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NDERF (7/1/10-12/31/10 part 1) |
These NDE's, as all others we share, will be
presented to fully protect the confidentiality of the experiencer, if requested.
We do not believe these changes will diminish our understanding of NDE. We do
believe these changes are necessary for the integrity of NDERF.

Copyright
1999
by Jody Long and Dr. Jeff
NDE Experiences and Comments:
These are summaries of the accounts.
The expanded version can be found by clicking on the link for the experiencer's
name.
2384.
Ross D Probable NDE
English expanded version 9/27/10
From
Australia
I was flying through
space at a terrifying speed it seemed to go on for ages there was a lot of other
stuff to see on the way but its a bit hazy now after all these years anyway I
turned up at this really bright bush garden type of place and I hadn't felt that
good in my life or since next thing my granddad turns up and told me I had to go
back I said no way in the world am I going back there you've got to be joking
then two other blokes turn up and they had a sort of talk about it (they weren't
talking it was like mental telepathy you only had to think it)
Severely ill with osteomyelitis. In garden type of place. Grandfather appears.
Was told he needed to go back.
2383.
Eugene W NDE
English expanded version 9/27/10
Then I saw her, my Nana. She calmly stepped into view from the fog. She
said, "YOU are NOT supposed to be here!" I remember being happy to see her, but
sad that she was sending me away. I didn't understand why. She said, "Chipper,
you have 2 sons to raise, and if you don't go back they will not be right, they
will be bad boys," I said, but Nana, I have only ONE son at home, she said "No,
you have two!" (Genie was pregnant, but I didn't know then)
NDE
from motorcycle accident. Interesting that severe brain trauma from the
accident delayed the memory of the NDE for a couple of months.
2382.
Sheba M NDE
English expanded version 9/27/10
From
Australia
I just knew everything that was going on and could see everything but am not
sure from what angle or how or why. There were about 15 people in the room with
a crash trolley.....I could sense the panic but felt so calm and peaceful I
wanted to shout out and say 'I'm not in pain, its ok'. one doctor was pressing
with his fingers on my heart at this point I realized, 'Hey I am going
into cardiac arrest'...then the nurse on my left taking blood pressure said
'blood pressure 70/40..we're losing her'...and I knew they were about to use the
paddles on my heart when I completely left the room. The first thing I see is an
endless field/meadow of the most beautiful flowers...I told myself 'oh this is
the garden of Eden' (in my mind there was no doubt about this) then right next
to the flowers was a huge pipe/tunnel...kind of reminded me of an underground
drain only massive...I immediately went into the tunnel... not walking... just
floating upright and I could hear a 'whooshy sound'. I again told myself 'oh,
this is the tunnel, I must be dying'...I went further in and then in the far
distance I saw the light.
NDE
from anaphylactic shock.
2381.
Michele NDE
English expanded version 9/27/10 As
I looked to my right, in a higher plane I saw a city. It was not in clouds but
higher. The cathedrals were in Mideast fashion with a light blue dome with gold
circling the top. They were numerous. I was aware of the presence in soul of my
grandmother. Grandfather. Best friend. They were joyful, and unlimited in their
understanding of my presence. They were happy to see me...acknowledged my
presence from a distance in the city of domes. I wanted to see their bodies as I
knew them. However I knew their soul and recognized them thru their light's
expression. There were objects of light passing in between...fleeting,
quickly...they thought and they were...There was music, but not in the way I
know music. The only way to describe it was the beat vibration of higher a muted
hum that resonated. I came to know that there are many different
vibrations of afterlife. All are "good" just different depending on how you
lived your earth life.
NDE from
pregnancy complications and burst appendix.
2380.
Deborah K NDE
English expanded version 9/27/10
I was enveloped in
love, complete and unconditional love and compassion, with a gentleness I had
never felt before in my life. I felt cushioned and cradled as if I was the most
precious of children. After observing the scene below I realized there was a
Presence with me, a very powerful but totally loving Being. I did not see
anyone, but knew He was there even though I did not know for sure who it was.
And it was at this time I was given a choice, not through words, but
telepathically, just KNOWING. I could continue in this bliss and come back Home,
across some sort of barrier I could sense was very close by, or I could return
to my body, with all its pain and uncertain future. Oh, how I wanted to stay in
that bliss! Although the choice was the epitome of compassion and loving, I
nearly scoffed at its cruelty. "Thanks a lot," I said sarcastically to myself.
NDE from car accident. Evidential
OBE; Came back for her children.
2379.
Annette W Probable NDE
English expanded version 9/26/10
From Canada
I was floating in the
air over my bed. My father was beside the bed in a chair, his elbows
resting on his knees, chin resting in his hands. He had on an off-white
long-sleeved kind of dress shirt like they wore in the seventies and somehow I
knew that he was praying for me. I remember trying to make sense of the
bars and ropes that were attached to me. My right leg was up in the air
and a cast on my left. I remember thinking that I was looking down at me,
strange, I thought, why don't I care. I remember feeling intense love for
my father and then I was somewhere else. There were others there and the
overwhelming sense of love surrounded me, kind of like putting on skin, it was
just so much a part of me. I cannot describe the others, it was like they
did not want me to see them. I remember one of them saying, "look she's
here" and another turned and said "you cannot stay here its not time" "that's
ok" I said "I want to stay" He came to me and took hold of both of my arms.
"No" he said very clearly and slowly "Its Not Time" and
he proceeded to push me back down.
Probable NDE from auto accident.
2378.
Mary J NDE
English expanded version 9/26/10
I was in a tunnel of
clouds going round and round and a brilliant bright light at the top. I felt a
peace and joy I have never felt before. There were others there with me. I
looked up and saw someone dressed all in white almost floating down. I saw
his face and it was my brother, Billy, who had died in 1990. He smiled at me and
reached down and took my hands and I smiled back at him. He looked like he did
when he was in his mid 20's. We started going up towards the bright light, like
we were just floating up. I saw my 3 granddaughter's heads, as if they
just stuck their heads inside the tunnel and they were saying "Nana, don't go",
their voices sounded distorted, as if they were far, far away, but I wanted to
keep going and we did. Then, they popped in again and said "Nana, don't go", but
we kept floating up and the 3rd time they their heads popped in again and they
said "Nana don't go - we need you". At that moment, my brother let go of my
hands and looked at me and said "You have to go back, it's not your time"
NDE
from surgery complications.
2377.
Eric S NDE
English expanded version 9/26/10
During this period was
the "life review". I use this term very loosely. There was no judgment. With
increased awareness I simply remembered all of my life. I let go of all the
things I loved, all the people I loved. There was no regret. It struck me as
remarkable that the most painful moments of my life were the ones I most
treasured when the pain was gone. There's a reason for this too. And no, I still
don't remember. I was met by a spirit. There was no communication, and I made no
identification. Thoughts of material things slipped away and I was guided into
the presence I will refer to as God. There was sight without eyes to see. There
were voices without words that I had no ears to hear. There were no streets of
gold or peaceful green meadows, but there was *something*, and it was heaven. It
was simply existing within a love beyond mortal understanding.
NDE
from criminal attack.
2376.
Monique F NDE
English expanded version 9/26/10
Then
it disappeared (I heard later from my mom that I had passed out, and was barely
breathing) and I saw my whole life flash before my eyes like pictures in a
spinning wheel from left to right it was so fast, starting from present going
back to the past. I kept seeing Jason's (my boyfriend) face, and I was saying
his name (later mom told me I was screaming his name at the top of my lungs
several times, and then I stopped breathing, my eyes rolled up in my head and
she gave me CPR), then it disappeared, and I saw what I believe was God's
outline, with a bright light behind him. I truly believe I saw him, I asked him
not to take me repeatedly, and that I was going to do better with my life if he
would give me another chance.
Passed out from
not being able to breathe.
2375.
Lance H Probable NDE
English expanded version 9/26/10 I
walked to the end of the dock and stood at the edge looking down into the water,
next thing I know I'm submerged in the lake sinking to the bottom. I
faintly remember starting to panic, but then the area began to get really bright
almost animated in a sense. I remember staring at some seaweed that was
swaying in front of me and being at ease with my surroundings. The scared
feeling went away when I felt like I was no longer alone down there... it was
kind of surreal I guess. I didn't exactly SEE a presence, but I DEFINITELY
FELT IT. It also felt like time slowed and I was in my own kind of heaven.
Child drowning
Probable NDE.
2374.
Lillian H Probable NDE
English expanded version 9/26/10
. . .beautiful lawns of
green and pink, trees of petals falling like snow, diamond and gold like homes
in a distance. Large rock by the entrance with the man with a beard on it.
Flowing blue gown of the lady who seemed to float not walk to me. Her eyes were
large and I did not see her mouth move.
Probable NDE from brain aneurisms.
2373.
Sam A NDE
English expanded version 9/26/10
I
was flying across my Grandfather's property and noticed how beautiful everything
was but was headed straight to my Mother and Sister who loved me totally. as I
continued to admire the property I noticed that I could see through my arm. Hmm,
how strange. Then I looked back and could see a guy leaning over in the room I
just left, needing my help. So, reluctantly, I went back, pressed my fist into
his stomach and he started breathing again. Then I realized. I was trapped back
here again.
NDE from heart
attack.
2372.
Robert H NDE
English expanded version 9/26/10
Found myself coming up from behind and above my neighbor as she was walking down
the hospital hallway. I noticed that she was carrying a McDonalds bag in
her right hand. I can't say I followed her very long, and did not know
where she was going. It really didn't feel unusual at the time, it just was.
Noticed her cloths (jean, shirt, etc.), and the cleanliness of the hospital.
Don't recall any voices or noises.
NDE from severe
pneumonia with an evidential OBE.
2371.
Sequoia H FDE
English expanded version 9/26/10
In a flash of a
vision, I saw us having a head on collision and me dying. I was shown in slow
motion and with a high level of alertness and awareness "train tracks" and how
my train tracks were coming to an abrupt end. It felt like I was in the 1800's
in the middle of nowhere just as train tracks were being laid in the American
wilderness. I was very clear that this was "the end of the line" for me and my
life. The vision was more factual, than emotional as if I were watching a
movie.
Waking vision prior to
impact. Her scream was an intervening action that changed the outcome of
her vision.
2370.
Flora A NDE
English expanded version 9/26/10
Flashes of colored
light appeared as I moved through the tunnel. There was wonderful music. I
moved toward a light - dull at first, and then larger and brighter. I was met by
some robed individuals - in brown robes with hoods. I am not aware of knowing
them. We had a lot of conversation that I have never been able to remember. I
saw my grandmother standing off to the side, and there was some conversation -
again, not recalled. (at this time my grandmother was in the hospital still
alive). I could see past the hooded figures to a meadow. I wanted to keep going
and enter the meadow, but the figures would not allow it.
NDE
from falling. Her grandmother was alive and in the hospital at the time of
her NDE, but died shortly thereafter.
2369.
Sandra H NDE 4679
English expanded version 9/26/10
I
saw images that told me what I hate the most in others are those qualities I too
have but do not see them in myself . I fit very neatly into all the areas
I profess to hate in others. Love was the key to everything acceptance and love.
Also there was a lot "talk" about my making a decision, the results of the
decision. If I returned to the body with pain and paralysis or left
for good what would happen . Can not remember everything often was
in void then back out floating near ceiling , laying above my body,
zipping to sneak a look at my charts by floating above the shoulders of
the doctors , then back into the void again.
NDE, void
experience from brain hematoma.
2368.
Mark K NDE 4676
English expanded version 9/26/10
I was in a grey cloud
room, with an elderly man and woman approximately looking 68 years old each,
sitting on a grey bench, I could not see where the corners in the room were, and
it bothered me, as the cloud shaped door opened, and a being which I knew was
there, but couldn't see persuaded me by calling my name, through the door, I
could not see anything but light past the exit of the door until I stepped onto
a beach, and I was there, so were hundreds of fully clothed robed people also,
but none would look at me in the eye, for as far as I could see down the beach,
I looked down to see my body as to find out why they would not acknowledge me
with a glance, when I realized I had no body to look at, no torso, legs or feet,
I was looking straight down at the sand, I raised my arms to view them, and no
arms were seen by me, but it did not alarm me in any way, I just felt energy,
and I liked it, I then saw a man in an earthen light brown, and dark brown dual
cloth robe, looking me in the eye from 200 yards down the beach, as I noticed
there was a colossal eggshell textured ROOF over the sun and the ocean, and all
of the planet I felt I was on, but I felt it was not earth as I know my planet.
NDE from toxic coral poisoning.
Woke up dead after 29 hours in the morgue.
2367.
Farley H Probable NDE
English expanded version 9/26/10
I
specifically remember being in a foggy tunnel with someone at the end. No
conversation was had but I remember being at peace with all things (including
myself). I felt I was being asked to move towards the object but for what ever
reason I did not.
Probable NDE from
surgery complications.
2366.
Justin U NDE
English expanded version 9/26/10
From the UK
I moved quickly to an
warm and absolute feeling of love and light. On the way though to it I was
stopped. Some beings both what seemed like beings of light and love, and some
family members who had passed away were in a semi circle and I stopped just
before them. They looked (the family members) as they did on earth but where not
material and all had much light, calmness and serenity about them. I saw my
Aunty who died at age 7 one year before I was born. I described to family
members the exact clothes, and certain jewelry she had on the day she died,
which was confirmed. It was impossible to have this information without seeing
it. They seemed to be welcoming me. The beings of light with them seemed not to
have ever been in an material body. They could be described as angels. However
they had no wings but I can understand where that comes from in history. The
love radiating from their hearts was so powerful and large it surrounded their
upper body almost like wings.
NDE
from auto accident.
2365.
Jim B Probable NDE
English expanded version 9/25/10
In October 2009, I was
in critical condition with the H1N1 Flu. I was in a coma for 3 weeks,
double pneumonia, total respiratory failure, intubated, and a medically induced
coma. During this coma I remembered nothing when I awoke except that a man
approached me and took me by my right arm and stated "walk with me". When
walking he stated to me "your job is not finished, you must go back". This
experience occurred in a total white area -- as the inside of a ping pong ball.
During this period of my coma, the doctor had told my wife to expect the worse
as they could do no more. At one point during the coma (I believe
coincides with my experience) I began a miraculous recovery as stated by my
doctors.
Probable NDE from H1N1 Flu.
2364.
Roger F NDE
English expanded version 9/25/10
A sudden "release" of
all pain and any sense of having a body. A feeling of comfort and joy was
immediate with the feeling of being "welcomed" Home. It was me, and yet, I
was everyone else at the same time. I knew instantly where I was and understood
that this reality (Home) was where I had come from and had now returned. There
came sensations of boundless love and boundless understanding. I was
everywhere and every thing in the universe, yet I was somewhere in particular
(everywhere IS somewhere). The present, the past, and the future (all
sense of time as we understand time) was combined into something I call, "the
Eternal Now." In that eternal instant, a wave of love seemed to wash
through me. Then came the Light. I was in it, part of it, and I
understood it completely.
NDE
from heart attack.
2363.
Elaine S NDE
English expanded version 9/25/10
I know that I coded.
They had to use paddles on my heart. My intestines laid out and cleaned.
Packed back together with gauze and given multiple meds. They did not staple me
closed. Left open to drain and what's the use....covered which bandages. I
don't have a time frame here. I know that I left my body. I floated up to
the ceiling. Looked down at it but wasn't interested in it. I know that I
floated home to see my daughters and husband. My husband, at the time, was
Ron. He would swear that he was shocked to see my "ghost" standing in the
bedroom while he was in bed at night.
NDE
from peritonitis, good OBE description.
2362.
Cynthia DM NDE
English expanded version 9/25/10
But as soon as it was
over and I saw that I liked myself and had been a "good" person, I totally
relaxed...and floated almost to the top of the water, face down. It scared
my teacher and the other students so badly that the teacher jumped into the
water with her clothes on and pulled me out. I had to be resuscitated.
But I knew from then on that "Judgment Day" was actually the day that WE see our
lives like that, before we die. And I know that the object of life is to
make sure that little movie is as pleasant as possible to view!
NDE
from drowning as a teenager.
2361.
Christian D NDE
English expanded version 9/25/10
From New
Zealand. Then
I will try to explain as best I can I was encased in love, warmth, light and
felt happier than I ever have before or since. Everything and all that is good
was in this light. In the light was a seemingly uncountable crowd of people who
are my ancestors and relatives that have left here over the ages and are now
there. I recognized the ones who have been here in my time here and at the front
were also my dogs from throughout my time here. I felt absolutely that they were
family that I had known forever and were there to bring me home.
NDE
from an accident where he saw all his dogs he had prior to this experience.
2360.
Lisa C NDE
English expanded version 9/25/10
I
found myself walking up a narrow dirt brown pathway in the sky and as I looked
down, I could see thin wispy clouds moving over my feet, under the pathway and
around me. I had on the sandals I had been wearing that day. There
was nothing to hold onto, and I was not afraid of falling off the pathway. The
temperature seamed normal, pleasant, perfect. I looked forward and there was a
bright, bright, beautiful light further up the pathway. Looking at the
light it was as if I were in a tunnel. Bigger on my end and getting
smaller towards the light. The sky was the most beautiful I mean beautiful
blue color I have ever in my life seen. Similar to the color of this page
website but unbelievably beautiful. I felt so safe, so calm I think
the color made me feel this way, or maybe the light itself. I started to walk up
the pathway towards the light. I was thinking man if this is how it feels
to die, this is a piece of cake (exact thoughts). It felt so peaceful, so
quiet, no noise, not even a breeze.
NDE from heart
arrhythmia.
2359.
Christine B NDE
English expanded version 9/25/10
From
Australia. To me there was no time. I had the most beautiful experience which
can never be described with words! I had moved across fields and under
oceans (where I could breath ) then sped through a tunnel-like form, spiraling
upwards (45 degrees). Then there it was the brightest light or brighter
than you can imagine like an aura all round will then sense of spiritual being
all at peace all as one, I spoke (with out really speaking) like knowing what
people thought, to an old aunty who had died. I said to everyone (through my
thoughts) I'M HOME AT LAST!!!
NDE
from childbirth complications.
2358.
Mike Y NDE
English expanded version 9/25/10 I
passed out and immediately found myself in a large tube with highly polished
sides that were like graphite (pencil lead). The sides were extremely
polished and smooth. My conscious feelings were ecstatic. I was out
of pain and felt absolutely WHOLE! My whole being was elevated and I felt
better than anything I had ever experienced. As I went through the tunnel
my whole life experience flashed in front of me, I would say every
experience and I saw how God had made them all work towards His good and perfect
plans. I felt totally loved, accepted, secure, and happy. All of the
tunnel travel was spent approaching a great light that I perceived as God,
Jesus, or perfect love. I was conscious that I was in a new
dimension but did not think back to my former existence.
NDE from illness
and going unconscious.
2357.
Donavan S NDE
English expanded version 9/25/10
When I slipped to the
bottom, my brother (10) had been playing in the sand with his trucks. I
entered an almost lime green world. I was in a store, just running up and
down the aisles. I guess I was supposed to be shopping and I thought the
lady was mad at me because I was misbehaving. She took me to the door (an
old wooden turnstile type). She had a striped dress on and her hair was up
like they used to wear in the 50's. She was very beautiful. She
implicated something like I couldn't come in the store right now and shut the
door behind me. I heard no voices.
Child
drowning NDE with atypical imagery.
2356.
Pamela K NDE
English expanded version 9/25/10
What exultant bliss! I realized that I had a choice to
recognize and rest in this truth of who I really was and stay on the 'other
side' or I could continue to re-enact the 'game' of being an imaginary
personality. With the dawning of that realization I mentally 'turned'
around again and say a Light that was brighter than a million suns but which
didn't hurt my vision. It radiated the most all-encompassing unconditional
Love I've ever experienced. the Light 'felt' sentient--it had
Presence--God--and the feeling of the love it emanated was like that of the
father in the Bible welcoming home his prodigal son--the light radiated a sense
of great joy and bliss (like it was dancing and twirling in ecstasy) that I was
finally coming home, because It (God) had been waiting for me and was overjoyed
to see me. It felt like the whole universe was opening its arms to welcome
me home with bubbling delight, lighthearted laughter and great joy.
NDE from sleep
apnea.
2355.
Jack NDE 4646
English expanded version 9/25/10
The
doctor kept slapping me on the cheek trying to keep me awake, afraid I would go
into shock and die. I suspect I flat lined. I felt my soul leave my body. No
more praying. Total euphoric out of body experience. I guess you could say
heavenly or angelic. Picture that you are part of a cloud of smoke above your
body but take away the smoke. All that is left is the soul. No pain, No sense of
feeling, no sight, no smell just the existence of the soul. But it exists.
NDE from blood
loss.
2354.
Frank C NDE
English expanded version 9/25/10
Next I was at a place,
the sky was a golden yellow, there was a gate to my left. I felt so at peace, in
no pain and seemed to be aware that this where I wanted to be. I believe I was
just outside the gates of Heaven. There were people all around me but I
couldn't make them out. Then my daughter, who had died 08/31/1998, came up to me
, hugged me and told me that she loved me. She then told me it was not my time
to be here and I had to go back. I told her no that I was going to stay. She
then told me that I would be here soon enough and I had to go back. I told her I
was going to stay, that your mom and brothers would be ok. Then my grandmother
came up to me hugged me and called me by my nickname Dennis. She said that I had
to go back that my grandchildren needed me. At that time I had 2 grandsons. She
also said I was going to have 2 granddaughters. Which I do have now. I could
never argue with my grandmother, so I said ok I'll go back.
NDE
from breathing stopped.
2353.
Star K Probable NDE
English expanded version 9/25/10
From India.
In the world where I
was , everything was bright white and gold. There where numerous small
temples. suddenly I appeared in a small white temple with statues of
Jesus, Mary etc...beautiful music was there...a voice called out names ...of
saints and holy people...this went on non-stop. All of a sudden I appear
in another temple, there is a huge statue of Ganesh, an Indian God. It is so big
and bright white...which is unusual in India. I hear a beautiful song. the
last name mentioned is the name of a local saint that had lived at the
spot. Ramana Maharishi.... that's when I woke up.
Had
leptospirosis. Describes awakening, but then was very sick.
2352.
Dan P NDE
English expanded version 9/25/10
My
last memory was being placed in an ambulance. The heart attack
happened at midnight at my home. From the ER I was air lifted to a
different hospital for surgery. I have no memory, only dreams, of the two weeks
I was under. I had a total stay of 38 days in the hospital. I
don't remember having the defibrillator used on me, or speaking to my wife, but
I clearly remember being in another state of existence. I was
in a short line, speaking to Jesus. Amazingly, he took as much time with
each person as needed. I learned a lot from listening to the conversation
of the person in front of me. It was clear I would be passing through a
doorway or portal to "heaven", but then the experience was over.
This must have been when I sat up and spoke to my wife.
NDE during
cardiac arrest.
2351.
Stephanie R NDE
English expanded version 9/25/10
At
first I didn't panic and tried to get to the surface but the waves kept me
under. The pain in my lungs came first from holding my breathe, then when
I couldn't any longer I started gulping water and sucking it up my nose, the
pain was a terrible burning. Then my ears were making a whooshing sound
and felt like they would with the worst earache I ever had. The next thing
I recall is a total silence and being in a white bubble that totally encased me.
The pain was gone completely and I could breathe freely. The bubble was filled
with what I can only describe as thousands of tiny stars like a fine stardust
that was the most beautiful sight I had ever seen or have ever seen to this day.
I felt totally safe and warm, it was the most protected I had ever felt.
Child NDE from
drowning.
2350.
Nelson B NDE
English expanded version 9/19/10 I
was hovering about 30 feet into air when 2 guys in baseball uniforms pulled over
and took me out of car and placed me in the back of their pick up truck. One of
them gave me CPR while the other one drove to hospital. Hospital attendants came
out to truck and put me on gurney. As the gurney went into the ER, my
perspective was still about 30 feet above. I was 1 or 2 floors above my body
looking down on the ER staff trying to resuscitate me. I recall all instructions
of the doctor, color of nurses' hair, names of the people who were given
instructions. They used the paddles before they figured out I had coffee in my
chest. They made 2 incisions and stuck tubes in my chest. Coffee was draining
out onto the floor. Additional procedures were performed before the paddles
restarted my heart. When this happened, my recollection ends.
NDE
from ruptured esophagus while driving.
2349.
Sandra V NDE 2271OBE
English expanded version 9/19/10
I
then turned the wheel to the left again and when I did so that time is when I
knew I was going to die. The car started flipping. At first I could feel all the
jolting going on and I remember thinking, "Oh my God, I don't want to die I'm
scared!" And then I guess I just closed my eyes because I started seeing a
darkness that was filled with all types of memories, things that I had not
thought about in a long time and some very important times in my life. At that
moment I also saw a vision of my daughter that at that time I was not far enough
along to be medically told I was having a girl, but I knew that I was having a
baby girl and I saw her, I saw what she would look like and everything. I then
remember seeing my husbands face and that was the last thing I saw in the
darkness. It was like I opened my eyes next but when I opened them I wasn't me
in my body anymore, it was me looking at my body from the other side of the
windshield.
She was pregnant
at the time of the accident and met her future daughter on the other side.
2348.
Sally K NDE
English expanded version 9/19/10
I
decided that we would ride on the hood of my sisters' car to dry off faster.
I don't remember falling off the hood, but my friend said she tried to get my
sister to stop and she wasn't paying any attention. I was drug at least a
quarter mile down a dirt road. I remember all of the sudden I was sitting
on the very top of the car, and I was looking down at myself stuck UNDER the
car. I watched myself for a little bit and never saw myself move. I
was in no pain at all as I sat there.
NDE with a good description of OBE.
2347.
Jim B NDE 2252OBE & 2176
English expanded version 9/18/10 &
4/1/05
In an instant, I was in
a corner of our bedroom observing paramedics tending to someone at the foot of
our bed. Again, total silence. I remember not being able to force
myself to look down to see who was being treated. In another instant, I
regained consciousness, lying on the floor at the foot of our bed, with
paramedics trying to revive me. I remember hearing the paramedics describe
me as an "agitated" patient - my vivid recollection was of coming-to with a
large paramedic sitting on my chest to hold me down, while the other two were
holding my legs and arms still. I couldn't breathe. I remember
gathering what strength I could, then breaking loose from the paramedics and
standing up. The paramedics immediately put me on a gurney, and they
strapped me down.
NDE from going unconscious. Evidential OBE.
2346.
Wanda A NDE
English expanded version 9/13/10
From Puerto Rico.
Then
all of a sudden, everyone in the room disappeared and the room was filled with
the most beautiful white light, it engulfed everything and at the same time, the
struggle my body was having with death left me. I could only feel overwhelmingly
fine, at peace, surrounded by love, the purest love, unconditional total love. I
knew I was "dead" and told God that if it was time for me to go, I would go
happy and willing but if He had something else I needed to do, I would go back.
Just as soon as I had that thought, everyone reappeared in the room, the nurses,
doctors, my sister praying.
NDE from Nurse
living in Puerto Rico.
2345.
Eric NDE
English expanded version 9/13/10
For some reason when I was age 4, I decided to bite a extension
cord. What happened after that was totally awesome. The first thing I saw or
noticed I was in a void are a huge bubble with black and orange jagged lines I
remember looking all around up down all-around and that's all I could see. From
that I was yanked from the lines buy like a umbilical cord into outer space that
pulled me into a huge brain looking center I would say heavens ER, I remember
laying in a room with to hospital beds just like a ER here and remember a lady
how look like us with bigger black eyes and I remember right away she know
I wasn't supposed to be ( this was communicated to me with out her saying a word
I guess basically mental that I totally understood) and was sent back in a
flash.
4 year old bit an electric cord.
2344.
Betty J NDE
English expanded version 9/13/10
I viewed everything-
floating beneath the tree. I saw myself and my husband lying in the driveway- I
saw the lady in her curlers and robe run from her house. I was not frightened-
just very curious. I looked at my left hand, turning it over and over amazed
that I had a form. I could feel the rain falling on me. I saw the ambulances
coming- and noticed that one was a ford and one a Cadillac. For some reason it
seemed important to look at those models. I came to as they were putting me into
the ambulance.
Two
NDEs, one from going unconscious and the other from a car accident. What
she saw in the OBE phase was verified.
2343.
Teresa C NDE
English expanded version 9/13/10
All of the sudden I was
surrounded by pure, bright, brilliant, Heaven white. It was white, but not
earthly white. Seriously, there are no words that can explain the beauty of
colors in Heaven. I was in a cell. It was made of brown metal. I had a tan
"potato bag" on my body as a form of clothing. I had brown leather bands
"belts" around my neck, waist, wrists and ankles. I believe at first I was
somewhat confused. But immediately, there was love all around me. Love such as a
person cannot possibly feel here on earth. It simply isn't possible. One by one
those thick brown bands fell off. The door to the "cell" opened. I walked out
and fell to my knees. I couldn't look up. I knew it was Jesus. I was in the
presence of the Lord.
NDE
from pulmonary embolism.
2342.
NS C NDE
English expanded version 9/13/10
From Sweden
Next what happened was
that was just raised out of my bed. I met a kind of CEO or executive
director (like in a company) and those others, I was not allowed to see my life
review, and they scrolled my life review behind me to the left, but I could see
the lights from it very little in my surroundings, very kind of them. I got a
smile from God little later. The next was that God and those others disappeared
away, and they dragged before of me a place, there was a boundary and I got to
the boundary and was allowed get little inside. I saw kindness and familiarity
in the most convenient way. There was no humans for me to meet in that world, no
animals and no insects, only plants, the green things. There was mountains with
snow, pure things, a lot of things to do, I love the world they wanted to give
me,
very
kind of them.
NDE
from Sweden due to cardiac arrest. Some atypical elements in experience-
might be due to some extent to language issues.
2341.
Amie B NDE
English expanded version 9/13/10
I
remember being in an area where there were other beings, but I couldn't make out
any one particular face or person... they were tall and everyone seemed to be
glowing. I felt a TREMENDOUS sensation of Joy. I was happier than I
had ever felt in my entire life. There was no pain, only this entirely consuming
feeling of Joy. I felt like laughing it was so powerful. The light was
golden and bright and I could hear this music that is totally indescribable.
It permeated the air.. came from everywhere and no where.. and is unlike any
music I've ever heard on earth. I could tell there was someone next to me,
and then I was told I had to go back.�very clear hearing.. the music was from
EVERYWHERE.. not muffled.. and in my normal life I am deaf in one ear.
NDE
due to respiratory arrest following surgery. Interesting in that she heard
beautiful music from �everywhere� though she is deaf in one ear.
2340.
Tammy G Probable NDE
English expanded version 9/13/10
My
hearing was muffled too and I told them...I felt I was dying or would be brain
damaged...I was still very conscious and couldn't understand why I hadn't gone
under already but still experiencing this horror. Why everything was
happening so fast and so slow at the same time. Just after the people in
the room, including my husband (who was talking to me) turned into the
silhouettes, everything disappeared for a second and the next second I was
looking at Space! I saw a black sky with pinpoints of light...like a black
velvet curtain with tiny pinpoints of light. I was still conscious and not
in a dream state...I was just "looking" at this before me. Then the next
thing I could see everyone starting to come back into view...their black
silhouettes were slowly turning back into features again and I was so relieved
and said to my husband, "I can see you again!"
Probable NDE due to allergic reaction.
2339.
Stuart F NDE
English expanded version 9/13/10
I do
not remember having a problem with the water, or breathing, or any panic.
I just "all of a sudden" was in a great bright, cloudy, very blue skies, area
and I was standing on what one might call an escalator and it was going up.
It was very pretty and I was as calm as you can be. There was no sound.
Nothing was moving, I did not see any other persons, but the area was huge like
standing in the middle of a desert except that it was white clouds and blue
background. I have forgotten much about the period before I went swimming,
and remember little about the immediate afterward except that once the water
came out of me and I regained consciousness I was surrounded by aunts all
hugging and kissing. They were all terrified. I had no idea what had
happened except that it was nice.
NDE
due to drowning at age 6. Shared 65 years later.
2338.
Shawn M Probable NDE
English expanded version 9/13/10
The
sky was so red, it was not the blood red, it was very spectacular! There was a
lot of red clouds, the land was red too, so I went ahead and I met a red river,
the water is so beautiful and red, so far I can feel relax and happy, a
particular emotion experience! Firstly I saw a person who I didn't know at all
killed in the river (After I told the story to my grandfather, he said his
grandfather was killed in the similar place, and all of the details were almost
same! I was surprised), there was a ferry and a boatman there.
Probable NDE from China from suicide attempt.
2337.
Patty P NDE
English expanded version 9/13/10
I
was a passenger in a car when we hit black ice. We were going 60 m.p.h.
I remember the feeling of the car spinning and me gasping. The next thing
I remember is looking down at me sitting in the drivers seat. I thought
"What am I doing in the drivers seat?" I then noticed I was at the ceiling
of the car. There was a golden light all around me. I felt calm.
I was communication with two "beings" that I couldn't see but felt their
presence. They seemed to be part of the golden light that surrounded me.
We communicated about something. I'm not sure what the content of the
"conversation" was. I remember feeling that they were telling me something
important. I don't remember what the message was. The next thing I
remember is being worked on by passing EMTs. I had been there
for several hours before help arrived.
NDE
due to auto accident.
2336.
Harold T NDE
English expanded version 9/13/10
I
came up a second time and was trying to get the lifeguards attention but went
down with more water in my lungs again. I was suddenly out of my
body. I recall a total lack of fear. A matter-of-fact feeling that
is difficult to express. It was like my body was a distant memory. I
was trying to communicate with the life guard. He was a young boy and
talking to a young girl. They were talking about going out to have a
dinner and then a movie. I said look, look. I'm over there drowning.
I could see my body floating below the surface across the pool. The guard
remained inattentive except to his female friend.
NDE
at age 11 due to drowning. Shared 57 years later.
2335.
Nancy RB Probable NDE
English expanded version 9/13/10
I
fell out of an attic onto a concrete garage floor head first. My mother
said that when she came to the doorway of the garage, my body was blue and I was
not breathing. I remember having an out of body experience right after I
fell, because I was standing in the attic looking at my sister as she came
around some boxes, saw me lying on the floor, and climbed down the ladder
yelling for my mother. Then I was at the opening of the attic, looking
down on myself on the garage floor. Then there was nothingness. The
next thing I remember was being in my body, lying on my mother's bed, hearing my
mother crying and screaming and feeling my body jerk and twist violently over
and over again.
Probable NDE at age 2 due to head injury.
2334.
Gregg S NDE
English expanded version 9/13/10
During the time I was
in the duty office I was curled up in a tight fetal position with extreme muscle
cramping and loss of consciousness. It was about this time that I became
aware that I was observing this event from an elevated position in the room, on
top of a bank of lockers. At the time I was confused as to how I could be in two
places at once and immediately realized that my consciousness was not in my
body.
Two
med tech types came and started to pull me up off the floor in a rather brisk
manner. I watched in amazement as my body reacted by unfolding my arms from the
crossed position on my chest which caused the two med techs to collide above my
body. This all seemed very comical to me at the time. In fact the entire matter
was funny to me.
NDE
due to Novocain reaction. Two other experiences.
2333.
Patricia M NDE 4613
English expanded version 9/13/10
I
was in the lake in a large tire inner tube, but unable to swim. I slipped
out of the inner tube, head first into the water. I remember nothing
except knowing that I was at the bottom of the lake and wondering why I felt no
discomfort or the sensation of the inability to breath. I laid there,
looking up through the ripples in the water, and felt very calm and peaceful,
thinking this situation was beautiful. I did not feel my body, but was
very aware of the presence of what I believed was the sun shining through the
water. I then felt very warm, and the "sun" became more and more brilliant
until it seemed to surround my body. I continued feeling warmer and having
a sense of amazement at the beautiful place I was in. The light and warmth from
the sun enveloped my body. I was drawn to this light and thought, "This is
the most beautiful place in the world".
NDE
due to drowning at age 5. Shared 56 years later.
2332.
Guy B NDE 4612
English expanded version 9/13/10
That's when it happened. One moment she is standing in front of me, and
the next I am going way from her at an incredible speed. One instant I am
looking at her in a full size , the next she is a mere speck and then not there.
I could feel a sensation of movement and a whooshing sound - not loud , just
there. It really hard to put into words - because I don't know if I have any
words that can do justice to the experience. I don't re-call seeing a
tunnel with light - but I do re-call a feeling of calm and warmth and pure
peace. I knew I was dead, and remember thinking to myself "this isn't
bad". One part of me didn't want to leave my family - but at the same time
I didn't want to leave where I was. It's hard to describe, but it was the
most beautiful experience, I was so at peace, it was like I was enveloped in
pure love - I don't know if this makes any sense to anyone but me, but that OK.
NDE
due to cardiac arrest.
2331.
Shari G Possible NDE
English expanded version 9/13/10
I
was undergoing surgery for removal of an ovary when I found "myself" above the
operating table sitting on a bar attached to the ceiling. I was aware of
the people and the body on the operating table, but was not at all interested in
what was going on. There was a "being" next to me - I could not see this
being, but was aware that it was there. I was blithely swinging on the bar
like I used to do as a kid on the monkey bars. The emotional feeling was
one of complete freedom, contentment, happiness - something which I will never
forget as I tend to be somewhat of a tense person.
Possible NDE. OBE during surgery.
2330.
MHT Probable NDE
English expanded version 9/11/10
From the Netherlands. Original in Dutch, translated
by Annelies. Suddenly I felt a serene tranquility.
I can't move my body, the headache is gone and it is good, everything is
peaceful and calm. I have a feeling of intense HAPPINESS. Nothing can
compare to this feeling, no relaxation through music, nothing at all. Everything
inside me has been switched off, how wonderful not to feel pain or sorrow.
Suddenly I feel I'm back on my bed and I'm immediately conscious of everything
around me. I don't feel so tense anymore, I feel a kind of deliverance.
Probable NDE due to sepsis.
2329.
Peter B NDE
English expanded version 9/11/10
MY
FIRST EXPERIENCE WAS A FEELING OF FLOATING. I DIDN'T SEE MY BODY, BUT I KNEW
THAT I WAS NOT IN MY BODY. ON MY RIGHT THEIR WAS THE SOUND OF A LARGE CROWD,
VOICES THAT WERE SO NUMEROUS, I COULDN'T TELL IF I KNEW ANYONE, BUT IT SOUNDED
LIKE A HAPPY PARTY. THEIR WAS A TALL WALL THAT SEPARATED ME FROM EVERYONE.
TO MY LEFT, I SAW A TUNNEL OF A SORT, THE WALLS SEEMED TO BE TURNING AND WAS
SLOWLY BEING DRAWN INTO IT, NOT QUITE SURE IF I WAS SUPPOSED TO GO INTO IT.
EVENTUALLY I STARTED DOWN THE TUNNEL AND SAW A BRILLIANT LIGHT THAT GLOWED SO
BRIGHT, THAT I COULDN'T SEE A FACE BUT A SILHOUETTE OF A MAN. I KNEW HE WAS THE
LORD.
NDE
due to pulmonary embolus.
2328.
Samantha K Probable NDE
English expanded version 9/11/10
At a
certain point I had the front desk call 911 because I had a feeling I was dying.
I was in strange pain, feeling worse. Then my legs felt paralyzed. It was
as if I blinked and suddenly I was standing in front of Jesus and my (deceased)
mom. Everything was dark except them. I felt so good and happy...an
indescribable peace physically, mentally and spiritually. Jesus just smiled but
said nothing. My mom spoke to me even though her lips didn't move...it seemed
sort of telepathic. She said, "Sam, its not your time yet. You have to go back
and take care of your dad and Damien (my son)." Then just like a blink of an eye
I was back on Earth, in pain, laying on the bed and my son's friend asked "Were
you talking to God?" That was strange because this kid doesn't believe in God.
Probable NDE from illness.
2327.
Frank T Probable NDE
English expanded version 9/11/10
I was involved in a motorcycle accident. Lacerated liver,
internal bleeding. While in hospital, I lost consciousness, was brought to
operating room. Underwent 10 hours of surgery, received 22 pints of blood.
At several times during the surgery, I was aware of events that were occurring
in the
operating room. I was also aware of the presence of my deceased grandmother,
which gave me a strange sense of peace.
Probable NDE during surgery after severe trauma.
2326.
Gail T Probable NDE
English expanded version 9/11/10
I
express this to others as "having no body and being no where." Where is what we
humans use as a reference point. And I remember my first thought being "no
wonder humans are so depressed all of the time, bodies are so Heavy. I had no
eyes but could see. Yet, there was nothing to see. It was not dark, nor light.
It just was. I felt as though I could stay there forever an need nothing. That I
could just be, and need nothing else. Such calm. Such peacefulness. I wanted to
stay. But I began to hear the concern of others trying to "save" me. I wanted to
tell them that I was fine. Not to worry. But when they were going to call an
ambulance I felt compassion for them, and I had no way to tell them that I just
wanted to stay a little while longer and then I would come back.
Probable NDE due to apparent loss of consciousness.
2325.
Rita T Probable NDE
English expanded version 9/11/10
EXPERIENCED A
FALLING DOWN A LONG WHITE TUBE AND I COULD SEE THEIR FACES LOOKING DOWN THEIR
END OF THE TUBE. I CAME OUT INTO A BLACK PARTIAL VOID. I COULD SEE
WISPY CLOUD LIKE MATERIAL. I COULD SEE ONLY IN FRONT AND TO THE SIDES OF
ME. I HAD NO BODY BUT I COULD SEE AS THOUGH I DID. I HAD NO MEMORY
OF ANY FAMILY OR FRIENDS OR ANY PREVIOUS LIFE. I FELT MYSELF MOVING
UPWARDS AT ABOUT A 45 DEGREE ANGLE. I HAD NO FEAR OF FALLING OR FEAR OF
HEIGHT. AS I WAS MOVING UPWARD I SAW A VERY LARGE AREA OF CONDENSED LIGHT
THAT COATED ME IN SUCH A FEELING OF LOVE THAT I THOUGHT TO MYSELF (EVEN THOUGH I
HAD NO BRAIN THAT I COULD SENSE) IF THIS IS WHAT IT IS LIKE TO DIE THEN I CAN'T
WAIT. THEN INSIDE MY HEAD(?) THERE WAS A VOICE THAT SOUNDED LIKE IT COULD
BE TAKEN FOR A MALE OR FEMALE THAT SAID, "NO, WE ARE NOT READY FOR YOU YET.
Probable NDE during dental surgery.
2324.
Carlos A FDE
English expanded version 9/11/10
In the pitch blackness
setting I found myself begging a non present God to let me stay and remember
telling him I was too young to die. Immediately after the thought of my daughter
arose in my thoughts and felt sadness for her as I thought my time was coming to
an end. Subsequently I told God I had to take care of her since I was her father
and provider. Immediately I saw images of my life as if someone did a slideshow
of my life entirely. When my daughter's images showed up I felt love and
sadness. I continued begging God and all the sudden I left the pitch black place
and as if I woke up again.
Fear-Death Experience from untreated Hashimoto Thyroiditis, panicked and left
his body.
2323.
Carol S Possible NDE
English expanded version 9/11/10
I
remember going in and out of being awake phases, but at one point I do recall
feeling so at peace, being in a field of the most beautiful flowers, blue sky,
peaceful light emitting all around me; I recall being alone in the field and
having no pain, just a wonderful, wonderful warm experience where I wanted to
stay.
Possible NDE from
child-birth. Definitely an OBE though.
2322.
Julia J NDE
English expanded version 9/11/10 I
fell onto a playground area. I saw myself sitting on top of a climbing frame,
observing my body on the ground below. My grandmother, who had been deceased for
several years was with me. I remember my mother was present, crying and being
comforted by a neighbor. I wasn't feeling any emotion, it was a very detached
feeling.
Child NDE from
falling on the playground. Experiencer is now a pediatric and hospice
nurse.
2321.
Stanley P NDE
English expanded version 9/11/10 One
by one the souls were pulled into the physical universe but there seemed to be a
voluntary nature to the participation. This was an extremely interesting
experience since I witnessed everything from the beginning, formation of stars,
etc. But as the physical universe evolved and as my soul was pulled into the
universe I seemed to focus on just the Earth, but saw and experienced it on a
micro level, having simultaneous, complete knowledge of every bit of earth
especially of any living thing, including the smallest microbes in the soil or
ocean. It's difficult now to remember the feeling of being simultaneously aware
of every living thing. Along with the total history of the earth I saw and
experienced my little part in it, thus seeing my own life and death. After I
died in the experience my soul floated in space above the earth and even though
I was back to being a soul, it seemed to have the form of my naked body. As
earlier in the experience, my soul had the godlike quality of omniscience and I
think therefore omnipresence. However, as I floated in space I slowly became
aware that I was gripping something in my hand. At first I tried to ignore it
but eventually I found I couldn't open my hand to see what I was holding. At
that point I was "informed" by "God" that I was still tied to the physical world
and had to go back.
NDE from going
unconscious. Amazing universal experience!
2320.
Ronald M NDE
English expanded version 9/11/10 The
actual event I can recall perfectly because it has never left my emotional life
and has led to lifestyle changes. From darkness (coma or death), I experienced a
grand soothing luminous energy. If there is any definition of a "love-light
shining" this would have made the perfect video. I began to rise, or a feeling
of being lifted through the light. The light seemed to surround me as a secure
feeling, so bright, but so inviting. Ahead I could see a Being, not an angel
with wings, but identifiable as a human. Also, as I noticed the Being, my
perception of approaching seemed to resemble the travel through a tunnel.
However, upon my arrival to the power of the presence, the Being said, "It is
not your time." And I felt as if I did not want to return, or leave this feeling
of bliss.
NDE
due to hyperglycemia from diabetes.
2319.
Steven H NDE
English expanded version 9/11/10
I had a thought, I know
I play guitar, I'll wiggle my fingers. So I wiggled my fingers on my left hand.
As I did, I turned my head to look at my fingers. (I was lying on my back)
I looked down and saw myself ( body ) in the fetal position, lying on my left
side. I was about 5-6 feet above my body. I did not panic, nor did I feel any
fear. What I felt was "the peace that surpasses all human understanding." It is
hard for me to describe. It was at this point the 2 silhouettes turned
their heads (slightly) and turned towards me. I heard no audible words, but they
told me " Go to sleep. everything will be all right"
NDE
from smoke inhalation.
2318.
Dave G NDE
English expanded version 9/11/10
I remember saying, "I
feel so good and all the pain is gone." It wasn't just the pain of the
heart attack, I felt free of pains I didn't even know I had. I felt
wonderful, so light and free of "everything" physical. I remember saying,
to myself, "If I close my eyes I am just going to slip away." I closed my
eyes and, suddenly, with a physical shock, I was out of my body, standing,
alone, in a gray darkness. I stood there for a bit and looked around but
while I could see my naked body and feet, I couldn't make out anything else.
I remember saying, "God, is this where I am going to spend eternity?"
Suddenly, to my left, I could make out a "cave?" (best way I can put it)
entrance which was as dark as anything I had ever seen. I really had a
feeling of fear and apprehension and knew I didn't want to go there. At
about the same time I had a sense of absolute peace and also saw a "path"
leading off and up to the right which had begun to get lighter. I began
"moving", not walking, just moving, like on the moving walkways in some airports
towards that path.
NDE
void experience from cardiac arrest.
2317.
Julian D NDE
English expanded version 9/11/10
During my life review,
I understood that I had hardly begun to experience what I had incarnated this
time to do/learn, and that I had a choice to either go back to my broken body as
an adult, or to await another incarnation to pick up where I had left off. I was
show what was going on with Earth people at that time/place where I had just
left, and what would be taking place over the next roughly 50 years. I decided
that I did not want to do a rerun of my childhood and young adulthood again, and
to return to the damaged body.
NDE
from car accident.
2316.
Virginia D NDE
English expanded version 9/11/10
I do remember when I
came back into my body is when they lifted me out of the ambulance and the
wheels of the table I was on hit hard on the hard surface and I came back into
body thinking this is really like ER the series on television. However
when I crossed over I met the council and God of the Universe. I viewed my
life and several events and realized that we are all one with the Universe so
when I hurt someone I was really hurting myself and even more so I was hurting
every soul in the Universe. I realized I was pure white light and each
soul had a different hue, but I could see them. Many times other souls
could not make the viewing so they would walk away from the light.
NDE
from heart-attack. Interesting life review.
2315.
Priscilla C NDE
English expanded version 9/11/10
As I
went into this coma/or whatever you may want to call it. I was not in the
physical body but in a spiritual body I saw these unearthly beings that were
trying to pull me to their side. They were pulling at me from both sides
and I was in a struggle with them not to go over to their side. I struggle very
hard to get away from them. I cannot describe them at all. As soon as I got away
from them, I saw a very bright, bright light and I began to move at the speed of
light. Then I came back out of my coma, not realizing that I was still in
church.
NDE
due to unconsciousness from hypoglycemia.
2314.
Eric H Probable NDE
English expanded version 9/11/10
From
Australia.
Being a young child, I
was physically in pain by the jabbing of sharp hospital instruments. I remember
looking at the operating light above me and looking into it. At the moment of
time and instant, I could see what seemed like colorful jelly fish like beings.
They were a living form radiating imminent light. Beautiful. There were
hundreds, maybe thousands, or even millions. At the same time I could still see
the doctors, nurses and surgeons working on me desperately doing what they had
to do. Theses beautiful colorful radiant jelly fish like beings felt like to me
they were waiting for me to take me. The were a rainbow color but could change
colors and the light that radiated off them. Its indescribable. I have
never seen them in this world.
Child
Probable NDE happening in New Zealand from ruptured appendix.
2313. Cynthia T NDE English expanded version 9/1/10 From Canada. Original in French, translated to English by Magalie. Right after they left, the room looked like it was fading away and as I was telling the nurse about it everything went white- as if I was blinded by a strong light. I could hear everything, even the nurse who was on the phone asking for medication. It was like fainting but instead of being dark it was sparkling white. I felt like I was floating on a cloud and it felt so good, it was an amazing sensation. until I came back in my body.
NDE from childbirth complications.
2312. Captain David Perry English expanded version 8/31/10 NDE from 1796
2311.
Kathy G Probable NDE
English expanded version 8/18/10
From France. Original in French, translated to
English by Magalie.
After being in labor for 19 hours
my baby was stuck and the doctor decided to do an emergency C-section. When
they were ready to cut, the epidural wasn�t working anymore so they put me under
anesthesia. I found myself in a very bright hallway, very beautiful and
very cozy. At the end of the hallway there were some figures, which I couldn�t
make out but they were calling me by my first name and asking me to live,
telling me that it was time, I had to go. At the same time, someone was
slapping me in the face, calling me by my last name and asking me to wake up.
Probable NDE from
childbirth complications.
2310.
Sara NDE
English expanded version 8/13/10
From Paraguay. Original in Spanish, translated to
English by Simon.
Everything started to lose shape, fading, I could just see the outlines of
things which then started to shine, until everything became a light, growing
stronger and stronger and changing from bluish to white. From the darkness I
felt a mixture of very unusual emotions, a feeling of peace, tranquillity,
happiness, joy... I felt safe, sure, in unity with everything, a part of
something immense. A lot of indescribable emotions. And the light was calling
me, I felt I had to go to it, not feeling my body, but knowing that I could get
to it (the light). Then I felt that something was pulling me in what would
be my chest, I felt sadness, concern for my family, I did not want to leave this
tranquillity, but I heard my father's voice asking for my help, saying they
needed me, that I must make an effort or I would not survive, that I was strong.
NDE
from loss of consciousness and seizure.
2309.
Alberta L NDE
English expanded version 8/10/10
I
went through a tunnel and into the brightest light that you can imagine but it
was not blinding. It was so calming and filled with love. It was a
thousand times better than the love you experience on earth. Everything was
white when I passed through the light. I saw a bunch of people dressed in
white robes. They were communicating without talking or moving their
mouths and floating without walking. A figure came close to me, it was my great
grandmother. That was odd because I was not her favorite great grand
daughter, my cousin was. I always knew she loved me though. As soon as she
came very close to me, my mother came up from behind her and put her hand out to
me so I could grab it. My great grand mother prevented that. All of a
sudden, I wanted to go back to tell my husband that I wanted him to raise our
children a certain way then I wanted to come right back as soon as possible.
NDE
due to allergic reaction from anesthetic during caesarian section delivery.
2308.
Terry M NDE
English expanded version 8/10/10
I
have a bit of memory about me being rushed through double doors and after that
-nothing. The next thing I recall is a sensation of floating in a void, a
grey like substance and experiencing incredible peace, the absolute absence of
any kind of fear. This experience would be interrupted by Nurse Amy, (She
was one of the ER nurses) or Dr. Lee, (ER MD) calling my name and I would
achieve a bit consciousness. I would return to this "void". I
became mildly aggravated with the medical types for calling me back.
NDE
and other experiences. Experience described in most detail was from
illness following surgery.
2307.
Diane L NDE
English expanded version 8/10/10
I
was at the local beach with my sister. It was a balmy summer day with
waves app. 3 feet high. I had decided to go into the water which was warm.
I then went body surfing. I started tumbling under the water. I kept
trying to right myself but could not. Suddenly, I was watching myself
roll. I was not upset I felt peace. I was in a large expanse of
black watching my life flash before me. I looked down and somehow I was
righted upwards.
NDE
at age 14 due to drowning.
2306.
Trevor FB NDE
English expanded version 8/10/10
My
body started to fit and after that I started to feel increasingly detached from
the situation and it felt like everything was starting to slow down
...like I was driving on the motorway and had drifted into a sand filled safety
lane ..that the slowing down was not something I had a choice / control
over....there was a tangible 'stop' point some minutes ahead and it was not
avoidable - the rest of the world continued past me but I was stopping. When we
got to the resuscitation room in A&E I felt very close to being entirely
detached and was not frightened anymore - in fact there was a great sense of
calmness as I knew with great certainty that there was nothing I could do about
it.... it was entirely out of my control and therefore I could relax and just
observe very closely. My point of vision was above and slightly to the rear of
my head�
NDE
due to heart attack.
2305.
Ellen N NDE
English expanded version 8/10/10
I
realized that I was no more than a eye or something with a vision which was me
and I was on top of the lights in the surgery room and then I realized it was me
and I was looking around and suddenly I looked down and there I was looking at
myself laying on the surgery table and the Doctor pounding on my chest trying to
revive me. Then I realized that I was looking down at my body and for just
seconds I knew what was going on and I felt as if I was the smallest entity
imaginable almost like I was the smallest water drop but with thinking abilities
to recognize myself as being almost a spirit of some kind. But when I had
realized that I must be dying the next thing of acknowledgment was when they
were waking me up out the anesthesia.
NDE
under general anesthesia.
2304.
Sally P NDE
English expanded version 8/10/10
Then
in an unrecognizable "place", feeling very comfortable, not concerned or
worried. Felt "presence" and feeling I could communicate, but not speech nor
hearing. My overwhelming and really only concern was that although the feeling
of love and peace was enormous, I needed to return to earth to raise my
daughters of 7 and 4. What came back from the presence was: "Whatever you need
to do you will do." That made me feel even more relaxed. I enjoyed staying a
while longer and feeling the overwhelming love flood over me.
NDE
due to infection.
2303.
Michael O Probable NDE
English expanded version 8/10/10
He
stood in front of me sitting on the bed. I knew him better than anyone in the
room. As though I had known him forever. He looked at me and gave me a choice to
stay or go. Without hesitation, I said lets go. I was ready. I had been battling
illness for three years. Been through chemo, and tons of drugs. Not to mention
the worst pain ever with what I was currently experiencing. I looked back with
no regret, know that my family could not loose in the long run. I was tired and
wanted terribly to be with this being. He solely cared for me and loved me so
much. I made my choice to go, and in almost an instant my head was flooded with
images of my to children and how hurt they would be. I know he did it, and I'm
glad. I told him that I would have to stay.
Probable NDE due to illness.
2302.
Crystal M NDE
English expanded version 8/10/10
I remember
communicating with the light all around me. I knew it was God. I could touch the
light and it was communicate emotions and thoughts to me. I have never felt that
much love and utter peace. I had this overwhelming understanding that EVERYTHING
was exactly as it was suppose to be. Everything that was or is...was just
perfect. All communication that was done was done with no words...it was
just understood between us. I began to go through the light , which now I
understand why people say they were in a tunnel. The light was all around me.
The entire time I was communicating with it and the 2 beings with me. I remember
going through the light...towards an end...a brighter spot at the end of the
tunnel.
I
was not afraid...I knew who I was and where I was...like being transported to
your childhood home...you remember it.
NDE
due to cardiac arrest.
2301.
Teri R NDE
English expanded version 8/10/10
Then
I emerged from the tunnel into an indescribable place of peace and tranquility.
There was the most beautiful Being of White Light there. With the level of
understanding I had at the time, I saw that he took on an image so that I could
relate and feel comfortable but that his true essence was Light and Love.
He appeared to me as an older man with long gray hair and a beard. But
what stood out above anything else was that he loved me unconditionally.
The feeling of being in his presence was something that felt like I was
"home"-in a sense that I had never known. I saw that my true essence was
also this energy of love but as he reviewed my life with me, I received the
understanding that I was the one who removed myself from the benefits and bliss
of love by the anger I felt over some experiences I had had growing up. I
saw how important it is to project feelings of love instead of the energy I was
projecting through my emotions and feelings about life.
NDE
due to auto accident.
2300.
Lylia P NDE
English expanded version 8/10/10
Then
it happened. I was rising, rising high, above the treetops in the
Amazonian Rain forest. At 3, I had not learned what this was, so when I told my
parents, they were shocked. I was bleeding from my head, and I put my hand
and saw this glistening red in the sky. I was scared at first, but something in
me calmed me down. Then, As I faced a door, I touched the handle. The
handle was extremely warm, and I pulled my hand away. Then the door vanished.
My first house fire occurred a year later. Then, I was placed in front of
a large chair, with a strict looking woman on it. Then my mother went to
court a month later. With a female judge.
NDE
at age 3 due to head injury. Interesting future visions.
2299.
JC Possible NDE
English expanded version 8/10/10
I
was alone in my room in bed the day after the open heart surgery. I was
wondering if my adult son was in the waiting room. Immediately upon that
thought, my consciousness/awareness was moving down the hallway in Hopkins.
"I" was about 5' above the floor and passed over a gurney. I found myself
in the waiting room. I looked around and noticed two little (petite/small
boned) black girls around 5 years of age sitting together in one large chair.
They appeared to be twins. They were very neat and had braids. One
had a book she was looking at. The other was sitting slightly in back of
her and looking over the other's shoulder at the book. I looked for my
son. When I saw that he wasn't there, I said to myself, "there's no reason
to stay here." Immediately upon saying that, "I" was back in my bed.
OBE
possible NDE after heart surgery.
2298.
Melissa C NDE
English expanded version 8/10/10
Then
I looked down and was observing my own surgery. I was small, so I had no clue
what was going on. I was a shy child so I though to myself, I will just stay
here and be quiet. At that moment, the surgeon and staff seemed to be in a
panic, but i was distracted by the sounds of a playground to my right. I turned
toward the sounds of other children calling me, telling me they wanted me to
come and play. I looked down a dark area where the other children were calling
from, remembering I wanted to go play, it felt safe. I looked down again at my
body laying there on the table, opened up, blood around me. I heard" we are
losing her!" I still did not understand what was happening. I do remember seeing
them working on me, the monitor was not beeping anymore, and it was upsetting
all the nurses.
NDE
at age 4 from complication during surgery for perforated appendix.
2297.
Margie A NDE
English expanded version 8/10/10
The Dr. was shouting at
a maintenance man to hurry up with some wooden blocks. They were putting them
under the foot-end of the bed. And he was shouting about the blood; where was
it. When he said it's too late, I instantly left the room. (It was a huge
room-that was strange; I worked at the same hospital and there wasn't a room
like that anywhere). Now I was moving in a wonderful soft pinkish-golden
presence. The presence with me was Love and Peace and I was wrapped inside. It
was quiet and so beautiful that I wanted to stay there forever. Outside of this
presence was a golden light. I was being lifted up and up. I was aware that
I
had to go back and I didn't want to.
NDE
due to childbirth. Shared 48 years later.
2296.
Arnaud S NDE
English expanded version 8/10/10
Original in French, translated to English by Magalie.
I started playing the choking
game. I was near a pond in the schoolyard, surrounded by my friends. I felt
myself going and then, only remember to have seen everything that was happening
around the pond and myself. The notion of time did not exist. It was like I was
floating above the scenery: my friends were speaking and laughing while two
other friends were holding me. I felt a kind of warmth, intense well being and
felt as if I had total knowledge of everything. When I came back I was told I
was unconscious for about 10 seconds and that two friends had caught me as I
fell.
Beginnings of a
NDE from choking.
2295.
Sandra K NDE
English expanded version 8/8/10
Finally I looked up to see if she was ok, that's when I noticed I was hovering
just above our bodies about where the roof of the car was. I again answered my
sisters cries but this time I could see myself knocked out w/h my head in my
chest. I was outside my body long enough to realize that she couldn't hear me
because I wasn't in my physical body therefore I had no vocal cords. What was
weird though was I could hear my voice just as I did when I was in my body. What
happened next was since I couldn't reply to my sisters pleas she reached over to
shake me awake, when she did this she let out this scream of pain (I watched
this all happen). The next thing I know I'm some how back in my body again.
NDE
due to car accident.
2294.
David B NDE/FDE
English expanded version 8/8/10
Finally...my fear said " get this over with...quickly ". I opened my mouth and
started swallowing as much water as I could as fast as I could. I was trying to
drown myself. I was not thinking of anything but getting out of there. As I was
frantically swallowing...I found myself peacefully and quietly floating
horizontally in a winding tunnel. The tunnel was about 8-10 feet across. As I
floated, I was looking to my right and I could see the end of my arm and hand
stretched out from my side. ( Like a plane wing). I could see that the walls of
the tunnel had dark dirty like rings going around it with little round dark
spots on the tunnel wall. Ahead, it seemed to wind, there was a light
noticed ahead at certain turns in the tunnel. ...I was moving forward
horizontally,... slowly. Very peaceful and no noise.
NDE
vs Fear-Death Experience from near drowning. Experience began while he was
frantically swallowing water, suggesting possibility that this is Fear-Death
Experience. Experience included a living person (his mother) which is very
unusual.
2293.
Dani C NDE
English expanded version 8/8/10
I
had consumed a large amount of pills and alcohol. When I "came to" - I was
floating above my body. It was a very neutral feeling initially. I
remember it being dark. I started to ascend towards light and feeling joy
- although that word does not do justice to what I was feeling. Then I was
told to go back. It is not your time. I remember feeling sad.
I have no conscious memory of going back in my body. I woke the next day,
ill from the side effects of the poisons I had put in my body.
NDE
at age 15 due to suicide attempt.
2292.
Anne R NDE
English expanded version 8/8/10
June
21, 1957, I turned 15 years old. A week later, after going to the mail box to
mail my grandparents a thank you note, I was strangled and then kidnapped. I
later came to in a corn field. SOMETHING told me to pretend I was dead. I was
aware someone was there...later I heard him start to leave. He said repeatedly.
"she's dead, she's dead". All I wanted to do was go to sleep. While I was
"asleep", I saw blue sky and lots of very bright light in the background of a
"spiritual" figure (a man -GOD?)) in flowing red robes commanding me in a very
stern voice: "Anne - get up"...I just wanted to sleep...he again commanded me to
get up. Somehow I did. I stumbled through the corn and later came to a dirt
road. Why I turned right instead of left, I don't know. I soon saw a farm house
and collapsed in their yard. They called the ambulance.
NDE
at age 15 due to criminal attack. Message in NDE likely saved her life.
2291.
Joni P NDE
English expanded version 8/8/10
I
had erysipelas. I had blood transfusions trying to save me. I was
pronounced dead and word was sent to my family� I was looking down at the
hospital bed where I was lying. I thought I was on some steep stairs but
realized later that was not the case. I was evidently hovering about the
ceiling. The next thing I knew I was standing by some hedges that I had
come through. There was a young girl there who told me she was my sister
and she did look very much like my oldest sister who was 8 years older than I.
She said I was to stay there with her and I asked her if this was school.
She said it was something like a school which made me happy as I wanted to go to
school like my 3 older sisters. She took my hand and led me down a path
into a very beautiful place. everything was perfect, rolling hills, green grass
and a stream running nearby. She said she was not sure if I was able to
stay, she would have to leave me for a while to find out. I was not
allowed past a certain place. On the other side it looked like there was
crystal buildings which I though must be the school.
NDE
at age 4 due to illness. Shared 73 years later.
2290.
Joel H NDE
English expanded version 8/8/10
At
the time of the incident I was in bed asleep. Suddenly, my consciousness was
ripped from my body and I was hurled through a corridor-like tunnel that I could
see through. Outside were thousands of planets that were being passed at a
tremendous speed. At the end of the tunnel was a pin point of light that was
growing larger and larger. My emotional state was that I was experiencing a very
relaxed and loving feeling; in fact, I felt like I was a Prince coming home.
However, I was also furious at being there. A pleasant and loving voice within
the light asked me a question: "Are you ready to come home?" To which I
replied, "No! I want to see my new son grow up." I was immediately slammed back
into my body. It was like every cell of my body was being pushed through a
board, and yet I felt no real pain. When I regained awareness, I was on my way
to the emergency ward.
NDE
due to heart attack.
2289.
Paul H Probable NDEs
English expanded version 8/8/10
1954, 1997 -- Both experience of void and reaching incredible light, all colors,
almost to boundary line; Experiences later, e.g., 1974, sudden access to every
book I've ever read, many human languages, whatever search terms, photographic
-- then whoosh-like feeling, back-into-body, seated near four other people,
talking, who did not notice that I had "been gone"� Synaesthesia -- Hearing
colors, seeing sounds.
Probable NDEs due to illness.
2288.
Anita C NDE
English expanded version 8/8/10
During a dental procedure there was a bright light that I rose up to and was
subsequently fully engulfed. A very calming male voice told me I had a
choice to move on further into the light or stay in my present element. I
was looking down and was able to recall the tops of the heads of all the medical
personnel in the room and I was briefly considering going further into the
light. The male voice told me that time was running out and that I must give a
response, and I did say that I chose to stay because I could withstand my
controlling grandmother and did not want to leave my grandfather. I did
not immediately awaken, but continued to watch the scene below me for a while,
I'm unable to estimate the length of time. The nurses were shaking me and
tapping the tops of my hands and rubbing my arms while the doctor was very
loudly yelling for someone to get my grandmother quickly and he kept saying they
were losing me.
NDE
due to anesthetic complication at age 7. Experience shared 64 years later.
2287.
Maria C NDE
English expanded version 8/8/10
But
I clearly remember seeing myself walking though a tunnel, while I walked, well,
it was like floating more then walking, I felt peace, no worries, angelical
music, and a bright clear light like a star, like a diamond, and at the end of
the tunnel there was this man, he looked just like the pictures we see here of
Jesus, he took me my hand and said to me, "This is not your time" and like
floating motion he turned me around and sent me back�
NDE
due to brain hemorrhage.
2286.
Scott R Probable NDE
English expanded version 8/8/10
I
experienced civil war soldiers marching along a long walkway upwards. I
was told it was not my time to go. My feelings was of purgatory or hell.
But there was more too it that I can not put to words. It was as though I
had more to do and to prove my worthiness.
Probable NDE due to injury from an exploding water main.
2285.
Connie P NDE
English expanded version 8/8/10
From UK.
I
have "recall", which is almost like having a wonderful memory. I see the
grass - it's incredibly lush and green - and I know it's late spring or early
summer. I know the air is full of pollen and the flowers are blooming.
It's warm and the sun is brilliant. I see the skirt, all the way down to
the ground, as the woman walks towards me. I look up very slowly and see
her face. I see and feel nothing but love, peace and understanding.
NDE
due to cardiac arrest during surgery.
2284.
Rachel L Probable NDE
English expanded version 8/8/10
When
I blacked out, I began to fly/fall down a flight of stairs into a wall, and
right before I hit the wall I immediately stopped before impact. I began
to float and found myself in an old English pub, dimly lit, with an old
bartender wiping down glasses. He nodded to acknowledge my presence, and
then I woke up to a doctor saying "Welcome back."
Probable NDE due to septic shock with atypical content.
2283.
Dick M NDE
English expanded version 8/8/10
I
WAS ON A TABLE BEING ATTENDED BY DOCTORS AND, SUDDENLY, I FOUND MYSELF
"FLOATING" ON THE CORNER OF THE CEILING AND I HEARD A DOCTOR SAY "WE ARE LOSING
HIM." I TURNED OR WAS TURNED AWAY AND FOUND MYSELF IN A "TUNNEL" OF LIGHT,
BRIGHT BUT AT THE SAME TIME "SOFT" AROUND THE EDGES. I WAS PROCEEDING DOWN (OR
UP) THROUGH THIS TUNNEL AND I SAW A FIGURE--NOT DESCRIBABLE--THIS FIGURE SAID "
GO BACK--IT IS NOT YOUR TIME." I DID NOT WANT TO GO BACK AND THE VOICE REPEATED
'GO BACK. IT IS NOT YOUR TIME" THEN THE VOICE SAID "YOU HAVE HAD ENOUGH" AND I
KNEW THAT THE VOICE MEANT ALCOHOL. I RELUCTANTLY RETREATED AND THE NEXT THING I
REMEMBER IS WAKING UP IN A HOSPITAL BED COMPLETELY AT PEACE AND SOBER. I WAS ALL
ALONE AND I HEARD MY OWN VOICE RECITING THE FIRST STEP OF AA. I HAVE NOT
HAD A DRINK OR A DESIRE FOR A DRINK TO THIS DAY.
NDE
due to alcohol overdose. After NDE, he no longer drank alcohol.
2282.
Johnny H NDE
English expanded version 8/8/10
I
was in a wreck and died at one point when I seen my grandmother, grand father
and 2 uncles that has passed. It was in a area with green grass and a
wooded background my grandfather and 2 uncles were in seats of a chrome swing
with purple seats. My grandmother was standing with one seat on the swing with
no one in it, I tried to get in the swing seat but could not . I ask my
grandmother to help me on the swing and she said no that I could not stay I had
to go home. I could smell my grandmother's perfume something I had not smelled
in 27 years and my grandfather 's laugh . When I came to I was in
intensive care in the hospital and I could not remember the accident, this was
all I could remember.
NDE
due to accident.
2281.
Robin W Fear Death Experience
English expanded version 8/8/10
I
hit black ice, and my car careened out of control. At that point, I felt
as if I was looking at the steering wheel turning one direction and then the
other at a fast speed. I could see the steering wheel from above and see
myself in the driver's seat. The most profound thing I remember is the
sense of utter peace and joy- a feeling that is truly indescribable- and one I
have never had since. It was a calm joy and happiness, as I watched from
above. The next thing I remember is being back in my seat and saying in a
loud voice, "God, I'm not ready to go yet." I remember vaguely going down
an embankment and hitting a tree. Yet, I don't remember an impact, per se.
Fear-Death Experience immediately prior to auto accident.
2280.
Sally L Probable NDE
English expanded version 8/8/10
I
felt as I drifted so peaceful and LOVED. I smelled roses before I got there.
When I looked around I saw the rose garden with every different color you could
think of. I was in this bright place and glowing light with love all
around me. I heard music and angels singing. A tall man came and asked me if I
wanted to go on or back. I think he asked me twice. I said I want to go back. I
think I must have been told I would get married and start a family. I might have
wanted to stay otherwise. It was so beautiful. I know it was heaven. I was
scared to die until then. I will never forget the place of unconditional love.
Probable NDE due to anesthetic complication
2279.
Michael A NDE 4521
English expanded version 8/8/10
A
few days post operative I was laying in ICU and I felt a fluttering and alarms
on the monitor sounded and hospital staff came running in and board placed under
me and gown was pulled off and "equipment attached to wires from my chest". I
was already looking down on myself. I pulled out of my body at the time the
board was placed under me. All of a sudden I was back in my body looking down at
my feet. Did not experience any pain- I was no as blind in those days as I am
now.
NDE
due to cardiac arrest. He is blind, and was blind at the time of this
experience.
2278.
Kathy W Probable NDE
English expanded version 8/8/10
There was a figure sitting under an enormous tree and other small
figures/children were gathered around. The figure (male)--(funny I don't
remember a race or hair color just illuminating light) had a pure white robe on.
It was not the man Jesus but He was God/Creator. Others would probably thought
of Him as Jesus. He told me without words to come to Him. I went to Him, He was
familiar, and He held me and comforted me. I have never felt so safe, loved
unconditionally and the pain....it was gone!! Oh, and that lovely sweet
scent---roses/lily of the valley--like every flower in the world surrendered one
note of its being to create the perfect scent.
Probable NDE at age 3 due to illness.
2277.
Dorothy T NDEs
English expanded version 8/8/10
From Canada
The
second time, like the first, I found myself in a tunnel of sorts. It was made up
of light. If I looked directly up I could see that the light was made of many,
many colours (at six I didn't know about spectrums) but the light ahead and
around me was white, beyond white, beyond anything that can be described as
white. I remember thinking "I'm back" and feeling relief. Both times there was a
figure at the end of the tunnel, male in 'feel' but non-distinguishable in
features. The intensity of emotion was of overwhelming love, knowledge and
belonging. Both times I was told, by name I think, that I had to go back. That I
could not come now. The 'voice' was a beautiful voice, calm and loving but, like
the light, it seemed to come from both within and without and seemed to be and
yet not be at the same time. I remember, the second time, begging to be allowed
to follow beyond the tunnel and I remember the disappointment at, once again,
being turned back.
Two
NDEs. One at age 6 due to blood loss and another at age 23 due to coma.
2276.
Debra B NDE
English expanded version 8/8/10
I
don't remember anything before the accident, as me and my ex-boyfriend were
drinking heavily. All I know is it happened around 3am and the next thing I know
I feel this floating sensation...I wasn't in my body. Next it was really dark,
like a tunnel floating toward this light and as I was floating further on the
light was getting bigger and brighter. Next I see my Mom (she died in 2000) and
she was standing in front of the light. She was wearing this white gown and it
looked as if she was glowing. She had her head down and her eyes up staring at
me and we were communicating in our minds. It was as if we can read each others
thoughts!
NDE
due to head injury (thrown from car).
2275.
Lisa T Probable NDE
English expanded version 8/8/10
I took an overdose of prescription pills in an attempt at suicide I was a drug
addict my mother was being buried that day I had been arrested and charged with
felony drugs crimes lost custody of all 3 of my children. I spiraled into a deep
depression and tried to kill myself. I can remember the light and I heard voices
but the voices were drowned out by a baby crying...I think the baby was my
cousins son who had died from SIDS ...shortly after this happened I had a
dream that my mom was holding that baby showing him to me.. the only thing that
saved my life was a police officer I had known since childhood I can remember
him calling me back telling me I couldn't do this to my family. I turned away
from the light and then all I remember is everything going black I woke up in
ICU 2 weeks later.
Probable NDE due to suicide attempt with drug overdose.
2274.
JM Probable NDE
English expanded version 8/8/10
From UK.
I
had a Pneumo Thorax and required surgery to fix it. Whilst undergoing surgery I
had an experience, at which point I am not sure. I was not aware of leaving my
body, but I was aware of 'waking up' somewhere else. I found myself in a small
clearing in what seemed to be a kind of forest. There was a table in the
clearing large and oval at which sat people who I did not know. I was beckoned
to go and sit down at an empty space. After I sat down a large screen appeared
behind the table and we all turned to see it. The screen showed in a kind of
fast forward mode all the events of my life up until that point. After the
'film' finished there was then much discussion of which I did not really seem to
be part of about whether I had 'followed' my life path and overcome the tasks
set to me. After some debate the consensus was that I had not and I was informed
that I was to be 'sent' back for another try, and this time I would need to make
some changes and put my life on a different track.
Probable NDE while undergoing surgery.
2273.
Maurice B NDE
English expanded version 8/7/10 From
France. Original in French, translated to English by Magalie. I
could hear myself calling to my wife and then, I emerged from my body who
crumbled on the floor like a blanket. I was in absolute darkness and I was
coming near a bright and intense white light. Suddenly, I came back into my body
and it felt as if I was sucked back in it. The shower head had fallen into the
bath, the water was sprinkling on my lower abdomen and it felt as if I was
urinating on myself. I woke up, laying on the floor, with my head against my
chest. My wife turned off the water so it wouldn't flood the bathroom.
NDE from pain-related unconsciousness.
2272.
Alexandra S NDE
English expanded version 8/7/10 From
France. Original in French, translated to English by Kathy.
I was thinking
of many things at once: of my parents, of my life, of the life that I would have
had. Then I had a feeling of leaving my body, of floating, I could see my body
curled up in the shower. I could see everything, I could hear everything but I
was looking at my body. I only had eyes, no body and I could feel myself rising,
rising then the black hole.
NDE from electrocution.
2271.
Misericordia AC Probable NDE
English expanded version 8/7/10 From
Spain. Original in Spanish, translated to English by Simon.
I saw a tunnel with a light which drew me towards it. I could see myself in
silhouette, going towards it. I saw Jesus, young and with a beard, as I have
since seen him in the image of the Divine Mercy. He was saying: "Come". And I
saw some moments from my life which caused me to feel repentance. I said
to him: "Not yet, give me more time to repent". And I heard, within myself:
"Everything you have confessed is already forgiven and forgotten". Then I could
hear my father's prayer for me, saying it was not yet time for me to die.
Feeling a great peace and joy I began to improve physically.
Probable NDE from pneumonia.
2270.
Roselyne L Possible NDE
English expanded version 7/29/10 From
France. Original in French, translated to English by Kathy.
I was put to sleep ( then,
I saw! I was
above the operating table!
And my body was floating in a
tunnel, at the end was a light that was growing bigger, I could see shadows at
the end of this light and my body stopped floating, I was content, I felt like
continuing on my way! But a voice told me I had to go back, that I was needed.
When I came to a pain, ripped my body, I felt like I was in a vice and that
someone was pushing on my stomach, and at every pressure, I heard music, a
tango, and with each rhythm of this tango, pain in my stomach and chest!
Then nothing!
Possible
NDE due to childbirth complications. Non clear life-threatening event.
2269.
Charlie D NDE
English expanded version 7/25/10
After the motor vehicle accident, I was brought to the hospital via ambulance
and have no recall of that. Once I was in the intensive care I went into cardiac
arrest. I seemed to drift away and then suddenly, I accelerated not with my body
but with my spirit or essence up through the ceiling into a path/tunnel that
lead to an all knowing all loving comforting peaceful light. A familiar yet
embracing light. The tunnel/path had silhouettes of beings on the other side of
some undefined boundary I could hear sounds but not intelligible. This place was
free of pain and I felt I was one with all. I had arrived to a place without
pain . My vision was 360 it was profoundly beautiful. I remember stopping I
don't remember how or why. I did Have a past life review. Then I found my spirit
floating at the ceiling of the ICU looking for something. I saw a patient with a
very high fever another with all kinds of head bandages. Then I saw all this
activity around a bed and came over it and it was ME. At that very second I
burst into my body I was back to the awful pain. I realized I had been given a
choice life or death.
NDE
due to cardiac arrest following car accident.
2268.
Helen D NDE
English expanded version 7/25/10
I had many questions
after my initial panic had subsided. I wanted to know how the world
worked, was made, what was our purpose in life, why we are on this earth , how
did we come to be here, what was the right religion. They tried to slow me
down, they said they couldn't answer everything for me at this time, they said
to try to explain would be difficult/beyond us as what we humans think is only a
ant-like piece of what it all is/means. They did answer the religion
question. To me they said there is no right or wrong religion. it is what is in
your heart that counts. They also said Our purpose on this earth is to
love. After my review they told me I had to go back my mission in life was
not complete. I had to be convinced and reassured I would come back someday. I
did not want to return to my awful life.
NDE
at age 9 due to drowning.
2267.
Mary S NDE
English expanded version 7/25/10
I
was 10 yr old and swimming in a public pool (couldn't swim well) I got confused
and swam into deeper water and started to panic. Trying to yell "help" I
just choked down more water. It was very scared and exhausted. Then
all of a sudden such peace came over me it was wonderful. I could see my
arms floating in the water...I was above. A lifeguard finally got to me (I
don't remember this part) but when he got me out of the water I could see my
body in his arms. My swimsuit top was pulled up and I saw him pull it down
for me. (Later this was verified).
NDE
at age 10 due to drowning.
2266.
Frederick F NDE
English expanded version 7/25/10
I
can remember the doctors and nurses that day becoming panicky and someone
calling for a crash cart while they worked on me I never felt any pain as I
floated out of my body I flipped over on my stomach and watched for awhile an
then I noticed this rotating hole in the wall like a tunnel with the most
beautiful blue and whitest light that offered so much peace that I followed the
white light down the blue crystal tunnel then I entered into the most peaceful
green valley surrounded by trees on both sides with the morning dew and fog
still present the vegetation was so lush and the air was of a angelic almost
dreamy like pleasure to breath it was effortless and then my grandfather met me
and I was so happy to see him he had already died, but he was as real when he
was alive I am still in shock today�
NDE
during surgery.
2265.
Nettie P NDE
English expanded version 7/19/10
I
had a terrible childbirth that should have been a c section, but when the doctor
arrived and realized it was too late, and both the baby and i were already in
danger. It was too late for a c section so they did a quick forceps
delivery and apparently I was 'dead' at the time. I clearly remember floating
above and watching them work on my son to get him breathing, cleaning him up and
passing him from relative to relative while they worked on me, and I kept asking
people to hand me my baby but nobody answered me. The following day they gave me
3 units of blood when they realized they had not given me any transfusions and I
could not sit up without fainting. My mother insisted I had not been speaking to
anyone and could not have seen anyone doing anything to my son because I had
been 'dead' at the time.
NDE
at time of delivery.
2264.
Heather M NDE
English expanded version 7/19/10
I
was freebasing cocaine and seized. I left my body and saw myself seizing
including graphic physical unpleasant visualizations. I was tied up. I was told
as I was unconscious to envision a rope and climb up it. I pictured myself at
the bottom of a deep pit, or black tunnel with a light at the top. I pictured a
rope and physically felt as if I was climbing up it toward the light (life.) I
did also feel the general impression it was a choice to do so. When I reached
the top, I regained consciousness.
NDE
due to cocaine use with seizure. Atypical content.
2263.
Anne O Probable NDE
English expanded version 7/19/10
From Canada
I
remember very little since I had a high fever, suddenly I felt my body sinking
into the mattress and closing over me. Then I was looking down on a little
girl lying in a fetal position on her right side. My mother was standing
at the bottom of the bed, suddenly I heard the front door opening and footsteps
walking down the hall toward my bedroom, it was my father who apparently went to
see if he could find a doctor, he told my mother the doctor was unable to visit
me and that he should take me to a hospital for contagious diseases , he had a
taxi waiting for him. I didn't feel sad while looking at the scene, no
feeling whatsoever. I then found myself in a very bright place, outdoors,
I remember a very blue sky, and a large , bright gold gate with extending fence
as far as I could see. There was a table in front of me with two people standing
behind it, they looked at me then down at the table and told me I couldn't stay.
There was no question about my destiny, I had no choice, and I understood.
Probable NDE at age 6-7 due to scarlet fever. Shared 75 years later.
2262.
Mark H NDE 4494
English expanded version 7/19/10
I
just kept wanting to tell him that "I'm fine... I'm fine.... I'm fine"..."I'm up
here", but he never looked up . It was frustrating that I couldn't tell
them, because I thought if they knew I was fine, they wouldn't worry about me
down there anymore. Then as he was slapping me, I started to move slowly
towards my body. I remember like it was today that I said "No.. No.. NO..
many times", but you can't really talk. I was going back very slowly and
all I could think of was "NO". This may sound crazy, but as I got down to
the floor, I actually laid by myself head-to-head and toe-to-toe and 'slid' back
inside. I remember it so well and then I woke up as he was yelling my
name.
NDE
at approximately age 10 due to apparent head injury.
2261.
Norbeto G NDE
English expanded version 7/19/10
From Columbia. Original in
Spanish, translated by English by Simon.
I felt myself immersed in an absolutely unfamiliar space. I recall a great
clarity, where there was no light, but where I was the light. I could not hear
music, but I was the music. Nor did I perceive harmony and peace, but I was
exactly those things. The overall feeling was of being part of a Great Whole,
where what existed was the Universe without stars, but where everything was
light, joy, and love.
NDE
from accident.
2260.
Patrick H NDE
English expanded version 7/17/10
From Luxembourg. Original in
French, translated by English by Kathy.
Then, when I told Saint Peter that I hadn't gone though anything strange, and
that my parents had mistreated and neglected me, I still don't know how I came
up with such precise words, he said he understood why I felt like staying, he
told me I had to protect my big brother and a little sister yet to be born.
Then he bade me farewell and I went down again at an incredible speed for about
a minute then woke up a little later, back in my body.
NDE at age 2 who was blind at the
time.
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