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These NDE's, as all others we share, will be presented to fully protect the confidentiality of the
experiencer, if requested. We do not believe these changes will diminish our understanding of NDE. We do believe these
changes are necessary for the integrity of NDERF.
Copyright
1999 by
Jody Long & Dr. Jeff
NDE Experiences and Comments:
These are summaries of the accounts.
The expanded version can be found by clicking on the link for the experiencer's
name.
171.
Suzanne F's NDE:
English expanded version 9/27/02 BEFORE
I DID AWAKE, ALL I CAN REMEMBER IS I WAS IN A WIDE TUNNEL. THE LIGHT WAS VERY
BRIGHT. I WAS CALLING OUT FOR MY MOTHER. I COULD ONLY WHISPER FOR HER. THEN A
VOICE VERY SOOTHING AND COMFORTING! VOICE, SAID, DON'T TALK, SAVE YOUR ENERGY.
I WAS AWAKE AND SCARED. I THEN CALLED FOR MY MOTHER AGAIN. I REMEMBER IT WAS
HARD FOR ME TO TALK.
Blood clot in the
lungs caused this NDE. The interesting feature is that although she
perceived later she was talking to God, when she initially tried to make sense
of the NDE, she described the figure as her mother but as a man's voice.
170.
Tammy L's NDE:
English expanded version,
Swedish expanded version 9/23/02
"Suddenly I was enveloped in a
bright, white light. I felt perfect ness. It was the perfect temperature. The
light was bright but it was not hot on my skin like sunlight, nor did it hurt my
eyes. I was very aware of the transition from pain to feeling wonderful. I felt
peace, great love ,joy. It seemed all my questions were answered. It's hard to
describe the feeling of total utopia. I then realized that the light seemed to
be shining through wall's of brick glass windows. I heard laughter and looked
down to see a little child smiling up at me."
Childbirth NDE
with a meeting a child she felt would be part of her future.
169.
Marie's NDE:
English expanded version,
Swedish expanded version 9/23/02
"While I was in this "altered"
state I felt myself being shown flashes of dead people and thinking of helping
them. I couldn't reach any of them because they were all in two separate
cages. I then woke up and my watch was stopped at 8:56 which was the time the
WTC towers were hit."
NDE while
unconscious on 9/11 at the same time the World Trade Center was hit by
terrorists.
167.
Vincent T's NDE
English expanded version,
Swedish expanded version
9/10/02 Upon
awakening I remember it was like being shocked back to life. (no I didn't have
a heart attack, they did not use the paddles either) I remember seeing a very
very bright white light. I also remember seeing my mother who had passed
several years earlier. She was standing in front of a doorway, or entrance in a
blocking manner. She did not say anything, but I guess the symbol was that it
was not my time to enter. I then woke up.
This was the
very beginning of an NDE.
166. Gungil's NDE English expanded version, Swedish expanded version 9/5/02 & 9/10/02 & 9/14/02. OUR FIRST ASIAN EXPERIENCE! FROM KOREA! I thought the saying that a nurse is an angel in white gown is a lie because my nurse was treating me painfully at that moment. I felt my surroundings came into me (a funnel called me) like a movie screen. I looked at the clear light and I shouted "관세음 보살(Kwon Sem Bo Sal: one of Buddhas' names)" and then I was alive and left the hospital. Her first of three NDEs started when she was age 7. I fell down the black tunnel with high speed and saw the bright red cross. I opened my eyes with surprise at the almost same time, I felt as my body jumped. that was very euphoric. Second experience at the University. After My third NDE, I started to try to search for something related with NDE. first, I read the books like Tibetan book of the dead, Life after Life, Life before Life, Upanisad, The Dhammapada, TAO TE CHING etc. Third experience at the University.
165. Sheila
B's NDE:
English expanded version,
Swedish expanded version
9/7/02
"My
heart stopped as I delivered my already dead daughter. I saw a beautiful light
and my father holding a baby. I tried to reach them, I wanted to touch them
both. My father shook his head no and said not yet, she's beautiful and she's
safe."
This was submitted
on the ADC website, but is really an NDE (near-death experience)
164. Kandy
V's NDE
English expanded version,
Swedish expanded version 9/3/02. While
I was under general anesthesia, I simply sat up and got out of my sick body. I
remember seeing the operating table and the medical staff around my physical
body in my peripheral vision. Right out in front of me was a being, with a
material body, but not like a physical body. Its arms (I use the word loosely)
were opened out to me and I climbed into its lap. I was laughing and crying at
the same time. I said ( we spoke with thoughts which seemed perfectly normal at
the time) "I almost stopped believing in you." The being kind of chuckled and
said "Well here I am."
She was shown the
threads of love connecting herself and her children.
163. Kathy's
NDE
English expanded version,
Swedish expanded version 8/24/02. "When
I initially entered the room or area the people I knew were in deep none verbal
discussion. They seemed to be in disagreement. As my body traveled and I
reached the end area the person or death angel offered his hand and said, take
my hand and I will take you there. This was audible. I screamed No!!!! and at
that time I knew what my Grandfather and the others were in disagreement about.
Heart seizure
cause her to be escorted by the angel of death to a conference room.
162.
Steven T's NDE
8/20/02.This was a brand
new Honda Accord, and it wasn't a convertible! You can see why the Fire Dept.
brought down a body bag for the driver. They insisted that this Car Accident was
a for sure decapitation, and the driver couldn't have survived. Well I did, and
I have a huge story to share on what I experienced, and the light was so bright
that it burned my eyes. I am now legally blind.
Steven's story and book can be found at
http://www.cosmicmanuscript.com

161.
A Father's Story
English expanded version,
Swedish expanded version 8/20/02.
"My wife
realized that a three-year-old had no concept of death and spirits, so he was
referring to the beings who came to him from beyond as "birdies" because they
were up in the air like birds that fly. "What did the birdies look like?" she
asked. Brian answered, "They were so beautiful. They were dressed in white, all
white. Some of them had green and white. But some of them had on just white."
"Did they say anything?" "Yes," he answered. "They told me the baby would be all
right." "The baby?" my wife asked confused."
This is an incredible story about a 3
year old.
160.
Tonya Z's NDE
English expanded version,
Swedish expanded version 8/20/02.
"I went back some years later to the doctors room where I was at the time of the
NDE and could remember the layout of the room, having never been in it
previously, only when unconscious at the accident time. (obviously only
self-verified)."
Teenage NDE from
car/pedestrian accident.
159. Peter
R's NDE
English expanded version,
Swedish expanded version
8/20/02. "Then
I was outside my body. I don't know how, I was just outside it. I was standing
up, & there was a spirit waiting for me. I glanced behind me, & I saw a body
lying on the floor. I was about to say to the spirit; hold on, there's someone
on the floor... but the thought came out like a shout, & I realized that the
body was me. I turned back to the Spirit realizing that I had died."
This is a
frightening NDE where each negative part of his personality took on a human form
and attacked him.
158.
NDE from 696 A.D.
English expanded version,
Swedish expanded version 8/14/02.
"He that led me had a countenance full of
light, and shining raiment, and we went in silence, as it seemed to me, towards
the rising of the summer sun. And as we walked we came to a broad and deep
valley of infinite length; it lay on our left, and one side of it was exceeding
terrible with raging flames, the other no less intolerable for violent hail and
cold snows drifting and sweeping through all the place. Both sides were full of
the souls of men which seemed to be tossed from one side to the other as it were
by a violent storm; for when they could no longer endure the fervent heat, the
hapless souls leaped into the midst of the deadly cold; and finding no rest
there, they leaped back again to be burnt in the midst of the unquenchable
flames. . . . My guide, who went before me, answered to my thought, saying,
'Think not so, for this is not the Hell you believe it to be.'"
Interestingly a lot of the story
remained true to the pattern of typical NDEs until the life review and
interpretation of the description of what the NDEr saw. The influence of
the church scribe of the story is marked - as one would expect.
157.
Karen H's NDE.
English expanded version,
Swedish expanded version
8/10/02. This
is the point that I began to feel detached from my body. Cold at first, but not
uncomfortable. I felt as if I were floating a little, drifting in and out of my
body just a little. No overhead view or anything like that. But I heard
conversations in different rooms. All at once. Nothing important. I saw the
ambulance attendants in a break room buying Lance cheese crackers, trying to get
the pack out of the vending machine. It seemed to be stuck somehow. I seemed to
be viewing this from the top of the door frame. And then I was back looking at
the ceiling in the hallway. I felt so peaceful. I felt happy, and free, and like
a weight had been lifted from me.
Although this
childbirth NDE has only the out of body evidential component to the experience
itself, when she talks about her son and the angel dream shortly after his birth
- her story evokes strong emotional feelings because the reader can feel the
touch of God all over this account!
156.
Nick P's NDE.
English expanded version,
Swedish expanded version 8/10/02. Then
the room started to go all white, not bright but just white in color. When
I was able to see anything again I saw my Dad all in white and what looked like
a soft robe on. My Mother was next to him, and my Mother's parents were next to
her. I was not fearful of where I was but more like I wanted to be there with
them. My Dad then asked me if I could forgive him for his wrongs in his raising
us kids ( two older brother's and a younger sister) I went to reach for him then
he backed away and said your time is not now for you are not done where I was.
This is a
relatively new NDE (1-1/2 months ago) from a mid Cardial Infusion.
Integration of the experience is, and will continue to be a big issue.
155.
Myra E's DBV.
English expanded version,
Swedish expanded version 8/6/02.
Wow! This is a death bed vision (DBV) where the granddaughter walked with her grandfather through
the death experience - described just like a typical NDE. The interesting
part is that Myra describes it as a dream, yet didn't realize it was her
grandfather with her until someone later told her that her grandfather had died.
154.
Karen D's NDE.
English expanded version,
Swedish expanded version 8/4/02.
"Then felt like I was just in
the dark somewhere. I must have really been struggling. I remember a
male being. I remember him talking or mentally communicating with me.
He kept telling me that it was ok to die, to quit fighting so hard and to just
give up. He was there for a long time. All of a sudden it was like
he slipped up some how. I felt that he was evil & trying in my mind to get
me to commit suicide by giving up. I remember asking God to help me & the
evil being was gone. Then I remember being in a very brightly lighted
place."
NDE from pneumonia
and sepsis. She argued with the devil and went to heaven to talk with God!
153. Guenter
W's NDE.
FROM GERMANY
English expanded version,
Swedish expanded version 7/30/02.
"Since Christmas 1980, I have been
able to establish a personal relationship with the being of light by way of
internal fights, visions and auditions and I am now in a position to go public
with my experience. In 1980/81 I couldn’t write down my experience in German,
and even today there is no German translation, because I have not yet had the
inner O.K. from the being of light who is our Lord Jesus Christ."
Wow! This is a
tremendous and profound NDE account!
152. Sylvia
W's NDE.
English expanded version,
Swedish expanded version 7/30/02.
I could see without eyes, hear
without ears, communicate without mouth or other body parts. I knew everything
past and present. I felt that I was in my natural state and the body was the
temporary unnatural state. I was home were I belonged. Where I wanted to be.
This NDE has so
much insight into the after-effects that one experiences trying to integrate the
NDE. This is a must read for medical personnel! Sylvia is a retired
nurse turned artist.
151. Corina's NDE.
English expanded version 7/30/02.
The feeling that I experienced is
somewhat hard to explain , but I will try my best. All and any abuse or pain
that I experienced in my life, whether it be physical, emotional, or mental, was
completely gone and in its place, an intense love, acceptance, devotion, and
sense of well-being was put. For one second...I understood it all, so simple,
but then it was gone ...as if we are not meant to understand "ALL".
NDE from
hemorrhaging after surgery. There are some strong veridical perception
components to this account since she described the resuscitation efforts to the
Doctor so completely, he couldn't get out of the room fast enough!
150. Robert
C's NDE.
English expanded version,
Swedish expanded version 7/30/02.
"I saw a bright blue light
surrounding a white soft glow, shot through the light at what seemed a million
miles an hour, stopped and was standing(?) on a sill looking in at all the souls
who ever were or ever would be, the nearest were familiar, an aunt and some
others from the past. I was told I had a choice to stay or go back. I was there
for a long time deciding."
NDE caused from a
car-train accident.
149. J.R.
M's NDE.
English expanded version,
French expanded
version,
Swedish expanded version 7/23/02.
"I was part of a larger picture, I
sensed the three souls in the ambulance with me, not only their presence, their
love, their hearts, their emotions, feelings, senses both physical and mental.
I heard their thoughts, I felt their caring hands, I looked through each of
their eyes, and saw not only their immediate physical future, but their past as
well. I also noted animals and other souls around me such as; an angry bus
driver in Seattle, a lady killing an annoying spider in Ripley, WV, a bug
hitting a train in Oklahoma. All of these feelings were felt in a split second,
and seemed like an eternity."
The description of
being connected to all life is astounding in this account. There is also
evidence of a lot of spiritual transformation as he has re-integrated his NDEs
with his new purpose on earth.
148. Sherry
G's NDE.
English expanded version,
French expanded
version,
Polish expanded version,
Swedish expanded version 7/22/02.
"I had found LOVE! I watched my
spirit leave my body and release itself from this world of flesh. I could see
myself traveling through a tunnel of light that was a freedom it is hard to
describe in physical terms. It was everything all at once, love, freedom,
release, and the oneness of all that we are. Suddenly I was in the presence of
powerful spirits and love. I could feel them comforting me and preparing me for
what was to come. Their love was that of complete serenity."
This is an amazing
story showing the spiritually transformative power of NDE. Sherry shares
the most intimate details of her difficult life in order for the impact of her
NDE, integration, and triumphs to have meaning for others. Her story is a
fascinating mental journey into the world of the bulimic and anorexic.
147. Bonnie
S's NDE.
English expanded version,
French expanded version,
Swedish expanded version 7/22/02.
"That was the first in five years
that I could feel warmth. The light was so bright, and warm, it had a yellow hue
about it. (I told people that if the light was that bright it would blind you.)
It was bright, but warm and calming at the same time. I could hear voices, none
that was familiar to me. At first I didn't understand, it became clear. It
wasn't time for me, I wanted to stay. I was at peace."
Classic NDE
imagery after Sepsis death. People who are quadriplegic don't feel below
their injury, so feeling warmth is a BIG DEAL, much like blind people who see
during their NDE!
146. Arielera's NDE.
English expanded version,
Swedish expanded version 7/7/02.
REVISED with New Understandings! 7/27/02 The
husband I refer to was met, married, and remained in my 'altered' state. In this
plane I know of no such person. As a matter of fact, I'm widowed 15 years this
year and a second marriage is not on my to do list. No recollection on the
institution itself. After i returned to this state i went through a quite normal
grieving process at having to leave him behind.
This amazing NDE occurred as the result of a
suicide attempt. Arielera drank liquid paraffin, went unconscious and woke
up 3 weeks later. Her experience was an accelerated lifetime in another
existence. No wonders she had a lot of difficulty communicating an
alternate reality!
145. David
H's NDE.
English expanded version,
French expanded version,
Swedish expanded
version 7/7/02
FIRST PART:
So beautiful was his light, words cannot express, His
light was like the rising sun. And like the sun he rose up from behind the
mountains into the sky. Love poured into every part of my being and my soul was
revitalized. The planet was also changing under His light. I saw parts of the
mountains tear open and gush forth in the form of water falls.
7/23/02
SECOND PART:
All thoughts are heard here so you can't hide a plan for
your self. instead you just have to come out and say it. So I said very stern,
"who are you!!" she then tore off a part of the shroud that hid her face and
showed me only bone and skull. her jaw opened wide, as if dislocated, and she
rose completely out of her robe and swooped down at me for a bite. It was my
left shoulder, my spirit body. The pain was so great, it was worse than death.
so at that very moment as she swooped around in mid air to take on another bite
of my spirit, I dropped down on to my knees and cried out for God.
David gave us pieces of his story
as he has time to write it. It was worth the wait as it is truly a
remarkable experience! This NDE is a special one that helps
to show that gay guys do not go to hell, as some extreme fundamentalist rhetoric
would have one to believe.
144. Vickie
M's NDE.
English expanded version,
Swedish expanded version 7/3/02.
I FELT AS THOUGH I WAS LOOKING
DOWN ON MYSELF FOR A BRIEF MOMENT AND THEN THERE WAS A REAL FEELING OF PEACE AND
CALM. I WAS NO LONGER SCARED OR IN PAIN. I REMEMBER I WAS IN A VERY BEAUTIFUL
AND VAST PLACE WITH STUNNING LANDSCAPES OF TREES LAKES AND WATERFALLS AND
EVERYTHING WAS BLUE.
Remarkable NDE
from car accident where she thought she saw her grandfather who died before she
was born.
143. Bonnie
V's NDE.
English expanded version,
Swedish expanded version 7/3/02.
Dying....or dead? All I know, is I
went from being terribly bone deep chatteringly cold and bleeding in an
ambulance, to the brightest and warmest place imaginable. These are not facile
descriptors... the light was like an explosion of golden yellow, accompanied by
the most exquisite warmth. It is not enough to say it enveloped me...it WAS me,
a mellow sun, a languorous day, a paradise of contentment. All was one. It was
the most sublime pleasure I have ever felt. I basked in this place, even as I
thought... "I am dying"
Great story, and
wonderful after affects - nursing career and hospice work!
142. Don
A's NDE.
English expanded version,
Swedish expanded version 7/3/02.
I was then startled (not
frightened or perceiving a threat) to see the light take shape (like smoke or
cloud) then suddenly come around and over the door towards me. It seemed to wrap
itself around me and as it did I felt a tingling all over, and the words came to
me (not sure if spoken), "All things of the Earth will pass away.". I then began
to feel a great love and a peace that was indescribable. It felt as if the light
was lifting me.
NDE from heart-attack, with a great description of
how his non-physical body looked.
141. Paul
H's NDE.
English expanded version,
Swedish expanded version 7/3/02.
I did not hear noise or speech and
the feeling in general was peaceful. I was not afraid, only taken away and
taking the experience in. I would like to experience the same thing again,
as it was very special. Then suddenly I must have regained consciousness
again and I was normally sitting in the car.
Teenage NDE from
car racing.
140. Tara's
NDE.
English expanded version,
Swedish expanded version 7/3/02.
I still couldn't feel or hear but
I saw a lady standing a couple of meters away from me. This lady was white. She
had a long white see through dress with long white hair, she seemed to glow. I
was wondering why she wasn't helping me. She just stood there and smiled at me.
Child NDE knocked unconscious from falling from a
20 meter cliff, where she met her guardian angel.
139. George
M's NDE.
English expanded version,
Swedish expanded
version 7/3/02.
Although the sequence of my
experience is sketchy, I remember being underwater as past images and
experiences flashed before my eyes and in my mind. While i was under, I saw
what I figured at the time was the sun.
Teenager drowning
NDE talking about a beginning encounter with the light.
138. Melanie's
SMR:
English expanded version 6/20/02. I have
an experience to share: First off, I have learned to relate and respect cluster
groups; I have a memory from before I was born, and remember being a part of a
"circle of souls" so interconnected and intertwined that we did not seem to
think much of our own consciousness.
This may be a very short account, but it talks of soul cluster groups (one of
the surprising findings from our NDE research) and discovery of her soul mate.
137.
Arthur
S's NDE.
English expanded version,
Swedish expanded version
6/20/02. I
was floating outside of my car looking down on myself slouched over both driver
seat, and front front passenger seat What really makes me think I was dead for
a short period is that everything was in reverse just as you experience in the
negative of film. Everywhere that should have black was white, and everything
that should have been white was black. I was there, suspended in mid-air,
seeing myself dead.
Although Arthur views his experience as an OBE,
he was unconscious and described himself as "dead" during the experience.
There was a separation of consciousness apart from his body and the experience
was lucid.
136.
Billy D's NDE.
English expanded version,
Swedish expanded version 6/20/02. Sometime
during the operation, I awoke. However, while I could hear, I could not open my
eyes or move. In fact I felt quite different, kind of like a ball. It was dark
and void. The only senses I could realize were sound and a sense of being a
small ball surrounding my intelligence. I was very conscious and could here
doctors and nurses talking.
This is a lucid,
void experience, with separation of consciousness apart from the body and it
occurred during a choking incident related to surgery. The experience
falls within the definition of NDE, so is included in the experiences.
135.
Andrew
C's NDE.
English expanded version,
French expanded
version,
Swedish expanded version.
6/15/02.
"It was when I was in mid-air that
the spiritual experience occurred. I recall flashes of parts of my life up to
that point, a bright light in one direction, begin drawn in that direction, an
inquiry to me as to which religious symbolic form I wanted the presence to
appear in, a few options, then my image of Jesus Christ in a blue robe
appeared."
As a teenager, Andrew got his choice of entities he would gain spiritual truth
from. Remarkably, Andrew had an out of body experience a few days ago and
reported it within 15 minutes of the event on
www.oberf.org,
and the web search led him to
www.nderf.org
so he could share the messages of love, care and compassion of fellow man which
he learned during his NDE.
134.
Mary
Ann F's NDE.
English expanded version,
French expanded
version,
Swedish expanded version.
6/15/02. "i
said to myself, "am i dead?" i was so scared, then i found myself going fast up
this dark tunnel. i was so scared, but i could see a very small light at the
very end of the tunnel. then i was in this beautiful light. my girlfriend's
sister, kathleen, greeted me. she was wearing white and all aglow. she told me
not to be afraid. i asked her if i could speak to god. then god came down, like
on an elevator, from a higher heaven and sat down in front of me. god looked
like jesus in an all white gown and big, about 6 foot 5 inches tall. i know i
could not see myself."
Mary Ann had a
core NDE experience and some amazing aftereffects too!
Mary Ann is a delightful NYC lady! I
look at her as the grand matriarch - no matter what happens, she made it through
the difficult part of her life. She has raised her first set of children
from her family of origin and then turned around and raised a large family of
her own. Now she has her grandchildren to look forward to. It was such an honor to interview her
and help her to share her experiences with others. - Jody
133.
Leah's NDE.
English expanded version,
French expanded
version,
Swedish expanded version.
6/15/02.
What I learned was God does
exist and that he is a very loving God and he is so big and comforting.
The love he has is so powerful. I had some insight at the time about life's
mysteries. I remember thinking, "wow, now I know." But I don't remember what I
learned. I guess God doesn't want us to know certain things.
NDE talk with God
after dying from a burst appendix.
132.
John & Mary Alice's Soul Mate Relationship. English expanded version,
French expanded
version
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131.
Erin K's NDE.
English expanded version,
French expanded version,
Swedish expanded version
6/8/02."He
took my hand, and I could feel each of his fingers. His voice was clear and
normal while the others remained muffled. He wore white, but I don't know if it
was a suit, a robe or something else. He said, "Don't be afraid." (Actually, I
wasn't afraid to begin with, and I felt very calm at the sight of him.) He said
some things that I have never repeated (and never will), and then said that we
would be together someday."
NDE during childbirth. What is most
interesting about this experience is that the being in the NDE turned out to be
a man she met later in life, but he has no idea of his role in her NDE!
130.
Arthur B's NDE.
English expanded version,
French expanded version,
Swedish expanded version
6/8/02.
The light then said. "What are
you doing?" I answered that ,"I'm dying". The light asked me, "are
you ready to die"? I replied, "NO. There are things I must do". The
light then said, "That's right. You go back and do them. When you are done come
back and see me."
Experience caused by sleep apnea reaction to
cancer treatment. Remarkable after-effects!
129.
Kris K's NDE.
English expanded version,
French expanded version,
Swedish expanded version
6/8/02.
Then saw my body on
table/Floating above. Could describe equipment and conversations of nurses
and Dr. Not scared. Sort of detached. Almost clinical. Thought
"HMMMM I must be dying.......then I remembered my new baby and prayed Please let
me stay. I have a new baby.
This is an evidential (veridical perception)
NDE with a life purpose to raise her child.
128.
Jean S's NDE.
English expanded version,
FRENCH expanded Version,
Swedish
expanded version
6/4/02.
"I made a
breath-taking dive into a tunnel. I saw motionless people, I saw old
colleagues deceased since many years, making signs:
“come
along with us”.
I also saw my parents, deceased in 1979, making signs in order to invite me to
follow them. I saw my mother-in-law making signs in order to stop me from
following the others that were making these signs. I was still diving faster and
faster and deeper and deeper toward a bluish white light that was attracting
me."
CELEBRATION!
This is
our first foreign language NDE! It is also
interesting that this is a relatively new event (3 months ago), and may have
more to the story after integration that usually takes 7 years to process the
experiences.
127.
Vern D's NDE.
English expanded version,
Swedish
expanded version
5/25/02. "Being
so real, I had no reason to believe that what I experienced had not occurred
'physically' and proceeded to relate my story to one of the nurses. She went on
to state that I'd been found, 'just after 5 o'clock' and that I lay where I'd
been struck. She said I couldn't have walked about the room etc. as no one moves
after the level of injury I'd sustained. She also said I'd been found suffering
hypothermia and that I'd 'died twice' once in the ambulance and again on the
operating theatre."
This NDE occurred as the result of being knocked unconscious. The most
amazing thing was that he had no idea that it wasn't real until after the
incident when the nurses told him he hadn't budged from where he initially fell.
126.
Lindsey J's NDE.
English expanded version,
Swedish
expanded version
5/25/02. "The
nurses tried to put me back into bed when I passed out. The next
thing I remember is brightness, very similar to somebody sitting in the clouds
and their was my old friend Stuart. Stuart had died some 24 years ago at the age
of 21 from cancer. he looked his old self, the healthy version of him which was
quite chubby, not the gaunt skinny person he had become during his illness. His
hair had grayed around the temples exactly how he probably would have looked now
if he had lived. I said to him "You've gone grey"
Post surgery complications caused this NDE where she met her old friend who
had died many years ago.
125.
Tawnie M's NDE.
English expanded version,
Swedish
expanded version
5/19/02.
I had a sense of being loved for who I am, worthwhile and understood, had
feeling of certainty more in my thoughts e.g knowing I was dead with certainty.
Gave me strength from the love and peace surrounding me, strength of love. Think
some aspects of who I am and what my purpose in life is was conveyed to me, but
I cannot remember them. Before having my NDE, I was abused from the age of 1 and
a half years, continuously up until my NDE occurred. While being abused I
dissociated and now my memories of abuse are all blocked out, so I can't
remember them. The NDE was one of the best experiences of my short life at that
time.
This is a
drowning child NDE where the "kiss of life" was a gift with meanings on many
levels.
124.
Bob A's NDE.
English expanded version,
French expanded version, Swedish
expanded version
5/14/02. "I
remember standing up and looking around and seeing that everything was in the
color green. Light green, dark green, all shades of green. The
church was green, Mississippi River was green. I thought I broke my head,
I put my two hands on my head to hold it, and I laid down on my back. As
my body hit the ground, pictures of my life went through my mind. It was
like a freight train of knowledge moving at the speed of light. Each car
was experiences of my life (both good and bad)"
Although Bob's
NDE is highly noteworthy, the aftereffects are truly astounding!
This is one of the more astounding cases
that I have ever run across. I want to express profound gratitude to Bob
for sharing his story. Although he is a bit shy about his dyslexia
handicap that prevented him from filling out the NDERF form, and apologized over
and over again, he did e-mail us and indicate that he really wanted to share.
I cannot tell you how humble I felt in the presence of such a unique and highly
spiritual fellow. It was such an honor to interview him so that I could
help him share his experiences with others. - Jody
123.
Nancy P's NDE.
English
expanded version,
Swedish
expanded version
5/14/02. "Then the
main lady talking to me said, "It's not your time yet you have to go back." Then
she said, "Think about it ..you remember " then it was clear at that moment, I
said to her, "I'm dead aren't I?" she said, "yes, but its not your time yet, you
have to go back...You are our go-between." I didn't want to.. and I proceeded
to argue about it. But I thought of my mother and how she would never forgive
herself if I didn't live."
This account has a couple of good veridical
perception parts verified after the NDE.
122.
Mandy J's NDE.
English expanded version,
Swedish expanded version
5/14/02. "I
was to have my gallstone removed via Laser when they inflated my stomach they
gave me to much Air and put to much pressure on my aortic and they lost me for
one minute and 25 seconds. That minute and 25 seconds were more wonderful then
my whole life has been it was the most incredible experience I have ever had."
What a wonderful
reception of relatives and remarkable description when she looked up in heaven
to see the Father, Son, and Holy Ghost.
121.
Ed H's NDE.
English
expanded version,
Swedish expanded
version
5/8/02.
THE VAN FLIPPED 3 OR 4 TIMES IN
THE AIR LANDING BACK ON THE WHEELS. WELL THEN EVERY THING WAS SO NICE PEACEFUL
NOT DARK NICE TEMPERATURE AND I OPENED MY EYES TO SEE THE BRIGHTEST LIGHT I HAD
EVER SEEN I WAS AT A GATE LIKE OPENING IN THE LIGHT AND THIS NICE VOICE SAID IT
IS NOT YOUR TIME YOU HAVE SOMETHING TO DO YET."
NDE precipitated by a car accident.
120.
Michael C's
NDE.
English expanded version
5/3/02.
I
remember a lighted tunnel and humanoid beings at the end of the tunnel. They
"indicated" That I could go with them. I did not want to to go. So I went
back.
This is a pre-Moody child experience precipitated by severe
illness. Although his family joked about aliens and hallucinations, the
story still follows as a NDE.
119.
William Si's NDE. English
expanded version,
Swedish
expanded version 4/29/02-5/4/02.
Passing through this area,
which seemed as if it could be endless, yet wasn't, I could sense those spirits
that were in the shadows, I understood why they wouldn't look into the light,
mostly because of the religious indoctrination that had lived by on earth, they
felt they were not worthy to look into the light because of actions they had
done in the human existence.
Describing his third NDE in light of his first
two NDEs and what he has read. This is a wonderful, extremely
down-to-earth viewpoint from a Salt Lake City IANDS member. There is a
letter addendum with additional questions from NDERF, and another e-mail
dialogue with a reader. Such spiritual insights!
118.
Yolanthe V's
NDE. English
expanded version,
Swedish
expanded version 4/29/02.
My name is Yolanthe, and my
mind has given and conveyed to me so much knowledge. When I left my body in
1988 (horse stood on my head) I just was in light, going up. I left my brain,
my body down there, not feeling any pain. It is the mind of every individual
that does go on.
This is one busy lady who focuses more on life
after the NDE rather than the experience itself.
117.
Emma Louise S's NDE.
English
expanded version,
Swedish expanded version
A rare 1884 NDE (horse and buggy days), as related by
first hand account of son and by granddaughter. 4/22/02.
"My
grandfather brought in a medical colleague for consultation. While they were
with her she ceased to breathe and neither my grandfather not his colleague
could feel a pulse. They declared her dead but my grandfather was not one to
give up easily. He rigged up a battery to give a shock to her heart. She began
to breathe again and lived another fifty years."
This is an wonderful
NDE story, with most of the classic NDE imagery and after-effects, yet occurring
almost a century before Raymond Moody coined term "near-death experience" and
long before NDEs were ever publicized.
116.
Victor's Experiences. English
expanded version,
Swedish
expanded version
NON-WESTERN EXPERIENCES FROM RUSSIA (In ENGLISH and
RUSSIAN) 4/21/02.
Then I felt like I was flying through some kind of dark
tunnel. Insofar as I had already heard about this on American broadcasts and
read about it in local papers, I was not surprised, but rather expected it for
some reason. I picked up tremendous speed. Such speeds are not encountered
in life. My speed increased gradually, yet very quickly. Shortly thereafter,
a light appeared somewhere in the distance and rapidly grew closer.
This is an amazing cultural exchange with several
experiences over time - a spiritual journey. In a land of government
collapse, Victor found the Bible (spirit) and also found balance and purpose
in life.
115. Prana's Experience.
English
expanded version,
Swedish
expanded version
NON-WESTERN EXPERIENCE FROM INDIA
4/19/02.
"After reaching a level I stopped and stood still for sometime. I wanted to
call my husband and tell him about this. But could not do any thing. But then,
I slowly came down in the same way and with a jerk entered the body. suddenly
I was able to move and jumped up. The only after effect is that I have
developed claustrophobia."
Spontaneous
out of body experience
triggered from fever after miscarriage.
114.
S.K. W's
NDE
English expanded version,
Swedish
expanded version
4/19/02
"At that time I was a rock
musician and could not read or write music. A few months later, fully
recovered, I sat down on night at my piano and "fell asleep". When I awoke ten
hours later, I had a completed symphony before me. Since then, I have become an
accomplished classical composer and conductor and I find myself playing the role
as "spirit guide" to many people. I feel that I am a Walk-In"
This NDEr has some of the most remarkable NDE after-effects, to write a full
symphony and not be able to read or write music prior to the NDE!
113.
Leanne V's
NDE
English expanded version,
Swedish expanded version
4/19/02
"I was in a dark space. There
were lots of other around me, both to my sides, above and below. The dark
space I was in was almost "soupy", like it was filled with liquid mercury and I
was floating in that mercury. There was a lighted "doorway" above me, and the
light from outside flooded the vast room I was in. I was struggling to make it
to the doorway, but I knew I couldn't make it yet. I knew I had to stay and help
the people who were crying out below."
NDE caused by viral encephalitis, spent a month
in ICU. Amazing shift in diet and religious practices since the NDE.
112.
Bruce H's
NDE
English expanded version,
Swedish expanded version
4/19/02
"I remember being in a very
dark place...pitch black. I was not afraid or anything I was just amazed how
dark this place was. I then felt the presence of other beings. I never saw their
faces, however. I somehow knew that my Grandmother and Aunt where there, plus
others I had no feeling about. They where behind me and kept telling me to go
with them. I even felt them touching my shoulder from behind trying to get me to
go with them."
A dark,
comfortable place, no tunnel, yet felt and heard relatives.
111. Ann's
NDE
4/19/02
"This is an addition to
submission of 4/16/02. I came back from my experience with a very clear message
that "SUICIDE IS NOT OUR CHOICE TO MAKE". It is never an option; I think no one
who has been there would ever risk not being able to go back!"
Ann, if you read
this, we didn't get the first posting of 4/16/02. If you could please
resubmit it, we would love to share more of your message and story with
everyone. 4/19/02
110.
Shibani's
NDE English
expanded version, Swedish
expanded version
NON-WESTERN BUDDHIST EXPERIENCE FROM INDIA
4/17/02 "During
that time, that i was watching my own body, i distinctly remember feeling joy,
at not being the one hurt, complete disorientation from my own body, did not
recognize my own body, identified myself as being the one, watching the other
body lying on the ground. I did not feel any pain, or feeling, apart from
feeling happy, at not being hurt."
109.
Janet B's NDE English
expanded version, Swedish
expanded version
4/13/02
"THEN I WAS ALONE, & FROM FAR OUT
IN THE DISTANCE WAS A GIANT RED "BLOB"-- YOU KNOW THAT MOVIE, "THE BLOB"? THAT'S
WHAT IT LOOKED LIKE, & WHAT IT WAS, I COULD "SEE & EXPLAIN IT " BECAUSE I WAS
FULL OF ETERNAL LIFE-JESUS. BUT THIS BLOB THING I KNEW AS ALL OF "CREATION" ALL
MUCKED TOGETHER, JUST WANDERING AROUND- IT CONSISTED OF ALL INTERMINGLED TO THE
POINT OF LOST IDENTITIES, ALL GLOBBED TOGETHER, JUST WANDERING AIMLESSLY,
LOOKING FOR SOME KIND OF "FOOD" TO KEEP IT GOING, BUT IT WASN'T GOING ANYWHERE,
BECAUSE THE MOST WORST PART OF IT WAS IT'S "FEELING" OF LIFELESSNESS---THERE WAS
NO "SUBSTANCE "TO IT FOR IT TO EXIST...BUT THE LIFELESSNESS OF IT WAS IT'S WORST
HORROR...AND THERE I WAS- FULL OF REAL ETERNAL LIFE (JESUS; NOT "JESUS CHRIST-
OR ANY "RELIGION, - JUST "JESUS" & THE BLOB TRIED TO APPROACH ME & IT HAS NEVER
BEEN...NOT EVEN CLOSE..."
Although the Death occurred from poisoning, the
experience has many parallels to Mexican Shaman teachings of the "Eagle."
Carlos Castaneda's book, The Eagle's Gift, talks about a figurative Eagle that
swallows life-forms to sustain itself. The shaman's train to cheat the
destiny of the eagle by learning how to navigate in the world of the unknown.
I also find this account interesting because both, the experience and the
shaman teachings seem to defy words and therefore, it is easy to see how trying
to integrate the truths of both worlds would take a long time and cause a lot of
internal trauma in doing so.
108.
Analisa D's NDE
English expanded version,
Polish expanded version
Swedish expanded version
4/6/02
"All I remember was that I was in the hospital room, and all of a sudden I was
surrounded by this bright yellowish-white, almost golden light. It was brighter
off into the distance, and I was seeing this light as though it were
superimposed over the landscape out the window. All of a sudden, I was somehow
being pulled towards this light, and it was the most indescribable feeling of
peace and love I had ever experienced. It was pure ecstasy."
Amazing comparison
and contrasting between a heavenly NDE experience and then a hellish NDE-Like
experience.
107.
Tom P's NDE
English expanded version,
Polish expanded version
Swedish expanded version
4/6/02
"When my
heart stopped, I became conscious of going into a weightless state and moving
off.. actually lifting off, of the gurney in the emergency room. There was much
whiteness and a sense of peacefulness. I mused about the lifting without any
pressure on my backside. Then I awoke and was being attended to after "shock
treatment". I feel, much as I had in the past, no fear of death."
NDE in very
beginning of the out of body stage.
106.
Kara's NDE
English
expanded version,
Polish expanded version
Swedish
expanded version
3/21/02 "It
can be described as flying through out of space and reliving certain unresolved
events throughout your life."
Childbirth-related NDE. What is so remarkable about this NDE is the life
review where she released the guilt of an auto accident when she realized that
she was not at fault.
105.
VV's NDE
English
expanded version,
Swedish
expanded version
3/21/02 "I
saw in all those stitches every event of my life and the bearded man said it
wasn't so bad and evened it up with some of the nicer things I had done in my
life....I saw the back of the tapestry and I asked why there were so many loose
strings, it looked untidy and he said it wasn't finished yet."
Interesting NDE with
familiar people in a waiting room. Perhaps unborn children yet to come?
Powerful analogy with a tapestry of life.
104.
JM's NDE
English
expanded version,
Polish expanded version,
Swedish expanded version
3/21/02
"i was completely relaxed and felt
total love i could see shadows of people on both sides of me who knew me but i
didn't know them..but they were family. i heard the most beautiful music and was
moving thru a tunnel towards a light i knew to be God."
Child drowning-NDE.
103.
Dán E's NDE
"ez
látszik
-hoz
lenni
természetes
haladás; volt egy
önműködő
áttekintés -ból
az én -m
teljes
élet --mind
esemény
valaha
tapasztalt
kiegészít -val
érzelmek (
de
nézett
tárgyi )--guruló
-ban
eleje
és
körül szeret
egy
panorámaszerű film .
-ból
születés halálba,
-ban
egy
vonalas
divat, megfigyelt
nélkül
szomorúság
vagy
lelkifurdalás "
Egy tapasztalat
tehát
mély,
ez elvitt
a
teljes 7 évvel ezelőtt
-hoz
egyenletes
kezd -hoz
folyamat ez!
3/14/02
102.
vidáman T's NDE
mikor
" Elmentem mellette
testem, ÉN
csendes gondolkodás
és
érzések .
Azért, a
lélek,
lelkem, igazán
zöld a
test -ban
egy
csomag -ból
energia ( gondolkodás
/ érzelem ). ÉN
nem tud
mond ön
milyen messze vagy
hogyan
böjt
a lélek
utazik . Én
bizonyos
amit ÉN
keresztezett egy
kiterjedés
kívül
a fizikai
és
-ba valami
máshol, hol
tapasztalatok
van
gondolkodás / energia .
Mindegyik
könnyű Megnéztem
volt másik
lélek . Voltam
úszó
-ban
egy folyó
-ból
lelkek ."
Ez NDE érintett
távoli
némely
őrnagy lélek
kereső .
Birtokol
egy
megbűvölés leírás
-ból
pokol .
Is, ez
egyike kevés NDErs
amit valójában
kívánatos
-hoz
visszatér
-hoz
föld! 3/11/02
101.
körömvirág G's NDE
"KRISZTUS
KERESZTÜL ÉN
Ha voltam
Kész
MEGHAL ÉS
ÉN ALPERES
Igen . Mondta
Önnek van
-HOZ
Visszamegy
Miatt
fiatok Kristóf
"
Őrnagy élet
megváltozik körülvevő
kapcsolat
-val fiú
.3/8/02
100.
Fredna
D's NDE
". . .először
voltam
pánikba ejtő
kipróbálás
-hoz
tűnj el aztán
egy pillanat alatt
egy béke
és egy
nyugodt
csak
jött
felső
én és
emlékszem
amit én nemez
szeret
nevettem és
egy pillanat alatt
volt
szeret
voltam
álló
-ra
tető -ból
áthidal
látszó
átmenő a
út
és én
tudna
lát testem
ledobó
körül
a vízben én
nem tudott
lát az én -m
maga
-ra
tető -ból
út
volt igazán
szeret
voltam látszó
átmenő az én -m
szemek -on
én magam a
vízben és
emlékszem mondás
-hoz
az én -m
maga fejemeben
jól ez ez!"
Mély
hatás
rajta
-ból
egy
mellett fulladás
epizód .3/8/02
99.
öröm C's NDE
". . .
Szükségünk van
-hoz
lelassít
-a
szív " És,
Éreztem magam
tutaj egy
kicsi
magasabb . Volt
szeret
ÉN
esztergált
-ba
levegő
részére néhány
második .
Akkor ÉN
a szó szoros értelmében NEMEZ
szívem
elkezd
dobogó újra .
Nem kérdezek
emlékszik
látás egy
könnyű, de
ÉN csinál
emlékszik
érzés teljesen
súlytalan,
és kívül
test . Volt
egy igazi
szokatlan
tapasztalat,
-hoz
mond
a
a legkisebb .
A kórházban,
ÉN megkezdődött
-hoz
megtapint
jobb
mint az
én -m szívdobbanás
lassabb
legyőz . Emlékszem
gondolkodó
hogyan
zár Megjöttem
-hoz
kilépő evilág .
Az én -m
teljes
perspektíva
változtatott .
Bár
viszonylag újabb keletű
( még akkor sem hónap
régi )
és
egyetlen birtoklás
a kezdetek
-ból
egy NDE, ő
tapasztalatok kiejtett
utóhatások
mint ő
próbál
-hoz
kiegészít
a NDE -ba
őt élet . 2/28/02
98.
sherry H's SoulMate
Rokon/ ADC "felnézett
és
fűrészel
én,
-a
kifejezés volt
tiszta
csodálkozás . A leg--bb
érdekes dolog
körülbelül ez
tapasztalat volt
amit ÉN tudna
megtapint
-a
érzelmek
habár ők
voltak az én -m
saját
. Ő jött
felé
én és
ÉN számára ..
ő leszedett
én
megjelöl és
himbált én
körül mondás
... 'I szerelem
ön,
Szeretlek, ÉN
szerelem you.'"
Sor
-ból ADC
álom
látogatás
-val
több
család tagok .
Leír a
színkép
-ból
kapcsolatok között
család tagok
ebben élet
és a
következő .
Ez
számla van is
része a
Után - Halál
Távközlés Website
-on
www.adcrf.org. 2/22/02.
97.
számla
V's NDE
mint "
a
partok -ból
villamosság
érintett én,
ÉN nemez
azonnal minthogy ha
ÉN ismert
minden, tapasztalt
a egész
-ból
teremtés . Nem
mennyország
szeret
mi a
Keresztény
filozófia
vagy
akármi
más vallás
államok, nem
pokol,
csak
a ártatlanság
-ból
világegyetem
mint
egy egész "
NDE
társult
-val
kocsi
véletlen .
Érdekes
könnyű és
speciális
tudás
elemek .
2/10/02
96.
Kathleen
B's NDE "ÉN
csak
kívánatos
-hoz
marad
felakasztott
ott örökre .
A érzelmek
amit körülvett
én nemez
szeret
semmi Van
valaha
tapasztalt a Földön
. Volt
szeret
szerelem volt
nagyított
sokszoros
idő, békés
és
biztosít ."
NDE társult
-val
szülés .
Találkozás -val
lét
felöltözött
-ban 1800's
öltözet .
Lehetséges
anyai nagyanya . 2/10/02
95.
Vilmos
S's NDE ". . .közrefogva
őket volt
egy
okos
könnyű és én
hirtelen
megvalósított hol
voltam, emlékszem
-ból
ilyen
programokat hol
emberek
volna
mondott
nem
megy a
könnyű melyik én
wasn't
körülbelül
-hoz csinál,
de én
didn't
tud mit tenni
. . ."
Tudás -ból NDEs
előbbi
tapasztalat
mesterkélt
kiválasztások
közben a
tapasztalat .
Reinkarnáció
ábrázolás . 2/3/02
94.Jon's
NDE "A
első dolog
ÉN
észrevesz, volt
amit Voltam valahogy
látás a
esemény
előtt
én -ból
bent a
tető -ból
fal -hoz
ez video -
játékszoba .
Megnéztem egy
nagyobb és
régebb fiú
húz a
pasas
ki
rúg én
-ban
oldal -ból
fej
távoli -ból
én ."
13 év
régi NDE
társult
-val
verekszik . 2/3/02
93.
vagány
NDE "Ez
megértés
ment
-ra
részére hónap . ÉN
ismert mi
emberek voltak
haladó
mond
előtt
mondták ez,
és volt
szerzés
kísérteties
mert ÉN
tudna
mond mi
emberek voltak
gondolkodó "
NDE
-ból
egy interjú
mellett Loni Papagáj,
-ból
Barátok
-ból IANDS ( FOI )
csoport
-ban
92.
temperálni
NDE "ÉN
tanult
amit egy
egyszerű
mosolyog,
egy
fajta
szó vagy
elismerés
tud
cserél a
fogás -ból
egy ember élete személy
. Voltam meghatározott
egy
ajándék
-ból
bepillantás,
látomás, és
szellemi
tudatosság miből
a
világegyetem van
gyártott -ból .
nővér NDE társult
-val
operáció
és vérmérgezéses
lökés . 1/12/02.
91.
Chae's
NDE "mindenki
gyártott én
megtapint
tehát otthon
és ÉN
kívánatos
tehát
sok -hoz
megy
velük . Voltam
látszó
továbbít -hoz
ez és
ÉN didn't
gond
körülbelül az én -m
élet mögöttem
mert
Tudtam azt mindenki
akar lenni rendben van
-val
döntésem -hoz
marad -val
ezek
szép
létezők "
NDE
közben
operáció
-on
kor 18
rövid idő terhes . 1/12/02.
90.
rajzolás
NDE "tudtam
azt ha én
szükséges
akármi -
fogalom, forma,
kommunikáció
ez tudna
lenni
bánya -hoz
tapasztalat -
de
nem volt
szükség "
érdekes éleslátások
-ra egy
üres
NDE -on
kor 16 1/12/02.
89.
kikérdezni
NDE "ÉN
nemez
nem
vágy vagy
szükség -hoz
visszatér nekik
még akkor
is ha ők voltak
-ban
egy pánik
és ijedt
értem . ÉN
csak
ismert
amit minden
volt haladó
lenni RENDBEN VAN
és
amit ők túl
akar lenni
Rendben van . Volt
egy
nagy
értelem -ból
béke és
megkönnyebbülés .
Szeret
minden
zaklató vagy
felelősség nem
létezik
vagy voltak
értelmetlen . ÉN
ismert Voltam
-val
istenem és ÉN
nem
akar -hoz
visszatér
-hoz az én -m
földi
test és
család ."
NDE
társult -val
belső vérzés .
1/4/02.
88.
Ricardo's
Nagyapa NDE
"Abban
hely voltak
egy csoport
-ból
emberek
szeret
várakozás -re
neki . Ők
voltak
minden -ban
fehér, és
ők
minden -ban
ruháik egy
rózsa festett .
Amit rózsa volt
-ra -uk
ládák .
Volt egy
szabályos rózsa
-val
kettő
levél, egy mindenkiért
jobb
oldal és
egy balra
oldal
-ból
szár . A rózsa
volt
csendes -ban
bud. "
NDE
-ból
Portugália, elosztva
fiúunoka .
Erős
és
mélységesen értelmes
ábrázolás . 12/30/01.
87.
Evelyn's
NDE "A
okos
könnyű melyik
lassan transzformátor
-ba
egy
elképzel felöltözött
-ban
fehér
díszruha,
jött
továbbít . Mindenki
lett
csendes
mint ő
jött
felé
én .
Szembenéz volt
igazi
okos, mosolygó
és
nyugodt . Tudna
egyenletes
megtapint
-a
meleg
érzés ."
NDE
-ból
Dánia
társult -val
operáció .
12/29/01.
86.
PJ's
NDE "Mi
csap én
mint tehát
valóságos
körülbelül ez
tapasztalat,
egyenletes végül
ezek évvel ezelőtt,
van a
jólét
és béke
-ból
ez,
szintúgy a
élénk
befest
és
éles
részlet
-ból
egy
táj
amit ÉN általában
akar
hisz engECMényes ."
Kettő NDEs,
mindkettő
-val
látási
észrevétel
-ból
földi esemény
távoli távoli
a testből . 12/16/01.
85.
Gina's
NDE "A
következő dolog ÉN
ismert, Voltam
elhaladás
átmenő egy
alagút
felé
egy gyönyörű
okos
könnyű
amit volt tehát
békés .
Voltam találkozik
mellett
NDE
-on
kor 17
köszönhetően
autóbaleset . 12/9/01.
84.
Jackie's
NDE "Megmondtam
neki ÉN
lebegett
megjelöl és
fűrészel
mindez történik ...
ez
igazán
ijedt őt
és
elbátortalanodott őt ...
mint
az én -m
leírás
-ból
helyzet
( volt )
igazi
pontos .."
NDE -on
kor 7
köszönhetően
bél-
vérzik .
Pontos
kívül
test
észrevétel . 12/9/01.
83.
To's
NDE "Jól,
ÉN didn't
volna
egy " fehér
"
könnyű, de
volt egy
csodálatos,
nyugodt,
meleg,
otthonias
könnyű
amit volt egy
befest I'd
SOHA látott
előtt .
Az egyetlen
út ÉN
tud
leír ez
egy ibolya
/ fehér / kék
fluoreszkáló
típus
befest -
de
volt majdnem
szeret
egy
medence
-ból
befest
vagy jelenlét (
nem egy
alagút,
igazán )
amit volt
sugárzó
tehát
rettenetesen . ÉN
KÍVÁNATOS
-hoz
fog ez
-ban ...
-hoz
megy ez
..."
NDE társult
-val fekete
özvegyasszony pók
harap . 12/9/01.
82.
Alan's
NDE "...egy
okos
gerenda
-ból
arany-
könnyű mosás
el
a feketeség .
Valahogy, I'm
ütött -ban
láda
mellett egyik azoknak
gerendák . Érzem magam
nem
fájdalom; de
ÉN
esés
legyőz és can’t
mozog . Valaki
csákány én
megjelöl és
szemétlerakó hely én
legyőz
-ra egy
asztal
vagy ágy . I’m
keresztül
ha Szeretnék
venni -t megy
velük, vagy
vár
és
kap
rögzített-
up. "
Szokatlan
eltérő
ábrázolás
alábbiak
szigorú
kár . Mi van
figyelemre méltó
körülbelül NDE
általánosan van
amit
ilyen
eltérő
ábrázolás
van tehát
szokatlan . 12/9/01.
81.
Jerome's
NDE. 10/27/01.
"The
confirmation of personal continuity of identity was, by far, the most
spectacular part of the experience. The
realization
that my thoughts of the moment had such an impact on my mental state outside the
body was the "worst" -- but perhaps also very good in that I learned
(I believe) what I must work on to ensure a fully positive experience when I
depart from my body finally without any option to return."
NDE
from cardiac arrest. Interesting out of body perceptions.
80.
Kelly's
NDE. 10/27/01.
"The
being was pure evil it was negative.
I did not know the being and it communicated to me it wanted me for my power and
strength"
NDE
from complication of brain surgery, involving an encounter with an evil entity.
79.
David
O's NDE. 10/27/01.
"I
understood how the thoughts and deeds of humans affected the energies of the
planet. I was
NDE
associated with drug overdose/poisoning. Very transcendent
experience.
78.
Burke's
NDE. 10/27/01.
"The
information rushed me as if this was to the be the last stages of some type of
completion perfecting the harmony in which I was now a part of."
NDE
associated with near drowning. Received enormous knowledge.
77.
Val's
NDE. 10/27/01.
"When
I realized I couldn't progress forward because my Mom was holding my arm, I felt
very torn...not wanting to leave her and my family but desperately wanting to
join the figure waiting for me in the light."
NDE
associated with surgery. Interesting involvement of mother in account.
76.
Alexa's
NDE. 9/30/01.
"I saw how my acting, or not acting to
help rippled in effect to other people and their lives. It wasn’t until
then that I understood how each little decision or choice affects the World."
NDE
associated with labor & delivery complication. Detailed experience on
the other side.
75.
Joanna's
NDE. 9/8/01.
"Never
have I seen or even imagined a place of such purity and peace. Serenity tranquility
and a calm I have never known before was present there."
NDE associated
with cardiac arrest, with very difficult life following experience.
74.
TS's
NDE. 8/19/01.
"IN
1983 I WAS PREGNANT I WAS DUE IN AUG 1983 BEGINNING IN JANUARY AN
ANGEL CAME EVERY NIGHT AROUND 0300AM TO TELL ME "SHE IS NOT YOUR
BABY TO KEEP".
Touching
account by a nurse of prophetic angelic visit. Not a NDE, but part of the
greater spectrum of such experiences.
73.
Linda
B's NDE. 8/12/01.
"When
my eyes opened, I was in hell. In a certain chamber of hell."
Internal bleeding led to NDE
with both classic hellish imagery and classic heavenly imagery.
72.
Tee's
NDE. 8/12/01.
"Nothing
is hard to describe. No sensory input or output. I don't know what
Frightening 'void' NDE associated with
auto accident.
71.
Jerry
B's NDE. 8/12/01.
"What
GOD showed me that day, there are not enough word on earth to tell you, but I
will do my best with want words I have."
NDE associated with cardiac
arrest.
70.
Duane's
NDE. 5/18/01.
"Although
much of what was going on around me was to my left, right or behind me I did not
have to turn to witness it for I could see a full three-hundred and sixty
degrees around me comprehending many things going on in the immediate vicinity
at once."
Truly remarkable near-drowning NDE.
Another "must read" for those interested in NDE.
69.
Ellen's
NDE. 4/29/01.
NDE associated with
childbirth with frightening elements.
68.
Almost
to Heaven on My Harley. 4/22/01. "I was deciding weather I wanted to live or die.
Because for some unknown reason I seemed to have a choice."
NDE associated with motorcycle accident.
67.
Pepi's
NDE. 4/22/01.
"It
was like being in outer space, everything around was in silence, the
whole cosmos was around me but I was not afraid or feeling bad at all. I felt
full of hope, energetic, alive. As if all my dreams were coming true.
All at once."
NDE from Spain with interesting spaceship
experience.
66.
Michael
G's NDE. 4/22/01. "I
was Home in the Unconditional Loving White Light, that renewed my spirit"
Surgery related NDE.
65.
SW's
NDE. 3/4/01.
"It
was fun and I liked it, and I believed God was talking to me, and I wanted to
cross over through the last veil so much
Surgery
related NDE at age 9.
64.
Valerie's
NDE. 3/4/01. "I
was in surgery...and had been placed in a controlled death simulation...so as to
perform the brain surgery...the flow of blood had been almost totally stopped to
the brain to prevent hemorrhage,
and stroke..."
NDE
interestingly associated with neurosurgical procedure involving substantially
reduced blood flow to the brain.
63.
Miguel's
NDE. 3/4/01.
"I
didn't see anyone, but I felt He was around me, full of love and joy, and I
wanted to stay, but it wasn't my
time yet, so I was sent back to my family."
NDE
at age 10 in Mexico.
62.
Puma
NDE 3/1/01. Jelentős
mint
meghallott
-on
Művészet Csengő
Mutat Május
2001. Puma
történet összezsúfolva
párhuzamosok a
régi Sumerian
történet -ból
Istennő Ostoba,
mint ő
utazás
átmenő pokol
.
csodálatos!
Puma - Ostoba
Párhuzamosok
"Az
én -m harmadik NDE
volt okozott
mellett láz
és ÉN
gondol, határvonal
kóma . Ez
volt egy
utazás levegőbe
Rohampáholy . 13 évvel ezelőtt
később, ÉN
felfedez
amit az én -m
utazás -ba
Pokol
volt különösen
hasonló
-hoz
egy régi
mítosz előtt
a 18th évszázad BC
. Az én -m utazás
-ba
Pokol
volt
meglepő hasonló ahhoz
-ból Inanna's
utazás . Itt
van a
húsz hasonló
cikk
bent
-unk
történetek:
kattints ide
a maradéknak!
61.
John
F's NDE. 12/3/00.
"Sure enough,
I thought of being closer and suddenly I was at the very edge of the golden
city. I saw little water falls in
the flower gardens that were absolutely breath taking. I felt so good."
Very detailed NDE
and Jesus encounter.
60.
Judith
D's NDE. 12/3/00.
"But
I could see the entire scene of the operating room.
It was fairly dark and extremely peaceful.
I remember thinking that everything is fine and everyone would understand
later. There wasn't an ounce of
fear associated with this experience. It
was wonderful!"
NDE
associated with cardiac surgery with OBE element.
59.
Bette's
NDE. 12/3/00.
"When the funeral director arrived (he was also the ambulance driver)
with all that was going on, laying on my back with my eyes shut-I could see
his feet and that his shoes laces were not tied, and he had on no socks!!"
NDE
associated with childbirth with OBE element.
58.
Az's
NDE. 12/3/00.
"...i
was so happy and by the way i was like an eight or nine years old and
someone came to me and he said i was going to took you but i have told is
not the time.."
NDE from lady in Iran at age
17. Rare non-Western NDE.
57.
S's
NDE. 10/1/00. "I
saw the future...
I could only serve this purpose if I
lost my fears- of rejection, not being liked for the stands I took, other people
having control of things (only we do), etc.
And then I could act out of pure love- no complications or compromises."
Very instructive NDE with spiritual wisdom
shared.
56.
Tim's
NDE. 9/23/00.
"Each
ball of fire represented a totally different and unimaginable reality. Each one
was unique, each one was so different from the other. I later realized that they
were actually realms of life."
Remarkably
detailed NDE for age 2 1/2.
55.
Jennifer's
NDE. 9/23/00.
"In
the meantime, those of us who have been chosen will go forward loving and
knowing what the real importance of our tenure here on earth is."
NDE
at age 8 associated with falling injury.
54.
Ruthie's
NDE. 9/23/00. "My
Mom and brother who had been dead for 5 years (they died 6 months apart, to the
day) were the ones who came to take
me Home."
NDE associated with illness.
53.
Derry's
NDE. 5/10/00.
"I
believe the reason why I still live, one of the reasons I came back to
this earth to live is because I'm supposed to testify that the spirit
world is real and beautiful..."
NDE associated
with car crash. Remarkable encounter with Jesus. Two beautiful
poems.
52.
Barbara's
NDE. 5/7/00.
"I
WAS NOT GUILTY OF A-N-Y-T-H-I-N-G!!!!!!!! I HAD FELT AN EMBRACE AND
INCREDIBLE LOVE BEYOND BELIEF!!!"
Nurse's
NDE.
51.
August's
NDE. 5/7/00.
"I have a greater awareness of the importance of family and friends,
because through altruistic endeavors our souls will evolve.
It is through our own evolution, or rites of passage, that we help others
to evolve."
Transcendent
NDE by an attorney.
50.
Karen's
NDE. 5/7/00.
"In time I would remember who I
really am and what my purpose is on earth. After my work was complete I would
come back home."
NDE
experience associated with medical emergency.
49.
India
Physician's NDE. 4/2/00.
"But
it was as though I could see without vision, hear without sound. I was in
another Dimension of Existence."
NDE experience by a doctor in
India. A good account of an NDE in a non-Western culture.
48.
Delona's
NDE. 3/8/00.
"At
the time I did not know that he was so badly hurt, I remember holding out my
left hand and taking hold of his right hand, then I remember one of the
EMT's saying we just lost the Mother too. Then my son and I were walking hand in
hand through a dark tunnel after we came to the end there were loved one's and
friends that had died waiting for us."
NDE
simultaneously with mother and son due to auto accident.
47.
Lana's NDE
Korean expanded version"A
lét
-ból
könnyű
zápor én
amit mindazt volt
igazán
fontos
életben volt a
szerelem
rosszul éreztük magunkat, a
szerető
megjátszik
mi előformál,
a szerető
szöveg mi
küllő, a
szerető gondolkodás
mi tartott .
Mindazt volt
gyártott, mondott,
megtett,
vagy
egyenletes gondolkodás
nélkül
szerelem volt
visszacsinált ."
transzcendens NDE
-on
kor 5
-ból
mellett -
fulladás .
Hűségesen
jelentős! 3/5/00
46.
C's
NDE. 8/15/99.
NDE associated with rape.
45.
James'
NDE. 7/18/99.
Physician suicide attempt
NDE.
44.
Sammy's
NDE. 7/18/99.
NDE following cardiac
arrest.
43.
Paul
G's NDE. 7/12/99.
NDE following a brutal fight.
42.
Greg's
NDE. 7/5/99.
NDE associated with auto
accident.
41.
Rachel's
NDE. 6/18/99.
Nurse experiencing NDE.
40.
Guy's
NDE. 6/7/99.
NDE in ICU. Presence of
Jesus.
49.
Peter's
NDE. 5/30/99.
NDE as an infant from an
artist who conveys spiritual essence in his art. Beautiful examples of
Peter's art included.
38.
Harold's
NDE. 5/25/99.
NDE with specific life
direction information.
37.
Rosemary's
NDE. 5/12/99.
Child NDE (age 12).
36.
Pul's NDE. 5/11/99.
NDE with prophesy regarding
current events.
35.
D's
NDE. 5/11/99.
Mysterious NDE with
potentially verifiable physical effects.
34.
Rena's
ADC. 3/25/99.
"He
came to me and said I love you. I can't be with you right now but one day we
will be together."
ADC (After Death Communication). Part of the
spectrum of experiences that include NDE.
33.
Patti's
NDE. 3/22/99.
"Immediately after leaving my
body a shaft of very white light came down in the room and a beautiful
woman with long black hair in a white robe trimmed in gold came down
through the Light. She extended her hands toward me and gave me the choice
of either going up in the Light with her or staying on earth in my body. At
first, I wanted to go with her in the Light as the experience was so
beautiful and peaceful. I was also totally out of pain as the Light
surrounded me."
NDE associated with childbirth.
32.
Jean's
NDE. 3/21/99.
"I could see the movement of the
people and ideas that had shaped and been shaped by history. At each
period in history, I experienced the total "feel" of that period,
including its music, architecture, styles of clothing, political thinking and
literature."
Technically an OBE, showing the overlap in
the described NDE and OBE experiences.
31.
Deja
Vu NDE. 3/18/99.
"I reached in the
broken car window and pulled the hand of an unconscious boy. But the boy was
me."
Amazing "dejavue" story
unlike anything we have ever encountered.
30.
Karen
S's NDE. 3/17/99.
"We discussed my life, we discussed
religion, we discussed secrets of the soul that as humans we must forget, lest
we'd never be able to thrive on earth. All the while I was in awe."
Remarkable story of struggle with the
guides to come back.
29.
Minister's
NDE. 3/16/99.
"While I was being pushed back into my body I
didn't hear any words, but I felt them. Simple and direct...You are not yet
finished... I was shown who it was that had pushed me back and spoke to
me. It was Yeshua Hamashia, which is Hebrew for Jesus Christ."
Minister's NDE associated with electrocution (4500
volts).
28. Cynthia's NDE. 3/6/99.
"I have an inner contentment now that
no one understands and words can't even describe, this is so difficult for me
now to try
to put in words the overwhelming spirit of peace that I have found"
Brief imagery, yet remarkably life changing.
27. Brad
K's NDE. 3/6/99. NDE at age 2-3, then as an
adult.
26.
Linda's
NDE. 2/28/99. NDE as small child.
25. Donna's NDE.
2/23/99. Drug overdose, verified she heard
& saw events while "dead".
24.
Dávid NDE
2/22/99.
"ÉN
egyetlen
utolsó tíz
második -ban
Hetedik
Mennyország . Egész
tejútrendszer
tudna lenni
teremtett
felkapcsolva a villanyt
ott -val
egész
nyugalom "
Jelentős
utazás -ból
hét
szintek -ból
mennyország
23. Charles E's
NDE. 2/20/99. Cardiac
arrest and lightning strike. Interesting NDE.
22. Universe
Creation Vision. 2/17/99. Author defined as
NDE, astounding story of creation & remarkable poem included.
21. LSD
Associated NDE. 2/17/99.
LSD associated, with
epilogue documenting life change following experience.
20. George's
NDE. 2/13/99. Short with little imagery, yet
greatly affected George.
19. Joe's
NDE. 2/10/99. Short, simple and moving.
18. Christianne's
NDEs. 2/9/99. Five separate NDE's
17. Isreal
NDE. 2/8/99 A fascinating NDE from Israel
16. Diane's
NDE... 2/7/99 An
inspiring NDE!
15.
szaraband
NDE
Mint
meghallott
-on
Művészet Csengő
Rádió
Mutat 2/4/99 és
újrajátszás 3/20/99 (szombat).
A
történet
amit meglepett
millió
-ból
hallgatók!
Speciális
részére NDERF
olvasók ...
Megdöbbentő ÚJ
információ
-ra Szaraband NDE
alul
-ból
őt NDE
számla ... (használ
láncszem
fenti
). Hűségesen
Jelentős!
14. Suicide's NDE
13. Mary's
NDE
12. Paul's NDE
11. Prisoner NDE
10. Teen-Age NDE
4. húsz Évvel ezelőtt Később: emlékmű -ból Az én halálom és Az Hat -ra Az én -m Élet Korean expanded version, ... Jelentős gyűjtemény -ból bölcsesség nyerő -ból egy jelentős NDE!
2.
My Vision of Life Has Changed Forever
1.
Dr. György
Rodonaia’s NDE,
Korean expanded version,
Volt
ő igazán
halott
három napja?
Ön
eldönt .
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