NDERF Archive Stories (7/1/11-9/30/11)
Individual
NDE Experiences
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2837.
Douglas H NDE
English expanded version 9/25/11
The first time, I
fell three stories and had some serious head injuries. While I was getting
treated in the hospital, I remember looking down and seeing the doctor and
nurses working on me. Then I became aware of something like a tunnel, and I
remember feeling drawn toward it. I could see a small light at the end of the
tunnel, and as I moved toward it, it seemed to get bigger. It looked just like a
tunnel opening. As I entered the light, it felt like I became a part of it. The
light felt like it passed right though my body, and when it did, it gave me a
such a good, calm feeling. I woke up in the hospital. I talked to the
doctor later and described the number of nurses, their hair color, and where
they had been standing around the table I was on. I told him what the nurses
said and what he said back to them. 2836.
Pauline L NDE
English expanded version 9/25/11
From the UK. I
then saw my grandson, who hadn't been born yet. My daughter had been pregnant
for just a couple of months, and we didn't know what sex the child was. He said
to me, "Gran gran, please go back, or I won't be born!" He held my hand and I
felt the love. It was overpowering. Then he said, "Here is my sister Emma, (my
daughter has had no more children so far) and here are Aunty Shell's children."
They were two perfect blonde wee girl twins, and two wee boy twins. The bigger
of the two boys said his name was Curtis. Charlie, my grandson, repeated, "Gran
gran, hurry, go back please, or I won't be born, hurry!!!" He seemed really
urgent about it. ....he
was calling me "Gran gran" which were the first words he said to me after he
was born. 2835.
David D Probable NDE
English expanded version 9/25/11 I
had a serious liver disease. I was taken to the hospital by my sister. I heard
them tell her I did not have long to live. I saw a priest and nun over me,
giving me Last Rites. I went to another place. About as much as I can say
about it is that it wasn't our world, although It was in the same location. The
presence of Jesus within a mist, or cloud, was all around me. I was told He had
things for me to do. Still in that other world, I was introduced to all the
other patients on the floor. When I awoke the next day, I knew everyone's names.
They thought I was nuts, or looked like they did, anyway. 2834.
Donna NDE
English expanded version 9/25/11
I
thought, “Wow, it’s all over, I’m going to die now” and suddenly and seamlessly
I was over my body up near the ceiling. I looked down at the young woman on the
bed, being killed and raped, and felt sorry for her, but had no emotional
connection to her. It was like my body belonged to someone else. I was surprised
at how comfortable I was, and how easy it was to die. It all happened within a
couple of minutes. I said to myself, “Huh, I thought that one was supposed to
last longer”, and headed up in a light cloud. It felt so perfect. I felt like I
was going home and I felt comfortable and joyous with no doubts at all. It was
like every cell of my body was happy and light and felt right and I have never
felt so accepted. I started rising rapidly which was weird because I don’t
remember seeing any roofs but I must have been far over my house. I didn’t care
about my family, friends, beloved pets, or my murderer; I just wanted to float
in my light of happiness and go home. 2833.
Sandra Z NDE
English expanded version 9/25/11
Instantly, I was
standing behind myself. I saw my dad jump up and I saw my own body leaning back
in the chair. I saw my little sister fly off my lap into the counter and
into the person sitting in front of me. On the floor to my left, there was a
little kids' block with the letter A on it, and as I watched myself faint, I
could see that my body, or my head, WAS going to hit that block. I thought,
"That is going to hurt!" Next, my dad was on top of me, smacking and shaking me.
I came back into my body. When I looked up and saw my dad, I reached behind my
head and there was the block. At that time, I could only cry, because I
was sooooo confused, having no real knowledge of these things or of God. There
is no way anyone can tell me that this did not happen. I was a innocent child.
Much later, I told my father the truth, and he understood completely. 2832.
Kelly S Possible NDE
English expanded version 9/18/11
The next thing I
remember was flying over a large expanse of dark water, heading toward a green
land. There was an entity flying to my right above and behind me, so that
I could not see him. He told me that once I reached the Green Land
(Island?) that I saw ahead, all my questions about everything would be answered.
However, if I went there, I could never come back, nor could I ever communicate
those answers to anyone still here on earth. We were just getting close enough
to hear this wonderful music, when the entity said it was time for me to decide
to go back or to go forward. I had just had the thought that my husband
would not begrudge me this chance, when I was yanked back and slammed back into
this world, with bright lights and pain. I remember saying "I was not suppose to
come back this time. D**N YOU ALL TO H**L" The surgeon and
anesthesiologist said it sounded like the true curse I had meant it to be. 2831.
Angela FDE
English expanded version 9/18/11
There were no words spoken, at any point. Although I know these were
a male presence, I remember not being able to see their faces. I
distinctly remember feeling a hand, a physical hand, on my own, and feeling that
my life was now spared, that I was now safe. Once on the shore, I remember
looking back into the water, and along the shoreline. There was no one
there, except for people visible off in the distance, and back at the hotel. 2830.
Fergus NDE
English expanded version 9/18/11
From Ireland.
I have heard of
people who say they floated over their bodies, but it wasn't like that for me –
I was just watching myself from the outside. I could clearly see myself on the
trolley (gurney) and the three nurses shouting at me and slapping me. I could
feel the dread of one of the nurses, as she called for something. I wasn't
feeling any pain at all, as I watched them trying to revive me. A
defibrillator was rolled up, and when they started using it, still my body felt
nothing. But with every hit of the defibrillator paddles, I could feel
myself being sucked closer, back into my body. Suction – that's the
only way I can describe it. I didn't hear any voices, or see anything –
but a feeling came over me that told me I had to make a choice – stay or go! It
was a feeling of urgency – and I knew I had to make the decision right then and
there. 2829.
Lexy Probable NDE
English expanded version 9/18/11
From Bavaria.
In
the beginning, the tunnel was glowing gently, but then it became more and more
intense and bright. I experienced a feeling of depth and dimension.
My speed increased as I approached the light at the end of the tunnel. The
intensity of the colors deepened. In addition, I was now full of an
expectant joy. A sense of warmth penetrated me, through and through. I saw
shining blue and yellow lines flying past me with increasing speed. The
intensity of the light and the clarity of my consciousness grew as my speed
increased, until I reached a complete high: “Now it is all going to happen!” I
thought – but then I saw glowing, spitting sparks, and I bumped into some sort
of net of electricity. It abruptly stopped my acceleration. 2828.
Francisco R NDE
English expanded version 9/17/11
Original in Spanish. Translated to English by Maria.
In
that precise moment, I started to see myself from above. There was no pain any
more, nor cold, no hunger – only tranquility and an immense peace. I saw my body
being hurt by the electric current, but I did not care at all. The feeling of
peace was so enormous that I did not need anything from this world. I realized
that I was dead, and that my body was just another nail that had fallen.
I understood I had neither body nor eyes, but my consciousness was intact, and I
felt like I could perceive the world with something close to omniscience – it
was like I knew everything. Then I started to leave. I could see the Universe
very far away, at the end of a tunnel. Then I had the feeling that – wait a
minute! – I am dying and I've had no sons, nor have I had a girlfriend – and I
wanted to have all that! I did not want to die without having had a full life! 2827.
Marsy C Probable NDE
English expanded version 9/14/11
Original in French. Translated to English by Jean Peter.
The problem was, I
did not know when to push. I was extremely tired, just lying there
quietly. After a moment, I felt I was out of my body. This was an
unfamiliar feeling, extremely weird. I was conscious, I saw myself on the
delivery table, my husband was next to me, I could see the midwife, and out the
window, I could see that the weather was good – but I was/felt out of my body,
as if my body were separated from my soul. It seemed as if body and soul were
two different things – my body was below, and I was above, seeing everything.
The room was very bright, the weather was good outside. I don’t remember hearing
any specific sound; on the contrary, I would say that everything was quiet,
there was no noise at all. Then, after a while, I told to myself, "This cannot
be! It cannot end like this!" Right away, I felt myself falling back into my
body. I pushed once, and my son was born. 2826.
Glenna C NDE
English expanded version 9/10/11 I
had this real sharp pain. It was just not going away – I could not even breathe.
I'm telling you, this pain was so great that I knew I was having an heart attack
!!! I could not even reach the phone to call for help. "This is it," I
thought. "I'm going to die here by myself." The pain was getting worse and
worse, and soon I could not even breathe. Then there was this real bright light.
I had never seen anything like it before! It was so soft! I was
drawn to it. I remember there was this
guy whose
face I could not see. But I knew him, and he knew who I was. As I
looked around, I saw people sitting in this room that was like a tunnel.
They all knew who I was, but I didn't know them. Either that, or I could not
tell who they were, for they had no faces, or maybe their faces were just in
shadow from the bright light. They were talking to me, asking me
questions, asking me why don't I just stay here. 2825.
Kristy G NDE
English expanded version 9/10/11 I
just felt really still for a minute. Then I saw the long dark tunnel with the
light and I walked through it. I saw my body; it was in the car. I felt my
sister tug on my hair, telling me, "Kristy, don't leave me. I need you." So, I
came back. 2824.
Deborah D Probable NDE
English expanded version 9/10/11 As
soon as I heard the sound I knew I was dying as I traveled down a tunnel. At
first it was dark as I heard the sound but then I saw a small bright light come
closer and brighter. More than bright light, I knew it was GOD the farther I
traveled the warmer and happier I felt. I was going toward a bright light. It's
where you want to be…. I knew exactly what was happening. I understood why I had
to go back. They told me it wasn't my time. 2823.
Michaele S NDE
English expanded version 9/10/11 The vastness wasn't empty yet it was. We arrived at what the being
said (with a wave of his arm, the first time he used it) was Love. "This is
Love. It is always here, always streaming toward you, never diminishing, always
loving you. All you have to do is open to it. Receive it. This will heal you.
(In that moment, I thought it was about my body healing...and it was but it was
also about so much more and I learned this in the years following this
experience.) I have never found a way to truly describe what I saw there and
resort to the only explanation I can give for something that defies our limited
language. LOVE was boundless yet contained, no color and all color, nothing and
all things, it was tangible, dense, mysterious, light. It was everything and
nothing. It was an actual presence but not personality. It was all shape and no
shape. I felt so joyous in the most peaceful quiet way...very grounded and
accepting.
2822.
Catherine M Probable NDE
English expanded version 9/10/11 I
was able to see it for a second, and remember realizing that they were all
pictures of my life. i don't remember what the picture was of that helped me
realize this. Something all tells me that it was a picture of me and a family
member when I was a small child, but I have no evidence or remembrance to back
this up, I just always remember thinking that. 2821.
Barbara E NDE
English expanded version 9/10/11 As
I settled into the love without condition, I realized more and more how utterly
and absolutely intelligent light was. The sheer level of creativity and
intellect was emotionally and psychologically beyond comprehension. I knew that
because light was telepathically melded with me, allowing me to sense at least a
minute degree of what was contained within. There was so much thought and
information that it felt as if zillions of scrolls of data about the true nature
of reality just kept unraveling. I was lost and overwhelmed and had no
comprehension of what it all meant. Yet the central message came through loud
and clear. Reality is SO much larger, multi-layered and multi-dimensional than
we realize. Consciousness is able to experience so much more than what we
commonly practice. Everything has purpose and meaning. 2820.
Angela E NDE
English expanded version 9/10/11 They
said to me, you are not supposed to be here. I got a little scared at that time
and thought I was going to get in trouble. There was a door there, it was
closed. I remember someone opened it and I was so excited to see that person.
They seemed full of Love and Kindness. That person that opened the door made me
feel safe. They called for someone else to come through it. They then closed it
back. I remember sitting there and getting a bit anxious for it to be my
turn to go through it. 2819.
Margaret V NDE
English expanded version 9/10/11 From
Canada.
I
was brought in to the ER by ambulance. I don't remember that much. l do remember
being in the hospital and being brought into a room. I was there only a few
minutes, or so I thought. I remember being aware that my chest was feeling
different from usual. I also remember that at the time, I was
wondering if it was my body that I was looking down on, because I was also
looking around and seeing no one. I said, "Um, um, I don't know where everyone
is, but something is happening here. I don't feel right." Next thing I see
is that I am in a dark room. It wasn't round, it wasn't square, it was just
very, very warm, very beautiful, and very, very black. 2818.
Karen M NDE
English expanded version 9/10/11 Off
in the distance, I could see a light. As I watched, it started moving towards
me, getting closer and closer. I actually cannot say if I was moving towards it,
or if it was coming towards me. But I do remember that I was not afraid, in
spite of the strangeness of what was happening. I could feel the warmth from the
light, which was not like any light I had ever seen before. It was bright, but
at the same time, it didn't hurt my eyes as I looked into it. I felt happy
and unafraid. The light had just come to the point where it was starting to
surround me, when it started to back away. I remember thinking, "What's going
on? Why is it leaving?" I couldn't understand why it was leaving. Then I was
aware that it was I who was going backwards – back into the darkness. I didn't
see anyone or hear anything, all I remember is the light and how it felt. I did
not even know I had passed until much later on. It turned out that I had died
for five minutes before they brought me back. But the few minutes in the light
only felt like seconds to me before I was pulled away from it. 2817.
Regina D NDE
English expanded version 9/10/11 I
was told later that after the wave washed me ashore people moved me away from
the water and my aunt performed CPR on me. My out of body experience
occurred from this location on shore. My point of view was not from where
my body was; Instead, I was next to my body facing my parents (who were standing
behind my body so I must have turned around). I did not turn to look at
them it is just naturally what I saw. It is difficult for me to describe
what I saw. My view bobbed up and down as if I were floating. It
didn't look like a color or a black and white video. There were bits of
color but the lines between colors were not totally clear. It as almost
like a fuzzy picture with the different colors floating and bobbing around.
There was a lot of commotion and noise that seemed to be muffled. 2816.
Tracy D NDE
English
expanded version 9/10/11 He
looked so perfect and so at peace. I can't really describe how awesome and calm
and perfect he looked. When he passed he was all gray beard and mustache , 73
years old. As he appeared before me he was much younger (in his prime with thick
wavy bright deep red hair as he had when he was younger, only much more vivid
and intense. Any imperfection or flaw he had was sculptured, chiseled away to a
smooth perfection. HE LOOKED PERFECT, BEAUTIFUL AND CONSUMED WITH PEACE AND JOY
AND OVERFLOWING WITH UNDERSTANDING AND LOVE.. I COULD GO ON AND ON.... WE
VISITED FOR WHAT SEEMED LIKE HOURS. (afterward I discovered I had been
without a heartbeat for 1 min and 14 seconds ) WE LAUGHED AND HUGGED AND CRIED (
AND EVERYTHING WORKED...NO FREEZING OF LIMBS ,...NO INABILITY TO MOVE..) and
then he hopped down off his post and turned on the ocean floor and started to
walk away. I jumped up and said..."DAD... HEY,... WAIT A MINUTE " AND BEGAN TO
FOLLOW HIM AND IT WAS AT THAT MOMENT HE STOPPED, TURNED AROUND SMILED THIS HUGE
HEARTWARMING AND INDESCRIBABLE SMILE AND SAID..." NO SON , YOU GOTTA GO BACK .
THEY'RE FIXING YOU, ITS NOT YOUR TIME."
2815.
Oscar O NDE
English expanded version 9/10/11 I
stopped before the light and we begin to have a conversation not verbally but
through some form of telepathy. I also noticed that we seemed to be surrounded
in some void because the light was the only thing I could see and I realized the
light was Jesus Christ. We begin to review my life before the drowning (it was
very similar to one of those old slide projectors where a scene would appear and
then we would discuss it and then another scene would appear and we would
discuss that one). I remember when I stood before my biologic father for getting
into some mischief how I had a sense of dread and fear because I knew the
circumstance was going to earn me a spanking but this review with the light
never once did I have this same sense of fear, it was as though I was being
shown what happened in that scene and then what the outcomes was. 2814.
Adam N NDE
English expanded version 9/10/11 I
got up and crashed onto the couch face down suddenly and fast. I heard him say
""Oh Shit"" really loud and start freaking out and then suddenly I was not in my
body in an instant. I was above it looking down at it and saw him and what he
was doing to me. He was yelling and shaking me and telling me to wake up. My
lips looked very blue and dark. Even though I wasn't in my body anymore I felt
like I could feel my heart stop. It was calming as soon as the beating ceased. I
was exactly who I am now only without a body. Everything was the same, but I was
just a consciousness, not a body. I remember feeling very very scared, but not
for myself, but at what was happening. 2813.
Jason P FDE
English expanded version 9/10/11 Was
surfing on a boogey board in Hawaii, the guy in front of me wiped out and didn’t
have the leash secured so his 6 or more foot long fiberglass water shot out of
the water and landed right on my face/head. And I floated there bordering on
consciousness in a huge blood pool until I was poked by a huge tiger shark. Then
poked again. That’s when I had a life review, and was lifted out of the water by
a faceless, glowing entity and flown to shore in an instant. No one ever saw the
entity but me..." 2812.
Anne-Cécile NDE
English expanded version 9/7/11
From France. Original in French,
translated to English by Simon A.
I left my body and
was drawn, sucked, through a passage, like a tunnel, towards an intense white
light. The space was not wide, it was like a roadway. I was following
along it towards the light, no doubt about it. Suddenly I had a thought about my
boyfriend, with whom I was in love. Immediately, I found myself back in my car.
I felt overwhelmed by the sudden onrush of noise and activity going on around
me. The firemen were shouting and talking loudly to me. They were cutting the
car open to get me out – and then putting me on a rigid stretcher. For a moment
I had a rush of memories, and acceleration of thoughts. (I no longer recall
whether this was just before I came round inside the car, or when I was on my
way towards the light.) 2811.
Julianna NDE
English expanded version 8/28/11 I
began to panic, I wanted so badly to be one with the light. Then I saw the palm
of a hand – the hand was so huge! I could see it coming towards me to the point
where the light shone through the webbing of His fingers. I heard a voice, a
man's voice, strong and gentle, say the words, "Not yet." Then I opened my
eyes – I was drifting in and out of consciousness. My friend was giving me CPR.
I remember laughing when he said I had been dead for 5 minutes and had been
turning blue. I remember this NDE so vividly! I am convinced that it was
Jesus who pushed me back, and that the canyon I could not get around was hell. 2810.
Roberta W Probable NDE
English expanded version 8/28/11 Pulled
from my body, understanding that I did not have a body conflicting with some
sensations recognized by me physical resistance to leaving, understanding that I
was dying, typical tunnel experience with the light pulling me. Arrival at
the light was mind blowing love that I recognized as God. Mind transfer of
information, telepathy, knowing that when we die, we understand everything,
which is so very simple actually I did not want to leave, felt emotion that I
can summon today, 27 years later after the experience. I was then sucked
back into my body. Next thing I remember is waking up in my hospital bed… I feel
somewhat confused that I would want to stay with God and resist coming back to
my loved ones. 2809.
Sally E NDE
English expanded version 8/28/11 They
put me in the ambulance, and during the ride to the hospital (about 20 min)
while they kept spraying nitro under my tongue to ease the pressure, (it didn't)
I had the first NDE. I was aware of everything going on in the ambulance,
but at the same time, I was in a long hallway. It reminded me of a hotel
hallway, because I was aware of doors all along both sides. At the end of
the hallway was one door that had such a bright light behind it, the rays were
seeping out on all sides of the door. I had no body – just a
consciousness. Then there was a great roaring sound (like a jet plane,
just before it begins to go down the runway) and I was suddenly traveling at an
unbelievable rate of speed towards the door at the end of the hallway. 2808.
Karen O Possible NDE
English expanded version 8/28/11 From
the UK. I
was walking towards a beautiful, bright, white light. There were hundreds of
people of all denominations walking with me. I wasn't scared; in fact, I felt
euphoria and excitement. It was like we were on a path, or road. Different
colored bright lights were rushing past me, and it was like walking out of a
dark tunnel. Next minute I felt like I woke up on some beautiful green grass
that went on for miles and miles. To my right was a river and to my left was a
wooden fence that also went on for miles. I felt like I was little again, maybe
5 years old, and I was looking for a gate. There was a man on the other side
painting flowers, and I remember saying, "Excuse me, can you lift me over, as I
can't find the gate," to which he replied, "This isn't your time, you've got to
go back. There are things you for you to do." Next minute, I was running back
through the people, knocking against them, saying "sorry" as I ran. And then I
woke up. 2807.
Donna G Probable NDE
English expanded version 8/28/11 After
many tests to find the hole in my small intestine, I was rushed into emergency
surgery at 11:00 pm at night to repair both small intestine and bladder.
As the surgery was ending, my heart raced and then almost stopped. I was on a
respirator for twelve hours, and in intensive care for a full day... I
found myself standing outside the archway of a living room area. (There was no
door.) Inside was a sofa. Sitting on the sofa was my grandmother.
Standing next to her, talking to her, was my sister Barbara, who passed away
last year from colon cancer. Standing next to her, was my twin sister Diane,
who had died at birth when we were born. (The cord had been wrapped around her
neck and the doctors could not save her.) Except Diane was not a baby here – she
was a grown adult. 2806.
Jack B NDE
English expanded version 8/28/11 "Suddenly
I found myself landing in the sand on an ocean shore. I got up and saw this long
bridge in front of me. it looked like it was miles long, but it only took me a
few steps to cross it. When I got to the end, a man, who seemed to be my
grandfather, was standing there. He told me, "You just need to finish what's
started, so get busy." " 2805.
Giselle L NDE
English expanded version 8/20/11
This tunnel was
amazing – THE MOST BEAUTIFUL thing I've ever seen. It was alive. It was energy,
and its color was bright BLUE! A living framework, geometrically perfect lines,
synchronized, moving lines that spun inside each other. So beautiful! I
zipped through it and ended up in the void again, where I found myself staring
through a square-shaped hole. I was staring at myself while the doctor and
nurses were trying to revive me.... I don't like to call what I experienced
"emotion." My body seemed to be free from all emotion. The word I would choose
would be "BLISS." 2804.
Ozzie F NDE
English expanded version 8/20/11
As I
stood on my side of the perfectly clear stream that was meandering crystal-clear
water over the rocks, I noticed that my place of waiting was like the pasture
field on the other side of the stream—beautiful flowers and grass carpeted. When
I commenced walking down to cross small creek to greet and hug mommy and Sister
Bonnie, my sister said: “not now bubby, don’t cross over yet.” My mommy
did not utter one word, she was there and she was smiling. … I am an
amputee--right leg above the knee--in my NDE my body was whole. 2803.
Henrietta K NDE
English expanded version 8/20/11
That light seemed to be
the source of all the light, all the love, all the goodness, pleasure and peace
in all of existence. It was the source of everything. It seemed to be the only
thing that had ever mattered. It was contained within everything and it united
everything, and I was being drawn to it as if by an electromagnet... The content
of that other world was somehow more real, more essential, more true, more
substantial. More meaningful. More beautiful...I
continue to think about my experience frequently, and have grown to cherish it
for the sense of peace it gives me, and the desire it gives me to try to
recreate some of that same peace, kindness, and love in this world. 2802.
Storm: Possible NDE
English expanded version 8/20/11
There was no sound what son ever. I saw what appeared to be a castle in the
distance. It looked like it was made of white, light pink and powered blue sand.
There was a draw bridge connected to this castle. I saw Jesus and John the
Baptist walking down the bridge reading a scroll, deep into conversation with
each other. ( at 4 years old I may have known who Jesus was by a picture in our
house, but not John the Baptist) I tried to wave Jesus down while running
through the clouds. He did not look up at me at all. He waved his hand in my
direction as if to say "Not yet, you are not suppose to be here" I suddenly
opened my eyes and I was back in bed. 2801.
Beckie W NDE
English expanded version 8/20/11
The next thing I
knew, I was sitting next to someone way above myself. We were looking down on
the operating room where the doctor and six other people were working on me. I
remember seeing the light shining on me and the doctors in white. The person
next to me had their arm around me telling me everything was going to be OK. I
remember I had a conversation with this person, but I don't remember what it was
about now. 2800.
Kelly D NDE
English expanded version 8/20/11
From
where I was, I heard the deafening crash and my own deafening screams below me,
as (I later surmised) I had been spiritually catapulted right through my neck
and into the embrace of Mary, the Mother of God [Mary is frequently referred to
in religious literature as "the neck of the Church.] I had no sense of my
body, including my neck, and I saw nothing at first, but I heard music which
sounded like the most beautiful laughter of children or I thought, "angels! the
Cherubim!"....it was more beautiful than any music I had ever heard on earth,
and I felt that the angels laughed when good things happened on earth. I
felt this was the music of the spheres. The angels (whom I never saw) were
like petals of the Rose that enfolded me with love. I felt safe, free and
certain that this was the gateway to Heaven. I cannot describe the utter
joy and peace. 2798.
Darla M Probable NDE
8/18/11
edited for clarity by Judy Shea 8/27/11
My experience is slightly different
from the typical NDE. I was pregnant with twins. When I had a sonogram, we
found out that one baby had died, and the other was not right. That
evening I went into labor; I was 22 weeks along. After the delivery, the
doc told me that since I had lost a lot of blood, if I felt woozy, I should let
him know. I did feel a bit woozy, so they took me away. I don't to this day know
what they did to me, but I experienced racing through a tunnel that seemed to
twist and turn. My hands were extended above my head. I was holding something
cupped in my hands. We were racing to the end of the tunnel towards a
light which started out looking small, but grew larger as we progressed. This
light was always visible, even though we were twisting and turning. The light
got very bright and large as if the tunnel was ending – and that is all I
remember. I believe I took my baby to heaven, that is why I changed "I" to
"we" above. One of my twins died sometime before the sonogram, and the
other twin died shortly after delivery; and yes, I do have the sense that I had
him cupped in my hands. I couldn't see what was in my hands, though; I just had
this feeling that as I was racing through this tunnel, my whole focus and all my
attention was on protecting what I was carrying cupped in my hands. In order to
maintain my gentle grasp, I had to sort of continually pay attention to
balancing as we travelled. It was afterwards that I reasoned it must have
been my baby, though I never was allowed to see what it was I was holding.
This happened 16 years ago. I would like to know if anyone else has ever had a
similar experience. I don't know of anyone who has – however, I have to say I
certainly don't tell random people that I took my baby to heaven. Very few
people know I had this experience. 2797.
Magdalena M NDE
English expanded version 8/17/11
Something very
strong threw me backwards at great speed into a very dark tunnel. I felt very
frightened – but suddenly I was, like, "floating" forwards inside the tunnel.
I started to feel very well. I could make out a golden light at the end of the
tunnel, like a beautiful sunset. I felt flighty, light and very happy, more
peaceful than I ever had in my life. As I was approaching the light, I
could see something like several silhouettes waiting for me. It was all
peace and happiness, but suddenly I could not go forward any more. I
felt like something was stopping me. 2796.
Christal NDE
English expanded version 8/13/11
Then I found myself
standing in a vertical tunnel. I say "tunnel" for lack of a better word.
It seemed more like a well and I was standing at the bottom of it. The top
was about three feet above my head. It was dark in the "well," but there
was a light (this sounds SO LAME!!) at the top of it. As the light grew
brighter, I could make out some people, sort of leaning over, peering in. I saw
three of my grandparents – and there were two other people who don't seem
familiar to me now, but I remember knowing who they were at the time. I felt
happy and very glad to see them. They spoke to me, but not with their mouths. I
can't remember what they said. I reached my hand up as if to let them pull
me out, but my grandmother scolded me: "NOT YET!" she said. I then
started hearing a lot of voices. Their voices. Other voices. I remember gasping
for air, and as I did, it sort of sucked me back into the bed. I opened my eyes
to my husband shaking me and my daughter sobbing, "You weren't breathing!!" She
had freaked out and called my husband and he had rushed home. 2795.
Lynn R NDE
English expanded version 8/13/11
I
leaned back in a relaxing position, expecting to see my biological Dad who had
passed away a few years earlier, to walk through the curtain and take my hand
and lead me through the curtain. I felt certain he was just on the other side of
the curtain, (or cocoon like material), and I was content to wait on him to put
in an appearance. As I waited, for what seemed days, (although I wasn't
impatient, just content to be waiting.), I finally looked to my left and
downward. I saw my husband standing with my children and son-in-law, who was
holding my one grandchild. As I was watching them all standing together a light
seemed to come out of each of them. The light appeared to be coming from them in
rays of different colors. I seemed to know somehow that the rays coming from
them was their love for me. I knew then that I couldn't go with my Dad, but had
to stay here for my family. 2794.
Shane J NDE
English expanded version 8/13/11
I
was standing in field except the "grass" was like lit up fiber optics with a
bright light on the horizon. I could hear what was going on in the ER but when I
looked back, I could not see the ER. The Temperature was perfect and I could
breathe again. I have Alpha-1-Anti-Tryspin and 2/3 of my lungs are destroyed. I
had contracted pneumonia. I heard my wife yelling and said to myself "I had
better get back or I'm in trouble" The next I remember is waking up with a mask
on and medical people all over me. 2793.
Kay NDE
English expanded version 8/13/11
From Australia.
I
fainted, and next thing I knew, I was in another place. It was a white room, and
I was sitting on a box covered in white shag pile carpet. There was a door
to the left which was shut, and I could hear kids playing outside. I had no
pain, felt happy and relaxed. I was talking to someone, but I could not tell you
who it was. I got the impression that they didn't expect me there, as the person
I was talking to was coming through a door. The door opened to me, and all I
could see was bright light! But then, here on Earth, I heard my brother start
to talk to me. He put a cold cloth on my head, and I was back. 2792.
Helen J Probable NDE
English expanded version 8/13/11
From the UK.
They
came to take me to the operating room. I felt scared. My chances of
survival were 50-50. During the operation, I suddenly found myself in this
awful blackness. I felt sick with fear. It felt evil. I felt
as though I was being dragged backwards down a flight of stairs and my head
bounced down each step. 2791.
Charmaine M NDEs
English expanded version 8/13/11
From the UK.
I followed her again
and this time the experience seemed longer and I met more family members who had
passed away and pets from childhood. I saw amazing flowers that were bigger than
we have on earth and fields of green and blue seas. I also got to see my Mother
who was still alive because I wanted to go home and my Gran said I only had to
think of her and I would be with her. She could not see me but I could see her.
Again I was told this was not my time to die and was taken back to my body. The
men who had beaten me were scared and said "She is a witch". 2790.
Jeff L NDE
English expanded version 8/13/11
I
had crawled underneath a desk in the living room, where there was an electric
outlet, with several bobby pins. Using one hand, I put a pin in one receptacle
of an outlet, then another pin in the other receptacle of the same outlet, and
they started moving back and forth. I put a third pin in one receptacle of the
outlet next to it, and suddenly couldn't move. I remember all this as clearly as
if it were yesterday. Suddenly I was looking down at the room from the ceiling,
and could see the couch where my parents were talking, the table in front of
them, the desk, and the general layout of the room. My father got up and
(I later realized) pulled me out from under the desk by my legs. That was the
end of that memory. Strangely, I asked my parents about this many decades later
and they didn't remember it. 2789.
Eloise S NDE
English expanded version 8/6/11
This
happened in 1974. I was in the hospital delivering my baby. I had tuberculosis
at that time and was having problems breathing. The nurse had to hold my hands
down because I kept trying pull off the breathing mask. When I turned my
head to look at the heart monitor, I realized that I was not breathing any more.
I was above my body, up near the ceiling in a different dimension. It was
like looking out at a 3-D glass window. I tried to figure out what was
happening, as I looked at my body down there. I was watching the doctor, nurses,
and the other people trying to bring me back. To me, everything looked in
slow motion and I felt so peaceful. I kept trying figure out why my body was
down there. As I looked down at myself, I noticed I had on the hospital robe I
had put on earlier, and everything else looked the same. Suddenly I was
looking at my hands – no longer above myself. I opened my eyes and I was in my
hospital bed again. My doctor was sitting next to me in a chair. I looked
at him. He said, "We almost lost you." I told him, "I know. I saw everything." 2788.
Karen G Mother's NDE
English expanded version 8/6/11
She
said everything seemed to start getting further and further away and she went up
and up towards the ceiling and it got fuzzy as she seemed to be passing through
the ceiling and she could look up at a light - it wasn't a LIGHT - it was like
an openness - an awakening that her brain registered as a light. She felt
it was like going home and she felt really good. But then she started to
panic. My dad was in Korea and she was worried who would take care of me
on earth and the next thing she knew, she was slammed back into her body.
2787.
Ellen A Probable NDE
English expanded version 8/6/11
All
of a sudden, I looked over to the ceiling corner of my curtained cubicle, there
appeared in 3d color my beloved Dad and brother Joe - both deceased. They were
in the form of a HOLOGRAM - transparent but vivid and pretty much life size
(maybe a bit smaller). They said nothing, showed no expression, and just
looked down at me. Now I was really happy!!… Had I imagined this, I would have
included my favorite brother John in this experience - although deceased, he did
not appear in my vision. My husband Ron was a great friend of my John.
Ron said knowing John, he probably could not make the visit as he had a hot date
with a heavenly body. 2786.
Joe W NDE 5301
English expanded version 8/6/11
I
felt a presence in the clouds. I tried to clarify who was there. I could
not see a face but felt a presence of Jesus on a throne. I said who are
you. He replied I am your Lord Jesus. I fell to my knees. Jesus said
"Don't be afraid, I love you". I don't have the words to express my
feeling of his presence. Example: I am a father and the great feeling it
was when I would rock my child to sleep. He had a unconditional love
toward me. Jesus said " What do you think of you life so far? I had a
strong sense I had not completed what I need to learn as a human being.
Jesus said" You may stay with me or return to being a human being". I told
Him that I wanted to stay but I need to go back to learn more about love and
knowledge. He said " If that is your decision let it be". I found my self
coming out of unconsciousness. The first thing I heard was medical personnel
saying that I was not dead. 2785.
Mitchell M NDE
English expanded version 8/6/11
I
was going under over and over, swallowing water, crying. Then, I
finally went under and just gave up. The last thing I remember is noticing how
the sunlight was slanting through the water. Suddenly I was high up in the
air. I could see myself floating face down. I could see my cousin
waving his arms and yelling for help, and my dad running toward the water.
I also saw another man jump up and run toward the water. At that point I
remember thinking that I really wanted to tell my dad not to be so scared,
because I was in a safe place. Then my favorite grandma, who had died
several years before, was next to me. I didn't see her, I just knew she
was there. She said, "You have to go back, Mitchell, you can't be here
yet." The next thing I knew, I was being carried up the beach by the man
whom I had seen jump up and run toward the water to help rescue me. 2784.
Kathryn A NDE
English expanded version 8/6/11
I
began to ask, "How do I get out of here?? I am so happy to be home!
Get me out of this car!!!" I was lovingly told that I had more work to do. I was
specifically instructed to take off my seat belt and get out of the car. I was
shown something that appeared to me only in my thoughts for that moment, and
that gave me the desire to return. I took off my seat belt and crawled through
the space where the window used to be. As I began to rise, I asked, "How long do
I have to hold my breath!?" and immediately the answer came: "As long as it
takes." 2783.
Sabrina E Probable NDE
English expanded version 8/6/11
I had a bleed on the
brain, died and went to Heaven. There I saw a lot of lights. The souls of
those gone before me were the lights. It was like a room carpeted all
over. Way up front, there was God !! Behind him stood my daughter,
who had passed about 3 years before. I made my way through the lights, and when
I got up to the front, the Lord spoke to me. He said, "I just wanted you
to see that I have her and that she is fine." I started trying to get her
but she wouldn't come to me!! I used to spent days at her grave site. My
car would just never pass up the graveyard. On my way home from work, I
would sit there and cry, make sure the site was clean. Anyway, God sent me
BACK!! He told me that she was his child not mine, that she was mine for
only a moment. My grandma was the angel who brought me back. She
kept saying, "Go back baby, you will be fine." 2782.
Curtis M NDE
English expanded version 8/6/11
The
next thing I know, I am looking down at myself watching the chaos, hearing my
name. Then the light, this wonderful bright light I was moving towards this
bright light I wasn't cold anymore I was at ease. I see figures, and hear
familiar voices. One in particular was my Grandmother telling me I needed
to go back and that my family needed me. Then this feeling of calm, a hand
touched my shoulder, I felt love like extreme love. I looked in the direction of
the hand, then he spoke the most calming, loving voice! She is right my son, you
must go back, you are needed. I didn't want to leave. Then my eyes are opening
to pain. Oh, the pain! I was back in my body. I haven't told this to anyone. I
told my wife this morning, and now you. I didn't think anyone would believe me.
My wife does, she put me in her arms and whispered I believe you. 2781.
Tanya NDE
English expanded version 8/6/11
I
needed to talk to someone who would listen to me. But I couldn't call out for
anyone, since I could hardly breathe. And when I tried to get up to go find
someone, I fell onto the floor of my hospital room in a panic. I kept struggling
to get air into my lungs but I could not. I clawed at my throat. Suddenly I felt
my body relax completely. Surrounded by darkness, I heard beautiful, gothic-type
music, like angels singing. I felt myself floating – completely at peace – so
happy! When I woke up hours later, I was in the ICU and had a breathing
tube down my throat. The doctor said that when they had found me, I had stopped
breathing, and that they did not know how long I had been unconscious. 2780.
Emily R NDE
English expanded version 8/6/11
They
rolled me into the operating room. The next thing I remember, I saw my body on
the table. Then I was in this dark room. I started to turn my head around and
that's when I saw the light. I tried to drag my hand and my body toward the
light. The next thing I remember, I was in the recovery room. Next, the nurse
started pushing the bed toward my room. My daughter was explaining to me what
had happen, but I wasn't paying attention. The next morning, I felt so at peace.
I was in a daze! The doctor came in and explained what had happen to me. He
said, "The surgery went well, but there was a problem getting the trachea out of
your mouth." I had died but started breathing again on my own. I was very much
at peace while he was talking to me, but also in a daze. In three days, I
requested to go home. While at home, I started to remember. It was like a
flash. 2779.
Maria Teresa Possible NDE
English expanded version 7/31/11
From
Italy. Original in Italian, translated to English by Maria.
Once
I had been anesthetized, I suddenly found myself running down a long black
tunnel. In fact, this was my soul leaving my body, running fast inside this
tunnel so I could reach a white light, a bright ring. But the very moment I
reached the light, I turned around and, retracing my steps, ran back through the
tunnel at the same speed, until I reached where I had started – only to turn
around again and run back down the tunnel towards the light. Again and
again, I ran towards the light, and then back to where I had started, and then
back towards the light again, over and over. While doing this, I
enjoyed a feeling of serenity, peace and calm. But once awake after the
surgery, I felt extremely tired, as if I had just run a great many kilometers!
The feelings of "detachment" and "running fast" towards the light are the most
difficult experiences to explain. It felt sort of like an emergency – back and
forth, back and forth – as if a disaster were attracting me towards the light,
but another was pulling me back towards towards my body. 2778. Art
J NDE
English expanded version 7/30/11
I remember
drifting up from my body and seeing him back away and put his hands on his head.
He stayed in that position for a while. 2777. Burt
G NDE
English expanded version 7/30/11
After a second or
so, a sense of peace overcame all my emotions, and I knew I was looking at my
now-lifeless body. But I did not care! It was a relief to know it was over. I
knew I was very near Heaven – but almost instantly I knew I could not stay
there. It seems like it happened both in a second and in 15 minutes all at once.
In the place where I found myself, time had no meaning whatsoever. That feeling
of being complete remains with me, and sometimes for a brief instant, I get a
glimpse of what I felt – and I wish everyone could have this feeling!! Then all
of a sudden – wham – I was right back in that painful crumpled body on the
floor. It felt like I was pushed, and I did not want to go back. 2776. Cate
NDE
English expanded version 7/30/11
I
felt the presence of my deceased grandfather. I don't remember everything that
was said, but basically I remember that it was revealed that I could move on if
I wanted to, but once I reached the light I would not be able to return to my
body. He did not want my life to end, though, because I still had some important
lessons to be learned in this lifetime. He said that after I learned what I
needed to about love that it would be my time to go. I have a chronic illness
and this last year I have narrowly avoided death five times. My illness almost
claimed me three times, I was also crossing the street when I felt an unseen
force push me backwards out of the path of an incoming car, and last of all I
nearly fell off a cliff. He said that it was no accident that my life I had been
spared each one of those times. And what I need to learn in this life is so
vital that I really need to go back. 2775. Tallulah
F NDE
English expanded version 7/30/11
Then I realized
I was outside my body looking down on myself. People were coming in and I could
not get their attention. I realized I was slowly loosing my senses ie vision,
hearing, etc. and things began to fade. Suddenly I was moving at a high
rate of speed up a tunnel or vortex. Far up ahead I could see a very bright
light and it felt like the most beautiful feeling I've ever had as I moved
toward it. I got close enough to the light to make out a doorway and the light I
was seeing was spilling out from the door which was only
partially open. The door closed and I was in darkness till I came too in the
ambulance. 2774. Donna
M NDE 5286
English expanded version 7/30/11 The
voice said they were crying over me because I was in a car accident. I kept
asking why? I didn't feel pain, actually I felt peaceful. Then I remembering
waking up on the ground around the EMTs and friends. While in the
emergency room, the NC State trooper approached me while I was waiting to be
stitched up and said "You should have been dead!" he said that the car went the
distance of 2 football fields jumped two ditches and knocked a residents home
off the foundation at a speed of 80 mph. 2773.
Stephen's Girlfriend's Probable NDE
English expanded version 7/23/11
What I didn't
know was that my girlfriend was pregnant with twins, but it was an ectopic
pregnancy. One of the babies was stuck in a fallopian tube. She got sicker soon
after I left and had to be rushed to the hospital that same night. After a few
tests and much pain and suffering, they began her surgery.
During the operation, she remembers, she saw me at my home, lying on my bed, and
she called out to me by name. Now – at this exact same moment, I was indeed
lying on my bed, just dozing a little, when I was awakened, startled by someone
shouting my name. I ventured out onto my stairway landing to see who was
calling, but nobody was there. I went back to lying on the bed. Over the
next few days, I was able to speak to her and was brought up to date on all that
had happened. A strongly surreal moment for me was when she said, "I saw
you lying down on your bed, and I called out to you." I exclaimed, "Oh my God, I
heard you call! How can that be? You were 20 miles away!" 2772.
Paul P NDE
English expanded version 7/23/11
They
transferred me to critical care, and the heart specialist came. My heart rate
was up to 300 beats per minute and stayed that way for 5 hours. I remember the
lights were glaring overhead, and I could not fight any more. I left my body and
went up a tunnel toward a beautiful golden light. I was in the presence of
a spiritual being, Jesus. He told me that it was not time for me to stay
there and that I would go back, that my mom needed me. He told me other things
that I cannot remember. I remember being in the hospital room and
realizing that I was not in my body. I remember seeing a baby. I no longer
felt sick or scared. It was very peaceful, and I knew I would be okay.
When I returned to my body, I felt stronger, and I got well.... I
told my mother about it when I was still very young, after I had learned how to
communicate. 2771.
Antonio J NDE
English expanded version 7/23/11
From
Spain. Original in Spanish, translated by Simon A.
Succumbing to shock
after taking drugs combined with strong medication, I lost consciousness and
suddenly found myself observing something which was revolving. The most
important thing was, wrapped in an incredible peacefulness, I thought to myself,
"So this would be the other life." – and I felt no sadness on that account. 2770.
Colin S Probable NDE
English expanded version 7/17/11
From
Holland.
I was concentrating
on what I was doing, and did not notice when my right leg touched the motor.
Suddenly, with the electricity going through me, I became frozen to the tank and
was unable to move. The electricity stopped my central nervous system from
functioning and I was no longer able to breathe. I did realize, in a sort of
hazy way, that this would be "over and out" for me. Well, one of our
endeavors was a school bus service. In my mind, as I stood in this fixed state,
I was driving my bus at breakneck speed down a bush lane with trees on both
sides. No matter what I did, I was unable to get my foot off the accelerator. I
felt great concern for the kids riding in my bus. It was quiet, I heard no
sound of any kind. The image faded and I don't know how long I stood there, or
what happened next. When I came to, one of our employees was standing over
me. Fortunately, three days before this event, he had read a brochure, issued by
the SEC (State Electricity Commission) that explained what to do in case of an
electrocution... 2769.
Agnes M NDE
English expanded version 7/17/11
From
France. Original in French, translated by Simon A.
I immediately became aware that the end-stage of my labour was giving
complications, however I was very relaxed and confident. When I separated I had
a feeling of floating, and above all a feeling of total blessedness, a very
intense well-being. I was floating in surroundings which were very luminous and
soft, rising up towards a more intense luminosity. Then nothing more, I came
round much later in the ICU. The doctors brought me back after defibrillation
and the transfusion of several units of blood. 2768.
Matthieu M NDE
English expanded version 7/11/11
From
France. Original in French, translated by Simon A.
However, I had no such desire. I was floating in a white light, but a white
which is unknown on this Earth. In front of me, the light became more intense,
drawing me towards it. I was relaxed and felt wonderfully well. I didn't want to
come back at all. Yet, after a while, I heard my wife's cries and came back to
the real world. This experience had lasted only 5 or 10 minutes, but when I was
back inside myself, I felt extremely tired, with a feeling of nausea. 2767.
Michael H FDE
English expanded version 7/10/11
While crossing a highway to get to a bus stop, I was pushed from behind by a
non-physical entity. I felt it behind me and looked back to see a shiny
sharp toothed grin and a hand push me at the base of my spine. I was
thrown forward into traffic and jumped at the last moment but was still struck
in the lower legs. As I flew through the air, I was transported to a dimension
of void or limitlessness where everything was very quiet and peaceful. I
felt an overwhelming sense that this was indeed my death, and it did not bother
me in that space one bit. Time was incredibly distorted, and for about ten
minutes i watched the void, waiting for what came next. An indigo light
appeared as a field surrounding me from the furthest reaches of this "space" and
I became aware that I was a luminous body, transparent and gossamer. This
indigo light was very far away but surrounded me on all sides like a bubble.
It briefly turned orange and then began to close in on me, getting closer and
closer over the course of the next 20 minutes. 2766.
Sue D NDE
English expanded version 7/10/11
From France.
Then somebody spoke
to me in a loud voice. It was my dad. He said I had to go back because my
mission wasn't over yet. I fell back into my body in the bed, with a great
sadness. My soul was totally sad, and I could not explain what had just
happened to me. I remember getting up out of bed and wondering if I was going
to die. The next morning I found out that my dad was in the ICU and had had a
massive heart attack. He pulled through and lived for four more years after
that. He, by some uncanny transfer, had enabled me to live a NDE without going
through the death stuff, for particular reasons. Just the experience. 2764.
Joanie S NDE
English expanded version 7/10/11
I found
myself in what I now think of as a previous life. I smelled smoke from a fire I
was near, and saw others around me. I looked into another woman's eyes,
and I knew her immediately as the woman I called my grandmother in this life. I
knew then that our lives had "danced" around each other since time began. She
was once my mother and once my sister. She was my aunt, and several times
my cousin. The life that was being shown to me now was during a prehistoric
time, when we lived – winters by a creek cave, and summers, we had a camp in
the woods where we foraged. Looking down, I realized I had a child in my arms
and the woman I had known in so many lives was chatting with me, telling me to
cover the child to keep it warm. Then she was showing me how to tie the wraps
around me to carry the child while we collected wood.
2763.
Leonard S NDE 5270
English expanded version 7/10/11
I
was now on a stage or podium and the light was fully on me. The light penetrated
me fully and I had never felt love like that before. Every cell in my body was
full of love from the light and I began to laugh and cry simultaneously. I was
crying for joy as I knew I was delivered into god's light and laughed at myself
for doubting I ever would. And the love kept coming. I felt that I was going to
burst, I wanted to somehow return something but I had nothing to give. And then
it hit me. I had been there before, in exactly the same place. Then too I wanted
to have something to give back and had nothing to give. It suddenly occurred to
me that this is the reason that I had taken the life in the first place, to get
something I could bring back to give in return for the ecstasy I experienced in
the light. 2762.
Mary P NDE 5269
English expanded version 7/10/11
Now, across from me
sat a man; I could see him much more clearly than everything else. He looked
Mediterranean – black hair, and the most gentle dark brown eyes I had ever
seen (on Earth, at least.) When he began communicating with me, it wasn't
verbal. I could hear it in my mind. He explained he came to me dressed as a
modern, clean-cut human because he knew me, and (he made a bit of a joke) that
if he had come in the "Robes" (his words) that I wouldn't have believed it and
would have thought I had gone crazy.
Seems we started
having a laughing argument over something, and I realize I was asking to
stay.... I knew sitting with Christ and me. 2761.
Susan C Probable NDE
English expanded version 7/10/11
Anyway, I was lying
on this slab, with my hands crossed over my chest like an Egyptian. All around
me was dark, but I was bathed in the bright light of a spotlight. The room was
the perfect temperature, and I felt no pain whatsoever. I was so comfortable, I
didn't want to leave. I could hear someone calling my name from far away, and a
face or two would appear when I surfaced, but then they would be gone again. I
later found out that the faces were the nurses trying to revive me, shouting my
name and doing the sternum rub on me. 2760.
Harry S Probable NDE
English expanded version 7/10/11
It
felt awesome and overwhelming. I was drawn so close to going through, but
stopped. A sudden thought came into my mind. I can't leave yet. I
have not prepared for this. I have to sort things out for my family. An urgency
took over me and the spirit reassured me. It said, "If you want to go
back, leave now. But you will have to fight." 2759.
Gina J NDE
English expanded version 7/10/11
It
was as if I'd just been away; I was rejoining this life. Like I'd come
back from vacation, and was now getting back to work, or back to reality. Beyond
the threshold, I saw a transit system of some kind. I saw water and I saw chains
on a craft on the water – like a futuristic Disney ride. I made it
halfway through the threshold, and then was jerked back down the tunnel of
white, yellow, red. I was much clearer on the way back. I even told
myself that I had to remember the secret of life, that people needed to know the
truth. But when I opened my eyes, it was gone. I was lying there
trying to remember. My mind could remember every scene of what happened, but not
that one most important thing. I felt like I was not allowed to have that
knowledge here, like, if we knew, we wouldn't learn what we needed to learn.
Life is a school, nothing more. 2757.
Matt H NDEs
English expanded version 7/4/11 I
floated into the blue skies, then into darkness ( which I thought was
HELL,) where I saw bad spirits circling. I prayed that I would continue
floating away from them, and not stop where they were. Lucky me, I
continued floating upwards, and the white light began to take over everything.
I floated towards the center of the light until it completely surrounded me and
there I stopped floating. Then the voice came. It was a man's voice.
It was very matter-of-fact. It said, "You have had an accident. It is not
your time to be with me. I am sending you back." I attempted to utter a
response and was immediately sent back into my body on Earth... I wished I had
stayed up there with God. All of a sudden, I passed out again! This
time, I was sucked right out of my body and floated away much faster than the
first time. I quickly was in the White again and the voice returned.
He said, " This is not to be toyed with. This is not drugs, sex, food or
anything to be played with. You have had an accident. You must
return to Earth and help people. I am sending you back." 2756.
Marjorie S Probable NDE
English expanded version 7/4/11 As
he was born, there was a huge splash of water (I thought) - the doctors/interns
jumped back out of the way. Just recently I was describing this
experience to a nurse who was delivering my daughter's baby and when I said
"water," she corrected me: "That was blood, not water - you hemorrhaged!!"
I am now sure that was correct, because at the time, the nurses were frantically
trying to hook me up to IVs of blood. They could not find a blood vessel
to insert the adrenaline (I guess) and finally they put a tourniquet on each
lower arm so they could insert needles for the blood transfusions. I was up in
the corner of the room, watching all this activity. What I can say is that
I felt what I now describe as "orgasmic" peace!!! I will never fear death
because this feeling of peace was just bliss!!! I did not go anywhere or see
anyone. I stayed floating in the corner of the ceiling. 2755.
Jennifer D NDE
English expanded version 7/4/11 I
remember hitting the water and sinking and as I sank, I could see bubbles coming
out of my mouth in very slow motion. I felt as if I sank at a much deeper depth
than the actual depth of the pool. I remember seeing sparks of light and people
at a distance in the pool but recall that they weren't wet and I had a conscious
thought that I didn't understand how they could be there under the water and not
be wet. I didn't seem to know any of the people I saw, It was not until some
time later that I saw family photos and was able to determine who I saw. The
next memory I had was being on the side of the pool with lifeguards all around
me and I was choking on the water. 2754.
Carol J NDE
English expanded version 7/4/11 Following
behind us were two teeny tiny Cherubs. They were very small and had wings. They
were naked with short curly hair, and were neither sex. One was solid pink and
the other, solid purple. It was like they were trying to keep me entertained,
and they did! I was trying to catch or touch them, with much laughter and
giggles. They were fluttering around us like humming birds. 2753.
Brenda I NDEs
English expanded version 7/4/11
& 2/19/12 But
I knew it was my last breath. I had such a peaceful feeling; I can only describe
it as "a peace that passes all understanding." Shortly after that
nanosecond of darkness, I remember a light so BRIGHT, it was as if I were on a
very dark stage, having a feeling that someone far greater than any human was
appearing before me. I KNEW I had died and my soul was telepathically
communicating with GOD. I remember praying, "Dear Heavenly Father, I
THOUGHT I had done something to prolong my life, but it looks as though I have
done something to shorten it. Please.... forgive me for any sin that might be
keeping me from Your presence." 2752.
Sara V NDE
English expanded version 7/4/11 Then I
remember hovering up in the corner of the room. I could see out the window, and
it was raining. I could see my body on the table down where the two nurses
and the doctor were, and I thought to myself, "This is very odd!" I felt like I
wanted to float out of the room. But when I tried, I realized there were three
entities behind me that would not let me. These entities were entirely
black, and had a human shape. They spoke to me, but words did not come out of
their mouths. Instead, we communicated through our minds. They told me I could
not leave the room, and that they were there for my safety. 2751.
Patricia P NDE
English expanded version 7/4/11 I
remember an immediate sizzling sound in my ears, which escalated to such a high
pitch that its loudness was all I knew. I was in terrible pain – and then there
was complete silence. Then I was aware of two persons dressed in brown
cloaks from head to toe standing together. While I was floating above them
at about the height of a roof top, I was shown a scene of green rolling hills
off in the distance, where an ambulance was taking my body away. So I told those
two persons that I wasn't finished on Earth yet. They turned towards each other
and seemed to be pondering my statement. 2749.
Karen R NDE
English expanded version 7/4/11 They
said I died three times during the night but kept coming back without
resuscitation. (I had never been afraid of dying my whole life and that has not
changed.) I remember feeling this warm, calm feeling and being in a warm light
like the sun. I felt at peace and felt like there were others there watching me,
but never showing themselves. I felt I was receiving a gift from somewhere. I
know I didn't want to come back, because it was so peaceful there. I remember
traveling to that same place all three times – but even when I came back to
life, I didn't realize I had died until my mom told me later. 2748.
Morgan A NDE
English expanded version 7/4/11 He
found me in a puddle of blood where I had fallen onto the bathroom floor.
He tried to move me but couldn't, so he grabbed his cell phone and called for
help. This story has a lot more to it, but I can't type with much accuracy (the
spelling is a particular problem) so I hope that you will call me, and I will
fill in the missing parts. Anyway, I left my body during this experience, and I
found myself with my dog Tramp, who had just passed away a month before. I
wouldn't be here now if it hadn't been for Tramp – that dog is the closest thing
to me in the whole world. Tramp had saved my life before, and here he was,
doing it again – even after he was dead. You will have to call me for the rest,
as I cry too hard when I think about it. Just believe me when I say that it was
my dog Tramp who saved my life... not the paramedics that came to the house. 2747.
Bruce NDE
English expanded version 7/4/11 All
of a sudden I was traveling through a tunnel at extreme speed – so fast I had a
sickening feeling. Before I could adjust, I found myself in a very ornate
light-filled room with a throne that was very high up. Once again, I had a
sickening feeling, but one of a different kind. I wanted desperately to hide
from the presence of God, but there was no place to go to get away from his
presence. I was shown a review of my entire life, with joys, difficulties,
sorrows, and everything in between. I saw myself being very kind to several
people. I also heard unkind words I had spoken to others. I witnessed being
ignored, and ignoring others. I was shown a love that had not worked out. I
reviewed how others had abused me, which I didn't want to "see." 2746.
Swas NDE
English expanded version 7/4/11
Non-western
NDE I
felt like a bird and as I immediately looked back I saw my pale and fragile
frame lying at the base of the window with eyes closed, saliva dripping out of
the wide open mouth and a skeletal right hand was somehow entangled with one of
those vertical rods. I was shocked but didn't realize I was dead. Then I flew
above the row houses in that area, saw children playing in the park ,telegraph
poles, television antennas on the roof of our neighbor's houses, wet clothes
hanging in the balcony, as I flew more I began to see unfamiliar faces shouting
from the streets ,young men discussing about cricket match.. then suddenly the
city view started fading away and somebody pushed me into a pitch black
space....when that black space arrived I started flying even faster and I was
really scared as I couldn't see a thing but could strongly feel that some body
was pulling a thread at the end of which my soul was lying.......then after a
while I saw a thousand sunshine but felt no heat from the sun, it was a bit cold
for my preference. 2745.
Lori K NDE
English expanded version 7/4/11
I was in the
presence of Jesus....we seemed to be in a wide open space, like a beautiful
field or garden....behind Jesus I could see all my dead relatives there waiting
for me....like my father-In-law and my Grandpa Antonio and my Aunt Lillian and
my Aunt Ruby and my Aunt Frances and my Great Aunt Stannie and my Uncle Bob....I
recognized many more, also....I knew them all by their spirit, not by their
bodies. They were all happy to see me and waiting until I was done talking
to Jesus....it seemed like they were behind an unseen boundary. In front of me
was Jesus and behind him was like a large archway, a gateway, and my dead
relatives were there waiting for me. It seemed like I was with Jesus a very long
time. 2744.
Pierre T NDE
English expanded version 7/3/11
From France. Original
in French, translated to English by Jean Peter. Total
stillness…I have no body anymore, I am just consciousness… I'm very alert
indeed… but completely shut in a kind of darkroom where I seem to glimpse metal
bolts!!!! I feel very well, and I am far from being scared. I feel big, powerful
– and I am not referring to having an oversized ego. I feel profoundly virtuous
and kind – I cannot describe this feeling any other way. The strangest thing is
my feeling that this kind of consciousness has always been within me.
(But the word "forever" does not seem to fit.) Indeed, not only do I have no
body, but I am not experiencing time, either.
1999
by Jody Long & Dr. Jeff
NDE Experiences and Comments:
These are summaries of the accounts.
The expanded version can be found by clicking on the link for the experiencer's
name.
Two
NDEs, both due to accidents.
NDE
due to brain hemorrhage. Remarkable conversation with unborn grandchild
who told her to return to her earthly life or he would not be born.
Awareness of five more children to be born in the future.
Probable NDE due to severe liver disease.
NDE
from criminal attack. Remarkable apparent life-saving Divine intervention,
and apparent hellish NDE immediately following in her attacker (the attacker’s
second hellish NDE).
NDE
at age 10 due to loss of consciousness from unknown illness.
Possible NDE due to experience while under general anesthesia.
Probable fear-death experience and STE during life-threatening risk of drowning.
NDE
due to suicide attempt.
Probable NDE at
age six in association with ether anesthesia for surgery.
Teenage NDE from
electrocution.
Beginnings of a probable NDE from childbirth complications.
NDE
due to heart attack.
NDE
due to auto accident.
Probable NDE due to nitrous oxide overdose for dental surgery.
Remarkable NDE due to car running into a moving train.
Probable NDE at age 17 due to passing out from alcohol intoxication and hitting
head.
NDE
due to unconsciousness at time of illness.
NDE
at age 4 due to unconsciousness secondary to likely near heat stroke.
NDE
due to heart attack.
NDE
due to cardiac arrest during emergency caesarian section surgery.
NDE
at age 6 due to drowning.
Remarkable NDE. Met deceased father- contributor had to make a difficult
decision to end life support for his father. His father directly addresses
this. A must read for anyone who has struggled with end of life decisions
for a loved one.
NDE
due to drowning at age 11. Encounter with Jesus and life review.
NDE
due to drug overdose.
Fear-death experience at age 14 due to surfing accident and encounter with a
shark.
NDE
from car accident.
NDE
due to heroin overdose at age 16.
Probable NDE during emergency caesarian section surgery.
NDE
due to pulmonary embolus.
Possible NDE due to suicide attempt.
Probable NDE from surgical complications.
NDE
due to fall and head injury.
NDE
due to alcohol poisoning.
NDE
due to cardiac arrest.
NDE
due to faint and apparent seizure.
Possible NDE associated with fever at age 4.
NDE
due to cut with blood loss at age 5.
NDE
due to car accident.
2799.
Donna K FDE
English expanded version 8/20/11
From
Canada.
Then they showed me
"Katy's" experiences in literally a flash. I saw my birth, and every
moment of my life concurrently - not a slideshow really, but my entire life was
visible. I was shown various things in the normal world (don't know where
we were though...), and saw so much more than what I normally see. The
colors were incredibly visible, and every object, leaf, breath was "visible" - I
could see everything "vibrating" - it was as though rocks, leaves, the ground,
the air - everything was "alive."
Fear-death experience with detailed life review and spiritual insights.
Short shared death experience.
NDE
from childbirth complications.
NDE
due to apparent respiratory arrest during illness.
NDE
due to auto accident.
NDE
due to respiratory arrest.
NDE
from fainting.
Probable NDE apparently while under anesthesia. Hellish experience.
NDE
due to criminal attack.
NDE
from electrocution at age 3-4.
NDE
at childbirth.
Daughter shares mother’s NDE due to cardiac arrest during surgery.
Probable NDE due to blood loss from miscarriage.
NDE
due to auto accident.
NDE
at age 11 due to drowning. Shared 52 years later.
NDE
due to car crash with car ending upside down at bottom of stream.
Remarkable for angelic intervention that probably saved her live.
Probable NDE due to what is described as bleeding on the brain.
Heart stopped following back surgery.
NDE
due to asthma and allergic reaction.
NDE
due to surgical complication. Shared about three weeks after experience.
Teenage Possible NDE due to surgery complications.
NDE
at age 8 due to choking. He's age 15 now.
NDE
due to advanced Rocky Mountain Spotted Fever.
NDE
due to apparent medication reaction. Remarkable for awareness her life had
been saved multiple times in her earthly life. Remarkable also for
awareness of two men who died in a car accident- she became aware of and
confirmed details of the accident.
NDE
due to accident.
NDE
due to auto accident at age 17.
Probable NDE due to emergency surgery for ectopic pregnancy. Remarkable
OBE with her boyfriend hearing her when she was OBE in his room.
NDE
due to congenital heart problem at age 7 weeks. One of the earliest age
NDE ever recorded.
NDE
from going unconscious from strong drugs.
Probable NDE
due to electrocution.
NDE
from childbirth.
NDE
from going unconscious.
Fear-death experience and other exceptional circumstances around experience.
Remarkable account of an apparent NDE at the time her father had a severe heart
attack. She was not aware her father was having a heart attack, and he was
a continent away from her.
2765.
Brandy M NDE
English expanded version 7/10/11
As I
entered the bathroom, my husband was just getting out of the shower and saw my
eyes rolling back in my head as I collapsed to the floor. It scared the life out
of him. At the same time, the buzzing in my head got very loud and everything
began to go black. I could hear my husband calling to me from a distance as I
began to be pulled very fast down a long, dark tunnel at the end of which was an
incredibly bright light. He dragged me back to the bed and kept calling to me
and I began to fight this thing that was happening to me. I knew I was dying but
did not want to die; I wanted to live so that I could have children. Also, my
brother had recently died and that was number two for my father; I did not want
it to happen to him again. I fought this thing as my husband kept calling to me
so that in a few seconds, I was whisked back the opposite way and realized I was
on the bed.
NDE
due to apparent inappropriately prescribed medication.
Exceptional NDEs. First NDE due to seizure during delivery.
Remarkable description of past life in prehistoric time. Second NDE is
shared NDE. Due to blood loss during surgery. The child she was losing at
this time said that they would be back soon- and her sister-in law became
pregnant what she recognized as her lost child very shortly later.
NDE
due to illness.
NDE
due to apparent cardiac event.
Probable NDE following surgery.
Probable NDE, surgery-related (no further details available).
NDE
due to accidental drug overdose.
2758.
Andrew J NDE
English expanded version 7/4/11 I
am told that I was dead on the operating room table for three minutes during the
brain surgery I was having to correct life-threatening damage to my head. ....
The Lord then spoke and said, "Your father spoke to me earlier and did not wish
you to die. I granted his wish." I conversed more with the Lord and my father.
This portion isn't something I can remember, but I get the hazy sense that it
was just as if we were talking things over, and that they were both consoling
me. My memory picks back up at the point where I expressed my
anxiety at returning to life. I think I said, "Well, I'd like to get back down
and check on Daniel." and I gave my father and the Lord a parting hug. I still
remember the hugs well, for when I gave the Lord a hug, he whispered into my ear
as I was transported back, "You will not remember everything we spoke about, but
don't worry, you'll remember what you need to know in life when the time is
right. And you will remember it all when you cross Heaven's threshold once
again."
Exceptional NDE due to accident. Shared death experience- his father had
died in accident, and was with the Lord in heavenly realm. His father had
asked that the contributor not die, and the Lord granted his wish.
Two
NDEs. One at age 5 due to playground head injury and one at age 25 due to
blood loss.
Probable NDE at childbirth.
NDE
at age 6. Contributor is a hospice nurse.
NDE
at age 6 months due to unknown illness. Shared 67 years later.
NDE
at age 52 due to surgical complication, and NDE at age 5 due to drowning.
Probable NDE at age 10 during operation for ruptured appendix.
NDE
at age 17 due to criminal attack.
2750.
Jeff Probable NDE 5255
English expanded version 7/4/11 All
I remember since I was no longer experiencing amnesia was that there was
very bright light and everything was white, very bright white. Nothing else. I
remember a sheet covered my whole body, head and all.
Probable NDE due to auto accident.
NDE
due to suicide attempt with overdose of blood pressure medication.
NDE
due to carbon monoxide poisoning.
NDE
from unconsciousness likely due to heart attack.
NDE
at age 6 from illness. Non-western NDE (Hindu).
NDE
due to being struck by car.
NDE from going unconscious.
2743.
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