Karen's NDE

Experience description: 

      The last words I heard were, we don't think she is going to make it. Next thing I remember I was in a dark tunnel with a light at the end. I was compelled to go to the light. When I came into the light they're was a being of light. It was the most peaceful feeling I have ever felt. More peaceful than I can put into words. The being told me I was HOME but I needed to go back because he had some work for me to do. He said I would not understand the meaning of the work until I went back. He showed me what it was like to have a peaceful world and that we can attain that peaceful world if we have faith and help one another. He said I would come back here and help with this work. In time I would remember who I really am and what my purpose is on earth. After my work was complete I would come back home. I agreed to come back and help. It has not been easy to come back to this world and all it's pain and suffering. In fact, it was a very painful experience to come back. It was like a cruising feeling or of an awareness of feeling the material plane. I came back with no fear of death and a huge understanding of life in general and what my purpose is on this earth.

Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience:  No
Was the experience difficult to express in words?  Yes
      What was it about the experience that makes it hard to communicate?  At first I did not think anyone else had the same experience. I did not think anyone would believe me. Now it doesn't matter. It was real and I cannot deny it.

At the time of the experience, was there an associated life threatening event?  Yes
      Describe:  I was bleeding to death due to a condition in my  uterus. placenta acreeda. I had three d&c's.

What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?  I felt that I was very alert. I looked down at myself and I looked like lines of shimmering light of rainbow colors traveling from head to toe with the same shape my body has now.

Was the experience dream like in any way?  Not dream like. It was more real feeling than I feel right now.

Did you experience a separation of consciousness from your body?  Yes

Describe your appearance or form apart from your body:  I hovered above my body when I came back. I slipped back into my body. The doctor looked at me and asked me if I had just seen the pearly gates. I told him yes I did but how did you know? He said he has seen that look in other peoples eyes.

What emotions did you feel during the experience?  I felt like I had just met a very spiritual being. And I felt very honored and grateful.  Joy. peace and happiness

Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises?  no

Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?  Yes
      Describe:  The tunnel was dark but I was not afraid. Something was guiding me but I could not see anyone in the tunnel

Did you see a light?  Yes
      Describe:  At the end of the tunnel. It was calming. As soon as I saw it I knew somehow that it was good.

Did you meet or see any other beings?  No

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?  No

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?  No response

Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?  No response

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?  Yes
      Describe:  I just knew that I was home and that it was different than my earth home.

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?  Yes
      Describe:  The being said that life is a school of learning based on cause and effect. He said we must give up trying to control our lives and turn them over to God to find real peace and happiness.

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?  No

Did you become aware of future events?  No

Were you involved in or aware of a decision to return to the body?  Yes

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to the experience?  Yes
      Describe:  My telepathic abilities have increased. I see aura',. patience

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?  No
      Describe:  I already believed in God before the experience.

Has the experience affected your relationships?  Daily life?  Religious practices etc.?  Career choices?  I am a more patient, loving person. I am grateful for my experience and the huge understanding I have of people and life in general.

Have you shared this experience with others?  Yes
      Describe:  I have shared this experience when guided to . It has helped dying people and the elderly. Suicidal people. People who don't understand that they're family members are in a good place after they died. They find great relief.

What emotions did you experience following your experience?  It was a very profound experience. I felt grateful to be shown my life purpose.
What was the best and worst part of your experience?  The best was meeting the being of light of course. The worst was coming back here in the density.

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?  Yes
      Describe:  I know what I need to do here now.

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?  Yes
      Describe:  I have been meditating alot everyday. and when I go into a deep meditation it reminds me of my nde in that it feels like I am going to the same place. I am not positive at this time if it is the same place or not.

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?  Yes