
in an old movie going backwards, clear images of my life from being an adult to
my childhood. I found myself in the middle of a grayish-white mist and I have
noticed three beings dressed in white like angels: a woman to my left, a man in
front of me and another man to my right. All of them had very dark hair: the
woman with long hair up to her shoulder and the men with a cut at the height of
their ears. I couldn't see their faces because they were made of a very bright
white light. They were communicating with me not through their mouth but like by
means of some kind of telepathy.
2955.
Riki E Possible NDE
English expanded version
2/13/12 There was a thick row of tall sunflowers and standing behind
looking over them were these beings of light.
They were shaped like a human body, but there were no features, just
light and all around the edges, brighter light radiating out.
I KNEW who they were - God, Jesus and angels.
I knew they were expecting me, they knew I was coming and were waiting
for me. They didn't say anything to
me, I just KNEW these things without any doubt, they were projecting thoughts
and feelings to me, and I could feel what they were trying to express to me.
I felt the most
wonderful love pouring into me. I
saw myself fall to my knees and begin just sobbing from the relief and joy of
it, it was so wonderful.
2954.
Rose NDE
English expanded version
2/12/12
2953.
Lacy NDE
English expanded version
2/11/12
The
first thing I noticed was, I was warm and at peace. I was wearing a thin white
strapless sundress. I was swinging on a tree swing that was in a meadow full of
this tall golden grass. Around me was a thick green forest full of different
trees. Every thing had this golden haze like you probably would see on a nice
early morning in the woods. All misty and warm. As I was swinging, I was smiling
and laughing. On my left was a white tiger and the left a white wolf. They just
lay there enjoying the moment. Then I woke up in the middle of the operation.
2952.
Laura B NDE
English expanded version
2/11/12
My
friend Jenn and I met at the top of the slide and I was so thrilled and excited
and so was she. I will never forget the look on her face and that is when I was
just gone...I guess I passed out and fell off from the slide. But I was floating
above the playground. Everything was dreamy here and in slow motion. There was
this girl with two blonde braids that were whipping about as she turned over and
over in the air falling off from the slides. I was purely fascinated with this
girl. I wasn't upset. I was feeling really good to be floating above. I remember
the pine trees and the falling girl. I realized that the falling girl was me. I
felt no worries, pain, or fear just detached, slightly confused, and mostly just
thrilled to be up in the air. The next thing I remember is getting slammed back
into my body. It happened quickly and it was a shock.
2951.
George E NDE
English expanded version
2/11/12
From Australia
In a
matter of a couple of seconds my body just snapped and I lost consciousness the
next moment. I was being gently channeled towards an incredibly bright white
light but with a brilliance that didn't hurt my eyes in any way. It's attraction
was so powerful as a huge magnet the size of the entire Universe. It was totally
irresistible. I was hovering in any direction I wanted to move my body (or my
mind for that matter I should say) and it seemed to me that I was under no
restrictions to fly away anywhere to my content throughout that dimension. My
mind was at my will and my will was my mind. I was completely aware that I was
within the boundaries of what true LIFE really is - a spiritual, mindful,
non-dimensional world at the disposal of my consciousness.
2950.
Kaycee Probable NDE
English expanded version
2/11/12
During sleep experienced dream of feeling entirely encircled within a warm
embrace beyond anything possible on this earth. Did not want it to stop. Saw
father and some people behind him I think were sister and Grandmother - all who
had passed over before. Voice said "If you want to go back, blow" I guess I
decided to go back so I went to blow and when I did I had to draw breath to be
able to blow and apparently started to breathe again. The unconditional love in
that embrace stayed with me for many weeks after and I don't feel it so much
now. I just remember it was amazing and wonderful. Just analyzed what happened
and figured it was sleep apnea due to being overweight at the time. Not
breathing would wake me sometimes.
2949.
Pauline D Probable NDE
English expanded version
2/11/12
It
was midnight and I remember the doctor telling my husband, as they were wheeling
me to the operating room, we have no idea what is wrong but we have to operate.
your wife is in trouble, her stomach has extended as if she were nine months
pregnant. The only thoughts in my mind were I just want to die, they lifted me
onto the operating table. My body was lying there on the table, but I was up in
the corner ceiling of the operating room looking down on my body, it did not
feel as if my body were with me just my mind and eyes, no feeling of fear, just
oh so this is how it ends, complete acceptance. Do not remember anything else,
except waking up hours later.
2948.
Ryan G NDE
English expanded version
1/29/12
My
surroundings consisted of an almost perfect sight of everything in the veil of
black nothing. I was in a void. I noticed that my ability of sight was
different. I can see everywhere without even needing to turn my head. I was like
an owl, except I can see through anything I can imagine as real. I knew all of
this without even seeing anything. Suddenly, the pin prick of light starts
shining. Creating the tunnel vision effect that accompanies almost all near
death experiences. This light was alive. It was breathing, and it had the heart
beat of a million souls� Even though it looks like I'm slowly moving towards the
light, I know for a fact that I'm going way faster then the speed of light. I
personally think the void is the incredibly fast travel of your ethereal body
through the universe. Then the light noticed me. I didn't hear anything, but I
could think of the light talking to me. It thought to me that it wasn't time for
me to go. I thought to it that I knew it wasn't my time.
2947.
Trisha S NDE
English expanded version
1/29/12
Now
the glowing orb is in front of me, and it lightly touches my forehead. Very
distinctly the singing evolves into words and feelings. The words are, "it's not
your time," while the feelings are of sorrow and apology. It's telling me in
emotions and music rather than in words that something has changed, that my
plans must be altered and I can't leave yet. Disappointment fills my very soul.
I don't want to go; I want to stay here. I feel that this is my home, this is
where I belong. I want to continue living here where I'm not weighed down by
physicality, worries, or anything. I want to be like they are--all light and
music. "Later," it says; "later, we promise."
2946.
Roy B Possible NDE
English expanded version
1/29/12
From the UK
Although in a deep sleep, I felt as if my heart had stopped. There was a feeling
of panic as I struggled to breathe, but this passed, to be replaced with a
blissful feeling of calm. I was floating, weightless, surrounded by light; I
have heard this referred to as a tunnel and although it had those
characteristics, the walls themselves were pure light. I was then in an
unenclosed landscape of golden light, and was pleasantly surprised to see people
passing by who I had known during my younger years. Some were old friends,
others people I may have argued and fallen out with, yet now there was no
enmity. I was then overcome with emotion as my departed mother came into view,
smiling. As I moved towards her, I was hoping to speak with her, yet felt myself
falling backwards. Suddenly, the light went out and I was awake. I sat bolt
upright in bed, gasping for air.
2945.
William E NDE
English expanded version
1/29/12
The
next thing I remember was being in place of the most comfortable warmth , a
bright warmth, and peace one could ever imagine. I had no fear what so ever and
I knew I was somewhere far from where I should be but I did not care. This was
the place where no harm could ever come to me. It was perfect warmth and peace
and comfort and I loved it. Then I remember starting to wake up and I was mad
because I wanted to stay where I was. I did not want to come back to this world.
When I awoke I was in the hospital. The nurse told me that I had almost
died. There was a big snow storm out that night and my friends told me that
after I smoked the Cocaine that I passed out and fell very hard to the ground.
They called 911 and they had to send a four wheel drive to pick me up. I stopped
breathing and had no pulse.
2944.
Steve N NDE
English expanded version
1/29/12
From the UK
This was probably some form of CPR. But I was more interested in what was going
on near the window. There was a spinning white light, and a throbbing noise,
going "wob, wob, wob..." at intervals of about 1 second, or slightly less. It
was white and black spirals, like a hypnotists wheel. It may have been a
spinning tunnel. Then, I was back in my body. I awoke. I was too young to
understand what happened, but the dentist told my mother I could never have gas
again. In fact, she never took me back to that dentist again.
2943.
Ronald A NDE
English expanded version
1/29/12
My
wife and I were getting ready to go an do some Christmas shopping, I stopped to
plug in our web cam for security. Then I was walking down a dirt path toward a
bright light, there were very tall green trees lining the path and it felt so
warm and there was such a good feeling all around me. I could hear birds in the
trees singing. Then I could here my wife behind be yelling my name over and
over. She sounded so far away finally something told me to go back I
turned as in fast motion I shot to her face. She was yelling for me to come back
and pounding on my chest. I woke up 6 hours later in to emergency room wondering
where I was.
2942.
Yolanda W NDE 012812
1/28/12
2941.
Jeter C NDE
English expanded version
1/21/12
Coming home from work at 12 midnight . hit a deer on motorcycle at 15 m.p.h.
awareness went to a place that looked like a theater. on the screen appeared a
walkway that went to the left direction . could not see where it went. though
Jesus was sitting to my right. felt totally accepted. this place knew
everything about me . every thought I ever had. no words were needed. every
thought was known. heavenly feeling is the only word I could find to describe
this space. fluffy red surroundings I call a space. woke up on ground with
laceration to right side of head above right eye� doctor at emergency room said
bad concussion.
2940.
Carmen J NDE
English expanded version
1/21/12
I
thought it was fascinating. I observed from the ceiling. And was being pulled
further and further away. I just kept looking at the frantic person holding the
rag doll that kept slipping thru his hands as it spewed the rivers of brown on
the body. I was whirling up up up...and then from far away I heard this
desperate yelling noise. I didn't recognize the sound. As I focused on the sound
I was being drawn to the sound till I got close enough to it to distinguish the
sound. It was my SO who is frantically calling my name.
2939.
Dahlia Y NDEs
English expanded version
1/21/12
As the sirens started to get closer I tuned down their sound, I didn't want to
hear the stressful sounds but kept the soothing sounds. I wanted to check on my
dog Walker, who was buried in our yard, so I flew to our house. I couldn't see
him but I could feel him and I wanted to know he was okay. I flew over the roof
to the front of the house and saw my best friend and her brothers on their bikes
they were going to where my body was so I went to the lake. I could hear
everything, fish jumping, ducks swimming and quacking, but I could still hear
the sirens and they made me anxious and worried. I was sucked back into my body
and it was loads of pain. I don't remember anything after feeling the pain.
2938.
Karyn E FDE
English expanded version 1/21/12 I
knew when the tire blew when I was on the Interstate that I was going to loose
control of the car, but I definitely heard a female voice say "there is nothing
you can do" and I felt the most serene feeling of total peace and absolutely
no fear. I was knocked out after the first of four rolls. I did not see
anyone or experience a tunnel but I did FEEL complete knowing and bliss. It was
a feeling that honestly I cannot describe. No fear, worries, or feeling of
loss� I saw a white light surround me.
2937.
Ross F NDE
English expanded version
1/21/12
From Canada
The
next thing I knew I was in a dark void with three shrouded figures standing in
front of me. They were giant in stature and I could not see their faces. The one
in the middle told me that I would be allowed to ask any questions I wanted and
they would answer. Oddly I was not afraid at all, but I was quite nervous
wondering how I should be reacting and where I was. However, after some
deliberation I decided to formulate what I thought would be a question of cosmic
importance. I asked what was the purpose of human life in the universe.
Unfortunately I cannot remember the answer, but it seemed like an
oversimplification, so I asked a follow-up question, 'if that is all there is to
it why are scientists putting in so much time, effort and money into trying to
figure it out?'. The answer was also simple which I do remember. He said
"Scientists like to make things complicated".
2936.
Jeanette F NDE
English expanded version 1/21/12
From the UK
The
speed built up but got to such a speed that the front wheel started to wobble
from side to side and I couldn't control it and knew I was going to come off or
crash, no way out of it. To me it felt like I was rolling over in slow motion,
the next thing I knew I could see below me, sort of looking from the sky down, a
long wooden table with people discussing me sitting round it. I don't remember
faces but I do remember purple cloaks. They were discussing whether or not I
should live, I was only 15 and a bit too young yet. I knew that if I
didn't get
out of there and went any further down I wouldn't be able to get back. The next
thing I knew my cousins were at the bottom of the hill shouting of me. They
said I had been lying on the ground with my neck bent , not moving.
2935.
Erich B Probable NDE
English expanded version
1/21/12
From Canada
I had just come home on leave from
the armed forces to visit my parents. I had a bad headache, so I walked to the
doctor's office where I collapsed and passed out. I woke up one week later. I
had the experience of a tunnel, the light, the music, total relaxation, and I
could see a figure of a person at the end of tunnel, but could not recognize it.
When I came to, there was a room full of people looking at me, including my
parents. As the years went by, I noticed a definite change in my feelings
toward living things. I used to love hunting, whereas now I choose to kill
nothing, not even a fly. My family has told me many times over the years that I
have been different since my NDE experience.
2934.
Jack M NDE
English expanded version 1/18/12
The
space was lighter to the right, fading to a dim light as I panned left. I
turned my attention back to the lighter end. At no time did I see a human like
form, or any other form of being during the experience. However, toward the end
of the experience, I sensed a presence originating from the lighter end of the
space. It seemed to have a masculine essence, and conveyed a message to me. I
didn't hear words spoken, but just received it, and accepted it without
hesitation or reservation. Very uncharacteristic of me. The message, for lack
of a better term, was ""Life isn't complicated, people make it complicated."".
I remember thinking in that moment something to the effect of ""Duh!"", and
didn't give it another thought. I went back to my observations of the space,
but in the next few moments, it was over as suddenly as it began.
2933.
Michael L NDE
English expanded version 1/18/12
THEN
I WAS PUT TO SLEEP. NEXT I WAS OUT OF MY BODY LOOKING DOWN AT WHAT WAS BEING
DONE TO ME AND TO MY RIGHT WAS ANOTHER INDIVIDUAL WHOSE FACE I NEVER SAW. I SAW
MY HEART BEING REMOVED AS THE DOCTORS NEEDED TO REACH ARTERIES. THEN SAW MY
HEART REPLACED AND WATCHED AS THE SURGEONS TRIED TO UNSUCCESSFULLY RESTART MY
HEART WITH SMALL PADDLES. AT THIS POINT I STARTED TO LAUGH AND THE PERSON
STANDING NEXT TO ME ASKED WHY I WAS LAUGHING. I RESPONDING SAYING: ""LOOK
THEY'RE ALL IN A PANIC, HOW FUNNY"". EVENTUALLY MY HEART WAS RESTARTED AND THE
INDIVIDUAL WITH ME SAID: ""COME WE HAVE TO GO"". I WAS TAKEN TO A VERY NARROW
DOOR AND THE PERSON WITH ME TOLD ME TO OPEN THE DOOR AND GO IN. THAT WAS THE
LAST I SAW OR HEARD THIS INDIVIDUAL. I ENTERED THRU THE DOOR AND IMMEDIATELY
FELT AN INTENSE FEELING OF LOVE AND WARMTH. AS I WALKED I SAW A BEAUTIFUL FIELD
WITH AN INTENSE BLUE SKY.
2932.
Jean R NDE 6166
English expanded version 1/18/12
I
then went through a life review. It was all about my relationships with others
in this review. During this, I felt what they felt in my relationship with
them. I felt their love or their pain or their hurt, by things I had done or
said to them. Their hurt or pain made me cringe and I found myself thinking, ""Oooh,
I could have done better there."" But most of what I felt was love, so it was
not too bad. No one was judging me during this process. I felt no disapproval
from anyone else...only my own reactions to it all. That feeling of
unconditional love saturating me continued to be there. I was judging myself,
but no one else was judging me in this review� The first question I asked was,
"What is the right religion?" I was told, "They all are. Each religion is a
pathway trying to reach the same place." I was shown a mountain, with each
religious group trying to reach the top...separated from each other by
distance...but each one was trying to get to the same place. I was then told
that people choose to be born into whichever religion or group that will help
them achieve the lessons they are sent here to learn. I was told that the earth
is like a big school, a place where you can apply spiritual lessons learned and
test yourself, under pressure, to see if you can actually "live" what you
already know you should do.
2931.
Susan T Probable NDE
English expanded version 1/18/12
I
know that I "was somewhere else" and that wherever I was- "there was no pain"
and that "wherever I was" - that it was "gong to be, all right" - even if I died
and "wasn't coming back"... I did not feel that "I needed to return" or that I
was "going to miss out on something"... I have a DEEP understanding that it
"wasn't my time" and that I was "shown mercy" and that I was someone who didn't
"believe in God"- and that "where I was- was going to be "ok"- but that would
have "been it."- that if I NOW "believe in God, and his teachings (through Jesus
Christ) I will have better than "ok"- that I will have eternal life (my
soul/energy) will continue after this physical life...
2930.
Pegi R NDE
English expanded version 1/18/12
They were all standing, except one in the middle, up front—he was sitting. That was God. God spoke to me, and I replied to him. I was rude and disrespectful. I started screaming that I didn't want to be there and didn't want to stay. I was very angry. I told him I have young sons at home that need me. I screamed, "I won't go!" Then God let me know, through thought, that I may be trying to get my way, but, basically, I was not the boss there. So I humbled myself before him, and asked him to look into the future—and, I said, "If my sons would be better off without me, I will agree to stay." But if they wouldn't be, I begged to go back to take care of them. Then I saw them—my sons at home, being raised by their dad without me there. They were so sad and alone. He had a girlfriend and she didn't love them the way I loved them, and they missed me terribly. I was so sad and I longed to comfort them. I then asked God, "Who else will teach them about you?"
2929.
Jose M Probable NDE
English expanded version 1/18/12
From El Salvador After
crossing the exit of the tunnel, I was surrounded completely by the Light. I
tried to look back to see if the tunnel was still there, but I could not see it.
Everywhere I could see I would only see this Light. This Light** was of a kind
I've never seen in this world, it was a white so pure that would be impossible
here. I don't have words to describe it. I know I had a conversation with the
Light. I could not remember the contents of the conversation. I do remember
however, that the communication was not through sound. I listened to the voice
but it communicated directly putting the concepts of what He wanted to speak
directly into my consciousness. I did communicate back to the Light but not by
speaking. I just kind of thought of the answers and the Light understood. It was
a direct exchange of ideas (so to speak) from one consciousness to another. Of
the whole conversation, all I remember is that I was told "go back."
2928.
Tony D NDE
English expanded version 1/18/12
In
1992 my wife came home with another man. I stabbed myself in the heart. I was
taken to the emergency room. I flat lined twice, but once I was floating and
heard the Doctor and every detail, but it was dark and I saw nothing. No
anesthesia at the time� I was dead, but I was more alive than ever.
2927.
Sue C NDE
English expanded version 1/18/12
Slowly,
one...then two....then four...and on, stars lit up in my vision. They were far
away, very tiny. They twinkled white at first, then as they grew in number and I
felt I was getting closer, there were colors. Colors I have never seen, colors I
love, colors I am familiar with. At first it was like looking at the sky, but as
became one with this sea, it was more like a translucent river of stars and
colors, they would breathe and undulate. They seemed to be as one. They all
interacted together like an ocean, with a tide, with waves...rising and falling
lazily in space. I became aware of my place among them, I floated and relaxed.
The most important thing in this place was the feeling of bliss. I can only
describe it as the feeling that comes right after climax, that unique relief and
relaxation where nothing in the world matters. The only thing different about
this was the feeling never waned, it stayed constant. It was the feeling of
falling asleep on a summer's day on a hammock in the light of a warm sun. It was
the feeling of drawing your child close to you out of love. It was the feeling
of seeing a loved one for the first time in a long time. It was all good
feelings, and it was ever present in this place. I felt like I would stay in
this place for eternity. �I awoke to being resuscitated, surrounded by relieved
medical staff and my family.
2926.
Mark G Probable NDE
English expanded version 1/18/12
I
was leaning over the sink coughing up this blood and I remember praying for help
when, the next thing I knew, I saw what could only be described as a shadowy
hand in my mind. I had to make a choice. I was told that I could continue and
that we have 3 times in life to make the choice, but that for me, my health
would be worse in the future. I was desperate and I had two small boys at the
time. I remember taking the hand and grabbing it and putting it right on my
back where the pneumonia had shown on the X-ray. Immediately I stopped
coughing. The next day, we were coming home to Virginia and I was having
what looked like an allergic reaction to the antibiotic. We stopped at the
hospital and the doctor looked at me and said it did look like a reaction. He
asked why I was prescribed it and I told him pneumonia. He asked if I had the
X-rays and I told I'm that it was done in a hospital in Maryland. He ordered
another which showed absolutely no sign of pneumonia.
2925.
Marilyn R NDE
English expanded version 1/8/12
Suddenly I felt someone pick me up in their arms and I was surrounded by light
and I looked in the smiling face of a man who said his name was Jesus he told me
not to be frightened he was here to take me back. He had shoulder length brown
hair and dark brown eyes. He was wearing leather sandals on his feet with straps
that went between his toes and tied around his ankles. He had on a long white
gown with long gig sleeves with a long light blue tunic over it. There was a
gold color rope tied around his waist. His voice was very soft and kind almost
musical and I felt a feeling of pure love and complete safety and trust.
As we were walking up the stairs I noticed that the left side of the wall was
still basement wall but the right side of the wall disappeared and in its place
was a beautiful garden full of long grass and wild flowers. I could hear birds
singing and there were butterflies flying. I could see little children playing
and chasing little lambs and I could hear their laughter.
2924.
Erinn H NDE
English expanded version 1/8/12
I
remember seeing myself with both my hands covering my face I then remember when
I was in my body I was covering my face because of the feeling of blacking out.
I was surrounded by darkness but did not feel at all that I was in the dark, I
immediately felt peace, all my worries and fears I didn't feel anymore but they
weren't taken completely away I had a knowing that they were placed to the right
of me for the time being. Then something telepathically told me to accept the
peace I'm feeling and if I do I would have eternity and eternity was straight
ahead and that meant death to earthly life.
2923.
Genevieve G NDE
English expanded version 1/7/12
From Germany. Original in German,
translated by Sunita.
In this dream I "flew" over the
hospital in which I had the treatments and I saw all from up there. The parked
cars, the entrances designed as winter gardens flooded with light. I felt light
in weight and secure in a warmly manner. In fact I already had been before in
this hospital to visit my grandma about 10 years back and at that time these
entrances did not exist yet in this form. I assumed that all had been a dream
only. When I had to go there to a computed tomography 9 months later much to my
surprise I had to notice that all what I saw in my "dream" was real.
1999 by
Jody Long and Dr. Jeff
NDE Experiences and Comments:
These are summaries of the accounts.
The expanded version can be found by clicking on the link for the experiencer's
name.
NDE due
to asthma attack at age 12. Interesting
discovery of money she had hidden and lost as well as verified OBE observations
far from her body.
Possible NDE that happened in the hospital from a virus.
NDE
due to scuba diving accident at 240 feet deep.
NDE
at age 15-16 due to hundreds of hornet stings.
NDE
at age 7 from being hit by a car.
Probable NDE due to complication of dental anesthesia.
NDE from a gas
embolism.
Series
of NDEs as the doctors resuscitated him several times during a prolonged heart
attack.
NDE
due to drowning at age 14.
Probable NDE due to illness with no further details.
NDE
due to cardiac arrest as complication of congestive heart failure.
Rare shared NDE due to car crash. Son was killed in crash, yet she saw him
radiating a beautiful white light.
NDE
due to complications of lupus and multi-organ failure. Incredible account of
healing.
NDE from a cardiac arrest.
Probable NDE
from a bicycle accident.
NDE
due to illness with vital organ failure.
NDE
due to head injury.
Probable NDE due to near drowning at age 11-12.
NDE due to acute pancreatitis.
Multiple NDEs.
NDE
at age 15 from suicide attempt (antidepressant medication overdose).
NDE due to drowning at age 13.
NDE
at age 10.
NDE
at age 4 due to head injury.
NDE
due to seizure.
Probable Drug Experience vs. Possible NDE (sometimes you can't be sure) due to
suicide attempt with drugs.
NDE
due to drowning by Psychologist.
NDE
due to heart attack.
NDE
due complication of procedure to correct atrial fibrillation (heart arrhythmia).
NDE due to drowning.
Possible NDE due to multiple illnesses.
NDE
due to auto accident.
NDE
due to unknown illness.
NDE
due to complications of illness and surgery.
NDE with light and music.
3038.
Julian A NDE
English expanded version 5/9/12
From Argentina. Original in
Spanish, translated to English by Cuca
Suddenly, my sensation is like zapping, as if somebody had changed the channel,
I was in a place poorly lit with light in the background, there were people but
I couldn't precisely tell who they were, it was like a reunion. I was feeling a
calm and deep peace, no pain, I was close to somebody but, I repeat, I didn't
know who that was. Sharply, they took me out of there, as if someone had changed
the channel, I see the cardiologist doing the external cardiac massage.
Physician NDE.
Probable NDE at age 5 due to asphyxiation.
Probable NDE due to suicide attempt.
NDE
due to complication of appendicitis.
NDE
due to pericardial effusion (fluid in sac around heart).
NDE from drowning.
NDE
due to auto accident.
NDE as a very young child as told by
her mother.
Probable NDE due to unknown illicit substance at age 17.
Probable NDE at age 4 during surgery.
NDE
at age 13 due to head injury in Italy.
NDE
at age 16 due to auto accident and broken neck.
NDE
at age 17 due to drowning.
Good example of Intensive Care Unit (ICU) Psychosis. This is NOT an NDE.
Typical ICU psychosis experience that is quite frightening and with
hallucinatory content. Also events "skip around" as in dreams which is not
typically seen in NDE.
Probable NDE associated with severe fever.
NDE
at age 3 due to drowning.
NDE
from physician due to respiratory and cardiac compromise by unknown substance.
NDE from surgery.
NDE from a Nun.
Second-hand NDE
from his uncle.
NDE
from surgery complications.
3017.
Anthony S Possible NDE
English expanded version
4/15/12
I
was a healthy child, I slept normally, but at a certain time during the night I
`woke up' and found myself floating about two feet from the ceiling, I felt as
though I was on my back and in this position gently floated out of the bedroom,
along the landing, down the stairs, along the hallway, and into the dining room
at the back of the house. In the dining room apparently superimposed on the
curtained off French windows was a disc of golden light, although bright it was
not dazzling. It was about four or five feet in diameter, and I was gently,
slowly, moving towards it. At a certain time I realized that the light was
drawing me to it, and that I had no control over it. I grew apprehensive, then
frightened, and still I was being drawn towards the light. I then became panic
stricken, and then woke up in my bed, still scared stiff.
Possible NDE at age 2-3. Shared 68 years later.
Probable NDE due to apparent drowning at age 6.
NDE due to anesthetic complication during appendectomy at age 13. NDE occurred
in Argentina. Shared 47 years later.
NDE
at age 2 due to a seizure.
NDE
at age 12 due to Rheumatic Fever. Shared 47 years later.
3012.
Barbara L Possible NDE
English expanded version
4/15/12
I
was in severe pain and fell asleep and became aware of a man in a grey suit
standing next to my bed. He was tall, slim and older. It was not frightening in
any way. It just was what was happening. He very simply said...you can come with
me now or you can stay. I knew he meant I would die and go with him or not,
whatever I chose. I said very quickly.... I still have a son in diapers I have
to stay. With no time what so ever passing I was back in my body and in extreme
pain. There was no dramatic white light, no angels, no one who had passed on. It
was simple.
Possible NDE in ICU following surgery.
Two NDEs described. One at age 15 from
drowning, one at age 28 from unconsciousness probably due to environmental
stress.
NDE
from motorcycle accident.
NDE
at age 3 due to being run over by a car.
NDE
at age 11 due to drowning. Shared 53 years later.
Among the most remarkable and inspiring meditation experience that we have ever
received.
Exceptional NDE as a result from a roadside bomb in Iraq. Remarkable account of
healing and spiritual wisdom.
NDE
due to necrotizing pancreatitis.
NDE
due to complication following delivery.
NDE
due to unconsciousness from illness at age 12. Shared 55 years later. OBE
observation during NDE verified after experience.
Possible NDE from an Anglican Minister when she was two years old.
An ex-atheist
(now) has hellish NDE after a suicide attempt.
NDE
due to plane accident where 16 out of 22 on plane were killed. Rare shared NDE
where he encountered a friend of his who died in the crash during the NDE.
NDE
due to blood loss after delivery.
NDE
at age 13 due to head injury.
Probable NDE as a result of car accident.
NDE
due to car accident.
Two
NDEs. Relatively brief one early in life due to post partum hemorrhage which
was frightening. Stunningly transcendent second NDE due to shock from allergic
reaction to blood transfusion. Features an epic argument with Jesus.
NDE
at age 13 due to drowning.
NDE
due to complication of childbirth.
Probable NDE due to allergic reaction to penicillin shot.
NDE
from motorcycle accident.
He died 10
years ago - Written in a letter.
NDE
due to faint followed by head injury.
Probable NDE at age 11 associated with
measles. Shared 50 years later.
NDE
due to cardiac arrest.
NDE
due to motorcycle accident.
Probable NDE vs. Possible drug experience.
NDE
by electrocution.
Possible NDE vs. Probable anesthesia experience.
NDE
due to head injury at age 12.
Fear-death experience with detailed life review.
NDE
at age 11 due to car accident.
Possible NDE at the dentist.
NDE
due to bleeding after caesarian section delivery.
Probable NDE vs. possible drug experience at age 17.
NDE
due to drowning at age 5 in Slovak.
NDE with an
instructive life review.
NDE
due to car accident.
NDE
during surgery.
Probable NDE due to accident. Hellish imagery.
NDE
at age 13 due to self inflicted cut and blood loss.
NDE from
boyfriend's criminal attack.
Stunningly transcendent NDE due to very prolonged cardiac
arrest.
NDE from scooter accident.
NDE from a car
accident.
NDE from
criminal attack.
Exceptional NDE due to ruptured fallopian tube and internal bleeding.
NDE
due to grand mal seizure.
NDE
due to complication of epidural anesthesia during delivery.
Probable NDE at age 15
Probable NDE due to accidental overdose of �pills� and alcohol.
NDE
following accident.
Probable NDE due to illness at age 10.
Probable NDE due to use of medications.
NDE
due to prolonged cardiac arrest.
NDE from going
unconscious.
Possible NDE from sleep apnea.
NDE from childhood game
of inducing unconsciousness. Became unconscious, and OBE over body.
NDE
at age 5 during surgery due to complication during surgery.
NDE
at age 7 from passing out on top of a slide and falling.
NDE
due to medication reaction at age 12. Shared 50 years later.
Probable NDE due to sleep apnea. Interesting information during experience that
may have saved her life.
Probable NDE due to severe illness during surgery.
NDE
due to fall at age 5.
NDE
due to bicycle accident.
Possible NDE
during sleep. Woke up gasping for air.
NDE
due to cardiac arrest following cocaine use.
NDE
due to dental anesthetic complication at age 5. Experience shared 52 years
after it happened. Bellows described are an archaic from of resuscitation.
NDE
due to stroke, brain hemorrhage and seizure. Shared about one month after the
experience happened.
Short NDE. No link because this is all there is.
NDE
due to motorcycled accident involving striking a deer.
NDE
due to apparent allergic reaction with unconsciousness.
NDEs at age 6 due to bicycle accident. Experience shared at age 11, which is
among the youngest children that has ever shared directly with NDERF.
Fear-death experience due to auto accident.
NDE
due to pulmonary embolus.
NDE
at age 15 due to bike accident.
Probable NDE due to coma as a result of spinal meningitis.
NDE
due to boat accident and subsequent drowning.
NDE
during heart surgery.
Exceptional NDE due to toxic shock syndrome. Remarkable experiences- a must
read!
Probable NDE due to severe auto accident.
Exceptional NDE due to ectopic pregnancy and internal bleeding. Another
NDE from drowning.
Probable NDE due to illness at age 9.
NDE
due to suicide attempt. He is now in college studying for the ministry.
Exceptional NDE due to accident at age 17.
Probable NDE due to pneumonia.
Exceptional NDE due to strangulation at age 6.
NDE
due to unconsciousness during panic attack at age 17.
NDE after brain surgery.
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