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Mary's Son's Other
English expanded version 6/30/11 2741.
Anna Probable NDE 5229
English expanded version 6/30/11
Original
in Spanish, translated to English by Simon A.
This being was surrounded by light and by other people, but I could not see
them well, they were like silhouettes, or shadows... I was told that I
should not be there, that it was still not my time, that I had to go back to
those I had left on earth and solve the problems of my present and future
life. I was also warned about what could happen if I committed the same act
at some future time, along the lines of: "Death could stay with you without
offering the chance to come back", and that I needed to cure the evil which
I had in my body (referring to the overdose). This was actually a warning
made out of love. I could feel how the person addressing me was protecting
and counselling me just like a mother scolding her child. 2740.
Ella J NDE
English expanded version 6/30/11 "I
entered a large hall. It was so long that I could not see the end of it. It
was filled with people. As I was conducted through the throng, the first
person I recognized was my Grandpa H. P. Jensen, who was sitting in one end
of the room writing. He looked up and seemed surprised to see me. He said,
"Why! There is my granddaughter, Ella!" "He was very much pleased, greeted
me and, as he continued with his writing, I passed on through the room and
met a great many of my relatives and friends. It was like going along the
crowded street of a large city where you meet many people, only a very few
of whom you recognize. "The next one I knew was Uncle Hans Jensen with his
wife, Mary Ellen. They had two small children with them. On inquiring who
they were, he told me one was his own and the other was Uncle Will's little
girl. 2739.
Edward S NDE
English expanded version 6/25/11 I
knew I was in a great deal of trouble, and that something had to be done. I
was trapped in the back seat of a car and my best friend was in the front
seat. I was swimming in blood and bone fragments...I managed to use my one
good arm to get one leg out and then I tried to get me and my friend out. I
could not do it. I was so tired and I thought I should rest. At that point,
I felt GOD was looking at me. For years I had been a practicing atheist. I
looked at GOD and said that I didn't think he wanted cowards and I wasn't
going to change just because I was desperate. Stupid, I know, but I felt it
would be cowardly to ask God for help when I didn't believe in God. While I
was having this discourse, I heard sirens and knew an ambulance was coming.
Shortly, I heard talking and felt someone lift my arm, hold my wrist for a
minute and then say "Bag this one too, he's dead". I said "No, I'm
not!" and they went into high gear to get me out. After they got me
out and into the ambulance, things became strange. It was like I was above
the ambulance, watching it going to the hospital. Then, once I got there, I
watched from above as they wheeled me into the emergency room. 2738.
Linda D NDE
English expanded version 6/25/11 I
was walking with a friend after school. I never saw the drunk driver go off
the road, because he hit me from behind. Suddenly I was floating in this
black void, totally conscious of myself and my identity. I was
curious, but not afraid. There was nothing to see, just blackness. I
had no idea what was going on, but I had the feeling of moving forward and
going somewhere. I was extremely excited and happy. As I moved along,
the happiness became intense joy. Then it changed. I had reached some sort
of barrier and something indicated to me that I had to "go back." I have
not, to this day, ever experienced such bitter disappointment as I felt when
I was "told" to return. I did not want to return, but I had the distinct
"feeling" of turning around. Returning felt like falling from a great
height. It was a very uncomfortable feeling. 2737.
HD M Possible NDE
English expanded version 6/25/11
I was a life guard
in New Jersey. Every day before the pool opened I would hyperventilate dive
in and swim the 50 meter pool under water. That day I decided to take
it a little farther. I would swim the 50 meters turn and swim another
10 strokes then surface. I swam the 50 meters then counted three more
strokes as I swam those strokes I looked to my left and saw the deeper blue
of the diving area(11-12 feet deep). Next thing I was aware of: I was laying
face down on the hot concrete while another life guard "Jeff" was giving me
back pressure arm lift - a then current method of artificial respiration.
What I remembered of the experience was that I was inside something and
looking out, what was outside was moving very fast. At the time I
correlated it to being inside a railroad car and watching the scenery go by.
It was not scenery just the sensation of rapid movement. 2736.
Denise B Probable NDE
English expanded version 6/25/11
From
Mexico.
Eventually, the doctor arrived to check on me. I handed him my coloring book
where I had colored a picture of a doctor and little girl patient. The image
I colored matched perfectly what my physician was wearing in that very
moment! I had seen him and purposely colored the page to represent what I
knew of him so he would surely believe I knew him prior to actually meeting
him. In fact, when he entered my room he immediately began to introduce
himself wherein I interrupted to inform him that I already knew him. That's
when I held up the coloring page and offered it as a gift to him for doing
such a good job with my surgery. He denied the possibility that I could know
him when we had not met until that moment. Nothing I would tell him
convinced him. I explained that I had heard him talking to the people who
were helping him. He denied the possibility of this claiming I was deeply
sedated and could hear nothing. I told him I had heard him telling a story
to my mom which he also denied. 2735.
John R NDEs
English expanded version 6/25/11
From
Canada.
I went from my body to above my body looking down. this lasted very briefly
then I was through a light and talking with my mentor or teacher ( like I
said things don't always translate into "human speak" all that well� I asked
as I was leaving , how will I know that what I have been shown is real? I
was told to watch. During the next few months, I watched the largest
collapse of the world monetary system and the election of a black president
in the U.S.. two things that were shown to me. 2734.
Shawn M Probable NDE 5228
English expanded version 6/25/11
I felt my
body shutting down. I was scared of the black void I was in, but found
I was able to breathe. Then I felt calm. But I was brought back. I was angry
about having to come back, because I had never felt that kind of joy while I
was alive. 2733.
Robert J Probable NDE
English expanded version 6/25/11
I was four years old and suffering from a progressively worsening
life-threatening pneumonia with a temperature of about 106. After the family
physician could not offer more than empathetic words my parents called the
elders of their church to anoint and pray for my recovery. My father held me
in his arms as he, my mother, and the elders prayed during which time I
found myself floating near the ceiling of the bedroom. The whole prayer and
OBE experience seemed very short, less than a minute. The following night my
fever broke and I began to recover. I recovered in about a week but so weak
that I had to relearn how to walk. 2732.
Michael M Probable NDE
English expanded version 6/25/11
From
Australia.
I was hit by a car and thrown sixty meters from point of impact was
pronounced dead at the scene by the police, was revived by ambulance crew
gone again in the ambulance and again at the hospital.......yet I
could see and hear everything that was said during the entire time. Even
through the coma I could see my children who came to visit...they just
couldn't hear me 2731.
Charles N NDE
English expanded version 6/25/11
As I started
down the hall, I remembered my daughter, and I thought I couldn't leave
because I had to take care of her. But a voice in my head told me she would
be all right. And as I continued down the hallway, I saw the light
getting brighter. So I started looking for the source of the light, because
I couldn't see any windows or fluorescent lights in the hall. To my
surprise, I saw that the light was radiating right through the walls!
And at the end of this hall was a brighter light coming from what seemed
like another hallway, again to the right. As soon as I got down there,
eager to look to the right and see what was around that corner, I suddenly
awoke in the recovery room. They told me I had died. And I responded,
"I know." I am not afraid of death now, because I have seen the light, and I
am proud to say that I have the knowledge that I will never feel that
wonderful joy and peace again until I am there, totally. 2730.
Albert S Probable NDE
English expanded version 6/25/11
My hearing was
fully tuned to that world. In the distance I could hear musical wind-chimes,
the gentle sounds of a waterfall. Every sound was perfect - soothing,
peaceful, loving, harmonious and joyful to my soul. I experienced a
sense, or state, of anticipation – perhaps it had to do with moving forward
to meet my Maker (God) or looking forward to reaching my final, eternal
destiny. The whole experience seemed altogether natural and purposeful. I
felt completely content with it. The closer my spiritual body moved toward
the light, the more peace, love and joyfulness I felt. I noticed that way
up ahead of me, the valley in which I was traveling had an angular turning
point from whence the light appeared to be emanating. When I was just about
to reach that turning point, I became aware of my eyes slowly closing – and
of remaining closed, as my spiritual body started travelling backward,
speeding up faster and faster, back to where I had come from. 2728.
Francoise A Probable NDE
English expanded version 6/24/11
From Italy.
Original
in Italian, translated to English by Maurizio B.
I was lying
on the bed. I thought I was dreaming that I saw a gallery, like a tunnel,
where there was a beautiful garden with many flowers and a light at the end
that grew steadily stronger and stronger. Alongside this light
was my grandfather who had died approximately six or seven months ago.
I smiled at him and felt happy to see him, at first. He was smiling as if he
felt well (when I had last seen him, he had always been suffering because he
had been sick with cancer.) I wanted to stay there with him, but as I
approached him, telling him how well he looked, he waved goodbye to me, and
said, "I'm fine! But you must go away now, because your time has not
arrived yet." I said to him, "So I come to you, and we have to say
goodbye?" And he said, "Go, go! They are waiting for you!" 2727.
Lorette C NDE
English expanded version 6/21/11
From France.
Original
in French, translated to English by Simon A.
Then
I saw a parade of photos. Of him and of me, on a boat. Yet I had forgotten
these detailed memories, of these moments captured in these photos. And, as
the photos passed before us, I remembered each of those moments. I felt as
though I had become a bit drowsy, with my head still on his shoulder. Then,
we separated. We were not on the ground, we were floating. He placed his
hands on my shoulders, smiling at me gently, a serene smile. 2726.
Silvia A NDE
English expanded version 6/16/11
From Italy.
Original
in Italian, translated to English by Maurizio B.
At
the beginning, I was choking. I was in a lot of anguish, because of the lack
of oxygen. The quiet then slowly took over, giving way to a beautiful peace
mixed with happiness. I heard the doctors say, "She has become gray,
we are losing her," but it was as if they were talking about another person.
I wondered why there was so much excitement - I was in that wonderful peace,
where I could not even imagine the pain. I felt my consciousness hovering
over the doctors' heads, as if I were preparing to leave my body. But then
they got the tube in again, and I returned to my normal state. 2725.
Emmett M NDE
English expanded version 6/12/11
I was in a sort
of a room area that had 3-5 Monks in it. There was something like a
table that had little televisions on it and what I thought were funny
typewriters. Later in my life I recognized these as computers??
At least three of the monks were standing in the left-hand portion of the
room. Towards the back of the room was something like a large round doorway
with very light colored fog in it. There appeared to be a bright light
behind the slowly circling fog. If I recall correctly, the fog was moving in
a counter-clockwise direction. On the left-hand side of the room there was
another large round door. This one had a dark fog in it. I asked the
Monk who was closest to me (just a few feet away, to the front right of me)
if I was supposed to go through the round doorway with the light colored
fog, and he told me something along the lines of, "NO, you have to go back
and do (or learn) something." 2724.
Robert H Probable NDE 5217
English expanded version 6/12/11
From
Australia.
Leaving my body I fell through darkness and felt a primal fear for a brief
moment before the grace of God lifted me out of darkness into salvation.
(That's the best way I can explain it. I cried out and God saved me.)
Immediately I was in the presence of the light. This time, because I was out
of my body it was a perfect experience, devoid of fear. Ecstasy, love,
light, eternal life, God has won the war over evil. God controls everything
and God loves us all. I asked, ""Did I die? Do I have to come into the
light?"" God said, ""You can come now or later, the choice is up to
you. You have no wrongs to be made right."" 2723.
Hal E FDE
English expanded version 6/5/11
Although I could not form coherent thoughts, I remember being in tremendous
fear. I was, at this point, sure, beyond a doubt, that I could be
facing death. The fear that I was experiencing at the time is the most fear
that I have ever felt in my entire life. I had been to church (a Christian
church) a few times in my life, and I remember thinking, albeit highly
incoherently, "Please forgive me for my sins." I might have done that once
or twice. All of a sudden, I "felt" a voice. (I say "felt" instead of
"heard," because at that time, my ability to "hear", or process sound, was
close to zero. ) The voice said the following: "You are forgiven, but it is
not your time yet." 2722.
Jon J NDE
English expanded version 6/5/11
The light engulfed my mind, and my body fell, hitting the back of my head on
a hard wood floor which caused me to curl around the doorframe and have a
seizure. I could feel my body twitching, hear my friends yelling, and see
what was going on, but I was looking from above my body. Then within seconds
I was in a vast field, more beautiful then anything I've ever seen, flowers
and grass abundant, I was standing on a small incline that dropped slightly
until the field was flat. People made of crystalline light were in the field
talking and loitering without a care, the field faded into forest about 200
feet away, in the sky were moons of red, blue, green, orange, and the stars
shone brighter and more gorgeous then any I've seen, it was either dusk, or
night time but light enough to see perfectly. After seeing all that, the
only thing I could say was "I'm finally home", when an older man, who
radiated wisdom and caring, power and finesse, took my right hand in his,
and said "you have yet to finish your work, my son" and with a smile I was
rushed back into my body. 2721.
MM Grandmother's NDE
English expanded version 6/5/11
Just after the birth, my grandmother became very ill with a postpartum
infection. Her fever rose and there was little anyone could do about it.
There was no such thing as antibiotics at that time. A physician was sent
for, but by the time he got there, my grandmother was - he decided - dead.
Her heart stopped for a few minutes. A minister was sent for, along with a
mortician, and the family was prepared. During this time, my
grandmother said that she found herself suddenly somewhere near the ceiling,
looking down at all the people surrounding her bed. She saw the midwife's
panic and her husband coming to her bedside, crying in despair. She also saw
her two eldest daughters near the door, and then her mother pushing them
into the next room. My grandmother turned around then and saw a bright
light in the distance, as if it was through the wall of the bedroom. Then
her own grandmother appeared beside her and said "Not yet". Then she
experienced just blackness. A few days later she emerged from a coma, and
then was bedridden for weeks before she recovered. 2719.
Kyle R NDE
English expanded version 6/5/11
I was a recruit going through training for the Michigan State Police.
We were in the gym for defensive tactics training. On that day we were
learning the carotid choke hold (no longer taught). You had a partner
and when you were the suspect you were suppose to tap the arm of your
partner when you started to feel light headed. My partner began to
apply the choke hold. The next thing I experienced was darkness and a
loud deep sound I can best describe as a deep vibration. I recall
wondering at the time if it was my alarm clock (thinking I was back in
college at the dorm). The darkness was then gone and I recall seeing
the upper corner of the gym coming closer as if I were moving toward it.
Then I recall looking down and seeing my partner holding up my slumped body.
I would say I was off to the side about five feet and up about 5-6 about 10
foot off of the gym floor. 2718.
Stanley S Possible NDE
English expanded version
5/29/11 From
Germany
As I placed my
hand into His, I immediately found myself in a world of unconditional Love.
Today, I feel that the hand was the hand of Jesus the Christ, Son of God.
While my hand was in His, I discovered, felt, or believed that I was inside
the mind of God. Although there was complete darkness, I felt that there
never was a need for forgiveness here, that only unconditional Love existed.
It seemed that I was in the presence, at that moment, of all of existing
eternity. I believe to this day that what was communicated to me was
simply this: "Don't lie to yourself, nor to anyone." After this , I found
myself back in my sleeping bag, gasping for air and fighting to get out of
that self-imposed prison. 2717.
Vera G
NDE
English
expanded version 5/29/11
But then,
suddenly, I was traveling through space - all around me were stars; and up
ahead I saw a pure white light. Then I found myself standing in a clearing -
some sort of field that was surrounded by trees. But I wasn't alone. All
around me were people, hundreds of them, maybe even thousands. But I didn't
know anyone; I didn't know where I was or even who I was. And you'd think
that I would have been afraid, but I wasn't. It was like nothing mattered,
not who I was, not who anyone was, and not even where I was, or if I'd be
going anywhere. Everyone was talking and laughing; I felt like we all
knew each other, but I don't remember recognizing anyone. And now I
can't remember their faces, or the conversations I participated in; but what
I do remember is their smiles and the joy I felt just being there...
The only knowing that I can infer from this experience, is that there is
life after death, and it'll be the most beautiful thing that will ever
happen to us.... The experience was real, definitely... Something made-up
just simply can't affect you the way something like this does, the way it
changes you so much. 2716.
Dale T NDE
English expanded version 5/29/11
I was around 6 years old - about 55 years ago. I was eating dinner
with my older brother (age 12) and my mother. I swallowed a piece of meat.
Unfortunately that meat was attached by a sinew to another one still in my
mouth, and swallowing the first piece caused the second one still in my
mouth to block my windpipe. I could not breathe and, according to my
brother, I turned blue. Suddenly I was observing the event from a
corner of the room near the ceiling. I could "see" ME lying on the
floor and my brother and my mother watching helplessly. Beside me in my
corner near the ceiling, I sensed a being. I did not know who this being
was, but it seemed to me that he was a spiritual "big brother" that I had
known since forever. Together we watched the events occurring below,
as though it was all pre-planned. I knew that we would just wait a bit until
things changed somehow and then we would know when it was the right time,
and that's when I would go back to my body. There was absolutely no
fear, no concern at all. "We" knew exactly how this would play
out. I don't know how to say it. Something like "It's so obvious how this
will turn out," was what we were both thinking.
Suddenly I was back in my body, and I found that I had brought
back with me the knowledge that I needed - to swallow the second
piece of meat in order to keep from suffocating. 2715.
Matteo M NDE
English expanded version 5/29/11
From Italy
As I
continued on, the blackness faded and I entered into a space, a place, a
dimension which I don't know how to name - but it was all white. It
seemed to be a perfect white - emanating heat, light, serenity, tranquility,
and understanding. I felt good there. I was just my soul - I did not
have a sense of my body. I saw people at the bottom left, but they did
not seem interested in me. Right in front of me, though, I saw a sort
of silhouette coming towards me, but I couldn't identify what it was,
because it/he/she ?? was too bright. I think the figure spoke to
me, and maybe I spoke with it...?? , anyway, something happened, but I can't
remember what, or what words were said. (It was actually telepathy,
more than words. We communicated without physical speech.) 2714.
Marie C NDE 5117
English expanded version 5/25/11
From France, Original
in French, translated to English by Jean Peter. I
was outside of my body, watching myself from above. I saw myself lying in my
bed, my arms down by my side. I felt so soothed - very calm and light.
When I stopped watching myself “sleeping,” I saw in front of me a very
bright corridor without walls. It was a pale white at the beginning and it
became brighter and brighter towards the end. As I went into the
tunnel, I felt as if I were pushing my way through light, fluffy cotton.
I felt wonderful! Suddenly I felt myself falling back into my
body. 2713.
Early Native American NDEs
English expanded version 5/23/11 2712.
Pamela J NDE
English expanded version 5/22/11
I went into labor and then had to have an emergency C-section. It went bad.
I was drowning in the fluids of my own body and from the child birth. I was
a chain smoker and I couldn't breathe. Then I saw a bright white light -
beautiful, peaceful - and I was being drawn into the light, but I was being
held back for some reason, like it was not my time. I heard the nurse say,
"Show her baby to her; it could be for the last time." I didn't want to
"come back" to life. Where I was was so peaceful and I wanted to stay there,
I was not afraid. 2711.
Niel L NDE
English expanded version 5/22/11
From South Africa.
When I was four, I went to the swimming pool alone to get some coins I had
seen at the bottom. I could not reach the side of the pool after jumping in,
and I couldn't stay above the water. I remember accepting death.
The next thing I remember is seeing my mother jumping the pool fence and
diving into the pool. (Her image was distorted as if I was looking through
the water.) Next, I remember lots of shouting and crying and my family
all huddled over something. I remember trying to talk to them, but they
couldn't see or hear me. Then I remember a tunnel with a light at the end.
It was a very bright light, but it did not hurt my eyes. I can remember not
wanting to return to my body, but being forced to go back, and then physical
pain caused, not by returning, but the by the pain of being alive. Two
weeks later, I was awakened from my coma by a glass bottle breaking at my
bedside. That's when I told my parents about my experience. 2710.
Carol I NDE
English expanded version 5/22/11
You could call
it a "life review," but it was more in-depth than that - it was
multi-faceted. These were the facets: 1/ I experienced incidents from
my life from my own point of view, 2/ from the point of view of
whoever was with me, and, 3/ from the point of view of a witness - a watcher
of sorts - and all simultaneously. One occasion I relived
affected me deeply. I was in the eighth grade, and I was with my
friends at school - leading them on in verbally abusing another one of our
friends. It was cruel behavior and I was drenched in it. I got
to be me and experience that secret little thrill you get when you are
cleverly mean to someone. I got to experience the admiration, tinged with
fear, of the girls who were going along with me, and lastly, I also
experienced the humiliation and pain of the one we were tormenting. I
got to not just see her; but to BE her, including her being huddled next to
the lockers, alone and crying, after the rest of us had left. I found
myself full of remorse - first, over what I had done, and then over the fact
that I was dead and couldn't make up for it. 2709.
Mateo NDE
English expanded version 5/22/11
From Argentina,
Original in Spanish, translated to English by Simon A. I
saw everything black and dark. I felt that I was in my body but I could not
move, and far off I could see a little light. Something told me I should
follow it. I followed it until it got brighter and brighter, then something
told me that it was not my time and that I had to go back. I was feeling
very happy and did not want to return, I felt that I should stay. Then I
woke up stretched out on the ground with everyone looking at me. I got up
and didn't have any serious injury. Then I asked where the boy was, who had
smiled at me, and I they said that there was no one there apart from them.
That is when I started asking questions about this. Who can that boy have
been that nobody saw? Why did he smile at me? I still want to know, and feel
that when a person dies, his soul finds itself in another place. 2708.
Erika B Probable NDE
English expanded version 5/17/11 It
was strange because I felt throughout this entire experience like I was in
my body; and, even though my eyes were shut, I could still see him. In
a way, I was not really there, but yet I could feel, hear, and see
everything going on around me - mostly my husband screaming and slapping me,
trying to wake me up.
And I was screaming back at him to stop hitting me. I kept yelling, "I'M
AWAKE, I'M FINE!!" I was yelling for what seemed like 10 minutes when
I realized that he couldn't hear me - that no one could hear me. I
knew what was happening, but I was paralyzed and I couldn't do anything
about it - couldn't move, couldn't speak, nothing. Things started to
fade and I remember thinking "Wow, this is it. I'm leaving my daughter and
my husband right now." 2707.
Yvonne S NDE
English expanded version 5/17/11
I was struggling to breathe, but it wasn't working. Soon after, my
legs started shaking and then my whole body. I wondered why my body was
bouncing around, but it didn't hurt and it was a pleasant distraction.
Suddenly I was aware that I was looking down on my body - but I could also
feel. I saw it (my body) bouncing, and it felt like I was on a washing
machine and that something else was bouncing me around. So, now I'm above my
body somewhere near the ceiling, watching my body on the table. That was
when I noticed all the people in the room. They were doing things quickly,
crowding around me and the table I was on. A guy went to the speaker on the
wall and said "Code red!" and then called for my chest x-rays. From my
place near the ceiling, I answered him. I told him that they didn't
have my chest x-rays, because they hadn't taken any. 2706.
Chris O NDE
English expanded version 5/17/11
I remember where
the sun was in the sky right then, but I do not remember falling... The next
thing I do remember is the light, not collapsing, but rather fading much
like it does at the end of a Looney Tunes cartoon. All right. It's dark, but
before I have a chance to absorb any info, I see myself standing over there
in the darkness and I was asking both of my-selves simultaneously: What are
you doing there? you don't belong there. It lasted, to me, about 2-3
seconds. In the next memory, I'm being dragged by some of the bigger boys.
As I start to get my feet back underneath me I have an indescribable sense
of ... elation? euphoria? Having regained consciousness, I tell my friends
that "I feel like I just came from home!" And, just as quick, I hear some
one quip "that's because the garbage-dump is your home." 2705.
Alan M FDE
English expanded version 5/17/11
From New
Zealand
Time slowed down as I listened to the sail rippling in the wind -- as I
gained airspeed while plummeting toward the valley floor. I didn't see
my "life flash before my eyes" or any of the typical crap you hear about --
as there wasn't the time for this, I imagine. But, I just remember
thinking to myself -- "Shit - this is gonna hurt!" Then, out of
nowhere, I hear another 'voice' (not my own) saying, "Alan... you're about
to die". I kept focused on what were once seemingly pea-sized boulders
-- as they rapidly became the size of small cars and I figured this was it!
At the last possible moment, the providential "hand of God" snatched me from
the clutches of death, just seconds before crashing onto the slope.
The glider just "righted" itself, flew away from the cliff face into the
valley airspace, and I found myself awestruck by the event. 2704.
Brenda H NDE 2491OBE
English expanded version 5/17/11
I fell and the
next thing I knew, I was in bed in a hospital room. But I was also up near
the ceiling, looking down at myself in the bed. My Mom and my Grandma were
at my Grandma's house, and I saw them there, crying. Next thing I saw
was the Universe. Then I saw the light. It kept asking me to come to it. I
saw my relatives in line. They told me to go to the light, too. I
finally got to the light, and a voice told me that I have to go back -
that they are not ready for me yet - because I still have some things to do.
The next thing I remember is being back in my body. 2703.
Francisco J NDE
English expanded version 5/17/11
From Spain, Original in
Spanish, translated to English by Simon A.
There was a wall next to a swing, and I jumped from this wall to grab the
cross-bar of the swing. My hands slipped and I fell on my back from a height
of over 6 feet, hitting my head as well. Then I saw my whole life in
fast-forward. When I woke up there were a lot of people around me, asking me
if I was OK, and I told them I was in a bit of pain, then asked them how
many hours I had been there. They told me that I had not been there for
hours, but just for a few seconds. 2702.
Christophe NDE
English expanded version 5/9/11
I feel I am lying on some surface,
though. I see a white light in the distance, like a lobby entrance or an
opened door. The light is coming closer, or, rather, I feel I am going
toward the light - as if I were walking but without walking, I feel my body
does not move. Very hard to describe. Once I arrive close to the light, a
being on my right stops me. Without recognizing him by his appearance, I
know who he is - he is my Grandfather. He tells me something like,
"No, not now, go back." 2701.
Joe M NDE
English expanded version 5/7/11
Then I could hold my
breath no longer and reflexively took in a long deep breath. The breath was
water however, not air. Surprisingly this did not hurt. All of a sudden a
deep peace filled me unlike anything I've felt before or since (even when I
was doing drugs). This is the hard part to describe: a darkness, pitch
black, "enveloped" me at the same time but "enveloped" is only as close as I
can get to explaining it. It wasn't scary. It was warm, comforting and safe.
Safer than I've ever felt before. The next thing I remember watching the
life guard giving me mouth to mouth to revive me. I wasn't floating above
the scene as some people describe, I was watching it as if I were kneeling
right next to them. I couldn't figure out what was going on. I didn't know
why he was kissing me. Although I knew that that was me on the tiled floor I
didn't realize until much later that I was watching myself. 2700.
Christopher N NDE
English expanded version 5/7/11
Thirdly, (and in this one I have proof I
was out of my body) I was in a coma for ten days, and my sister was in
the room holding my hand. I was across the room by the door, looking
at her. I would see the back of her head, then she would turn towards
the door and begin to cry. I could see her perfectly. When I came out
of my coma, one of the first things I asked her, was "Why were you crying?"
and she stated she wasn't. Then I told her that I had seen her - I had seen
her from across the room. When I told her that, the hair stood up on
the back of her neck, she told me later. Then she admitted that she
had wanted to be strong for me, so she would turn away from me in the bed in
order to try and keep me from seeing her weakness. I explained that I
had been over by the doorway, out of my body, and that when she had turned
to cry, she was actually facing right toward me. This last one is proof, in
my opinion. How else would I have seen her crying? 2699.
Rosa D NDE
English expanded version 5/7/11
From Argentina. Original in Spanish,
translated to English by Simon A. I
could see the doctors and watch myself being operated on. I noticed
something was happening - they were flustered, particularly the anesthetist.
Then I saw the room as a glass box, and I could see my relatives outside.
When I returned to where my body was, I saw my maternal grandfather to my
left (he had died three years before my birth), and to my right was my
godfather (who died when I was 8 years old). They took me by my hands.
Around them was a very beautiful blue light and I felt warmth in their
hands. Then, above my head there appeared a tunnel. Many beings were there,
and I felt their happiness on seeing me. My grandfather and my godfather
told me I must be strong, as it was not yet my time, and I couldn't join
them. I recall that my senses were acute, I could hear better than ever.
There was a peace which cannot be described - and my desire to remain there
was immense. 2698.
Scott H NDE
English expanded version 5/5/11
And the light was
with me – it was in this curtain of mist about head-level, and it wasn’t a
type of light that was blinding, it had a warm, emanating energy from it.
It was a combination white/yellow/orange, and it had a warmth, a love – a
type of love that I’ve never experienced. Most people would never be
able to comprehend that level of love. A complete and total
unconditional love. In the knowledge that forgiveness that God has for
us I can’t begin to describe. It blows me away to this day. 2697.
Gregg S NDE 3049
English expanded version 5/2/11
There I met three other
human forms...and was informed that we had all incarnated in the past
together...and were once a family. The truth, knowledge, and wisdom they all
contained made them look multitudes of light years ahead of me. They showed
me basic Universal laws that exist between the physical and spiritual
planes, the properties of the Law of Attraction, the responsibilities one
has over ones own space in this matrix of existence since, everything is
truly interconnected...and what ever you do, really does effect All
eventually. This was beyond euphoria...this was all far beyond what I had
been taught on Earth in its school system...and made much more sense to me
than what my religious studies had ever shown. My stay with these wonderful
folks was quite short, but the realities they brought to my conscious were
immense.
2696.
Tracey J Possible Pet Dog NDE
English expanded version 4/30/11
The puppy
was neutered last week and it developed complications during the surgery.
It flat lined momentarily but was revived. I recently brought him home
wearing the "cone" and I am not supposed to give him very much activity
because of his stitches and the surgery ordeal… In the drawer there was a
photo of my dad, upside down, which I stuck in the drawer a couple of days
ago planning to put in an album one day. The dog usually goes crazy
for his brush. He sniffed around in the drawer and his tail wagged
like crazy and then he pulled out the photo very carefully and gingerly
carried it in his mouth. He put it in his crate. He has never
carried paper before without chewing it apart (he absolutely loves eating
paper). This was so odd. He can't get in the crate because his
cone is too large but he set the photo in the crate on his pillow, just
inside the door, then went to sleep on the floor… I believe that during my
dog's "flat line" moments in surgery, he must have seen my father.
Nothing else explains him putting dad's picture in the crate, or rushing off
to dad's grave when he had no way of understanding the significance.
2695.
Leonard NDE 5170
English expanded version 4/30/11
I did not think I would
ever have a drug overdose but it happened. First I saw the bright light,
unlike any light on Earth. I went through the light at a very very fast
speed and felt no pain, no hunger, and not even any gravity. As a
matter of fact, I don't think people on Earth ever feel the way I felt.
But it's hard to explain. Then I saw this black curtain open to a color I
had never seen here on Earth. I couldn't see anyone there. Then I
heard my Grandfather's voice say "There he is!" in a very happy tone. The
next thing, I was back in the tunnel of light feeling gravity again.
It felt awful. I didn't want to go back. Then I was back on Earth,
hovering in the corner of the bathroom near the ceiling, looking down at my
dead body, and at my friends, who were freaking out. They had tried to
revive me and had given up. Then I was back in my body in a cold bath tub
filled with freezing cold water and ice.
2694.
Marty M NDE
English expanded version 4/30/11
I was in total
blackness and wondered to myself "What?" - not in English or any other
language, but the essence of the word. I had no cognizance of anything
previous. I felt like I had just been born, not as an infant, but as
inquisitive youth. Then, on my left I saw plants and blue sky forming.
Somehow I sensed welcome and love from them. As they materialized, I
felt I was way out in the country in a meadow. When they began to form in
front of me I sensed something wonderful was beyond them. I couldn't
wait to get beyond them to explore, when suddenly I sensed I couldn't move.
I looked down and saw a vast area. Within the area I saw many little
individual areas. One flashed, and at that point I knew it was this
life, and I had to come back. I said in English, "Oh, no!" because I
didn't want to leave that wonderful place. In an instant I opened my
eyes and looked at the EMT, who was so busily trying to save my life.
My only thought was "Why did he have to bring me away from that wonderful
place?".
2693.
Liz G NDE
English expanded version 4/30/11 I
saw my grandfather tear off his glasses, thrust a hand in his pocket, pull
out his keys and wallet and throw them to the ground. Then he dove into the
pool (at the shallow end). Although in my memory, the events seem be in slow
motion, it must have actually happened very quickly. During this experience,
my baby consciousness changed to one of a mature, or even an ageless person.
I didn't feel as if I was of any particular age (certainly not the age
of two) but as if I had already experienced a full life. And I was feeling
peaceful and calm about the events that were occurring. I felt as though
everything was understood and everything was the way it should be... This
was more vivid and clear to me than any thought or dream I have ever had
since this occurrence.
2692.
Derrick's Experiences
English expanded version 4/30/11
I remember
this being had massive hands and he cradled and caressed me in his hands. I
remember him having a voice that was deep, strong and powerful but yet
gentle and loving at the same time. I don't know for sure what he said to me
since I couldn't understand language at the time but I could think in
concepts or feelings such as I could easily tell if someone was talking in a
loving way, sad way or angry way. I remember being in a the most
wonderful state of peace and love that even to this day I have never felt
anything close to. Also I remember seeing either the spirits or the spirit
bodies of other babies that were about to be fitted with their earthly body.
They were like swirling around this powerful being who was holding me and
even looked like they could have been coming forth every time he spoke.
At one point I remember this being taking me from the cradled position and
placing me on his shoulder as if he was trying to show me something. Then he
took me into his hands for a final time and then I found myself going
backwards down a dark tunnel with still seeing a hint of light from where I
once was and then almost like with a thud I found myself in my body.
2691.
William C NDE
English expanded version 4/30/11
My breaths got shorter and my eyes watered so everything became blurry.
I thought to myself, "This is it, and that's OK." As I had that
thought, everything went black. When I opened my eyes, I saw an undefined
floor that looked like fog; and I heard soft, soothing music. When I focused
my eyes, I saw the light in front of me illuminating everything around me.
There were figures to the right of me that looked like they were moving to
the music. In the foreground stood a women - my grandmother! She was
beautiful. I had never met her. She had died of ovarian cancer when my
mother was only a girl. First she told me that I was welcome and I could
stay. But then she let me know that although the damage to my body was
great, if I wanted to go back, I could. She told me that it would be very
difficult for me, but in the end I would grow a great deal from this, and
that those close to me would be changed by this, too.
2690.
Jody M Probable NDE
English expanded version 4/30/11
I cut through a vein in my left arm. I
lay on the bed for about two hours and bled. I got up with a flashlight and
went to the bathroom to see if I could stop the bleeding. As I was
trying to stitch the lesion, I noticed that I was getting very weak
throughout my upper body. Very soon all light faded away and my body
collapsed to the floor. I saw the face of the woman that I was in love with,
and I saw my own face simultaneously, beside hers. (She is still alive, just
to let you know.) The background behind us was like a vortex. I felt very
serene. She may have been my merit that saved me from death.
2689.
Nem J NDE
English expanded version 4/30/11
From Morocco. Original in French, translated to English by Jean Peter
I recall a moment when I found myself up
in the corner of the hospital room near the ceiling. There was also much
light - an almost blinding white light. Looking down, I saw a part of
my body and my legs, as well as my parents and the doctors standing around
me. One of them was wearing white, the other one, blue. He was young and
blond. This lasted for just a few seconds.
2688.
Jarosław D NDE
English expanded version 4/30/11
From Poland, Original in Polish, Translated by
Google. (If anyone wants to translated this into grammatically correct
English, please do so).
I
looked at each other in advance, a nurse and my dad tore my clothes, I saw
that in a hurry, the doctor checks the first bone ribs and long bones of the
arms and legs or no fractures (and I see it, and I know they are ok),
followed by cervical spine ok, then a further part, there is no visible
damage to the body is limp, "Doctor, the pulse is not palpable," says the
nurse. Watching, someone runs into the room, and informs that it was the
fall from the tree, hears after a while, my mom, I see despair and tears.
2687.
Esterlein B NDE
English expanded version 4/28/11
From Spain. Original in Spanish, translated to English by Simon
I
was suspended in a kind of starry sky which had the form of an ellipse, and
around me were those same "women" that I had seen many years before when I
was in bed. They were holding hands and circling and circling, singing
to me. They took me towards a very distant light; it was as if I were
floating in space. Since then, I've read that others sometimes go through a
tunnel, but that is not what my experience was like. I felt very good. I
cannot describe the state I was in, because I had never felt that way
before, and have never felt anything like it since - so I have nothing to
compare it to. I just let myself be carried and I was very, very happy. I
had no fear at all. Suddenly I heard some banging and voices shouting, and
immediately I felt an immense force "sucking" me in and bringing me back to
my body.
2686.
Cherie J Probable NDE
English expanded version 4/25/11
From France. Original in French, translated to English by Jean Peter
Then
I am weightless, all is blue around me; there is a kind of light bridge to
cross. At the other end of the bridge, there is more of the same blue
- it's a blue path, and on it there are people dressed in white robes, like
monks. Their heads are covered, too. I don’t see their faces but I trust
them. One of the people parts from the group, looks at me, and waves me away
with his hand, telling me to go back to where I came from. I feel strongly
that I don’t want to, I’d like so much to join them. I feel that this is my
grandfather (whom I never knew personally; he died when I was 7 months old.)
I ask him why he doesn’t want me to join them, and he tells me, "This is not
your time; you have something very important to do right now."
2685.
Wanda C NDE
English
expanded version 4/23/11
One time, under sedation, I
drifted back into that familiar hallway, but this time I just kept going
further in. I began to see my brother and my sister (who were
alive and well.) At that time, I was sure they were right there with
me, and also that we were all little kids again. Some knowledge
came to me and it went like this: "You have been together and in
relationship to each other for eternity. You are bonded, and this will
always be. Do not be afraid of losing anyone, as this simply does not
happen." I took it to mean that we may live and die during this life,
but we will also live and die again and again - together in different forms.
The love between us is eternal. Our selves are eternal. Our bond is eternal.
In that moment, I lost all fear, and I began to see my human fear of death
and loss as a waste of energy. I woke up to shouting and a breathing
mask being placed over my face. As far as I know, my heart had not
stopped. Only my breathing had stopped; and no one knows for sure for
how long this was, as they'd left me alone for some time.
2684.
Haley A NDE
English expanded version 4/23/11
& 5/22/11
Then my Nana called out to my father saying
"Jack, Jack you need to talk to her, she will not listen to me!" Then
my father came to me, and he was also warm and bright. He picked me up and
told me I had to go back, it was not my time. He let me know that mother
needed me, that she could not stand to lose another. She already lost a son
and her husband... years
later I found that my mother did lose a son before I was born.
2683.
Camilla F Probable NDE
English expanded version 4/17/11
From Sweden. Original in Swedish
translated to English by Maria A.
I so much
wanted to stay inside this love emanating from the figure of light. I
thought that maybe it was God, Jesus or an angel, but I couldn't tell.
Everything I was experiencing was so incredible, I just couldn't tell what
it was. My body ”floated” further and then I felt like I came upon a
big, thick, high, invincible wall, which stopped me. It felt to me as if the
Universe was a room that had something to do with this wall. I knew
instinctively that if I passed through this wall I would die for real,
forever. I knew I could have floated through the wall, but I
chose not to because I really did not want to die, I did not want to leave
my mortal life behind. That was my response to the figure of light - that I
did not want to come. Then I felt myself being dragged back through the
tunnel, the same way I had come. I thought about what had just happened. The
figure of light had offered me a choice - I could have chosen to come
through the wall or not. I had been so curious; It seemed as if there
was a lot behind that wall ... 2682.
Tami N Probable NDE
English expanded version 4/17/11
I met
some new people and talked to them; they had died, too. I didn't know
why I was meeting them, because I had not known them before they died. They
just said that later on I would know why. Now I do. After I came
back to this life, I met the best friend of one of those people. And
now that person is MY best friend. And another one of them, a lady
that had died, she told me I had to go back and take care of her husband. I
had been out of the hospital for a couple of weeks, when I met him. We
both felt a special connection and are still together now... And also, my
BFF ("best friend forever") - we shared details about his friend who
had died - (details which I would not have been able to know except for
having met him;) and he corroborated that everything I remembered about that
person was accurate...And the boyfriend I have now - (he is the person whose
wife requested I go back and take care of) we talk about his wife (she died
over 16 years ago;) and he confirms everything I remember about her,
too. 2681.
Dewayne NDE
English expanded version 4/17/11
When I
was 19 years old, I was stabbed numerous times with a butcher knife. I
apparently lost a extreme amount of blood and went unconscious. I then
remember floating above my body while emergency personnel were working on my
body. It was as if the emergency vehicle were cut open and I could see the
individuals inside it working on my body. I distinctly remember thinking.
"They are cutting up my favorite pants." I then saw them apply the
defibrillator unit to my chest to jump start my heart. They tried it once
and it did not work; then they tried it a second time, and it was as
if I was immediately sucked back into my body, feeling extremely weak. The
next thing I was aware of was waking up in the hospital in excruciating
pain. 2680.
Michael J Possible NDE
English expanded version 4/17/11
from the Philippines.
I
was feeling good and relaxed, telling myself, "This is it; I am dead."
Then I felt myself rising up to where everything was bright white. Suddenly,
I was in presence of a human form who was clothed in white. I couldn't see
the face. I told myself that this figure must be Saint Peter, holding the
key to Heaven. Then the figure spoke to me in English, saying, "What are you
doing here?" I answered, "I do not know." The voice said to me, "Go
back." At that moment, I opened my eyes, and the excruciating pain came
back. My priest-friend was next to me, still holding my hand. 2679.
Evelyn M Probable NDE
English expanded version 4/16/11
THEN
I FLASHED THROUGH A BLACK SPACE TUNNEL AT SUPERSONIC SPEEDS , A SMALL LIGHT
WAS AT THE END. THAT BECAME BRIGHTER AND BRIGHTER, BIGGER AND BIGGER UNTIL I
STOOD IN FRONT OF A WHITE BRILLIANTLY SHINING FIGURE. COULD NOT SEE A FACE,
ONLY THE BRIGHT WHITE ROBE. I HAD NO FEAR AND THE LONELINESS WAS GONE.
IT WAS A STATE OF COMPLETE JOY AND HAPPINESS THAT I NEVER EXPERIENCED
BEFORE. TAKE THE HAPPIEST MOMENT OF YOUR LIFE AND MAGNIFY IT THOUSANDS OF
TIMES. THEN I SAW TO MY LEFT AN IMAGE OF STEVE, MY HUSBAND AND JOHN, MY SON,
STANDING AT A DISTANCE TO MY FAR LEFT. I KNEW THAT I HAD TO GO BACK TO THEM
EVEN THOUGH I WAS NEVER HAPPIER AND CONTENT. I SAID TO THE FIGURE, "I
MUST GO BACK TO THEM, PLEASE LET ME GO BACK AND I'LL COME BACK AGAIN ‑ THEY
NEED ME!" IN A FLASH, I CAME BACK. 2678.
Denise C NDE
English expanded version 4/16/11
I was at one end of a tunnel and I saw a group of people at the other end of
it. From the background, a strong light was emanating, outlining the
crowd with a beautiful yellow light. I could not see any of their
faces - it was too dark. Two of the men, I knew, were my Irish
grandfather's brothers. I could tell that's who they were because they
were wearing the same type of hat my grandfather wore - those wool
hats from the 30s and 40s. Then, I believe, Jesus spoke to me. It was
such an incredible voice! The voice said, "DENISE! GO BACK!
IT'S NOT YOUR TIME YET!" This voice had the sound of every good and
kind comment that had ever been made to me. Then I felt an electrical
feeling, like a surge of energy rushing through me. 2677.
Geri R NDE
English expanded version 4/16/11
I heard my daughter
talking with the doctor about routine things, but I could hear their voices
echoing, and I couldn't understand why....then I felt myself slipping
out of my body, again I heard my daughter's voice saying
"mom mom come back, where are those paramedics?" I looked at
them working on me in the dental chair, but I was moving forward,
I had had enough of the pain and the tugging and the forceps and the pulling
and the bleeding... I was floating towards a beautiful golden bronzed
light.... It was there that I saw my mother and my husband.....holding
hands....smiling at me.... they looked so happy and at peace.
I wanted to feel that.... my mother smiled at me and took my hands and
for that brief instant ...I felt it... I felt the peace and
tranquility and it felt so good....but without
talking , I was able to
understand and communicate with mom and Philip... 2676.
Fran E NDE
English expanded version 4/16/11
The
doctor walked in the room, and the next thing I remember was feeling a
massive shock to my body. I had "coded" twice. I remember
very clearly being in a totally dark place. I said out loud, "What is this
dark place?". It felt like I was just a thought with no body. I
was fascinated, not scared. I saw a small "pin prick" of light in the
upper right hand corner. Then beautiful crystals of light began coming
through the small opening. The crystals were like a waterfall and just
kept coming and coming. It was absolutely beautiful. I am unable
to really describe it. Then I felt a massive shock to my body. I
heard the doctor yelling at me. I opened my eyes, and was disoriented
for a brief period. It wasn't until several hours later that I
realized what had happened. A nurse from the ER came to see me in ICU
and told me I coded twice. 2675.
Cara S NDE
English expanded version 4/16/11
They
were loosing me. Surgeon checked to see heart beat, very weak and realized
also I had stopped breathing. I heard nurse say they were loosing me. I then
felt my father taking me by the hand and my spirit rising from my body as I
could see nurses and surgeon working on my body. I saw a tunnel and bright
lights, and felt the presence of other dead people going towards the light
through the tunnel. Then as I was getting nearer to the light I was stopped,
and my grandfather asked if I wanted to continue, but there would be no
return to earth. I said no, I had to get back to my sons. Then can't explain
at what speed it was I went back into my body, like being electrocuted, and
took a breath. I opened my eyes and saw the surgeon collapse next to my
crying. 2674.
Robert FDE
English expanded version 4/16/11
I was
16 yrs old. There were many of us staying the weekend at the summer home of
a friend. A large estate with expansive grounds including a point that
jutted out into the lake. This point held sheer drop-offs into the lake
approximately 60'. My friend challenged me to a race to the edge of one of
these sheer drops on tractors. We choose are rides and off we went...I think
he won. But he stopped and I mistakenly pedaled the clutch instead of the
brake and away I went. At that instant I saw nothing, yet everything. I saw
bright lights, felt intense euphoria, could see everything and everyone I
had ever known. I felt helpless and could not steer (and I don't mean the
tractor) and unable to get back and comfort my family and friends who were
devastated by my tragic accident....well actually stupidity. So much in so
short a time that it would take to plunge that distance. I was overwhelmed
with feelings like I had never felt before. 2673.
Linda F FDE
English expanded version 4/16/11
I was
trying and trying to swim not quite in a panic but... all of a sudden I
stopped thrashing about and remember looking around the empty pool.
There were people above talking but not paying any attention to me. They
didn't know I was down there and a sudden wave of peaceful calmness came
over me suddenly and I remember saying to myself "so this is what its like
to drown". I was ok with it. I thought of nothing - my parents, friends
etc...it was a very calm attitude. …this wave of complete peace came over
me. I felt like I never had before, no worries anymore. Just a matter of
fact attitude and acceptance of a certain death. 2672.
Debbie B NDE
English expanded version 4/16/11
I was met by my mother
who had passed 2 years earlier. Also, from a distance I saw family
members that had also passed. My mother told me to come with her. We
walked down this long sandy path. When I saw a clearing, I heard a sound
from behind me that made me stop in my tracks. I was told that it was not my
time yet - that my husband and I had a lot to do and that many people
would be counting on us. I then woke up in the ICU. The other time it
happened to me was the 7th cardiac arrest I had. This time I had an out of
body experience. I found myself going back to my house where the doctor had
told my husband and sons to go and rest until morning. I touched each of my
sons on the cheek as they were sleeping. When I went to kiss my husband, the
phone rang. It was 5:02 AM. Suddenly I woke up back in my hospital room with
the doctor telling me in my ear that he was putting in a temporary pace
maker and med-evacuating me to another hospital. 2671.
Judi M Probable NDE
English expanded version 4/16/11
I would start walking to
a village that looked like something out of a rural 16th century town (or at
least what I would imagine that to be). It was heavily wooded. Not real
sunny. There was a stone wall, with capstones, where a few women were
talking. There was a dark haired man, dressed in a sort of burlap tunic.
Everybody was dark and swarthy with very dark hair. He would initially have
his back to me. When I'd get closer, he would turn to me and smile and say
something like "We've been waiting for you. Welcome back." I'd then be
directed to start grinding a type of grain with a mortar and pestle. I'd
chat with others at the scene. I didn't feel particularly important, like a
leader. I feel like support to a larger group. The work and chatting seemed
to last a while. It felt so natural and peaceful. Then, when, in real life,
treatments would restore my vital signs and doctors would call my name, and
I went into a lighter coma stage, the man said "they are calling for you.
You have to go back. We'll be here when you return." 2669.
Dawn W NDE
English expanded version 4/5/11
Peoples' voices where comforting me as I bled to death in the road. The last
sound I remember was a helicopter overhead. Suddenly I was in a dark
warm breezy place full of stars and voices where speaking, though not out of
their mouths, they looked like film negatives and I know they where failing
somehow. There was a debate about my fate with another entity who I could
not see, I could only feel the knowledge and peace, and joy, like the answer
to every question I ever had was answered. It bothered me afterwards when I
realized that y children needed me but I only wanted to stay where I was and
feel the relief from my life that I felt. Under no circumstances would I
have ever wanted to be away from my babies but I really wanted to get to
that source of total peace and elation and STAY there. Then the relatives,
whispering to me led me back to my body, when I woke from a coma with 800
stitches in my face I was devastated that I had to go back to my life. 2668.
Margaret J NDE
English expanded version 4/5/11
It
was then I realized someone was in the car that hit me, and I felt
forgiveness flow over me for this person. He went to call his mom and
someone from their car asked if I wanted them to call an ambulance, I said
yes. The next thing I knew I was jumping on the clouds, I thought this
is great this is wonderful I don't care about all those people I left
behind. It was so very beautiful, years later, as I got to fly on a plane, I
saw the same beautiful look of those clouds...next thing I knew I started
feeling pain, and thought oh no I must be alive! 2667.
Robert E NDE 5130
English expanded version 4/5/11
One
Tuesday evening in February 2006 I was feeling ill like a flu bug, I was
sitting on my sofa watching TV around 4:15pm then I started feeling like I
had to vomit, I ran to my down stairs bathroom, knelt down over the commode
to vomit, but nothing happened. About 2 minutes later I had a sensation I
had never felt before, my whole insides were coming up like an eruption but
nothing happen. Next thing I knew I was on a beach that sky was so beautiful
and bright, the sand was so white everything was so peaceful, then a figure
appeared from a distance that looked like a lady holding a child by the
hand. The figure waved at me once then again and said no, go back. 2666.
Geary S NDE
English expanded version 4/5/11
I
found myself leaving my body and floating up to the ceiling area of the room
in which the medical personnel were working on me. As I floated up to the
ceiling area, I was watching the medical team working to place a tube down
my throat so they could pump my stomach. It seemed that I watched them for a
length of time in which they were talking back and forth with each other and
working on me at the same time. I seemed to float over the wall to above the
hallway just outside the door to the room that I was in. I remember seeing a
nurse standing in the hallway, right below me and she was writing something
on a small tablet. When she finished writing, she slipped the tablet and the
pen into one of the pockets of her uniform. The pocket was located on the
skirt portion of her uniform, about an arms length down. It seems that I
began to float back into the room again as the nurse walked through the
door. I remember seeing a flash of light and the next thing I was aware of
was my parents standing over me in a hospital room. 2665.
Karen W Probable NDE
English expanded version
4/5/11
Yes, for years could not tell
the story without crying, don't care whether anyone believes me or not. It
was the most warm, peaceful, beautiful experience in my life. The Light was
like one hundred times the hot sun on a July, clear day. No medication could
ever simulate that feeling. I was reaching toward the light with my right
arm-wanted to go into the light. No thoughts of anything else at all-I could
make out the figure from a distance inside the light, which I KNEW was the
Resurrected Christ. He had his Right hand up, along with his index & middle
fingers only. As I got closer, those 2 fingers went down & that's when I
went backwards with unimaginable G-Force. I explain it to people in my area
as "like going in reverse on the "Laser Loop", and older roller-coaster at
nearby Kennywood Park, now defunct. I DID NOT WANT TO GO BACK!!!!!!! 2664.
Joy R NDE
English expanded version 4/5/11
At
some point I was floating in the air, not my body, but my spirit. I saw a
crowd gathering on the landing by the pool and my was able to see that it
was me on the floor and I saw my friend Fay and Jess crying while everyone
was screaming call the ambulance, Is she ok? It was then that some force
drew me to the most beautiful and peaceful place that I have ever
experience. As I was floating towards the gate of this beautiful place, I
saw my dead maternal grandmother whom I've never met, but she came to me and
called me by name and said its not my time, she then showed me my mother in
our kitchen in Brooklyn, and she said "Do you know what this would do to
her?", she would never forgive herself for allowing you to convince her to
let you go spend the weekend with friends. I then saw the light, I was being
drawn into the light, It was the most calming, peaceful experience I've ever
felt. 2663.
Alfredo NDE
English expanded version 4/5/11
From Spain. Original in
Spanish, translated to English by Simon A. Suddenly
I was floating in the void, everything was darkness and silence, but I felt
that I was moving in some direction, feeling an immense tranquillity and
ease, also enormous happiness, almost indescribable, but I had no body, all
I could see was darkness. Then I started to see a far distant light
and my happiness and placidness went on growing. As I approached the light I
could see that it came from a door, or a frame without a door, as if a white
rectangle were drawn on a black card. The light which shone from this door
bears no comparison even with the light of a thousand stars together, the
luminosity was indescribable, but incredibly it did not harm the eyes. When
I was near the door I saw a woman, outside in the void, with hair down to
her waist. She wore a white gown to the ankles and beckoned me with her left
hand, gesturing for me to approach her. 2662.
Nilda P NDE
English expanded version
4/5/11 From Brazil.
Original in Portuguese, translated to English by
C. Rodrigues.
He said: I am going to show you some things. Then, in the distance, I saw a
globe that looked like the moon during an eclipse. He said: That is the
Earth, and I saw many points of light in the globe. Then He said: in every
point of light there is someone praying, if all the people on Earth
could pray, it would look like that, and the Earth became illuminated as the
sun. But so is not and the globe darkened again. 2661.
Mary I Probable NDE
English expanded version
4/2/11 From
Portugal. Original in Portuguese, translated to English by
C. Rodrigues.
My eyes
were focused on the switch when I noticed people rushing into my bedroom. I
saw a hand moving closer to the switch and at this moment, and before the
light was on, I felt that I was “ascending”. I felt great relief, I
had no more pain or discomfort, and I had come out from a situation that in
all aspects was terrible. I looked downwards full of curiosity, I tried to
look at me but I couldn't see myself clearly, just a figure half hidden by
the people around; my bed was away from the wall and there were many people
moving on both sides of the bed. 2660.
Barbara P NDE
English expanded version
3/28/11 I had a
terrible vehicle accident. I was found by my boyfriends brothers. They
called EMS. I went to the hospital. ER doctor tried something that did not
work out quite well. My physical body stopped functioning momentarily.
Then I returned. Do not recall the physical extent of injury until the next
day after a few days was able to recall what occurred out of my present
body. 2659.
Sylvianne R Possible NDE
English expanded version
3/28/11 From
France. Original in French, translated to English by Magalie.
I
observed all the details in the bedroom, including what position my husband
was sleeping in. I felt myself leaving, as if I were being sucked in
towards a tunnel that was illuminated with a bright yellow light (like the
one you can see on a summer morning while watching a sunrise.) I was
floating. I felt good - and mainly I wasn’t feeling pain anymore - it was
all gone. I rested while I was floating, I felt marvelously great. I
couldn’t see myself floating in the light (although I could feel it
happening,) but I understood it to be my Self. When I looked down, I saw my
husband sleeping and I saw my body beside him. Seeing this, suddenly I
panicked and didn’t want to be sucked into the tunnel. I started screaming
that my 2 children, including my 6 months old baby, needed me. I fought
while I was floating and felt divided between wanting to stay down on Earth
and wanting to go up into the tunnel. I was upset with the situation. A
voice told me I should go back and take care of my family, that I still had
many things to accomplish and learn - that things would be different now. I
would have a new strength that would be invincible. I had a life-review and
witnessed all the important moments of my life. 2658.
Denise NDE
English expanded version
3/28/11 At
that moment he shared his name, "John". As we moved he also shared with me
what was happening. The following is a reiteration of his words. "Everyone
has choices. Everyone has free will. How this interacts in your life, and
death, and with others, is all by choice. The girl who came here at the same
time as you. If the ambulance driver takes a different road to the scene, if
someone decides to move her and doesn't know what they are doing and cause
more damage, if her internal organs are too crushed by the accident by speed
and timing, she will stay here. You are laying in your sons bedroom.
Your one neighbor was given the responsibility to check on you. it is her
choice. Her free will. Will she find you? Will she decide to take a shower
first and be too late? Each of us always hangs in a balance, by decisions.
Not only by our own actions, but by the free will and actions of others." He
finished, "I need to tell you, your neighbor is entering your home. She will
find you. You will be going back." 2657.
Carrie S NDE
English expanded version
3/28/11 I
had an anaphylactic reaction to a medication in the hospital. I had no
pulse. I remember being above my bed and watching everything from
above. I heard everything the doctors and nurses said but I could not
respond. In the corner of the room above the bed was a good friend who
had died the year before. There was a bright light behind her. Then
she hugged me and told me to go back down. After getting epinephrine
my heart restarted and I was no longer looking down from above.
Although I was scared I was not going to live, seeing my friend made me feel
more secure. Afterwards I told the Dr's the dosages of medication they gave
me and where everyone was standing in the room, even what they were wearing.
The Dr said that is impossible you had no pulse. I told him the story
about how I could see and hear everything and I was above them all in the
room. He thought it was fascinating. 2656.
Patricia B NDE
English expanded version
3/28/11 As
I panicked and struggled to breathe and survive, a wave came, I went under
and the next thing I knew I was up above the water looking down at all the
people along the shoreline watching in fear. I saw up above in a distance I
can't describe groups of people standing in the light. The light was very
bright. It was very calm, peaceful, quiet, comforting. It felt like they
were beckoning me and I begged them not to take me yet. My whole life
flashed before me. I told them my loved ones needed me, would miss me too
much, and wouldn’t understand and that I wasn't ready to go yet with them.
There seemed to be other groups of majestic people in the infinite distance,
in a vast perspective, floating together in groups, not necessarily
familiar, in different layers, in the distance. in the light. I felt at
ease, understood, loved and comforted, peaceful, but driven to go back to my
body and survive. 2655.
Manuel H NDE
English expanded version
3/28/11 Then
I was sitting next to my then recently deceased son. It was really
bright. I had a feeling of instant pain, then nothing. I saw my life, and I
questioned my existence here and wondered about my daughter, too. My son
asked me in a really calm voice, (he seemed to be really at peace, too.)
"What are you going to do? Are you going to come with me, or not?"
I went with him and found myself sitting in a church with him. My head was
bowed, and he was praying with me. (Note: In life, my son had
not been a very religious man.) 2654.
CL Possible NDE
English expanded version
3/28/11 For
a few seconds, I could feel the doctor cutting me. It was an incredibly hot,
hot feeling. I was aware of what was going on and the fact that I could feel
the doctor cutting me, but I could not communicate this with anyone. I could
not speak and I could no open my eyes or move. I'm told that that probably
was the anesthesia starting to work. Anyway, the next thing I knew, I was
waking up and I had this incredible need to write down all these images and
voices and feelings that I had had. I spoke to the doctor and one of the
nurses who were in the operating room and they confirmed some of the events
that were so vivid to me. 2653.
Katalin F NDE
English expanded version
3/28/11 Next
thing I remember is this tear-dropped shaped orb came toward me it was clear
but dense and it was meaningful. As it came up to me, I focused on it and as
I focused on it colors rotating and revolving started to form images and
those images I realized that I recognized and the it all started to make
sense. I can not tell you now what it was that made so much sense all I know
is that I felt I had answers to questions, things made sense and I was
relieved and satisfied. The orb left and I started being moved through
another portal this one brought me to "him", who was he? He, she, it, I am
most comfortable referring to him as Christ. He was home, love, I knew him
well and he knew me. I was very happy to see him and he was glad to see me,
he liked me, he loved me, he adored me. I was such a dark, puny, pathetic
looking being and he looked at me as if I was just perfect and wonderful,
fully adoring me. 2652.
Marianna C NDE
English expanded version
3/28/11 From Canada.
I remember my sister and I trying to swim
back to shore. I was concerned for my sister we held hands for a bit.
I recall men with ropes swimming into the beach, -then I was being pulled
down into the water. There were bright lights turned into the
multicolor vision and then into a black darkness. 2651.
Glenda Probable NDE
English expanded version
3/28/11 My
heart hurt really bad for a split second, and then I remember slipping down
in my chair- I got about two foot away from my body and it was totally dark,
and I remember feeling total weightlessness, and at the same time I was
totally void of any emotion at all... then without hearing a voice I "knew"
that I was being told to go back into my body, and I remember saying, "Ok"
and then a split second later I was back in my body. I didn't take a mental
note to remember the date/day it happened. It was just totally dark, I was
no longer in my body. I just know that I was about two feet away from my
body when I had to go back. I saw myself slipping down into the chair for
only a split second and then all the sudden it got dark. It was the best
feeling to have no emotion at all... but it is very hard to describe. 2650.
Harold N NDE
English expanded version
3/28/11 From Australia.
I suddenly became aware
that I was flying like superman. It was sudden like I was an orange pip
squeezed out from between someone's fingers. It was sunny and warm and
the warm breeze in my face felt wonderful. I looked around) What the
hell was happening?) and saw I was "flying" over a bay which was a deep blue
and had lovely sandy beaches. Just out from the bay was what appeared to be
a volcanic tropical island. The sun was high in the sky. Sitting at anchor
in the bay was an unusual large sailing ship with one huge sail but with
multiple decks - at least 3. There were tiny people crowding the uppermost
deck of the sailing ship and beckoning to me. They were laughing and
gesturing and waving and calling on me to join them. I felt so good and was
flying straight to the ship. Then just as I was getting close it all faded
and I was back in my bed with medical staff around me and my wife grasping
my hand in a crushing grip. 2649.
Martina D NDE
English expanded version
3/28/11 From Canada.
I wasn't walking or
floating...its like someone was carrying me but couldn't see who it was.
Then the shadowy lights got bigger and more I was moving trough the path I
guess more the light got brighter.... and the I remember asking myself
clearly if I was still under water ....but wasn't feeling pain of out of
breath....all I wanted is to see why it was so bright....that's when I saw
and felt a presence reaching for me....no face...no body...just shadowy
lines in a form a v all in white....I'm not sure if it was reaching for me
but at that moment I felt pushed away like I have been sucked out a tube.
2648.
Lorraine J NDE
English expanded version
3/22/11 From Germany.
Original in German, translated to English by Amy.
Above me was a small black opening. It
swallowed me up. I was flying through a tunnel very very fast but it felt
weird. I heard a noise, like a wind sound. It was all so crazy! The tunnel
was black, pitch-black. Then it got light again. At the end of the tunnel
was a light. The walls of the tunnel kept moving away from one another. It
felt like I was in a cave with smooth walls. It seemed very big and
damp. I didn't know what I was doing here and it seemed as though a long
time had passed. This place seemed familiar but I couldn't put my finger on
it. I waited in the middle of the tunnel or cave. The light emanated warmth,
love and happiness. It was a living light. I heard beautiful music. So I
went directly into the light. Once inside it felt as though I was home
again. Everything was white and full of love. I was secure here. 2647.
Robert Probable NDE 5050
English expanded version
3/22/11 From France.
Original in French, translated to English by Magalie.
During surgery, I didn’t see
myself outside of my body. I remember this beautiful landscape: a garden, a
little stream, a bridge and this amazing and intense light. I had a
conversation with a lady who was near a tree. The conversation was through
our thoughts and she kept smiling, her lips were not moving. Her message was
clear: I had to go back because I still had things to accomplish. I remember
resisting and wanting to stay with her because I finally felt at peace. And
then, there was this man on the other side of the bridge. He only glanced at
me once and I knew I couldn’t stay. 2646.
Renate NDE
English expanded version
3/21/11 From Austria.
Original in German, translated to English by Amy. The
next thing I remember was floating up by the ceiling. I saw baby Anna
sitting on the step where I had placed her. My body had fallen down the
whole set of stairs and was lying at the foot of the staircase. My little
boy came over and bent over me and started screaming “Mama, Mama!” The
eldest daughter stood in shock and immobile by my body and couldn’t say a
word. Both of them are now 22 and 24 years old and will talk about how
shocking it was to see me lying there on the ground, not breathing. Then I
was drawn into a tunnel. It was narrow but didn’t have hard walls. I was
pulled through this tunnel. At the other end was an incredible bright warm
white light, but it wasn’t blinding. There stood a being with a beautiful
face and everything around him was bright light, but the being didn’t have
wings. I knew it was an angel and he emanated so much love. The whole area
was beautiful and bright and warm and I knew I was back home again. 2645.
Roberto Z NDE
English expanded version
3/21/11 From Italy.
Original in Italian, translated to English by Maurizio B.
After
fainting I remember I was observing the opposite wall and suddenly a fissure
was opened from which a wonderful white enveloping light came, the crack
widened and I felt drawn to it, while I could see myself covered in blood (I
was at the top) lying on the bed were no doctors around me, I saw blood on
the floor, I felt I wanted to come across extremely well, then I saw a
doctor who was smacking me and he said I had to react to that 2644.
Daniel P NDE
English expanded version
3/20/11 I
remember at the gas station where I was shot looking down and seeing my
internal organs laying in the ground and knowing that death was soon upon me
before I passed out and I remember asking for grace and peace in this
moment. Then I passed out and I next remember going to a place that was not
far away and being surrounded by an aura and general pain free existence but
I was also having like fleeting thoughts of my children's lives and my life
and the good and bad that I went through, it was all so fast and so
colorful, but like faded and had a haze to it, but then I remember that I
was trying to pull these thoughts into place and make sense of what I was
seeing, and it started to get cleared the haze and then I could see my
daughters and their faces plain and in front of me and I was trying to reach
them and I couldn't. But as this became so hard I remember waking in the
helicopter and seeing the trauma nurse and then the pain was unbearable. 2643.
Lynn S NDE
English expanded version
3/20/11 I
was floating up in the corner of the room with a dark cloud that was about
1/2 my size. I felt great! - for the first time in days I felt total
relief of my pain and nausea. It was incredible! I was
surrounded by intense brightness that seemed to funnel ahead of me, there
was warmth and pleasantness with it… I went on to medical school and
now have the privilege to care for many wonderful people, and some, at the
time of their death. I know that what happened to me was real.
It was not shock, or a dream. To have gone from such despair to
peaceful euphoria, and back again, is not something that the mind can
create. The human touch, even that of a stranger, was enough to bring
me back form death. I know that at the time of death there is no pain,
there is nothing but peace. I know our journey does not end at death,
there is something else out there. 2642.
Chris M NDE
English expanded version
3/20/11 I
saw both of my grandmothers. They both hugged me and my Dad's Mom took my
hand and said to come on she had someone she wanted me to meet. We walked on
this long golden road. It was 1 sheet of gold so wide you could fit 1000
people across it. I saw a man with long white hair and robe with gold trim
playing with children. He arose and marshaled the kids away and walked
towards us. When He reached us, my Grandma said, "Honey, this is your Lord
and Savior, Jesus Christ.". He touched my forehead with two fingers of His
left hand and said, "It's not your time .You cannot stay, you things to do
for Me." I said that I was home and didn't want to leave. He said, "You have
to go. When it is your time I will call for you so, be ready." 2641.
David J Probable NDE
English expanded version
3/20/11 With
one angel in front and two on the side, we went up high in the clouds. Then,
we started moving horizontally going faster than an airplane, and they did
not need wings to fly. I thought to myself, "shouldn't friction be
causing me pain from wind pressure?" The angel in front spoke without
using his mouth. He stated "there's no friction here." I said
mind-to-mind why isn't gravity making me fall, he replied "there's no
gravity here." I remembered learning that temperature in the clouds is
extremely cold and I thought why aren't I cold? "There's no cold here" was
my response. I started to think about my job and university and the
angel told me "THERE'S NO STRESS HERE!" 2640.
Christine T Probable NDE
English expanded version
3/20/11 From
France. Original in French, translated to English by Simon A. I
saw people, without faces, young and old, I don't know if they were family
members, asking me to go back, saying I could not stay with them... 2639.
Janet M NDE
English expanded version 3/14/11
From the UK.
The alive me
was in a different dimension....very strong, very powerful, very very
alive...so, I went down to them, down to my body.. into my body....I not so
much as made a choice, as the power of truth, for not knowing how else to
put it, was so strong.....it gave no other choice...it simply was....there
were no conscious thoughts of ...i am wanting to stay, or I am wanting to
leave or go up or down, nothing like that....just simply....allowing the lie
of death was unacceptable...it caused instant response.....the truth...truth
had to be seen...given...done.. ...... I became aware that I was coughing,
and liquid was coming up from my chest and running out of my mouth, the
mouth to mouth had been successful, even though without a doubt the body had
been lifeless for some time. 2638.
Lawrence J Possible NDE
English expanded version 3/14/11
While
having a heart attack and being in the doctor's clinic and being attended
to, I saw an extremely bright light and experienced a great calming and
thought to myself that I was going to die and thought "Well, this is going
to be a new experience." 2637.
Annie Probable NDE
English expanded version 3/14/11
From Australia.
My body was gone, I was
a concentration of those colors/energies. At the time, I felt
complete. I had reached the perfection in my being... Not as a human being
but as a part of a great source of energy... I recovered the ultimate
knowledge by becoming that energy again. It was fulfilling and
intense... After what felt like an eternity, I progressively felt heavier.
I realized I had to go back. At the time, I felt like I had a choice to
make. Going back to start or finish something in my human body... I
knew through the 7 energies/colors that I would have to sacrifice something
to go back. The return was violent, dark and extremely painful physically
and emotionally. I
woke up on life support and felt my body crashing on me. I opened my eyes,
and I cried... I cried because I knew I would not feel what I felt until I
die again... 2636.
Guy VL NDE
English expanded version 3/14/11
From Belgium.
I was riding
my bicycle and I felt. I hurt my head on a wall. An ambulance
took me to the ER. I was projected to the light and when I came back
through the tunnel I was on the ceiling ER and I saw a body on the OR
table. I didn't recognize my body right away. I saw the nurses
and the doctor taking off their gloves and I then recognized my body and
when back into it. I heard the doctor say, "he is back" It took
me over 5 minutes to come back to full consciousness. 2635.
Randy M NDE
English expanded version 3/13/11
I
realized I had entered a new dimension of consciousness. I suddenly realized
that I was in the control of some being so powerful it was overwhelming. It
was the GOD that I so hard tried to believe in on earth. The following
feelings I experienced can not be felt while in the human consciousness. The
first thing I felt was that I had no body, I felt like I was going to fall
but then realized I could not. I realized that I had all my faculties and
could still reason. At that moment I felt the presents of my creator and
that my struggle to believe in a God on earth was over. "IT" had complete
control over me, which was so soothing to me, it is indescribable. "IT", was
emanating an unconditional love of "ITSELF" and for me. My GOD was taking me
and it felt so good. I felt no pain anymore nor any of the other miseries
felt on earth, including time, there was no time. I was in total comfort. 2634.
Joyce Y NDE
English expanded version 3/13/11
My
roommate asked me if I needed help and I said yes. I remember saying, "Oh,
Mom." What I remember next was being somewhere near the ceiling in the
corner of the room at the end by head of the bed. I saw nurses beside the
bed, taking my blood pressure. I have no recollection of what else they were
doing. I distinctly remember looking down at them working on me. The next
thing I remember is waking up with a blood pressure cuff around my arm and
complaining it was too tight. The nurse explained she had left it on so she
didn't have to put it on and off each time they took my BP since they were
taking it very frequently. I was later told they wanted to put me in the
Intensive Care Unit but the unit was full. I later asked the doctor what
happened and he didn't have a ready answer, except that the MgSO4 might have
caused my blood pressure to bottom out. I did not tell him about my OBE. 2633.
Eric R Possible NDE
English expanded version 3/13/11
From Belgium. Original in
Dutch, translated to English by Annelies.
When
I entered that room I saw a large black book on a sort of altar. I went
closer and I opened that book. The first page had only one word written on
it and that word was “languages”. It is evident now that I love to write
poems and everyone says I have a real talent. After that we went to
the room which said “love”. I went in and in the centre of the room was a
very hazy grey cloud. I went closer and inside the cloud I encountered Joke
( my first love) and also Lydia (a girl I have lived together with for 3
years). I didn’t know what to do there so I decided to go outside again.
When I looked behind me the cloud had disappeared and all I saw was Lydia
standing there. Then the “cart” dropped me of at the door “family”. I went
in and when I looked to the left I saw a queue of people starting with my
grandma and grandpa. Behind them were a lot of other people, I had the
strong feeling that this was my family tree. Looking to the right I saw my
mother, my aunts, their children and behind them another queue of people. 2632.
Robert B Dream vs. ICU Psychosis
English expanded version 3/6/11
Shadowy figures with long ton heads slinked in front and back of the urns as
if they were in some slow ritual dance. The floors of the hospital
were at right angles to each other making it difficult to move from one
floor to another. Young hospital interns laid a few pranks on me, one
of which involved setting a fire… My wife, my boss and my parents appeared
in the dream. I found the hospital moving so that I woke up one
time when the hospital was in Detroit, Later when I was in Baltimore, then
later in Miami, then later in Rockville, Maryland… Experience was definitely
not real. 2631.
Patricia Z NDE
English expanded version 3/6/11
I had
a massive heart attack. We live in a small town so I knew the people that
were working on me, I guess I coded in the ambulance. So I saw my
friends working on me. I heard there voices but only saw the female
paramedics face. Then I woke up at the hospital but I was out of my body
this time and as I explained later in this survey I saw my doctor and I
could hear them say his name all the other doctors had hospital shoes on but
my doctor had these real cool tennis shoes on. That's what I remember most,
then I was in a type of tunnel and that's were this guy like in shadow form
told me it wasn't my time yet 2630.
Tony M Probable NDE
English expanded version 3/6/11
From Canada
I
fell into a deep, dark pit that seemed infinite in size. I was perplexed
when this happened, and looked around to try to find out where I was. As I
looked down, I couldn't see my body anymore. I was simply a form of
consciousness with my ego intact. I did not have to breathe, nor did I have
any difficulty thinking, as though I was experiencing some sort of "super
consciousness". I eventually landed with a thud which caused an excruciating
pain to pass through my body. This void was the darkest black that I have
ever seen in my life. It's as if there was no light whatsoever in this
dimension. Even if a light were to shine in this void, the darkness would
have completely devoured it. I could not see anything, but the sounds that I
heard were absolutely horrendous. 2629.
Lisa H NDE 5073
English expanded version 3/6/11
Two Angelic Beings of
Light who seemed to be 8 ft tall with Mediterranean skin and dark blue
piercing eyes, escorted me from the lake into the light. They wore
long robes with out actual angel wings. 2628.
Nubia Possible NDE
English expanded version 3/4/11
Original in Spanish, translated to
English by Susana.
I am not sure how
long in took but my pain slowly subsided and when I fell asleep I saw my
body laying on the hospital bed. I also saw myself standing by my
side. I felt as if I were sinking into a deep well and when I was
about to reach the bottom it was no longer a well but a very long and dark
tunnel. I felt an inexplicable calm. I felt no pain but I was scared
in that darkness. There was no one around, only me. Suddenly I
saw a very brilliant white dot, like a light. I ran to reach it and it
started to get larger and more brilliant. When I reached the entrance,
everything became illuminated and glowing and I was able to leave there. 2627.
Maria J NDE
English expanded version 3/4/11
From Spain. Original in
Spanish, translated to English by Simon A.
I was no longer
afraid, and I began to notice that my body had no weight, it was as if I was
stuck to the ceiling of the room. From above I could see the bed, my inert
body and the crib with my daughter in it; I felt no pain at all, then the
moment of darkness came, with no sense of time, but I know that I was fine,
peaceful, with no cares, feeling warm. I know there was a small and
brilliant light far far away, though I could sense it behind me rather than
see it with my eyes. But I knew it was there. 2626.
Cynthia H NDE
English expanded version 3/2/11
At that time He told me
I could ask Him seven questions and He would have to answer them. I said
really? He said that's one. I then said You mean if I ask you
something but don't mean it you will count it? He said that's two… I
then asked Him one that all of us kids were asking, and we heard a lot of
grown ups asking.
I know you love me and all life, but if you really love all of us
continuously without end, then how can You send people to hell throughout
eternity? He said Cindy I do love all life without end. Some people
chose to go to hell, I have already forgiven them; but they must forgive
themselves… I asked if there is just one religion that will make it into
heaven? He said all who believe and have faith, even those who don’t
outwardly think they do. It depends on their hearts. 2625.
Monty D NDE
English expanded version 3/2/11
I
heard the EMT yell "we're losing him." At this time, this is where it got
really strange for me...I could see myself and I was surrounded by a total
darkness, as if everyone had shut out all the lights in the room, but it
felt like it was huge, I had a single light shining down on me from up
above, other than that it was all pitch black. I could see myself and
I was telling myself, 'you have to wake up'...I was just repeating this to
myself and looking around at the emptiness. I felt like I wasn't alone, but
I didn't see anything other than the light above shining down, almost like a
spotlight...The next thing I see is my mother and her friend walking down
the hospital hall towards a body on the gurney that is covered completely up
and pushed to the side of the hallway. I then woke up back in the hospital
on that gurney, and I actually pulled the sheet off of my face... The
hospital staff in the emergency room had told them I didn't make it, and I
was in the hallway waiting for someone from the morgue to come and get my
body. 2624.
Gregory C NDE
English expanded version 3/2/11
Four days later I was
being prepared for an Angiogram, a shoulder length blond entered my room and
wanted to interview me about my experience in the E.R. I agreed to the
interview and after it was over she was wiping tears from her eyes, “Why are
you crying if this event happens all the time?” “Because you are the
first that saw things you couldn’t have ever seen, you were straight line
with your eyes closed and yet witnessed one of the nurse’s trip over your
wife’s foot, and then you were correct about the brunette nurse that took
your wife away, and thirdly you saw the bald spot on the top of the Chinese
doctor’s head. You could not have seen this unless you had left your body.”
Apparently people see
lights and hear what’s going on around them when their heart stops, but I
was able to view and hear everything going on while flat on my back with my
eyes closed and my heart stopped. 2623.
Billy S NDEs
English expanded version 3/2/11
I can
recall that I saw a bright light and was absorbed into the light. From this
I only recall walking and talking to Jesus. I didn't seem to have to talk,
because it was simply understood between he and I. Also, we were walking on
a shimmering road that was translucent yet not totally. I don't recall music
at all, but I was concentrating on Jesus. We didn't talk all that long, but
it is pretty vivid to this day. I was upset and disappointed that he said I
had to go back. He said I still had things to do in my life-nothing specific
though. 2622.
David O NDE
English expanded version 3/2/11 I
was not aware of when I became aware during the three days in the coma. I do
not remember the impact of the vehicle. I became aware at some point of
being in a place of great expansion and light and being complete and very
peaceful. I think I was moving toward more light, though, it could be that I
was in the full light already. I was not aware of any body, nor any beings
around me. But I do remember looking down on my worried and grieving
parents. I also remember being given a choice as to whether I would return
to the living and it was in seeing my parents in so much distress and having
a vision of my mother's great anguish in the future, if I did not return,
that I chose to return. I remember quite distinctly knowing that it was for
them that I returned and not because life on earth was so much fuller and
more important than where I was. I felt at home and complete where I was and
unlimited. One could say blissful. It was home and I was choosing to go back
to a much less developed state of being. 2621.
Cynthia H NDE
English expanded version 3/1/11
One
nurse came to me and pushed me back down onto the stainless steel table I
was lying on, and simultaneously pulled a ventilator from my throat. I
instantly flew out of my body and found myself standing outside of myself at
my right shoulder. I watched as another nurse grabbed a bottle(s) off a
shelf. Next recollection I have was a presence (dark with wings?) enveloping
me from behind and telling me "NO." Then I felt suspended in some sort of
colorless void without any senses, but a feeling of peace (or absence of
fear)… I described to the surgeon what I remembered about choking, the
nurses scrambling, leaving my body. I asked him if I died and was
resuscitated, and he confirmed that my heart stopped briefly. 2620.
Graeme E NDE
English expanded version 3/1/11
From Australia
This time when they hooked me
back up to the machine, something, I don't know what, went wrong. I wasn't
getting any air. Every cell in my body started screaming for oxygen, the
physical panic was a tidal wave that ripped through me. As the panic
wracked me, sight faded, body sense faded, sound faded and then came the
calm. I found
myself disembodied, floating above a crystal clear lake. It was only small,
the water shallow with smoothed stones about the size of a spread hand. Lush
green foliage with small shiny leaves overhung the water. I was as conscious
and able to think as I am here now writing this. Yet I was suffused with the
"peace that passes all understanding". 2619.
Lisa A NDE
English expanded version 3/1/11
I
felt a Presence with me- and I knew this Presence was our Creator.
Through thought, He presented me with a question- "Do you really
want to hurt your family like this" this Presence asked me through thought.
He did not stop me but wanted me to weigh the price of my decision--
to allow myself to cross the line and die, or to choose life. I
argued that no one seemed to care whether I lived or died anyway, so what
was the point of life. Then I was reminded of my sister and mother-
and how much grief my death would cause them. That alone almost
made me want to get up from the water right there, but I still stubbornly
remained floating and tried to see what would happen if I did die.
With this intention I had, I felt God show me that if I did decide to
go against what I knew He wanted for me at that time (which was to live)
that I would be causing a great disobedience in my life and I could actually
FEEL this friction of disobedience-- that I was really pushing things.,
This felt very uncomfortable so I decided then to get up out of the water
mainly for that reason alone even though I also knew I didn't want my mother
to suffer any grief over me. 2618.
Rhonda NDE
English expanded version 3/1/11
I was having a heart test
done. I told the doctor I was going to lose consciousness, I didn't
feel right. I felt myself come out of the body at my feet. It
was slow. All I remember was telling them I was going and I fell over
on the bed. The last thing I saw was the Doctor jumping up out of his
chair. Next I was in darkness. But went I realized I was in the
darkness, I saw a bright Light come to me. It was as white as snow.
That's all I remember. Then I was back in my body. Never will I
forget that or know why it happen. 2617.
Lorien B Possible NDE
English expanded version 3/1/11
By that evening I was no
longer making sense, and my memories are very faded.
The next morning I woke up to
have a biopsy, I remember not being able to speak clearly but praying and
sending blessings to the surgeons. The next time I remember having
consciousness, I was with God. I understood my self literally to be in his
palms. But everything was just light, and pure love. It was the most
beautiful feeling I have ever had in my life. God told me that my soul's
purpose was healing, and that I could just do hands on healing. There was
some information about just doing it like three times a week. Its kind of
funny, like God was saying, don't stress about it, your soul needs to do
this, but it doesn't have to be a huge deal.:) Now, there were no words
said, it was just understanding that flowed from God to me. There was no
pressure or even encouragement really, just a total kindness, wanting me to
understand choices that I have made about my life. The golden light seemed
to emanate eternally in every direction. 2616.
Jennifer ADC
English expanded version 3/1/11
Then,
just in a space of a few seconds everything started to click for me. the
expression on his face was wrong for our conversation. I had made a joke and
he didn't laugh. He told me to fight, He said I would have to fight for his
daughter. That I needed to make sure she would be safe, and loved.. Again, I
knew something wasn't right by the look on his face, it looked almost like
regret. No anger, no fear, more like disappointment. But, still I kept
talking as if we were speaking about him leaving the country. I said "
Jamie, I will take care of your daughter, I would give my life to see that
she is safe and happy."… I had a son that passed away ten years ago, that's
when I knew Jamie had said goodbye, when he said " Take care of mine, I got
yours" I knew he meant my son. 2615.
Alvaro A NDE
English expanded version
2/15/11 From
Mexico. I know
that are a “presence” of somebody in my right side, I don’t saw anybody.
Start walking, and watch to my left a kind of long stone wall with
barred windows, full of people, they’d scream “help me!”, but they mouths
don’t open, but I listen more. I ask to presence, “Who are they?” and “him”
replied “no yet”. Continued straight ahead and see a huge and beautiful
garden full of people dressed in white, who are turning to see a sort of a
stoned wall, from which the blinding light. This wall has some closed doors.
One more time I ask: “Who are they?” and the same answer: “no yet”. We
continued walking toward the front at one of the doors and see how out light
thought the cracks in them. We stop at the door and ask again: “What’s
behind?” and the same answer: “no yet”. 2614.
Gregory W NDE
English expanded version
2/12/11
I came to a place that had a
green field of grass and as I looked into the distance (not too far but a
bit) I saw the most beautiful sight. On a slight incline there was a
city with walls so high I could hardly look over to see any sky at the top
of the wall. I was moving slowly towards the city not at a fast pace but
steadily and was able to get a good look at the walls. I noticed that
there were three gates and then notices I could look right through the walls
and that there were gates on all four walls. The spacing between the
gates was perfect and then I noticed the foundation and the construction of
the wall. First note that I'm red/green color blind and am visually
impaired. I saw twelve different colors that made up the wall.
The colors where not blended but were clearly defined and each was the same
height as the next. I also noted that the content or the making of the
walls was solid stone and then realize that it was pure stone. 2613.
Charlotte A NDE
English expanded version
2/12/11 I had a
double mastectomy and tug-flap reconstruction. I lost a great deal of
blood and they did not have enough to transfuse. my blood pressure
dropped and I flat lined for a bit. I
was initially delirious and frightened by darkness and a sense of a void.
however, shortly after it all began, I felt encompassed by light (I didn't
see it, I felt it) and a unearthly awareness from someone/thing imparted the
knowledge that I was going to be fine. it wasn't about life or death
just that everything was going to be fine. I felt connected to a
larger energy than I have known in my lucid life. 2612.
Jim T Possible NDE
English expanded version
2/12/11 I
had to have 4 molars removed. My mother brought me to the dentist,
they administered an IV to put me to sleep. I remember counting from
100 in reverse to about 90. I sense that I went to sleep and the next
memory I am floating at the ceiling level directly above my body watching
and listening as the Dentist pulled the teeth. I remember noticing how
hard he had to work to get the teeth to come out and that there was quite a
bit of blood. I did not float back to my body but sense that I went to
sleep again and woke up in the dentist chair. The next memory is
sitting in the waiting room while my mother paid at the reception window
them came and sat with me while I regained my faculties. 2611.
William L NDE
English expanded version
2/12/11 From
Canada.
I had a feeling of leaving my
body in total darkness and suddenly found myself atop a mezzanine (metal
catwalk in an industrial setting. Everything in this environment was a
different shade of red but distinguishable. It was then that I fell from an
edge flipping, flipping, flipping down until I landed into a vast pile of
gigantic "worm-like" creatures possessing large claws and teeth. When I
first landed on them I was on top of them and then slowly slipped beneath
them… Strong pressure on my chest. Doctors were performing CPR. 2610.
Heather I Probable NDE
English expanded version
2/12/11 It
was the most beautiful thing I had ever seen. I felt like I knew everything
and recognized this knowing was different from what my thoughts and feelings
had been before. I begged to come back, but only because I have 2 young
daughters… I was not judged by God, but rather by my self. I saw the way
things "really are" and thought, Why didn't I ever figure that out. It seems
so simple. They were things about spirituality, humanity and physics. 2609.
Morris M Probable NDE
English expanded version
2/12/11 At
around 2am my mother grabbed a doctor from the hall due to my wailing in
pain. The doctored examined me then, may have, accidentally ruptured my
appendix. From there I was immediately rushed to the operating room. Within
minutes I was put under general anesthesia which was when I had my out of
body experience. I was up in corner of the room looking down a tunnel,
grayish or white in color and kind of cloudy, at my body and the doctor who
was prepping me. I could see the blue garments that were over my body and
the area above my appendix exposed. I could see him putting iodine on me in
a circular motion directly over the appendix area. I could see him turn a
glance upward towards my head then the next thing I was back in my body.
Then I was laying there back in my body and could see, hear and feel the
doctors (2 of them) slapping me in the face to wake me up. 2608.
Denise M NDE 5037
English expanded version
2/12/11 All
of a sudden my heart started beating at a very fast pace and the next thing
I heard overhead was "code blue, code blue" with a strange alarm going off.
Right after that, I had the sensation that I was floating down a path or
tunnel, I wasn't in body form anymore, and saw a very bright light, like
fluorescent. I knew I was dead, but yet I could still think because I
thought to myself, "so, this is what it's like to be dead." It wasn't a bad
thing. I had an immense feeling of love and warmth - like being engulfed in
a secure, warm blanket. It was the most intense feeling I have ever felt. I
didn't see anyone as others have described, but I felt like I had been down
this path before and it was familiar and I didn't want to leave it. The next
thing I remember was waking up in the ICU and I was blown up like a balloon. 2607.
Ruben Probable NDE
English expanded version
2/12/11 From
Spain. Original in Spanish, translated to English by Susana.
Everything was black
with colored spheres turning, and what sounded like music (Although this I
don't remember too well). I felt vibrations. I am not sure
whether the music was there or whether I was imagining it. I felt very
well. 2606.
Louis C NDE
English expanded version
2/6/11 I
awoke to find my self floating above the operating room table where I was
all the doctors were working on me, I could not understand why I was in the
air looking at myself, and then I could hear the drums beating when I turned
to look the most attractive Indian woman was holding me in her arms under
this big tree that did not have any leaves looked like a massive oak tree, I
could see a lot of different Indians walking and singing drums pounding,
then the snow starting to fall when it would fall on my face she would wipe
it off, then she looked up so did I that's when I saw the bright light it
looked like boiling water then it started to pull me in to the light, she
would stand there with her arms out when I turned to look at the light I
woke up, I was in the room, later my mom told me that I died 3 times they
almost lost me. 2605.
Victoria D NDE
English expanded version
2/6/11 From
Australia.
I felt like I had split in two
with my physical body remaining on the ground. The other element was
where my awareness was and it felt as if this was a ball of energy (I could
not see this because my awareness was gone from my physical body). The
energy ball hovered at the level of my eSi about 10 cm away from my physical
bodies face and watched. I could see the physical body screaming in
pain and crying but I felt no connection to that person. After what
seemed like an eternity I travelled as the energy ball up to a place.
I don't know how I travelled there but it was above me somewhere. This
place was dark and it had lights of different colors travelling through it.
The colors where yellow and orange and green - no blue colors. When I
could see this place, I felt an overwhelming sense of happiness and
excitement. I felt like I had arrived home. I was impatient to
enter this 'highway' of light. It was almost as if I had somewhere I
wanted to be. 2604.
Jim T Probable NDE
English expanded version
2/6/11 I
had an accident with my 1961 Fordson Major tractor on a remote gravel road.
I was crushed underneath the tractor, with the fender pushing my head into
the gravel road. I thought my head was going to split as it pushed the skin
from my cheek right through my teeth… I believe what saved my life lying
under the tractor was leaving my body. I slowed my breathing on purpose and
even held my breath when I could to purposely slow my heart rate as I could
barely breathe with the blood running into my mouth. I felt a calm as I
relaxed as much as I could with a four ton tractor squeezing my head into
the road. Suddenly I was standing there looking at myself. I was totally
calm as it was a long familiar experience that I welcomed. I walked around
looking at the accident and saw everything spread all over. 2603.
LaVall M NDE
English expanded version
2/6/11 I
was conscious for maybe one or two minutes, and the next thing I saw was
this brilliant white area, and I knew I was there, where ever there was. I
can not even accurately describe the "Entities" that were with me, they were
not physical Beings, but rather I had a sense of this intelligence that I
felt very comfortable with, a sense that I was at home, a feeling of total
acceptance, compassion and total love, almost euphoric. I was not conscious
of being in a physical body, but at the time, that thought never crossed my
mind. These Entities communicated in a telepathic way, it seemed that their
thoughts originated within me, and I was communicating with them in a
similar way. I was told of their nascency, and what they really were, that
they were just a part of the ultimate "Entity" that was the Universe in it's
totality, as I and all matter and Beings were also just a part of the whole
that is the Universe. 2602.
Stephen S NDE
English expanded version
2/6/11 I
was having blood taken from my bone marrow while experiencing symptoms
including shortness of breath and chest pains. I told the nurse that I
was going to pass out. The next thing I remember was looking down on
myself being attended to by two doctors and two nurses trying to revive me.
I was totally detached from my body. All the pain that I had been
suffering was gone. There was a feeling of complete comfort, ease,
enlightenment, and freedom. I was cognizant energy with no body or
physical being. The best word for what I felt was ultimate bliss.
As the doctors revived me, I could feel all of the stress, pain and physical
burdens returning and I did not want to go back. I felt myself being
drawn back into my body. Then my physical eSi opened and I was
admitted into ICU for one week for tests. 2601.
Robert H NDE 2441OBE
English expanded version
2/6/11 I was also
wearing the same, and standing behind another Doctor. I looked over
his shoulder and saw me there on the Emergency Room bed. So, I went
out the double doors leaving the Emergency Room. And found myself
opening the front door of my house. I walked down the hallway to my
bedroom. I stood at the foot of my bed where my wife was asleep.
I reached down and shook her legs. She jumped up and called my name.
The phone rang in the kitchen. She got out of bed and I let her pass
by me. I followed her down the hall way as far as the front door.
As she continued to go to the kitchen. I said I have to get back now
and I love you. I went out the front door of our house and found
myself on my back laying down with the Doctors hovering over me. When my
wife answered the phone, it was the Hospital telling her that I am was at
the Hospital and for to come right away. That they were not sure if I
was going to make it. After she got off the phone and leaving the
kitchen, she noticed the front door was left open. She closed the door
and got ready to go to the Hospital. 2600.
Yvette R Possible NDE
English expanded version
1/31/11 From
France. Original in French, translated to English by Magalie.
A very large
being of extreme beauty illuminated everything. He exuded Divine Superiority
with his presence. He was bear-foot and he stepped away from the group to
face me with all his magnificence. He was wearing a long, immaculate white
alb. His arms hung alongside his body with his palms opened. My attention
was on his long and stringy fingers and his fine, superb hands. He was
observing me with a look of infinite goodness and compassion that reached
deep inside my being. JESUS CHRIST appeared to me, wrapped me up with his
Divine Presence. His radiance embraced my soul. I could feel him with every
fiber of my body. The power of his love wrapped itself around me in a
surreal silence…. I didn’t want to leave him! 2599.
Jutta P NDE
English expanded version
1/31/11 From Germany.
Original in German, translated to English by Aylin.
I went further because
I saw light in the distance. The more I was near the light I felt lighter,
calmer, more happy and somehow snugly. The Light got more bright, my body
felt slight and an overwhelming feeling of freedom and floating passed
through me, it was miraculous and I can't forget it. It was a garden made of
light. I didn't see silhouette of people, but light moving. I could imagine
them as angels and before I wanted to step in, a soft voice talked to me
that my time was not up and my soul wanted to finish its life-task. A door
shut and I was surrounded in darkness again. I was still in this tunnel,
but I went out calmed down. 2598.
Nancy C NDE
English expanded version
1/30/11 About 6 other
girls were taking turns breathing and exhaling 10 times and then someone
would come from behind you and squeeze very hard around your chest. The next
thing I remember is floating in the corner of the ceiling at least 15 - 20
feet high. Below me was the circle of students around my body. I fully
realized where I was yet, I felt no anxiety or fear. It was just floating. I
can't remember the specific conversation but I do know it was going on. I
don't know how long I was up there but it was more than a minute or two. It
seemed to last quite a while. I never moved past the ceiling, it seemed that
it was holding me at that level. But I was floating.
The next thing I remember is waking up on the floor and then nothing. 2597.
Shannique S NDE
English expanded version
1/30/11
I told Paki, “I feel
like I’m gonna pass out.” And that’s what happened. I passed out. I remember
being in this what seemed like a tunnel filled by a bright light. Extremely
bright. Picture flying right by the sun but without the heat, and the light
being given off is white, not yellow. Or the color of a white full moon on a
clear night. I was going really fast, flying like superman through this
tunnel. There was a sense of comfort, and peace. I was not afraid at all. I
did not feel fear, or the sense of missing anything. It was amazing as I sit
and think about it. 2596.
Brandy L Possible NDE
English expanded version
1/30/11
As I lay , I was meditating to
calm myself, suddenly I saw "me" laying on the bed but "I" was above my
sleeping body with a thin thread of golden light attached between my body
and I. I floated upwards and found myself drawn to a great white light, I
floated towards the light; I was welcomed by beings of light, I felt
unconditional love, no pain, hardships or worries, I was bounced gently (as
a floating balloon) in to the Light, where I heard a voice (male) who told
me "It's not yet time, you must go back, your work is not yet done." The
next moment , I was back, with a slight jolt feeling and opened my eSi. 2595.
Harry J NDE
English expanded version
1/30/11
At one point in all of this, I
was face to face with my guru, Paramahansa Yogananda, who left the body in
1952. He was laughing uproariously. He was surrounded by bolts of incredibly
intense light. In fact, I physically felt more than saw the light. The
vision seemed to last for only a few seconds but it was absolutely
overpowering. I had an intuitive sense that I had, through medical
technology, prematurely crossed over into a plane of existence that was
waiting for me at some time in the future. I think this is what made Master
laugh so hard. I was like a naughty child peeking under the Christmas tree.
2594.
Doug E Possible NDE
English expanded version
1/30/11
AHEAD OF ME WAS A LIGHT THAT
GREW LARGER AS I WENT FORWARD. THE ENTIRE TIME THIS WAS HAPPENING, I HEARD A
SOUND I CAN ONLY DESCRIBE AS A HUM (LATER IN LIFE WHEN I STUDIED BUDDHISM, I
FOUND THE "OM" CHANT REMARKABLY CLOSE). I EVENTUALLY CAME TO AN ENTRANCE TO
A UNIVERSE (AN OPENING) WHERE I REALIZED THE BRILLIANCE OF THE LIGHT (LIGHT
DOESN'T DESCRIBE IT) I WAS APPROACHING WAS INDEED MADE OF INNUMERABLE LIGHTS
STRETCHING AS FAR AS I COULD SEE. AT THAT POINT I WAS TOLD(NO SOUND) THAT
"IT WAS NOT MY TIME". AT THAT POINT I WAS CAST BACKWARDS AT A HIGH SPEED,
FELT MY CHEST MOVE AND IMMEDIATELY GOT UP. 2593.
Tom M NDE
English
expanded version 1/30/11
I saw my body down
bellow me and when I realized I was dead I became extremely agitated and
worried, I kept thinking to myself “you are dead, what are you going to do
now”. The thought was persistent and I became more and more disturbed, at
this point I heard or though I heard a voice that came from elsewhere and it
said “don’t worry all your problems are left behind with that body”, at this
point I felt as if liberated from a great burden, I never felt before or
since such a state of wellbeing. At this point I began a journey at a great
speed through a tunnel of light, all that I have narrated to this point is
very vivid in my memory, what seams like a dream is what happened after. 2592.
James S NDE
English expanded version
1/30/11
I also became aware of a
beautiful city behind them all somewhat in the middle distance. I am
not certain, but there may have been hills behind the city. The city was
golden, either from its own internal light or from a golden light at sunset.
There were beautiful trees and flowers and lovely smells. The city awakened
in me a desperate yearning to go there, though I don't exactly know why.
I could somehow see that there were busy people in the houses, which had
windows and flat roofs. Suddenly I could cross the divide! I
felt simply wonderful, with no pain, and I was full of powerful feelings of
peacefulness. I flew right over Big Mama's head and the heads of the
other people with no apology. I could fly and I seemed to have no mass. (I
did not look at my body or any part of it, so I don't know what I looked
like or even whether I was in my body.) I wanted to get to the city with
great intensity. The landscape rushed me and grew ever more beautiful as I
approached. I could hear the most beautiful music I had ever heard. 2591.
Jack D NDE
English expanded version
1/30/11
… the paramedic turned around
and grabbed a defibrillator from the side of him and I watched him hit me
once with the paddles , at that moment in time it looked as if i was
watching "snow" on a TV screen then the picture came back and I watched him
hit me the second time and again , "the snow/' except I was now conscious
and was pissed off that they had "ruined my dream" that I was having , he
told me ,"jack you did too much drugs tonight we need to get you to the
hospital very fast or we may loose you again !... LATER THE NEXT DAY MY SON
TOLD ME THAT "GOD" Woke him up and told him that his father is dying , go
get your mother and help him , now my son was 8 years old and always slept
like a rock and wouldn't get up at 4am for nothing ! 2590.
Anne T Possible NDE
English expanded version
1/30/11 From
Belgium. Original in French, translated to English by Susana.
In September, 2010, I underwent surgery
for sterilization. While I was under the anesthesia I saw the same
bright void and felt the same sweet warmth. But I heard "not yet".
When I awoke, I remembered. Later on, the doctor told me that they
could not perform the procedure because there were problems with scar tissue
and the anesthesia. I was given a document to take with me along with my
identification card. I would like to find out more from them about
what really happened. 2589.
Carl H Probable NDE
English expanded version
1/30/11 From
Netherlands. Original in Dutch, translated to English by Annelies.
As real as a dream can be but everything that happened
can also be called a dream( real as well); I saw myself, I experienced
myself in that dream, a wonderful journey in bliss and swathed in love
searching for me. My true home, a part of myself that was left behind. But I
now also know that it is a very special
dream which
never leaves you and sparkles on and on... And it is not a nightmare:). 2588.
Renee M NDE
English expanded version
1/30/11
My friend was there trying to tell me to stay with her and everything would
be ok. I stayed for a bit but my soul passed the life flight when it was
fling down on me. I died and they came and resuscitated me and that is the
only reason I am back here on this planet. I herd and saw almost everything.
I see the fleshing cop lights and here the radio's and people talking
telling me to stay but I felt wonderful out of my body. I want to go back. I
try to meditate and leave my body all the time. It feels safe and calm. I
could never descried this and have you understand!!! It is not in our
vocabulary and the feeling is something we do not feel here. You would
say it is not real and yet it is more real then you will ever know here on
this planet in this time in space. It is so close and simple yet so far
away,so close but untouchable. 2587.
Stan ADC
English expanded version
1/30/11 So
last night my best friend and I are driving and I tell her umm I think my
mom is next to me hugging me and telling me its ok son. My mother is very,
very happy. My friends jaw dropped and she started crying. I thought
she would think I was crazy, And she thought I would think she was crazy but
at the exact same time she was watching my mother die in a hospital bed with
the doctors working over her. We both had chills and goose bumps at the same
time. It was like a rush of energy hitting us both. I cant believe it
happened myself so I don't expect anyone else to believe it. Yet I swear it
happened and I have a witness that shared the experience with me!! 2586.
Rick H NDE
English expanded version
1/27/11 I
remember my spirit seeing the most overwhelming wondrous light. While I was
being drawn towards this light, this light became larger. Then I found
myself in a lit tunnel, of tremendous bright light, and other spirits moving
past me, whereas I had decided to stand still. Midway between the entrance
and exit of this tunnel, and in looking back from where I first entered this
tunnel, I actually reviewed my whole life and existence. I contemplated on
whether or not I would want to go back to my earthly life on earth. It was
then, that I received an incredible amount of knowledge of a great many
matters, concerning life and death, and the after-life, of which at present
I can no longer remember; for I was told by God, that I was not going to be
allowed to retain this incredible amount of knowledge, after I would be sent
back into my physical body once again. 2585.
Vivienne P Probable NDE
English expanded version
1/22/11
I had a general
anesthetic for a female sterilization operation. I had the injection and
expected to wake up on the ward post-operatively. I am a nurse myself. I
woke up and found myself in a darkened room lying on a bed that was made of
a fabric with all glittering squares. My immediate thought was 'Where am I'.
I expected to be on the ward. The information flowed into my head that I had
swallowed my tongue in recovery. I felt fantastic, wonderful, happy and full
of joy which was great as was suffering from depression at the time.
Suddenly in the distance is heard a shout of 'roll her over' The next
thing I knew I was back in a bed on the recovery ward. 2584.
Erwin NDE
English expanded version
1/22/11
I could see and hear the ambulance coming from the left side (the right side
of my body)... after that I went into a long dark tunnel where I could see a
small light at the end (which constantly became closer and bigger and
brighter), where arms and hands came out of the wall, trying to grab me and
pulling me back... I floated towards a very clear bright but not blinding
light, but somehow never reached it totally... During that I heard the most
heavenly music played ever... I felt fear at first, but afterwards I felt so
calm and happy... and felt no pain at all... Somehow I sort of received the
message that I had to return, since this life was not fulfilled yet... at
that moment I floated back through the dark tunnel, hands pulling me again,
back to where I was before... 2583.
Odell H NDE
English expanded version
1/22/11
Although I don't remember the exact words, He spoke to me. He in
effect said "Fear not. Be at peace." His voice was moderately loud and
very melodious. I have been very hard of hearing since infant-hood,
and have always struggled with hearing and speech. I struggled to
attend school and pass my classes. My poor hearing affected my
association with teachers and classmates, and I barely passed my exams and
advancement to the next grade levels. But when Jesus spoke to me, I
heard Him very succinctly and clearly. His voice was very melodious
and sounded like music to my ears. 2582.
Denise H NDE
English expanded version
1/22/11
I felt warm and all my pain went away. There was light, I remember, just an
illuminated space and nothing else that was visible. I was very aware that I
was passing over and I was not afraid. I did not see or think of any of my
loved ones. I was completely alone and totally at peace. I remember being
surprised that I wasn't afraid. For a second I thought I would die but
shortly afterward realized that I had to go back and needed to fight for my
life with the EMT. I remember coming back and feeling pain and discomfort
but with confidence that I was being looked after and would be okay. 2581.
Kinyanjui N NDE
English expanded version
1/22/11 From Kenya.
I saw now it was to cover me, with some mysterious creatures floating on top
laughing. Once it was about to cover and sweep me an amazing bright
light appeared and I heard a voice ; YOUR LIFE HAVE CHANGED TOGETHER WITH
YOUR DESTINY, from there I saw my uncle who was dead and an angel who were
extraordinary happy. One of them said to me YOU STAY IN THAT WORLD
then they hugged one another and disappeared. From there I saw my self
dancing with the angels in the skies. I could see my dead body behind taken
to the morgue, postmortem being done, funeral arrangement, my burial till
that evening when I regained my consciousness and discovered that I was not
dead. 2580.
George K NDE
English expanded version
1/22/11
I was smiling and happy with a blank look on my face on the 10 minute ride
to the hospital. I could not recognize any people I am not sure
exactly about this but I think this happened on the way to the hospital.
I am sure that this happened however. ---- I was walking down a path
of some sort and was walking with God. He/She was on my left. I
was too scared to turn and look at God. I believe I was scared I would turn
to salt- not sure - I do know I did not look at God and I do know God was
there. I could feel the warmth. I could hear the voice or really
feel the voice. It said, "you are going to be ok. I have got your
back. You are going to heaven one day but not today. In the
meantime I want you to tell others about this."
2579.
Kathleen M NDE
English expanded version
1/22/11
Meanwhile my stomach was bloating more and I started having chest pains, I
told them I needed help I was having a heart attack. They called in a
bunch of dr's who were crowded around my bed, giving me nitro and deciding
what was happening (I guess). I kept telling them it hurt and I was
going to die, they asked me who they should call. At some point I
remember Looking through what it seemed to be a big window and I was on the
outside. There were lots of people mulling around some together some
by themselves. No one spoke or looked my way. None were close to
me they were all far away, and they were all like black shadows of people,
there were a few trees and grass, but the only colors I saw was a pink that
kind of covered all I looked at including the people. These people
were neither happy nor sad but I didn't say any communication. 2578.
Gini M Probable NDE
English expanded version
1/22/11
I was walking up a steep gravel path in the early morning sunshine. I looked
down the side of the path and could see the tops of very tall trees way down
below me. I came to an enormous hand carved wooden door that went up as far
as I could see. I heard a man's voice tell me I could go through the door if
I wanted to and I would see my father. I told him that I could not go
through because my mother would be left alone… I was told by the doctors
that they did not expect me to live through the surgery on my broken leg…
The voice I heard told me I could see my father and when I woke up I was
told that my father was dead and I said that I knew it. 2577.
Rick M NDE
English expanded version
1/22/11
During all this I went to a place that was in the stars. At first my friend
Kuauhtli Vasquez reached out and took me by the hand. Kuauhtli is a Peyote
Road Man, who does ceremony all over the world. He is also a 20 year Sun
Dancer, who has given his flesh for 20 years. Kuauhtli led me inside a big
yellow school bus. I looked around like where are we going? All Kuauhtli did
was smile. There were no words spoken. When we entered the school bus, the
interior had transformed to a Peyote Ceremony, and we were in a tipi. There
were many Elders sitting around the Sacred Fire. Some looked to be very old.
Some I recognized! 2576.
Duane NDE
English expanded version
1/22/11 I
then proceeded to describe what I had seen. I described his exact clothing,
and the exact place that he was standing in and I also told him what he had
under his arm and what he was doing. I think that it troubled him because
his eSi welled up and he has never spoken to me about it since, he did
confirm that I was 100% correct on all points.
A couple of days later I was informed by a surgeon of what had happened to
me during the operation.
2575.
Anna NDE
English expanded version
1/22/11 From
Spain. Original in Spanish, translated to English by Susana. There
was a very intense light, I guess it was due to the dilation of my
pupils. I dreamt of a place filled with people that I did not know,
although I felt that I had a connection to them. Without speaking they
communicated information, images and strange theories. Dreams are
always difficult to understand. I found myself in an incredible state
of peace and relaxation. I wanted to stay there with those people that
I did not know, but suddenly I found myself in front of a woman that I found
familiar but I have not been able to recognize her. She had an authoritative
yet sweet way about her. She was the only person that spoke to me
using her mouth and gestures. She told me that I could not be there.
I soon started to hear distant screaming. I begged to stay in that
place but she did not allow me and showed me a path. 2574.
Glenna A NDE
English expanded version
1/16/11
I was suddenly outside my body watching my parents, sister and doctors talk
about me and my possible condition and fixes. I was screaming this
could not be happening and then there was my deceased grandparents at my
side. they were perfect and so was everything about the world. I
was calmed immediately. they begun to lead me through a void towards a
light. I was not happy at all to be going the direction they wanted me to
go. closer to the light someone asked me if I wanted to go back.
I knew I did and was going to go back. suddenly I was again above my
body in the hospital in a hall way being told by a doctor they were going to
save me as they pushed the gurney into an operating room. the next
thing I remember was waking up in recovery. 2573.
Mary W NDE
English expanded version
1/16/11 We
came to the end of the woods and directly ahead there was a beautiful white
light with golden rays and I had the impression there was a city or town
encased in that light. I was powerfully drawn to that light but
stopped at the end of the path because I knew if I continued forward, I
would not return to my life. I explained that I had just had a baby
and that my 19 month old son needed me. I missed him incredibly much
at that time and knew I had to be there for him. I said I wanted to
keep walking forward but I can't. I have to go back to my son and my
new baby. The tall being turned towards me, I never saw any facial
features or other identifying marks. I felt I was being allowed to go
back because it was for someone else other than myself. I also had the
distinct impression that I needed to utilize the talent given me and not to
waste too much more time. Up until then, I thought I was doing the
best I could. 2572.
Tom N NDE
English
expanded version 1/16/11 I
then went into anaphylactic shock; and suffered cardiac arrest and complete
respiratory failure. As soon as I flat lined my spirit and soul left my
body. There were no bright lights, no tunnels leading anywhere, and
there was no one there waiting to meet me. I just went above the operating
table and watched the efforts to revive me. There was no fear, no anxiety,
and no concern, just watching and waiting. I was however aware of my
existence and I knew it was still me. The surgical team withdrew blood from
one arm and put new blood into my other arm, while they were administered
shots of adrenalin. As soon as they resuscitated me, I returned into
my body… science is going to have to let God into the picture before they
come to any realistic understandings. 2571.
Stephanie C NDE
English expanded version
1/16/11 The
last thing I remember was looking down at the flood of blood everywhere and
said to my husband Kevin, 'Whoa, that's a lot of blood.' The next thing I
remember was running thru a field by myself in a white gown, picking
flowers, smiling, laughing. This was a beautiful beautiful place with yellow
and white flowers everywhere (I know they weren't daisies, they sort of
looked like oversized posies). There was a waterfall down the path with
stone on either side of it. I just remember being so happy, felt a huge
amount of love, I didn't ever want to leave this place.
2570.
Riley Probable NDE
English expanded version
1/16/11 I
was hit by a car and the rest is unspeakable, I was told not to tell, but I
am… saw my own body in the street. 2569.
Kayleen B NDE
English expanded version
1/16/11 It
was dark in my bathroom. I couldn't breathe anymore. I hit the door. When my
then husband came in, I was already on the floor. Next thing I know, I'm
watching him trying to bring me back to life. He didn't know what he was
doing. He kept hitting my body against the wall and hitting my chest. I felt
me 'laughing' and 'smiling'. I then 'floated' or 'flew' to the bedroom where
my daughters sleep. I only felt calm and happy for a bit; then, sort of sad
and then happy again. I felt free! Just free! Then, suddenly, felt myself
get swooped back into my body and then breathed air again. At first, I
was very angry that I was alive again. Then, scared that I was actually
dead. 2568.
CL NDE
English expanded version
1/13/11 During
major surgery on my kidney, the medical staff was unable to control bleeding
which caused my heart to stop. Surgery was stopped in the attempt to
resuscitate me. All I can remember is thinking that I was dreaming.
At first, I was afraid that I had woken up during surgery and just couldn't
move but I didn't feel any pain. Then, I realized that I was in one of
the corners of the operating room, floating there and watching the staff
working. I don't know how long that lasted but I eventually woke up in
the Intensive Care Unit (ICU) for Heart Patients, drifting in and out of
consciousness. I found out a couple of days later what had happened. 2567.
Jean C NDE 4982
English expanded version
1/12/11
With that, the dentist grabbed my ankles pulled me down the chair so that I
was flatter, and they started pushing my chest. I wondered why, but I
fled back to my spot above the stairs to watch the nurse. I saw her
hurriedly rush across the landing past the reception desk to talk to my
mother. My mother accepted what she had to say and sat down. I
could not hear what she said to her. At this time, the stairwell began
to fill with what seemed like sunshine to me, but it got really
bright. A voice told me I was alright and that she was with me. I do
not know who this was, but I felt extremely peaceful. I began to
shield my eSi. Suddenly, I felt myself tugged back into my body.
My body felt like a glove that was too tight. 2566.
Christina T NDE
English expanded version
1/12/11Sitting
by a stream in the Redwood forest in Philo, California, I was lifted above
the place I was sitting so that I was looking down upon the bushes around
me. I realized someone was crouched in the bushes. I started to rise higher
and could see that there were soldiers in the bushes. As I went further
away, I could see that I was in a war zone and eventually looked down upon
Central America and saw that I was hovering over Nicaragua. From there I
kept going further and further away into the void of darkness watching the
earth become smaller and smaller in front of me. Then, all of a sudden when
I was in the total darkness, a petal of a White Rose came down from the
upper right should and wrapped around me. It was warm, loving and so very
light. Then a petal came down from the left and surrounded me in an even
lighter experience. This continued on and on until I thought I was going to
explode in the lightness of being enveloped in the LIGHT of the petals of a
White Rose, with each petal surrounding me, until it became brighter and
brighter and lighter and lighter, to the point of an all encompassing
explosion into the Light. 2565.
Ruth B Probable FDE
English expanded version
1/12/11
From France.
All
passengers were ill, accept for me. A crew member felt sorry for me and
wanted to entertain me. So he asked if he could take me for a tour around
the ship. Captain and my parents agreed. So we went outside while the ship
was rolling back and forth and left to right and I looked ahead across the
deck as we stepped out of the door. Suddenly I felt afraid too, but in the
same split second it was as if I zoomed out (out of myself and out into
space). First I saw the immense ocean, than countries alongside than earth
and the universe, than universe, as I was pulled into "heaven". As my
perspective widened and widened it was accompanied by insights - suddenly I
knew how water, climates, the physics worked together, than how people
fitted in, how earth was ruled, what was important and what not, than how it
all fitted into the universe. I understood "the system" through and through,
how it was meant to be. 2564.
Lisa L Possible NDE
English expanded version
1/12/11
I was under general anesthesia during a four-hour surgery about two weeks
before my mother passed away. During this time, my mother was in a coma in a
hospital across town after going into renal failure. During my experience
while I was under sedation, I found myself standing just inside a very dark
tunnel. A few feet beyond where I was standing, the tunnel ended and there
was a large area of just pure, white light. I could see beings dressed in
white flying or moving about within the light. With me inside of the tunnel
was my mother. We were talking for a time, though I have never been able to
recall what we were talking about. It seems as though we were together for
awhile, though again, I'm not sure how long it was. Finally, my mother said
that it was time for me to go back. She said that she would be going on into
the light in a few days, but that she would see me again soon. 2563.
Lynn NDE 4972
English expanded version
1/12/11
I turned and checked in with my body I say the code team working. Chest
tubes were inserted. I knew each person there. I knew their name, what they
were thinking...it was as if I could be everywhere at once. Focusing my
attention again on the new world I was entering many were excited to show me
the answers about life I had asked so many times. As I saw them I felt
tremendous peace and joy. Everything was as it should be. Suddenly a voice
said "Stop! It is not her time". And told me I had more to learn. I felt
sucked back into my body. I cooperated by inhaling and reentering the
painful broken body in the hospital. At that time nobody wanted to hear
stories about what I had experienced, as if they were afraid. Many people
who had been at the code avoided me because I knew their names and exactly
what they had done and felt during the code. 2562.
Nigel R NDE as told by Allan R
English expanded version
1/11/11
From South Africa.
Nigel arrived in
casualty an hour later, breathing, and recovered in hospital from his double
pneumonia. It must have been 2 weeks later, Nigel and I were up to our usual
antics, as if no life-threatening event had occurred. It was the weekend I
remember that much, when Nigel coaxed me to take a ride on our bikes to
Molly's and buy a coke. On arrival, he bought the cokes, but asked the shop
assistant to call Molly to the counter, he wanted to thank Molly for helping
save his life. While we waited, Nigel turned to me and said something quite
simple yet profound: He said he knew he was dead, he experienced a
tremendous WHOOSHING sound, followed by the most beautiful music he had ever
heard in his life. Then he woke up in hospital. 2561.
Clautreaux Possible NDE
English expanded version
1/9/11
From France. Original in French, translated to
English by Simon. And
I was very happy to be going where I was going. Suddenly a shadow
started walking on my right side. That lasted some time, and I was
more and more happy, without pain anywhere...And the shadow at my side spoke
to me, asking... "Are you sure you want to go on?" I went on a few paces...
then I turned around, without replying, and began to go back where I had
come from. 2560.
Sally M Probable NDE
English expanded version
1/1/11
Got caught in an undertow, decided to rest when knocked down again, dragged
on bottom, stones embedded in leg. I just rested, a peace I never felt
came over me. Saw bright light through water, didn't want to get up.
Seemed like a long time. A voice said, "you have to get up before
another wave comes, I got up and walked out without any wave hitting me."
I made a decision to live and realized I was not finished here. It was
an overcast day without sun. Years later at least 15 that type of
water and weather brought me to the ocean again where I helped a baby from
drowning , a toddler who was sitting on the shore and was picked up by the
water and pulled into the ocean. No one saw it happening but, me. 2559.
Ted M NDE
English expanded version
1/1/11
When I entered a side door, a stair case presented itself and I immediately
ascended without thought. On the third step, I hesitated looking back down
to see the multitude of souls mired in what seemed to be a river down below.
I turned and resumed the ascent to the fifth step where I became centered
within enlightenment, a singularity, my universe became clear, I could see
beyond time and there before me passed my life, the lives of my parents, the
lives of my grand parents, my accomplishments, failures, wants, needs and
desires both past and future. It was a very beautiful and loving existence
with all thought being as one. As I reviewed the past and future, it became
clear that all was good, orderly and correctly defined, I was at peace
within the cosmos. 2558.
Louis S NDE
English expanded version
1/1/11
About this time, both of my deceased grandmothers appeared from nowhere. One
stood there just looking at me and the other was telling me to go back, that
I couldn't come in yet. I looked beyond her into the black darkness and felt
the presence of my deceased grandfather, my deceased great-grandmother and
uncles - family members I had never met. I felt them and saw their
spirits gathering in one area. My grandmother was adamant that I didn't take
another step. I wanted to continue and she saw this. At this time she yelled
out to me, "STOP! Cameron (my daughter) is going to need you!" (I was
divorced and my daughter lived with my ex at the time.) 2557.
Lonny F NDE
English expanded version
1/1/11
When I asked if
I was dead he said very simply "Yes, you are." We never opened our mouths to
communicate; everything was by thought alone. So many words were exchanged
so fast that it would be impossible for me to account for them all. He made
me feel very safe and welcome. He comforted me and let me know that he was
there to assist. He asked me if I wanted to still live, and very quickly,
without even having to think, I said, "Yes I do." He smiled as if he had
expected me to say that. I don’t know why, but I felt as if we had always
known each other, and that it was funny to him that he already knew my
answer. I asked him if he could help me get back. I was made to know and
understand that he couldn’t interfere, but what he could do was to show me
what I already knew. Just then, I was pulled away from that bright beach and
pulled upward, or inward - I really don’t know. 2556.
Edna NDE
English expanded version
1/1/11
From the UK.
My experience
started with a terrible pain in my chest, followed by a sinking, falling
feeling. Then I found myself floating near the ceiling - level with
the clock - and I was looking down and seeing my physical body being tended
by three medical staff. I then went down a blue flume-like tube with a
bright light at the bottom. As I was floating through this tube, I
could hear snippets of conversations from my past. On exiting
the tube, I was surrounded by the most wonderful music - similar to
pan-pipes. This music was everywhere and the feeling was so peaceful
and pain-free. I asked, "Where am I?" and was told "The Halls of
Music." There seemed to be a lot of people, and they were all exuding
so much love. I went outside to the most wonderful blue sky and green
grass. There was a bridge. I asked to cross it, but I could not
- there was some kind of invisible barrier. Someone I felt I knew
appeared on the other side of the bridge, (I still do not know for certain
who it was, but I think it was my grandfather) and he said, "It is not time
yet, you still have work to do." I wanted so much to stay, but in next
to no time I was back in my body and in immense pain again. Even
though this happened nearly 30 years ago, I still remember it vividly. 2555.
Jean K NDE 4964
English expanded version
1/1/11
As I looked out
at this most beautiful sight of stars, planets, and the great radiant and
loving Light, I saw tiny trails of blue, pink and green lights traveling
across the expanse of darkness toward the Great Light. I wondered what they
were, and instantly I had the information that they were prayers from people
seeking the Light. They were very beautiful, and once they reached the
Light, they were absorbed into it. Then larger trails of white light
traveled from the Great Light outward. I knew that these were answers
to prayers. I just wanted to watch the traveling of the lights, be warmed by
the Light and enjoy the beautiful view. The Light turned a magnificent blue
and rolled toward me like an ocean wave. It was not really close to me, but
nevertheless I could see the image of Jesus within the blue wave. Love
poured out upon me, like warm water. Jesus looked just like he did on the
poster in my Sunday School class. I had the thought that if I had been
a Buddhist, perhaps he would look like Buddha, and I was told, "That is
right. God appears in a familiar form." 2554.
Beth L Fear Death Experience
English expanded version
1/1/11
we had those old metal ice cube trays that make the giant cubes with the
sharp edges. I made a glass of ice water and somehow one of those
giant cubes went straight into my throat and blocked me from breathing.
As I was choking and panicking, my life seemed to pass before my eyes going
backwards. it was me watching me like in a movie and one "still" from
that movie still stands out in my head, just a picture of myself at a very
young age. I don't know why. anyway something told me to get
some very warm water and try to drink and the cube went down. 2553.
James W NDE 4962
English expanded version
1/1/11
As I looked down
at the house – a house where there was a very deep Christian influence, I
first noticed a great many people surrounding it. These people, I did not
recognize, although I could make out their faces. Beyond those I could see
well, stretched a multitude of people into the horizon. That horizon joined
the dimension of the one my companion and I were in. The earthly horizon
joined the heavenly horizon. Those up close, I sensed were alive at the
time, while those in the distance, I sensed as departed. The people up close
were all praying for me. I believe they were kneeling. And their
prayers appeared as smoke rising into the heavens. They were all facing
towards me, more or less, all over the yard.
1999
by Jody Long and Dr. Jeff
NDE Experiences and Comments:
These are summaries of the accounts.
The expanded version can be found by clicking on the link for the experiencer's
name.
Son's drawing in first grade is
premonition of death at age 20.
Probable NDE from attempted suicide.
Mormon NDE from 1891.
NDE due to severe car crash.
NDE due to being hit by car at age 13.
Possible NDE from drowning.
Probable NDE due to surgery at age 7 or 8.
NDE at age 24 due to suicide attempt. Another NDE due to complication
of hypothermic heart-lung bypass surgery.
Probable NDE from suicide attempt.
Probable NDE from severe febrile illness at age 4. Shared 78 years
later.
Probable NDE due to being hit by car.
NDE due to anesthetic complication.
Probable NDE associated with operation.
2729.
Denise T NDE
English expanded version 6/25/11
I overdosed on
pain meds and was dead for several minutes. I had to have adrenaline shot
into my heart. While I was gone, I found myself lying in the grass in a big
field filled with beautiful daisies of all different sizes. There were hills
and trees in the distance. I experienced a feeling of great love and
understanding. While I was there, I really didn't want to leave that
place, but I just knew that when I came back, everything would be OK!
NDE due to overdose of pain medications.
NDE from suicide attempt.
NDE from suicide attempt.
NDE from
choking.
NDE at age 11-12 due to hanging. Shared about 58 years later.
Probable NDE at 8 months of age due to suffocation.
Fear-Death Experience following auto accident.
NDE due to head injury with apparent seizure. Interesting that a
non-ordinary experience began immediately prior to head injury.
Second-person NDE. From Norway, submitted in English. Was her
Grandmother’s NDE at the time of delivery in 1934.
NDE due to choking.
Possible NDE encounter with Jesus.
NDE at age 15 due to unconsciousness with seizure.
NDE due to choking/suffocating on food at age six. Shared 55 years
later.
NDE due to auto accident.
NDE from
imminent life threatening event.
NDE due to complications of
childbirth.
NDE at age 4 due to drowning.
NDE due to complication of aplastic anemia.
NDE happened at age 8 and shared at age 13.
Probable NDE due to alcohol poisoning.
NDE due to complication after surgery.
Brief NDE due to fall from bridge at age 7.
Fear death experience from dramatic fall nearly 1000 feet in a hang glider.
NDE at age 4 due to fall down escalator.
NDE from going unconscious on the playground as a child.
NDE from accident.
NDE due to drowning at
age 17.
NDE from being shot
three time with hemorrhage from femoral artery.
NDE from surgery complications.
NDE from hang gliding accident.
Possible pet dog ADC
with complication of neutering resulting in flat lining, then inexplicable
awareness of contributor's deceased father.
NDE from heroin
overdose.
NDE due to heart
attack.
NDE at age 2 due to
drowning.
Pre-birth and
during-Birth Remembrance. Memories of weeks after birth verified with
parents and are medically plausible.
NDE at age 17 due to
complication of hospitalization following auto accident.
Probable NDE due to
suicide attempt.
NDE from attempted suicide.
Beginning of a NDE
from fainting.
Probable NDE from childbirth
complications.
NDE due to stopping
breathing while under dental anesthesia.
NDE at age 9 from head
trauma. Met deceased brother that she did not know she had until the
NDE.
At age 15. Life-threatening event not defined, but was intent and
awoke next day at parents, suggesting likely unconsciousness.
Probable NDE due to
severe accident.
NDE from blood loss due
to stabbing.
SOBE, possible NDE from
the Philippines.
Coma event, that is a probable NDE.
NDE at age 10 due to
illness.
NDE due to complication
during dental procedure.
NDE due to heart attack
and two cardiac arrests. Contributor is a nurse.
NDE following surgery.
Fear-Death Experience
at age 16 from fall over cliff while on a tractor.
Fear-death experience
from near drowning and other experiences.
NDE from heart attack.
Probable NDE due to blood illness.
Interesting experience in apparent 16th century town.
2670.
Willem
NDE
English
expanded version 4/5/11
From the Netherlands
I just slipped and fell
into the water … I came into a tunnel / or better; it felt like I went up in
spirals. The light was blue / green (it could have been the water) and there
was a peaceful sound (not music but "sound"). I arrived and there was a
"person in light" waiting. He / she took me by the hand and we just stood
there for a while. It felt like getting home; more THIS WAS HOME. The person
in light and I were totally equal; there was only love without any boundary.
And then I was told to go back; I did not want to; I was ordered to go back
because there were "things for me to do down there". Suddenly I was
back and I saw some people on the road by the side of the river being busy
(they where trying to get the water out of my lungs).
NDE due to drowning at
age 2. From the Netherlands, shared in English.
NDE due to accident.
NDE due to auto
accident.
NDE due to episode of
unconsciousness during illness.
NDE due to accidental
overdose.
Probable NDE due to
bleeding due to diverticula.
NDE due to drowning at
age 14.
NDE from childhood fainting
game.
Remarkable NDE!
Beginnings of an OBE
from abortion complications.
NDE due to auto accident.
Possible NDE
from pain.
Exceptional NDE due to
illness, and a must read. Remarkable apparent shared NDE with person
unknown to her. Remarkable encounter with ‘John’ with discussion of
free will. Later mystical experience led to identification of who John
was.
NDE due to anaphylactic
allergic reaction.
NDE due to drowning.
NDE due to drug
overdose. This experience occurred a few days prior to it being
shared.
Possible NDE due to
internal bleeding and emergency surgery.
NDE at age 16 from
drowning. Remarkable description of apparent supernatural assistance
with escape from drowning.
NDE due to drowning.
Probable NDE due to
stated heart attack.
NDE due to cardiac
arrest following procedure for treating hypertrophic cardiomyopathy.
NDE at the age of four
from drowning.
Interesting NDE as a child where
she was shown her future husband and told he would be ill but survive - and
it did come to pass. She was also told that she would not remember her
NDE until later.
Probable NDE
from surgery complications.
NDE from anaphylactic shock.
NDE from hematoma/stomach bleeding.
NDE from being shot.
NDE from physician due
to ruptured appendicitis.
NDE due to heart attack
and cardiac arrest.
Probable NDE after
hemorrhagic stroke.
Short Probable NDE.
NDE due to reaction to
illegal drug injection.
Possible NDE due to
heart attack.
Probable NDE due to
blood loss.
NDE from Belgium due to
bike accident.
NDE due to seizure,
likely due to alcohol withdrawal.
NDE following delivery
from hypotension.
Probable NDE from allergic
reaction to sleeping pills.
Dream vs ICU psychosis.
Posted to illustrate the difference between NDEs and experiences of altered
stated of consciousness that are not NDEs. Those familiar with NDEs
will easily see the difference.
NDE due to heart
attack. OBE- saw doctor’s distinctive tennis shoes.
Probable NDE due to
complication after surgery. Hellish experience.
NDE due to boating
accident with head injury
Possible NDE from childbirth
complications.
NDE from childbirth
complications.
NDE at age 12 due to a
pinealoma (a tumor of the pineal gland, located in the central part of the
brain). Exceptional NDE, including interaction with God, who allowed
her to ask seven questions which were answered.
NDE due to auto
accident. He was considered dead, and covered with a sheet in
preparation to go to the morgue.
NDE due to heart attack
with cardiac arrest. Remarkable verification of OBE observation.
NDE at age 11 due to
febrile illness. I
was practicing a choke hold on another Marine and then he held my neck and
that was when I felt my spirit raise above my body. I looked up and saw a
dark tunnel with the same bright light I saw when I was 11 and very sick. I
saw my mom and dad (Both are now deceased, but were alive a the time of this
NDE), standing on each side of the tunnel. Again I was pulled towards the
light and felt a warm glowing light surround me. I had no worries, time
seemed to stop and I had no ill feelings of want or need or hurry. I felt
amazing and wonderful. I knew I was headed home as it seemed that way. The
next moment I woke up with the drill instructor standing over me. It was
rather disappointing when I realized where I was.
NDE due to being choked
as part of Marine training.
NDE due to car accident
at age 5. Contributor has a doctorate level degree in spite of the
severe trauma he experienced at age 5. Shared 50 years later.
NDE due to
post-surgical complication.
NDE due to respiratory
failure.
NDE due to suicide
attempt by drowning at age 13. Remarkable dialogue with God that saved
her life.
NDE due to loss of
consciousness during heart test.
Possible NDE at time of
biopsy of brain abscess.
Exceptional ADC dream
around time of death of her brother, before she knew he had died.
Remarkable information from brother about need to fight for the custody of
his daughter.
NDE from going unconscious from
pain.
NDE due to insulin
reaction. Interesting in that although he has red-green color
blindness, he was able to distinguish green.
NDE due to blood loss
following surgery.
Possible NDE due to
dental procedure under anesthesia around age 8 – 11.
NDE due to accidental
overdose of codeine containing pain medication. Frightening content.
Probable NDE with TBI
(traumatic brain injury).
OBE early in surgery
during prepping skin for surgery.
NDE due to anesthetic
complication. Interesting ‘anesthetic awareness’ due to insufficient
anesthesia followed by NDE, and they were clearly two distinctly different
experiences.
Probable
NDE from going unconscious.
NDE due to surgical
complication at age 6. Contributor has partial Native American
ancestry.
NDE due to 50 meter
fall.
Probable NDE from
tractor accident and other experiences.
NDE and probable NDE.
Probable NDE at age 13 due to drowning. NDE at age 50 due to diabetic
hyperglycemia.
NDE during medical
procedure for illness.
NDE due to motorcycle
accident. Remarkable physical contact with wife in OBE state prior to
her being aware he had an accident.
Possible NDE
from the flu, at the very least an OBE and spiritually transformative event!
NDE from Dengue Fever.
NDE due to breathing
cessation as a result of a childhood ‘game’ at age 12.
NDE due to ectopic
pregnancy.
Possible NDE due to
sleeping experience during a time she was bleeding from an ectopic
pregnancy. Contributor is Muslim.
NDE due to cardiac
arrest during procedure evaluating a cardiac arrhythmia. Remarkable
encounter with his deceased guru that he had been following for many years.
Experience happened just several weeks ago.
Possible NDE from
medication (valium) and alcohol.
NDE due to criminal
attack.
NDE from allergic
reaction. Contributor is a university professor of Religious Studies.
NDE due to cardiac
arrest following heroin overdose. Remarkable in that his eight year
old son stated that God woke him up at night, told him his father was dying,
and told him to get his mother.
Two
possible NDEs with the common theme of the light.
Apparently he has the interview on a website
somewhere, but from what he says you can get a probable NDE from what he
describes.
NDE due to motorcycle accident.
Shared ADC from mother who died when he was three years old. Shared at
same time, with different content, by friend who was with him.
NDE from accident.
Head trauma kept him from remembering his experience until 20 years later.
Probable
NDE during post-surgical event.
NDE due to traffic accident at age 11. From Belgium, shared in
English.
NDE due to drowning at age 11, shared experience 60 years later. Long
encounter with Jesus. Interesting in that he was severely hearing
impaired, but ‘hearing’ during the NDE was supernormal.
NDE due to car accident.
Non-Western NDE from Kenya due to suicide attempt.
NDE from stroke/seizure by court judge with encounter with God.
NDE due to post-surgical complication.
Probable NDE following accident in surgery. It sounds like father died
in accident, and she apparently first learned this during her NDE.
Shared 59 years after experience.
NDE by Native American with traditional beliefs.
NDE due to cardiac arrest during surgery. Remarkable verified OBE
observations.
NDE from apparent
loss of consciousness in hallway of house.
NDE due to ruptured ectopic pregnancy.
NDE due to allergic reaction from contrast injection for diagnostic
procedure. Contributor is a nurse who was a hospice nurse, and teaches
a college class on end of life issues.
NDE due to anaphylactic allergic reaction due allergy in Vietnam.
NDE due to blood loss following caesarian section delivery.
Probable NDE due to being hit by a car. Very little information
shared. Experience occurred about a month ago.
NDE due to unconsciousness from illness.
NDE due to bleeding and cardiac arrest during surgery.
NDE at age 7 due to complication of dental extraction.
Remarkable and transformative OBE/STE and brief NDE in hospital.
Probable fear-death experience at age 10 with remarkable insights.
Remarkable encounter in tunnel with her mother who was in a coma at the
time. Shared OBE, possible NDE during surgery.
NDE due to complication following accident. Interesting comparison of
OBE at accident scene, and OBE with NDE a few days later.
Second-hand NDE that happened as children in Rhodesia (now Zimbabwe).
What is remarkable about this narrative is the effect his friend's NDE had
on him.
Possible NDE from heart attack after 9 days of
coma.
Probable NDE due to drowning.
NDE due to being shot in head with later cardiac arrest.
NDE due to truck accident.
NDE at age 15 due to drowning as a result of large waves following an
earthquake. Remarkable knowledge gained during life review helped save
his life.
NDE due to complications of childbirth.
Exceptional NDE due to respiratory arrest from bronchitis.
Fear-death experience due to choking at age 17.
NDE due to clinical death while under general anesthesia.
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