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NDE Experiences and Comments:
These are summaries of the accounts.  The expanded version can be found by clicking on the link for the experiencer's name.
 

171.  Suzanne F's NDE: English expanded version 9/27/02 BEFORE I DID AWAKE, ALL I CAN REMEMBER IS I WAS IN A WIDE TUNNEL. THE LIGHT WAS VERY BRIGHT. I WAS CALLING OUT FOR MY MOTHER. I COULD ONLY WHISPER FOR HER. THEN A VOICE  VERY SOOTHING AND COMFORTING! VOICE, SAID, DON'T TALK, SAVE YOUR ENERGY. I WAS AWAKE AND SCARED. I THEN CALLED FOR MY MOTHER AGAIN. I REMEMBER IT WAS HARD FOR ME TO TALK.
Blood clot in the lungs caused this NDE.  The interesting feature is that although she perceived later she was talking to God, when she initially tried to make sense of the NDE, she described the figure as her mother but as a man's voice.

170.  Tammy L's NDE: English expanded version, Swedish expanded version 9/23/02 "Suddenly I was enveloped in a bright, white light. I felt perfect ness. It was the perfect temperature. The light was bright but it was not hot on my skin like sunlight, nor did it hurt my eyes. I was very aware of the transition from pain to feeling wonderful. I felt peace, great love ,joy. It seemed all my questions were answered. It's hard to describe the feeling of total utopia. I then realized that the light seemed to be shining through wall's of brick glass windows. I heard laughter and looked down to see a little child smiling up at me."
Childbirth NDE with a meeting a child she felt would be part of her future.

169.  Marie's NDE: English expanded version, Swedish expanded version 9/23/02  "While I was in this "altered" state I felt myself being shown flashes of dead people and thinking of helping them.  I couldn't reach any of them because they were all in two separate cages.  I then woke up and my watch was stopped at 8:56 which was the time the WTC towers were hit." 
NDE while unconscious on 9/11 at the same time the World Trade Center was hit by terrorists.

167.  Vincent T's NDE English expanded version, Swedish expanded version   9/10/02  Upon awakening I remember it was like being shocked back to life.  (no I didn't have a heart attack, they did not use the paddles either)  I remember seeing a very very bright white light.  I also remember seeing my mother who had passed several years earlier.  She was standing in front of a doorway, or entrance in a blocking manner.  She did not say anything, but I guess the symbol was that it was not my time to enter.  I then woke up. 
This was the very beginning of an NDE.

166.  Gungil's NDE English expanded version, Swedish expanded version  9/5/02 & 9/10/02 & 9/14/02. OUR FIRST ASIAN EXPERIENCE!  FROM KOREA!  I thought the saying that a nurse is an angel in white gown is a lie because my nurse was treating me painfully at that moment.  I felt my surroundings came into me (a funnel called me) like a movie screen. I looked at the clear light and I shouted "관세음 보살(Kwon Sem Bo Sal: one of Buddhas' names)" and then I was alive and left the hospital. Her first of three NDEs started when she was age 7.   I fell down the black tunnel with high speed and saw the bright red cross. I opened my eyes with surprise at the almost same time, I felt as my body jumped. that was very euphoric. Second experience at the University.  After My third NDE, I started to try to search for something related with NDE. first, I read the books like Tibetan book of the dead, Life after Life, Life before Life, Upanisad, The Dhammapada, TAO TE CHING etc.  Third experience at the University.

165. Sheila B's NDE: English expanded version, Swedish expanded version  9/7/02  "My heart stopped as I delivered my already dead daughter. I saw a beautiful light and my father holding a baby. I tried to reach them, I wanted to touch them both. My father shook his head no and said not yet, she's beautiful and she's safe." 
This was submitted on the ADC website, but is really an NDE (near-death experience)


164. Kandy V's NDE English expanded version, Swedish expanded version 9/3/02. While I was under general anesthesia, I simply sat up and got out of my sick body.  I remember seeing the operating table and the medical staff around my physical body in my peripheral vision.  Right out in front of me was a being, with a material body, but not like a physical body.  Its arms (I use the word loosely) were opened out to me and I climbed into its lap.  I was laughing and crying at the same time.  I said ( we spoke with thoughts which seemed perfectly normal at the time) "I almost stopped believing in you." The being kind of chuckled and said "Well here I am." 
She was shown the threads of love connecting herself and her children.

163. Kathy's NDE English expanded version, Swedish expanded version 8/24/02. "When I initially entered the room or area the people I knew were in deep none verbal discussion. They seemed to be in disagreement.  As my body traveled and I reached the end area the person or death angel offered his hand and said, take my hand and I will take you there. This was audible.  I screamed No!!!! and at that time I knew what my Grandfather and the others were in disagreement about.
Heart seizure cause her to be escorted by the angel of death to a conference room.

162.  Steven T's NDE 8/20/02.This was a brand new Honda Accord, and it wasn't a convertible! You can see why the Fire Dept. brought down a body bag for the driver. They insisted that this Car Accident was a for sure decapitation, and the driver couldn't have survived. Well I did, and I have a huge story to share on what I experienced, and the light was so bright that it burned my eyes. I am now legally blind. 
Steven's story and book can be found at http://www.cosmicmanuscript.com

161.  A Father's Story English expanded version, Swedish expanded version 8/20/02.  "My wife realized that a three-year-old had no concept of death and spirits, so he was referring to the beings who came to him from beyond as "birdies" because they were up in the air like birds that fly. "What did the birdies look like?" she asked. Brian answered, "They were so beautiful. They were dressed in white, all white. Some of them had green and white. But some of them had on just white." "Did they say anything?" "Yes," he answered. "They told me the baby would be all right." "The baby?" my wife asked confused."
This is an incredible story about a 3 year old.

160.  Tonya Z's NDE English expanded version, Swedish expanded version 8/20/02.  "I went back some years later to the doctors room where I was at the time of the NDE and could remember the layout of the room, having never been in it previously, only when unconscious at the accident time. (obviously only self-verified)."
Teenage NDE from car/pedestrian accident. 

159. Peter R's NDE English expanded version, Swedish expanded version  8/20/02. "Then I was outside my body. I don't know how, I was just outside it. I was standing up, & there was a spirit waiting for me. I glanced behind me, & I saw a body lying on the floor. I was about to say to the spirit; hold on, there's someone on the floor... but the thought came out like a shout, & I realized that the body was me. I turned back to the Spirit realizing that I had died."
This is a frightening NDE where each negative part of his personality took on a human form and attacked him.

158.  NDE from 696 A.D. English expanded version, Swedish expanded version 8/14/02.  "He that led me had a countenance full of light, and shining raiment, and we went in silence, as it seemed to me, towards the rising of the summer sun. And as we walked we came to a broad and deep valley of infinite length; it lay on our left, and one side of it was exceeding terrible with raging flames, the other no less intolerable for violent hail and cold snows drifting and sweeping through all the place. Both sides were full of the souls of men which seemed to be tossed from one side to the other as it were by a violent storm; for when they could no longer endure the fervent heat, the hapless souls leaped into the midst of the deadly cold; and finding no rest there, they leaped back again to be burnt in the midst of the unquenchable flames. . . . My guide, who went before me, answered to my thought, saying, 'Think not so, for this is not the Hell you believe it to be.'"
Interestingly a lot of the story remained true to the pattern of typical NDEs until the life review and interpretation of the description of what the NDEr saw.  The influence of the church scribe of the story is marked - as one would expect.

157.  Karen H's NDE. English expanded version, Swedish expanded version  8/10/02. This is the point that I began to feel detached from my body. Cold at first, but not uncomfortable. I felt as if I were floating a little, drifting in and out of my body just a little. No overhead view or anything like that. But I heard conversations in different rooms. All at once. Nothing important. I saw the ambulance attendants in a break room buying Lance cheese crackers, trying to get the pack out of the vending machine. It seemed to be stuck somehow. I seemed to be viewing this from the top of the door frame.  And then I was back looking at the ceiling in the hallway. I felt so peaceful. I felt happy, and free, and like a weight had been lifted from me.
Although this childbirth NDE has only the out of body evidential component to the experience itself, when she talks about her son and the angel dream shortly after his birth - her story evokes strong emotional feelings because the reader can feel the touch of God all over this account!

156.  Nick P's NDE. English expanded version, Swedish expanded version 8/10/02. Then the room started to go all white, not bright but just white in color.  When I was able to see anything again I saw my Dad all in white and what looked like a soft robe on. My Mother was next to him, and my Mother's parents were next to her. I was not fearful of where I was but more like I wanted to be there with them.  My Dad then asked me if I could forgive him for his wrongs in his raising us kids ( two older brother's and a younger sister) I went to reach for him then he backed away and said your time is not now for you are not done where I was. 
This is a relatively new NDE (1-1/2 months ago) from a mid Cardial Infusion.  Integration of the experience is, and will continue to be a big issue.

155.  Myra E's DBV. English expanded version, Swedish expanded version 8/6/02.  We got closer and closer to that light. I began to feel warmth and a feeling of being drawn to that warmth. Is it corny to say that I just "knew" that if I could reach that light that everything would be okay. It was everything we love wrapped up into light. It was the feeling of home, family, reassurance and love. It was a feeling of belonging that I have never found since. Then the shadow beside me abruptly stopped. We had not yet reached the end and the light and we stopped. "Why?" I asked. "You have to go back now" the shadowy figure said softly, "You can't stay."
Wow!  This is a death bed vision (DBV) where the granddaughter walked with her grandfather through the death experience - described just like a typical NDE.  The interesting part is that Myra describes it as a dream, yet didn't realize it was her grandfather with her until someone later told her that her grandfather had died.


154.  Karen D's NDE. English expanded version, Swedish expanded version 8/4/02. "Then felt like I was just in the dark somewhere.  I must have really been struggling.  I remember a male being.  I remember him talking or mentally communicating with me.  He kept telling me that it was ok to die, to quit fighting so hard and to just give up.  He was there for a long time.  All of a sudden it was like he slipped up some how.  I felt that he was evil & trying in my mind to get me to commit suicide by giving up.  I remember asking God to help me & the evil being was gone.  Then I remember being in a very brightly lighted place."
NDE from pneumonia and sepsis.  She argued with the devil and went to heaven to talk with God!

153. Guenter W's NDE. FROM GERMANY English expanded version, Swedish expanded version 7/30/02. "Since Christmas 1980, I have been able to establish a personal relationship with the being of light by way of internal fights, visions and auditions and I am now in a position to go public with my experience. In 1980/81 I couldn’t write down my experience in German, and even today there is no German translation, because I have not yet had the inner O.K. from the being of light who is our Lord Jesus Christ."
Wow! This is a tremendous and profound NDE account!

152. Sylvia W's NDE. English expanded version, Swedish expanded version 7/30/02. I could see without eyes, hear without ears, communicate without mouth or other body parts.  I knew everything past and present.  I felt that I was in my natural state and the body was the temporary unnatural state.  I was home were I belonged.  Where I wanted to be. 
This NDE has so much insight into the after-effects that one experiences trying to integrate the NDE.  This is a must read for medical personnel!  Sylvia is a retired nurse turned artist. 

151. Corina's NDE. English expanded version 7/30/02. The feeling that I experienced is somewhat hard to explain , but I will try my best. All and any abuse or pain that I experienced in my life, whether it be physical, emotional, or mental, was completely gone and in its place, an intense love, acceptance, devotion, and sense of well-being was put. For one second...I understood it all, so simple, but then it was gone ...as if we are not meant to understand "ALL".
NDE from hemorrhaging after surgery.  There are some strong veridical perception components to this account since she described the resuscitation efforts to the Doctor so completely, he couldn't get out of the room fast enough!

150. Robert C's NDE. English expanded version, Swedish expanded version 7/30/02. "I saw a bright blue light surrounding a white soft glow, shot through the light at what seemed a million miles an hour, stopped and was standing(?) on a sill looking in at all the souls who ever were or ever would be, the nearest were familiar, an aunt and some others from the past. I was told I had a choice to stay or go back. I was there for a long time deciding."
NDE caused from a car-train accident.

149. J.R. M's NDE. English expanded version, French expanded version, Swedish expanded version 7/23/02. "I was part of a larger picture, I sensed the three souls in the ambulance with me, not only their presence, their love, their hearts, their emotions, feelings, senses both physical and mental.  I heard their thoughts, I felt their caring hands, I looked through each of their eyes, and saw not only their immediate physical future, but their past as well.  I also noted animals and other souls around me such as;  an angry bus driver in Seattle, a lady killing an annoying spider in Ripley, WV,  a bug hitting a train in Oklahoma.  All of these feelings were felt in a split second, and seemed like an eternity." 
The description of being connected to all life is astounding in this account.  There is also evidence of a lot of spiritual transformation as he has re-integrated his NDEs with his new  purpose on earth.

148. Sherry G's NDE. English expanded version, French expanded version, Polish expanded version, Swedish expanded version 7/22/02. "I had found LOVE! I watched my spirit leave my body and release itself from this world of flesh. I could see myself traveling through a tunnel of light that was a freedom it is hard to describe in physical terms. It was everything all at once, love, freedom, release, and the oneness of all that we are. Suddenly I was in the presence of powerful spirits and love. I could feel them comforting me and preparing me for what was to come. Their love was that of complete serenity."
This is an amazing story showing the spiritually transformative power of NDE.  Sherry shares the most intimate details of her difficult life in order for the impact of her NDE, integration, and triumphs to have meaning for others.  Her story is a fascinating mental journey into the world of the bulimic and anorexic. 

147. Bonnie S's NDE. English expanded version, French expanded version, Swedish expanded version 7/22/02. "That was the first in five years that I could feel warmth. The light was so bright, and warm, it had a yellow hue about it. (I told people that if the light was that bright it would blind you.) It was bright, but warm and calming at the same time. I could hear voices, none that was familiar to me.  At first I didn't understand, it became clear. It wasn't time for me, I wanted to stay. I was at peace."
Classic NDE imagery after Sepsis death.  People who are quadriplegic don't feel below their injury, so feeling warmth is a BIG DEAL, much like blind people who see during their NDE!

146. Arielera's NDE. English expanded version, Swedish expanded version 7/7/02. REVISED with New Understandings! 7/27/02 The husband I refer to was met, married, and remained in my 'altered' state. In this plane I know of no such person. As a matter of fact, I'm widowed 15 years this year and a second marriage is not on my to do list. No recollection on the institution itself. After i returned to this state i went through a quite normal grieving process at having to leave him behind.
This amazing NDE occurred as the result of a suicide attempt.  Arielera drank liquid paraffin, went unconscious and woke up 3 weeks later.  Her experience was an accelerated lifetime in another existence.  No wonders she had a lot of difficulty communicating an alternate reality!

145. David H's NDE. English expanded version, French expanded version, Swedish expanded version 7/7/02 FIRST PART: So beautiful was his light, words cannot express, His light was like the rising sun. And like the sun he rose up from behind the mountains  into the sky. Love poured into every part of my being and my soul was revitalized. The planet was also changing under His light. I saw parts of the mountains tear open and gush forth in the form of water falls.  7/23/02 SECOND PART: All thoughts are heard here so you can't hide a plan for your self. instead you just have to come out and say it. So I said very stern, "who are you!!" she then tore off a part of the shroud that hid her face and showed me only bone and skull. her jaw opened wide, as if dislocated, and she rose completely out of her robe and swooped down at me for a bite. It was my left shoulder, my spirit body. The pain was so great, it was worse than death. so at that very moment as she swooped around in mid air to take on another bite of my spirit, I dropped down on to my knees and cried out for God. 
David gave us pieces of his story as he has time to write it.  It was worth the wait as it is truly a remarkable experience!  This NDE is a special one that helps to show that gay guys do not go to hell, as some extreme fundamentalist rhetoric would have one to believe. 

144. Vickie M's NDE. English expanded version, Swedish expanded version 7/3/02. I FELT AS THOUGH I WAS LOOKING DOWN ON MYSELF FOR A BRIEF MOMENT AND THEN THERE WAS A REAL FEELING OF PEACE AND CALM. I WAS NO LONGER SCARED OR IN PAIN. I REMEMBER I WAS IN A VERY BEAUTIFUL AND VAST PLACE WITH STUNNING LANDSCAPES OF TREES LAKES AND WATERFALLS AND EVERYTHING WAS BLUE.
Remarkable NDE from car accident where she thought she saw her grandfather who died before she was born.

143. Bonnie V's NDE. English expanded version, Swedish expanded version 7/3/02.  Dying....or dead? All I know, is I went from being terribly bone deep chatteringly cold and bleeding in an ambulance, to the brightest and warmest place imaginable. These are not facile descriptors... the light was like an explosion of golden yellow, accompanied by the most exquisite warmth. It is not enough to say it enveloped me...it WAS me, a mellow sun, a languorous day, a paradise of contentment. All was one. It was the most sublime pleasure I have ever felt. I basked in this place, even as I thought... "I am dying"
Great story, and wonderful after affects - nursing career and hospice work!

142. Don A's NDE. English expanded version, Swedish expanded version 7/3/02. I was then startled (not frightened or perceiving a threat) to see the light take shape (like smoke or cloud) then suddenly come around and over the door towards me. It seemed to wrap itself around me and as it did I felt a tingling all over, and the words came to me (not sure if spoken), "All things of the Earth will pass away.". I then began to feel a great love and a peace that was indescribable. It felt as if the light was lifting me.
NDE from heart-attack, with a great description of how his non-physical body looked.

141. Paul H's NDE. English expanded version, Swedish expanded version 7/3/02.  I did not hear noise or speech and the feeling in general was peaceful.  I was not afraid, only taken away and taking the experience in.  I would like to experience the same thing again, as it was very special.  Then suddenly I must have regained consciousness again and I was normally sitting in the car.
Teenage NDE from car racing.

140. Tara's NDE. English expanded version, Swedish expanded version 7/3/02. I still couldn't feel or hear but I saw a lady standing a couple of meters away from me. This lady was white. She had a long white see through dress with long white hair, she seemed to glow. I was wondering why she wasn't helping me. She just stood there and smiled at me.
Child NDE knocked unconscious from falling from a 20 meter cliff, where she met her guardian angel. 

139. George M's NDE. English expanded version, Swedish expanded version 7/3/02. Although the sequence of my experience is sketchy, I remember being underwater as past images and experiences flashed before my eyes and in my mind.  While i was under, I saw what I figured at the time was the sun. 
Teenager drowning NDE talking about a beginning encounter with the light.

138. Melanie's SMR: English expanded version 6/20/02.  I have an experience to share: First off, I have learned to relate and respect cluster groups; I have a memory from before I was born, and remember being a part of a "circle of souls" so interconnected and intertwined that we did not seem to think much of our own consciousness
This may be a very short account, but it talks of soul cluster groups (one of the surprising findings from our NDE research) and discovery of her soul mate.


137.  Arthur S's NDE. English expanded version, Swedish expanded version 6/20/02. I was floating outside of my car looking down on myself slouched over both driver seat, and front front passenger seat  What really makes me think I was dead for  a short period is that everything was in reverse just as you experience in the negative of film.  Everywhere that should have black was white, and everything that should have been white was black.  I was there, suspended in mid-air, seeing myself dead.
Although Arthur views his experience as an OBE, he was unconscious and described himself as "dead" during the experience.  There was a separation of consciousness apart from his body and the experience was lucid. 

136.  Billy D's NDE. English expanded version, Swedish expanded version 6/20/02. Sometime during the operation, I awoke.  However, while I could hear, I could not open my eyes or move.  In fact I felt quite different, kind of like a ball.  It was dark and void.  The only senses I could realize were sound and a sense of being a small ball surrounding my intelligence.  I was very conscious and could here doctors and nurses talking. 
This is a lucid, void experience, with separation of consciousness apart from the body and it occurred during a choking incident related to surgery.  The experience falls within the definition of NDE, so is included in the experiences.

135.  Andrew C's NDE. English expanded version, French expanded version, Swedish expanded version. 6/15/02.  "It was when I was in mid-air that the spiritual experience occurred. I recall flashes of parts of my life up to that point, a bright light in one direction, begin drawn in that direction, an inquiry to me as to which religious symbolic form I wanted the presence to appear in, a few options, then my image of Jesus Christ in a blue robe appeared."
As a teenager, Andrew got his choice of entities he would gain spiritual truth from.  Remarkably, Andrew had an out of body experience a few days ago and reported it within 15 minutes of the event on
www.oberf.org, and the web search led him to www.nderf.org so he could share the messages of love, care and compassion of fellow man which he learned during his NDE.

134.  Mary Ann F's NDE. English expanded version, French expanded version, Swedish expanded version. 6/15/02. "i said to myself, "am i dead?" i was so scared, then i found myself going fast up this dark tunnel. i was so scared, but i could see a very small light at the very end of the tunnel.  then i was in this beautiful light. my girlfriend's sister, kathleen,  greeted me. she was wearing white and all aglow. she told me not to be afraid.  i asked her if i could speak to god. then god came down, like on an elevator, from a higher heaven and sat down in front of me.  god looked like jesus in an all white gown and big, about 6 foot 5 inches tall. i know i could not see myself."
Mary Ann had a core NDE experience and some amazing aftereffects too!
Mary Ann is a delightful NYC lady!  I look at her as the grand matriarch - no matter what happens, she made it through the difficult part of her life.  She has raised her first set of children from her family of origin and then turned around and raised a large family of her own.  Now she has her grandchildren to look forward to.  It was such an honor to interview her and help her to share her experiences with others.   - Jody

133.  Leah's NDE. English expanded version, French expanded version, Swedish expanded version. 6/15/02.  What I learned was God does exist and that he is a very loving God and he is so big and comforting.  The love he has is so powerful. I had some insight at the time about life's mysteries. I remember thinking, "wow, now I know." But I don't remember what I learned. I guess God doesn't want us to know certain things.
NDE talk with God after dying from a burst appendix.

132.  John & Mary Alice's Soul Mate Relationship. English expanded version, French expanded version "We have been together for over 24 years now, more in love than ever, with eternity still to come.  Two more items of interest.  About a week before that cold March night, I had a dream that woke me up from a deep sleep.  A dream like no other dream that I ever had before, or ever since.  It was short, with no dialogue.  I was sitting at an outdoor café; it was late, maybe nighttime, with a heavy fog in the air.  The silhouettes of two people were walking towards me.  I looked down to read the paper and felt the presence of one of the persons sitting down at my table.  I looked up and it was Mary Alice.  It was if this dream was a harbinger, a sign of thinks to come." 
It is always inspiring to read accounts with so much love and a hint of soul mate remembrance. 6/15/02

131.   Erin K's NDE. English expanded version, French expanded version, Swedish expanded version 6/8/02."He took my hand, and I could feel each of his fingers. His voice was clear and normal while the others remained muffled. He wore white, but I don't know if it was a suit, a robe or something else. He said, "Don't be afraid." (Actually, I wasn't afraid to begin with, and I felt very calm at the sight of him.) He said some things that I have never repeated (and never will), and then said that we would be together someday.
NDE during childbirth.  What is most interesting about this experience is that the being in the NDE turned out to be a man she met later in life, but he has no idea of his role in her NDE!

130.   Arthur B's NDE. English expanded version, French expanded version, Swedish expanded version 6/8/02. The light then said. "What are you doing?"  I answered that ,"I'm dying".  The light asked me, "are you ready to die"?  I replied, "NO. There are things I must do".  The light then said, "That's right. You go back and do them. When you are done come back and see me."  Experience caused by sleep apnea reaction to cancer treatment.  Remarkable after-effects!

129.  Kris K's NDE. English expanded version, French expanded version, Swedish expanded version 6/8/02.  Then saw my body on table/Floating above.  Could describe equipment and conversations of nurses and Dr.  Not scared.  Sort of detached. Almost clinical.  Thought "HMMMM I must be dying.......then I remembered my new baby and prayed Please let me stay. I have a new baby.  This is an evidential (veridical perception) NDE with a life purpose to raise her child.

128.  Jean S's NDE. English expanded version, FRENCH expanded Version, Swedish expanded version 6/4/02.  "I made a breath-taking dive into a tunnel.  I saw motionless people, I saw old colleagues deceased since many years, making signs: come along with us. I also saw my parents, deceased in 1979, making signs in order to invite me to follow them. I saw my mother-in-law making signs in order to stop me from following the others that were making these signs. I was still diving faster and faster and deeper and deeper toward a bluish white light that was attracting me." CELEBRATION!  This is our first foreign language NDE!  It is also interesting that this is a relatively new event (3 months ago), and may have more to the story after integration that usually takes 7 years to process the experiences.

127.  Vern D's NDE. English expanded version, Swedish expanded version  5/25/02.  "Being so real, I had no reason to believe that what I experienced had not occurred 'physically' and proceeded to relate my story to one of the nurses. She went on to state that I'd been found, 'just after 5 o'clock' and that I lay where I'd been struck. She said I couldn't have walked about the room etc. as no one moves after the level of injury I'd sustained. She also said I'd been found suffering hypothermia and that I'd 'died twice' once in the ambulance and again on the operating theatre."
This NDE occurred as the result of being knocked unconscious.  The most amazing thing was that he had no idea that it wasn't real until after the incident when the nurses told him he hadn't budged from where he initially fell. 


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Lindsey J's NDE. English expanded version, Swedish expanded version 5/25/02.   "The nurses tried to put me back into bed when I passed out.  The next thing I remember is brightness, very similar to somebody sitting in the clouds and their was my old friend Stuart. Stuart had died some 24 years ago at the age of 21 from cancer. he looked his old self, the healthy version of him which was quite chubby, not the gaunt skinny person he had become during his illness. His hair had grayed around the temples exactly how he probably would have looked now if he had lived. I said to him "You've gone grey"
Post surgery complications caused this NDE where she met her old friend who had died many years ago.

125.  Tawnie M's NDE. English expanded version, Swedish expanded version  5/19/02.    I had a sense of being loved for who I am, worthwhile and understood, had feeling of certainty more in my thoughts e.g knowing I was dead with certainty. Gave me strength from the love and peace surrounding me, strength of love. Think some aspects of who I am and what my purpose in life is was conveyed to me, but I cannot remember them. Before having my NDE, I was abused from the age of 1 and a half years, continuously up until my NDE occurred. While being abused I dissociated and now my memories of abuse are all blocked out, so I can't remember them. The NDE was one of the best experiences of my short life at that time.  This is a drowning child NDE where the "kiss of life" was a gift with meanings on many levels.  

124.  Bob A's NDE. English expanded version, French expanded versionSwedish expanded version 5/14/02. "I remember standing up and looking around and seeing that everything was in the color green.  Light green, dark green, all shades of green.  The church was green, Mississippi River was green.  I thought I broke my head, I put my two hands on my head to hold it, and I laid down on my back.  As my body hit the ground, pictures of my life went through my mind.  It was like a freight train of knowledge moving at the speed of light.  Each car was experiences of my life (both good and bad)"
Although Bob's NDE is highly noteworthy, the aftereffects are truly astounding!
This is one of the more astounding cases that I have ever run across.  I want to express profound gratitude to Bob for sharing his story.  Although he is a bit shy about his dyslexia handicap that prevented him from filling out the NDERF form, and apologized over and over again, he did e-mail us and indicate that he really wanted to share.  I cannot tell you how humble I felt in the presence of such a unique and highly spiritual fellow.  It was such an honor to interview him so that I could help him share his experiences with others.   - Jody

123.  Nancy P's NDE. English expanded version, Swedish expanded version  5/14/02. "Then the main lady talking to me said, "It's not your time yet you have to go back." Then she said, "Think about it ..you remember " then it was clear at that moment, I said to her, "I'm dead aren't I?" she said, "yes, but its not your time yet, you have to go back...You are our go-between."  I didn't want to.. and I proceeded to argue about it. But I thought of my mother and how she would never forgive herself if I didn't live." This account has a couple of good veridical perception parts verified after the NDE.

122.  Mandy J's NDE. English expanded version, Swedish expanded version  5/14/02. "I was to have my gallstone removed via Laser when they inflated my stomach they gave me to much Air and put to much pressure on my aortic and they lost me for one minute and 25 seconds. That minute and 25 seconds were more wonderful then my whole life has been it was the most incredible experience I have ever had." 
What a wonderful reception of relatives and remarkable description when she looked up in heaven to see the Father, Son, and Holy Ghost.

121.    Ed H's NDE. English expanded version, Swedish expanded version 5/8/02. THE VAN FLIPPED 3 OR 4 TIMES IN THE AIR LANDING BACK ON THE WHEELS. WELL THEN EVERY THING WAS SO NICE PEACEFUL NOT DARK NICE TEMPERATURE AND I OPENED MY EYES TO SEE THE BRIGHTEST LIGHT I HAD EVER SEEN I WAS AT A GATE LIKE OPENING IN THE LIGHT AND THIS NICE VOICE SAID IT IS NOT YOUR TIME YOU HAVE SOMETHING TO DO YET."
NDE precipitated by a car accident.


120.
    Michael C's NDE.  English expanded version  5/3/02.  I remember a lighted tunnel and humanoid beings at the end of the tunnel.  They "indicated" That I could go with them.  I did not want to to go.  So I went back. 
This is a pre-Moody child experience precipitated by severe illness.  Although his family joked about aliens and hallucinations, the story still follows as a NDE.


119. William Si's NDE. English expanded version, Swedish expanded version 4/29/02-5/4/02.  Passing through this area, which seemed as if it could be endless, yet wasn't, I could sense those spirits that were in the shadows, I understood why they wouldn't look into the light, mostly because of the religious indoctrination that had lived by on earth, they felt they were not worthy to look into the light because of actions they had done in the human existence. 
Describing his third NDE in light of his first two NDEs and what he has read.  This is a wonderful, extremely down-to-earth viewpoint from a Salt Lake City IANDS member.  There is a letter addendum with additional questions from NDERF, and another e-mail dialogue with a reader.  Such spiritual insights!

118. Yolanthe V's NDE. English expanded version, Swedish expanded version  4/29/02.  My name is Yolanthe, and my mind has given and conveyed to me so much knowledge.  When I left my body in 1988 (horse stood on my head) I just was in light, going up.  I left my brain, my body down there, not feeling any pain.  It is the mind of every individual that does go on. 
This is one busy lady who focuses more on life after the NDE rather than the experience itself.


117. Emma Louise S's NDE.  English expanded version, Swedish expanded version
A rare 1884 NDE (horse and buggy days), as related by first hand account of son and by granddaughter.
  4/22/02. 
"My grandfather brought in a medical colleague for consultation. While they were with her she ceased to breathe and neither my grandfather not his colleague could feel a pulse. They declared her dead but my grandfather was not one to give up easily. He rigged up a battery to give a shock to her heart. She began to breathe again and lived another fifty years."  
This is an wonderful NDE story, with most of the classic NDE imagery and after-effects, yet occurring almost a century before Raymond Moody coined term "near-death experience" and long before NDEs were ever publicized. 

116. Victor's Experiences.  English expanded version, Swedish expanded version  NON-WESTERN EXPERIENCES FROM RUSSIA (In ENGLISH and RUSSIAN)  4/21/02.  Then I felt like I was flying through some kind of dark tunnel.  Insofar as I had already heard about this on American broadcasts and read about it in local papers, I was not surprised, but rather expected it for some reason.  I picked up tremendous speed.  Such speeds are not encountered in life.  My speed increased gradually, yet very quickly.  Shortly thereafter, a light appeared somewhere in the distance and rapidly grew closer. 
This is an amazing cultural exchange with several experiences over time - a spiritual journey.  In a land of government collapse, Victor found the Bible (spirit) and also found balance and purpose in life.


115.  Prana's Experience.  English expanded version, Swedish expanded version  
NON-WESTERN EXPERIENCE FROM INDIA
  4/19/02.
  "After reaching a level I stopped and stood still for sometime. I wanted to call my husband and tell him about this. But could not do any thing. But then, I slowly came down in the same way and with a jerk entered the body. suddenly I was able to move and jumped up. The only after effect is that I have developed claustrophobia." 
Spontaneous out of body experience triggered from fever after miscarriage. 


114. S.K. W's NDE  English expanded version, Swedish expanded version  4/19/02  "At that time I was a rock musician and could not read or write music.    A few months later, fully recovered, I sat down on night at my piano and "fell asleep". When I awoke ten hours later, I had a completed symphony before me.  Since then, I have become an accomplished classical composer and conductor and I find myself playing the role as "spirit guide" to many people. I feel that I am a Walk-In" 
This NDEr has some of the most remarkable NDE after-effects, to write a full symphony and not be able to read or write music prior to the NDE! 

113. Leanne V's NDE English expanded version, Swedish expanded version 4/19/02 "I was in a dark space. There were lots of other around me, both to my sides,  above and below. The dark space I was in was almost "soupy", like it was filled with liquid mercury and I was floating in that mercury. There was a lighted "doorway" above me, and the light from outside flooded the vast room I was in. I was struggling to make it to the doorway, but I knew I couldn't make it yet. I knew I had to stay and help the people who were crying out below." 
NDE caused by viral encephalitis, spent a month in ICU.  Amazing shift in diet and religious practices since the NDE. 

112. Bruce H's NDE  English expanded version, Swedish expanded version 4/19/02  "I remember being in a very dark place...pitch black. I was not afraid or anything I was just amazed how dark this place was. I then felt the presence of other beings. I never saw their faces, however. I somehow knew that my Grandmother and Aunt where there, plus others I had no feeling about. They where behind me and kept telling me to go with them. I even felt them touching my shoulder from behind trying to get me to go with them." 
A dark, comfortable place, no tunnel, yet felt and heard relatives. 

111. Ann's NDE  4/19/02  "This is an addition to submission of 4/16/02.  I came back from my experience with a very clear message that "SUICIDE IS NOT OUR CHOICE TO MAKE". It is never an option; I think no one who has been there would ever risk not being able to go back!" 
Ann, if you read this, we didn't get the first posting of 4/16/02.  If you could please resubmit it, we would love to share more of your message and story with everyone. 4/19/02

110.  Shibani's NDE English expanded version, Swedish expanded version
NON-WESTERN BUDDHIST EXPERIENCE FROM INDIA  4/17/02  "During that time, that i was watching my own body, i distinctly remember feeling joy, at not being the one hurt, complete disorientation from my own body, did not recognize my own body, identified myself as being the one, watching the other body lying on the ground. I did not feel any pain, or feeling, apart from feeling happy, at not being hurt." 

109.  Janet B's NDE English expanded version, Swedish expanded version 4/13/02  "THEN I WAS ALONE, & FROM FAR OUT IN THE DISTANCE WAS A GIANT RED "BLOB"-- YOU KNOW THAT MOVIE, "THE BLOB"? THAT'S WHAT IT LOOKED LIKE, & WHAT IT WAS, I COULD "SEE & EXPLAIN IT " BECAUSE I WAS FULL OF ETERNAL LIFE-JESUS. BUT THIS BLOB THING I KNEW AS ALL OF "CREATION" ALL MUCKED TOGETHER, JUST WANDERING AROUND- IT CONSISTED OF ALL INTERMINGLED TO THE POINT OF LOST IDENTITIES, ALL GLOBBED TOGETHER, JUST WANDERING AIMLESSLY, LOOKING FOR SOME KIND OF "FOOD" TO KEEP IT GOING, BUT IT WASN'T GOING ANYWHERE, BECAUSE THE MOST WORST PART OF IT WAS IT'S "FEELING" OF LIFELESSNESS---THERE WAS NO "SUBSTANCE "TO IT FOR IT TO EXIST...BUT THE LIFELESSNESS OF IT WAS IT'S WORST HORROR...AND THERE I WAS- FULL OF REAL ETERNAL LIFE (JESUS; NOT "JESUS CHRIST- OR ANY "RELIGION, - JUST "JESUS" & THE BLOB TRIED TO APPROACH ME & IT HAS NEVER BEEN...NOT EVEN CLOSE..."
Although the Death occurred from poisoning, the experience has many parallels to Mexican Shaman teachings of the "Eagle."  Carlos Castaneda's book, The Eagle's Gift, talks about a figurative Eagle that swallows life-forms to sustain itself.  The shaman's train to cheat the destiny of the eagle by learning how to navigate in the world of the unknown.  I also find this account interesting because both, the experience and the  shaman teachings seem to defy words and therefore, it is easy to see how trying to integrate the truths of both worlds would take a long time and cause a lot of internal trauma in doing so.


108.  Analisa D's NDE  English expanded version, Polish expanded version  Swedish expanded version  4/6/02  "All I remember was that I was in the hospital room, and all of a sudden I was surrounded by this bright yellowish-white, almost golden light. It was brighter off into the distance, and I was seeing this light as though it were superimposed over the landscape out the window. All of a sudden, I was somehow being pulled towards this light, and it was the most indescribable feeling of peace and love I had ever experienced. It was pure ecstasy."
Amazing comparison and contrasting between a heavenly NDE experience and then a hellish NDE-Like experience.

107.  Tom P's NDE  English expanded version, Polish expanded version Swedish expanded version 4/6/02  "When my heart stopped, I became conscious of going into a weightless state and moving off.. actually lifting off, of the gurney in the emergency room. There was much whiteness and a sense of peacefulness. I mused about the lifting without any pressure on my backside. Then I awoke and was being attended to after "shock treatment". I feel, much as I had in the past, no fear of death."
NDE in very beginning of the out of body stage.

106.  Kara's NDE  English expanded version, Polish expanded version  Swedish expanded version   3/21/02 "It can be described as flying through out of space and reliving certain unresolved events throughout your life."
Childbirth-related NDE.  What is so remarkable about this NDE is the life review where she released the guilt of an auto accident when she realized that she was not at fault. 

 105.  VV's NDE English expanded version, Swedish expanded version 3/21/02 "I saw in all those stitches every event of my life and the bearded man said it wasn't so bad and evened it up with some of the nicer things I had done in my life....I saw the back of the tapestry and I asked why there were so many loose strings, it looked untidy and he said it wasn't finished yet."
Interesting NDE with familiar people in a waiting room.  Perhaps unborn children yet to come?  Powerful analogy with a tapestry of life.

104.  JM's NDE  English expanded version, Polish expanded version,  Swedish expanded version 3/21/02  "i was completely relaxed and felt total love i could see shadows of people on both sides of me who knew me but i didn't know them..but they were family. i heard the most beautiful music and was moving thru a tunnel towards a light i knew to be God."
Child drowning-NDE.

103.  Dán E's NDE "ez látszik -hoz lenni természetes haladás; volt egy önműködő áttekintés -ból az én -m teljes élet --mind esemény valaha tapasztalt kiegészít -val érzelmek ( de nézett tárgyi )--guruló -ban eleje és körül szeret egy panorámaszerű film . -ból születés halálba, -ban egy vonalas divat, megfigyelt nélkül szomorúság vagy lelkifurdalás "
Egy tapasztalat tehát mély, ez elvitt a teljes 7 évvel ezelőtt -hoz egyenletes kezd -hoz folyamat ez!
3/14/02


102. vidáman T's NDE mikor " Elmentem mellette testem, ÉN csendes gondolkodás és érzések . Azért, a lélek, lelkem, igazán zöld a test -ban egy csomag -ból energia ( gondolkodás / érzelem ). ÉN nem tud mond ön milyen messze vagy hogyan böjt a lélek utazik . Én bizonyos amit ÉN keresztezett egy kiterjedés kívül a fizikai és -ba valami máshol, hol tapasztalatok van gondolkodás / energia . Mindegyik könnyű Megnéztem volt másik lélek . Voltam úszó -ban egy folyó -ból lelkek ."
Ez NDE érintett távoli némely őrnagy lélek kereső . Birtokol egy megbűvölés leírás -ból pokol . Is, ez egyike kevés NDErs amit valójában kívánatos -hoz visszatér -hoz föld! 3/11/02

101. körömvirág G's NDE "KRISZTUS KERESZTÜL ÉN Ha voltam Kész MEGHAL ÉS ÉN ALPERES Igen . Mondta Önnek van -HOZ Visszamegy Miatt fiatok Kristóf "
Őrnagy élet megváltozik körülvevő kapcsolat -val fiú .
3/8/02

100. Fredna D's NDE ". . .először voltam pánikba ejtő kipróbálás -hoz tűnj el aztán egy pillanat alatt egy béke és egy nyugodt csak jött felső én és emlékszem amit én nemez szeret nevettem és egy pillanat alatt volt szeret voltam álló -ra tető -ból áthidal látszó átmenő a út és én tudna lát testem ledobó körül a vízben én nem tudott lát az én -m maga -ra tető -ból út volt igazán szeret voltam látszó átmenő az én -m szemek -on én magam a vízben és emlékszem mondás -hoz az én -m maga fejemeben jól ez ez!"
Mély hatás rajta -ból egy mellett fulladás epizód .
3/8/02



99. öröm C's NDE ". . . Szükségünk van -hoz lelassít -a szív " És, Éreztem magam tutaj egy kicsi magasabb . Volt szeret ÉN esztergált -ba levegő részére néhány második . Akkor ÉN a szó szoros értelmében NEMEZ szívem elkezd dobogó újra . Nem kérdezek emlékszik látás egy könnyű, de ÉN csinál emlékszik érzés teljesen súlytalan, és kívül test . Volt egy igazi szokatlan tapasztalat, -hoz mond a a legkisebb . A kórházban, ÉN megkezdődött -hoz megtapint jobb mint az én -m szívdobbanás lassabb legyőz . Emlékszem gondolkodó hogyan zár Megjöttem -hoz kilépő evilág . Az én -m teljes perspektíva változtatott .
Bár viszonylag újabb keletű ( még akkor sem hónap régi ) és egyetlen birtoklás a kezdetek -ból egy NDE, ő tapasztalatok kiejtett utóhatások mint ő próbál -hoz kiegészít a NDE -ba őt élet . 2/28/02


98. sherry H's SoulMate Rokon/ ADC "felnézett és fűrészel én, -a kifejezés volt tiszta csodálkozás . A leg--bb érdekes dolog körülbelül ez tapasztalat volt amit ÉN tudna megtapint -a érzelmek habár ők voltak az én -m saját . Ő jött felé én és ÉN számára .. ő leszedett én megjelöl és himbált én körül mondás ... 'I szerelem ön, Szeretlek, ÉN szerelem you.'"
Sor -ból ADC álom látogatás -val több család tagok . Leír a színkép -ból kapcsolatok között család tagok ebben élet és a következő . Ez számla van is része a Után - Halál Távközlés Website -on www.adcrf.org. 2/22/02.


97. számla V's NDE   mint " a partok -ból villamosság érintett én, ÉN nemez azonnal minthogy ha ÉN ismert minden, tapasztalt a egész -ból teremtés . Nem mennyország szeret mi a Keresztény filozófia vagy akármi más vallás államok, nem pokol, csak a ártatlanság -ból világegyetem mint egy egész "
NDE társult -val kocsi véletlen . Érdekes könnyű és speciális tudás elemek .
2/10/02
 

96. Kathleen B's NDE "ÉN csak kívánatos -hoz marad felakasztott ott örökre . A érzelmek amit körülvett én nemez szeret semmi Van valaha tapasztalt a Földön . Volt szeret szerelem volt nagyított sokszoros idő, békés és biztosít ."
NDE társult -val szülés . Találkozás -val lét felöltözött -ban 1800's öltözet . Lehetséges anyai nagyanya . 2/10/02

95. Vilmos S's NDE ". . .közrefogva őket volt egy okos könnyű és én hirtelen megvalósított hol voltam, emlékszem -ból ilyen programokat hol emberek volna mondott nem megy a könnyű melyik én wasn't körülbelül -hoz csinál, de én didn't tud mit tenni . . ."
Tudás -ból NDEs előbbi tapasztalat mesterkélt kiválasztások közben a tapasztalat . Reinkarnáció ábrázolás . 2/3/02


94.Jon's NDE "A első dolog ÉN észrevesz, volt amit Voltam valahogy látás a esemény előtt én -ból bent a tető -ból fal -hoz ez video - játékszoba . Megnéztem egy nagyobb és régebb fiú húz a pasas ki rúg én -ban oldal -ból fej távoli -ból én ."
13 év régi NDE társult -val verekszik . 2/3/02

93.  vagány NDE "Ez megértés ment -ra részére hónap . ÉN ismert mi emberek voltak haladó mond előtt mondták ez, és volt szerzés kísérteties mert ÉN tudna mond mi emberek voltak gondolkodó "
NDE -ból egy interjú mellett Loni Papagáj, -ból Barátok -ból IANDS ( FOI ) csoport -ban Iowa Város, Iowa (kapcsolat Loni részére tovább információ ). Jelentős NDE után - hat . Más FOI vezetők van bátorít -hoz osztozik NDE számlák -val NDERF, alárendelt, természetesen, -hoz helyes bizalmas tartozik . 1/20/02  

92. temperálni NDE "ÉN tanult amit egy egyszerű mosolyog, egy fajta szó vagy elismerés tud cserél a fogás -ból egy ember élete személy . Voltam meghatározott egy ajándék -ból bepillantás, látomás, és szellemi tudatosság miből a világegyetem van gyártott -ból . "
nővér NDE társult -val operáció és vérmérgezéses lökés . 1/12/02.

91. Chae's NDE "mindenki gyártott én megtapint tehát otthon és ÉN kívánatos tehát sok -hoz megy velük . Voltam látszó továbbít -hoz ez és ÉN didn't gond körülbelül az én -m élet mögöttem mert Tudtam azt mindenki akar lenni rendben van -val döntésem -hoz marad -val ezek szép létezők "
NDE közben operáció -on kor 18 rövid idő terhes . 1/12/02.


90.  rajzolás NDE "tudtam azt ha én szükséges akármi - fogalom, forma, kommunikáció ez tudna lenni bánya -hoz tapasztalat - de nem volt szükség "
érdekes éleslátások -ra egy üres NDE -on kor 16 1/12/02.


89.  kikérdezni NDE "ÉN nemez nem vágy vagy szükség -hoz visszatér nekik még akkor is ha ők voltak -ban egy pánik és ijedt értem . ÉN csak ismert amit minden volt haladó lenni RENDBEN VAN és amit ők túl akar lenni Rendben van . Volt egy nagy értelem -ból béke és megkönnyebbülés . Szeret minden zaklató vagy felelősség nem létezik vagy voltak értelmetlen . ÉN ismert Voltam -val istenem és ÉN nem akar -hoz visszatér -hoz az én -m földi test és család ."
NDE társult -val belső vérzés .  1/4/02.


88.  Ricardo's Nagyapa NDE  "Abban hely voltak egy csoport -ból emberek szeret várakozás -re neki . Ők voltak minden -ban fehér, és ők minden -ban ruháik egy rózsa festett . Amit rózsa volt -ra -uk ládák . Volt egy szabályos rózsa -val kettő levél, egy mindenkiért jobb oldal és egy balra oldal -ból szár . A rózsa volt csendes -ban bud. "
NDE -ból Portugália, elosztva fiúunoka . Erős és mélységesen értelmes ábrázolás . 12/30/01.


87.  Evelyn's NDE "A okos könnyű melyik lassan transzformátor -ba egy elképzel felöltözött -ban fehér díszruha, jött továbbít . Mindenki lett csendes mint ő jött felé én . Szembenéz volt igazi okos, mosolygó és nyugodt . Tudna egyenletes megtapint -a meleg érzés ."
NDE -ból Dánia társult -val operáció . 12/29/01.

86.  PJ's NDE "Mi csap én mint tehát valóságos körülbelül ez tapasztalat, egyenletes végül ezek évvel ezelőtt, van a jólét és béke -ból ez, szintúgy a élénk befest és éles részlet -ból egy táj amit ÉN általában akar hisz engECMényes ."
Kettő NDEs, mindkettő -val látási észrevétel -ból földi esemény távoli távoli a testből . 12/16/01.


85.  Gina's NDE "A következő dolog ÉN ismert, Voltam elhaladás átmenő egy alagút felé egy gyönyörű okos könnyű amit volt tehát békés . Voltam találkozik mellett mozgó alakok, amit voltak tiszta energia . Volt egy gyönyörű szerető hely . Emlékszem szerető ez ott és volt meglep -nél szerelem amit Voltam felfogó . ÉN felülvizsgált az én -m élet és ÉN tett a ítél ."
NDE -on kor 17 köszönhetően autóbaleset . 12/9/01.

84.  Jackie's NDE "Megmondtam neki ÉN lebegett megjelöl és fűrészel mindez történik ... ez igazán ijedt őt és elbátortalanodott őt ... mint az én -m leírás -ból helyzet ( volt ) igazi pontos .."
NDE -on kor 7 köszönhetően bél- vérzik . Pontos kívül test észrevétel . 12/9/01.


83. To's NDE "Jól, ÉN didn't volna egy " fehér " könnyű, de volt egy csodálatos, nyugodt, meleg, otthonias könnyű amit volt egy befest I'd SOHA látott előtt . Az egyetlen út ÉN tud leír ez egy ibolya / fehér / kék fluoreszkáló típus befest - de volt majdnem szeret egy medence -ból befest vagy jelenlét ( nem egy alagút, igazán ) amit volt sugárzó tehát rettenetesen . ÉN KÍVÁNATOS -hoz fog ez -ban ... -hoz megy ez ..."
NDE társult -val fekete özvegyasszony pók harap . 12/9/01.

82.  Alan's NDE "...egy okos gerenda -ból arany- könnyű mosás el a feketeség . Valahogy, I'm ütött -ban láda mellett egyik azoknak gerendák . Érzem magam nem fájdalom; de ÉN esés legyőz és can’t mozog . Valaki csákány én megjelöl és szemétlerakó hely én legyőz -ra egy asztal vagy ágy . I’m keresztül ha Szeretnék venni -t megy velük, vagy vár és kap rögzített- up. "
Szokatlan eltérő ábrázolás alábbiak szigorú kár . Mi van figyelemre méltó körülbelül NDE általánosan van amit ilyen eltérő ábrázolás van tehát szokatlan . 12/9/01.

81.  Jerome's NDE10/27/01.  "The confirmation of personal continuity of identity was, by far, the most spectacular part of the experience.  The realization that my thoughts of the moment had such an impact on my mental state outside the body was the "worst" -- but perhaps also very good in that I learned (I believe) what I must work on to ensure a fully positive experience when I depart from my body finally without any option to return."
NDE from cardiac arrest.  Interesting out of body perceptions.


80.  Kelly's NDE10/27/01.  "The being was pure evil it was negative. I did not know the being and it communicated to me it wanted me for my power and strength"
NDE from complication of brain surgery, involving an encounter with an evil entity.

79.  David O's NDE10/27/01.  "I understood how the thoughts and deeds of humans affected the energies of the planet.  I was shown spirit who were lost, and spirit who were trying to help them to the light.  I was shown auras of humans, and our planet itself and was explained their purpose. "
NDE associated with drug overdose/poisoning.  Very transcendent experience.

78.  Burke's NDE10/27/01.  "The information rushed me as if this was to the be the last stages of some type of completion perfecting the harmony in which I was now a part of."
NDE associated with near drowning.  Received enormous knowledge.

77.  Val's NDE10/27/01.  "When I realized I couldn't progress forward because my Mom was holding my arm, I felt very torn...not wanting to leave her and my family but desperately wanting to join the figure waiting for me in the light."
NDE associated with surgery.  Interesting involvement of mother in account.

76.  Alexa's NDE9/30/01.  "I saw how my acting, or not acting to help rippled in effect to other people and their lives. It wasn’t until then that I understood how each little decision or choice affects the World."
NDE associated with labor & delivery complication.  Detailed experience on the other side.

75.  Joanna's NDE9/8/01.  "Never have I seen or even imagined a place of such purity and peace. Serenity  tranquility and a calm I have never known before was present there."
NDE associated with cardiac arrest, with very difficult life following experience.

74.  TS's NDE8/19/01.  "IN 1983 I WAS PREGNANT I WAS DUE IN AUG 1983 BEGINNING IN JANUARY AN ANGEL CAME EVERY NIGHT AROUND 0300AM TO TELL ME "SHE IS NOT YOUR BABY TO KEEP".
Touching account by a nurse of prophetic angelic visit.  Not a NDE, but part of the greater spectrum of such experiences.

73.  Linda B's NDE8/12/01.  "When my eyes opened, I was in hell.  In a certain chamber of hell."
Internal bleeding led to NDE with both classic hellish imagery and classic heavenly imagery.

72.  Tee's NDE8/12/01.  "Nothing is hard to describe. No sensory input or output. I don't know what else to call it other than describing it as black or nothing."
Frightening 'void' NDE associated with auto accident.


71.  Jerry B's NDE8/12/01.  "What GOD showed me that day, there are not enough word on earth to tell you, but I will do my best with want words I have."
NDE associated with cardiac arrest.


70.  Duane's NDE5/18/01.  "Although much of what was going on around me was to my left, right or behind me I did not have to turn to witness it for I could see a full three-hundred and sixty degrees around me comprehending many things going on in the immediate vicinity at once."
Truly remarkable near-drowning NDE.  Another "must read" for those interested in NDE.  

69.  Ellen's NDE4/29/01.  "Sounds like soul wrenching screams (not screams of pain, but screams of the soul), emitted from the fire behind him.  I tried to pull back but discovered I could not."
NDE associated with childbirth with frightening elements.

68.  Almost to Heaven on My Harley4/22/01.  "I was deciding weather I wanted to live or die. Because for some unknown reason I seemed to have a choice."
NDE associated with motorcycle accident.

67.  Pepi's NDE4/22/01.  "It was like being in outer space, everything around was in silence, the whole cosmos was around me but I was not afraid or feeling bad at all. I felt full of hope, energetic, alive.  As if all my dreams were coming true.  All at once."
NDE from Spain with interesting spaceship experience.

66.  Michael G's NDE4/22/01.  "I was Home in the Unconditional Loving White Light, that renewed my spirit"
Surgery related NDE.

65.  SW's NDE3/4/01.  "It was fun and I liked it, and I believed God was talking to me, and I wanted to cross over through the last veil so much but was told by the Voice that I could not, that it was too early for me."
Surgery related NDE at age 9.

64.  Valerie's NDE3/4/01.  "I was in surgery...and had been placed in a controlled death simulation...so as to perform the brain surgery...the flow of blood had been almost totally stopped to the brain to prevent hemorrhage, and stroke..."
NDE interestingly associated with neurosurgical procedure involving substantially reduced blood flow to the brain.

63.  Miguel's NDE3/4/01.   "I didn't see anyone, but I felt He was around me, full of love and joy, and I wanted to stay, but  it wasn't my time yet, so I was sent back to my family."
NDE at age 10 in Mexico.    

62.  Puma NDE 3/1/01. Jelentős mint meghallott -on Művészet Csengő Mutat Május 2001. Puma történet összezsúfolva párhuzamosok a régi Sumerian történet -ból Istennő Ostoba, mint ő utazás átmenő pokol csodálatos! Puma - Ostoba Párhuzamosok  "Az én -m harmadik NDE volt okozott mellett láz és ÉN gondol, határvonal kóma . Ez volt egy utazás levegőbe Rohampáholy . 13 évvel ezelőtt később, ÉN felfedez amit az én -m utazás -ba Pokol volt különösen hasonló -hoz egy régi mítosz előtt a 18th évszázad BC . Az én -m utazás -ba Pokol volt meglepő hasonló ahhoz -ból Inanna's utazás . Itt van a húsz hasonló cikk bent -unk történetek: kattints ide a maradéknak!

61.  John F's NDE12/3/00.  "Sure enough, I thought of being closer and suddenly I was at the very edge of the golden city.  I saw little water falls in the flower gardens that were absolutely breath taking. I felt so good."
Very detailed NDE and Jesus encounter.

60.  Judith D's NDE12/3/00.  "But I could see the entire scene of the operating room.  It was fairly dark and extremely peaceful.  I remember thinking that everything is fine and everyone would understand later.  There wasn't an ounce of fear associated with this experience.  It was wonderful!"
NDE associated with cardiac surgery with OBE element.

59.  Bette's NDE12/3/00.  "When the funeral director arrived (he was also the ambulance driver) with all that was going on, laying on my back with my eyes shut-I could see his feet and that his shoes laces were not tied, and he had on no socks!!"
NDE associated with childbirth with OBE element.

58.  Az's NDE12/3/00.  "...i was so  happy and by the way i was like an eight or nine years old and someone came to  me and he said i was going to took you but i have told is not the time.."
NDE from lady in Iran at age 17.  Rare non-Western NDE.


57.  S's NDE10/1/00"I saw the future...  I could only serve this purpose if I lost my fears- of rejection, not being liked for the stands I took, other people having control of things (only we do), etc.  And then I could act out of pure love- no complications or compromises."
Very instructive NDE with spiritual wisdom shared.  

56.  Tim's NDE9/23/00.  "Each ball of fire represented a totally different and unimaginable reality. Each one was unique, each one was so different from the other. I later realized that they were actually realms of life."
Remarkably detailed NDE for age 2 1/2.


55.  Jennifer's NDE9/23/00.  "In the meantime, those of us who have been chosen will go forward loving and knowing what the real importance of our tenure here on earth is."
NDE at age 8 associated with falling injury.


54.  Ruthie's NDE9/23/00.  "My Mom and brother who had been dead for 5 years (they died 6 months apart, to the day) were  the ones who came to take me Home."
NDE associated with illness.

53.  Derry's NDE5/10/00.  "I believe the reason why I still live, one  of the reasons I came back to this earth to live is because I'm supposed to  testify that the spirit world is real and beautiful..."
NDE associated with car crash.  Remarkable encounter with Jesus.  Two beautiful poems.

52.  Barbara's NDE5/7/00.  "I WAS NOT GUILTY OF  A-N-Y-T-H-I-N-G!!!!!!!!  I HAD FELT AN EMBRACE AND INCREDIBLE LOVE BEYOND  BELIEF!!!"
Nurse's NDE.

51.  August's NDE5/7/00.  "I have a greater awareness of the importance of family and friends, because through altruistic endeavors our souls will evolve.  It is through our own evolution, or rites of passage, that we help others to evolve."
Transcendent NDE by an attorney.

50.  Karen's NDE5/7/00.  "In time I would remember who I really am and what my purpose is on earth. After my work was complete I would come back home."
NDE experience associated with medical emergency.

49 India Physician's NDE.  4/2/00.  "But it was as though I could see without vision, hear without sound. I was in another Dimension of Existence."
NDE experience by a doctor in India.  A good account of an NDE in a non-Western culture.

48.  Delona's NDE.  3/8/00.  "At the time I did not know that he was so badly hurt, I remember holding out my left hand and taking hold of his  right hand, then I remember one of the EMT's saying we just lost the Mother too. Then my son and I were walking hand in hand through a dark tunnel after we came to the end there were loved one's and friends that had died waiting for us."
NDE simultaneously with mother and son due to auto accident.

47.  Lana's NDE Korean expanded version"A lét -ból könnyű zápor én amit mindazt volt igazán fontos életben volt a szerelem rosszul éreztük magunkat, a szerető megjátszik mi előformál, a szerető szöveg mi küllő, a szerető gondolkodás mi tartott . Mindazt volt gyártott, mondott, megtett, vagy egyenletes gondolkodás nélkül szerelem volt visszacsinált ."
transzcendens NDE -on kor 5 -ból mellett - fulladás . Hűségesen jelentős! 3/5/00


46.  C's NDE8/15/99.  NDE associated with rape.

45.  James' NDE.  7/18/99.  Physician suicide attempt NDE.

44.  Sammy's NDE7/18/99.  NDE following cardiac arrest.

43.  Paul G's NDE7/12/99.  NDE following a brutal fight.

42.  Greg's NDE7/5/99.  NDE associated with auto accident.

41.  Rachel's NDE.  6/18/99.  Nurse experiencing NDE.

40.  Guy's NDE6/7/99.  NDE in ICU.  Presence of Jesus.

49.  Peter's NDE5/30/99.  NDE as an infant from an artist who conveys spiritual essence in his art.  Beautiful examples of Peter's art included.

38.  Harold's NDE.  5/25/99.  NDE with specific life direction information.

37.  Rosemary's NDE5/12/99.  Child NDE (age 12).

36.  Pul's NDE5/11/99.  NDE with prophesy regarding current events.

35.  D's NDE.  5/11/99.   Mysterious NDE with potentially verifiable physical effects.

34.  Rena's ADC.  3/25/99.  "He came to me and said I love you. I can't be with you right now but one day we will be together."
ADC (After Death Communication).  Part of the spectrum of experiences that include NDE.  


33.  Patti's NDE3/22/99.  "Immediately after leaving my body a shaft of very white light came down in the room and a beautiful woman with long black hair in a white robe trimmed in gold came down through the Light. She extended her hands toward me and gave me the choice of either going up in the Light with her or staying on earth in my body. At first, I wanted to go with her in the Light as the experience was so beautiful and peaceful. I was also totally out of pain as the Light surrounded me."
NDE associated with childbirth.

32.  Jean's NDE3/21/99.  "I could see the movement of the people and ideas that had shaped and been shaped by history.  At each period in history, I experienced the total "feel" of that period, including its music, architecture, styles of clothing, political thinking and literature."
Technically an OBE, showing the overlap in the described NDE and OBE experiences.

31.  Deja Vu NDE.  3/18/99.  "I reached in the broken car window and pulled the hand of an unconscious boy. But the boy was me."
Amazing "dejavue" story unlike anything we have ever encountered.


30.  Karen S's NDE.  3/17/99.  "We discussed my life, we discussed religion, we discussed secrets of the soul that as humans we must forget, lest we'd never be able to thrive on earth. All the while I was in awe."
Remarkable story of struggle with the guides to come back.

29.  Minister's NDE. 
3/16/99.  "While I was being pushed back into my body I didn't hear any words, but I felt them. Simple and direct...You are not yet finished...  I was shown who it was that had pushed me back and spoke to me. It was Yeshua Hamashia, which is Hebrew for Jesus Christ."
Minister's NDE associated with electrocution (4500 volts).


28.  Cynthia's NDE.  3/6/99.  "I have an inner contentment now that no one understands and words can't even describe, this is so difficult for me now to try to put in words the overwhelming spirit of peace that I have found"
Brief imagery, yet remarkably life changing.


27.  Brad K's NDE.  3/6/99.  NDE at age 2-3, then as an adult.

26.  Linda's NDE2/28/99.  NDE as small child.

25.  Donna's NDE 2/23/99.  Drug overdose, verified she heard & saw events while "dead".

24.  Dávid NDE
2/22/99.  "ÉN egyetlen utolsó tíz második -ban Hetedik Mennyország . Egész tejútrendszer tudna lenni teremtett felkapcsolva a villanyt ott -val egész nyugalom "
Jelentős utazás -ból hét szintek -ból mennyország


23.  Charles E's NDE 2/20/99.  Cardiac arrest and lightning strike.  Interesting NDE.

22.  Universe Creation Vision.   2/17/99.  Author defined as NDE, astounding story of creation & remarkable poem included.

21.  LSD Associated NDE.  2/17/99.  LSD associated, with epilogue documenting life change following experience.

20.  George's NDE.  2/13/99.  Short with little imagery, yet greatly affected George.

19.  Joe's NDE.  2/10/99.  Short, simple and moving.

18.  Christianne's NDEs2/9/99.  Five separate NDE's

17.  Isreal NDE2/8/99 A fascinating NDE from Israel 

16.  Diane's NDE...  2/7/99 An inspiring NDE!

15. 
szaraband NDE Mint meghallott -on Művészet Csengő Rádió Mutat 2/4/99 és újrajátszás 3/20/99 (szombat). A történet amit meglepett millió -ból hallgatók!
Speciális részére NDERF olvasók ... Megdöbbentő ÚJ információ -ra Szaraband NDE alul -ból őt NDE számla ... (használ láncszem fenti ). Hűségesen Jelentős!


14.  Suicide's NDE

13.  Mary's NDE

12.  Paul's NDE

11.  Prisoner NDE

10.  Teen-Age NDE

9.  A Terrifying NDE

8.  A Child's NDE

7.  Three Sisters

6.  In The Divine Light

5.  Australia NDE

4.  húsz Évvel ezelőtt Később: emlékmű -ból Az én halálom és Az Hat -ra Az én -m Élet Korean expanded version, ... Jelentős gyűjtemény -ból bölcsesség nyerő -ból egy jelentős NDE!

3.  When Time Stood Still

2.  My Vision of Life Has Changed Forever

1.  Dr. György Rodonaia’s NDE,
 Korean expanded version, Volt ő igazán halott három napja? Ön eldönt .
 


 

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