Frank S's NDE

 Experience description: 

WELL TO BE TOTALLY HONEST I WAS A WILD AND WEALTHY YOUNG MAN EMPLOYED
AT A MAJOR NEWSPAPER PUBLISHING COMPANY IN A MAJOR CITY AS A COMPUTER PRESS CONTROL OPERATOR, MY WIFE WAS PREGNANT WITH OUR 3RD SON AND I WAS OUT ONE DAY AFTER WORK DRINKING WITH THE FELLOWS ALL DAY, I RESTED A FEW HOURS AND THEN WENT TO A PIZZA RESTAURANT TO HAVE SOMETHING TO EAT.  WHILE ENTERING I NOTICED MY UNCLE AND AUNT SITTING AND PROCEEDED TO INVITE MYSELF TO JOIN THEM.  LIKE I SAID I WASN'T A VERY NICE PERSON FOR MANY YEARS PRIOR HURTING PEOPLE AT WILL AND JUST BEING A MEAN KNOW IT ALL KIND OF CHAP NEVER LISTENING TO ADVICE NOT GOING TO CHURCH AND REALLY NOT EVEN BELIEVING IN ANY ONE RELIGION EVEN THOUGH I WAS RAISED CATHOLIC AND WENT TO CHURCH REGULARLY GROWING UP I'D SAY UNTIL THE AGE OF 12. YOU SEE I LOST ALL FAITH IN EVERYTHING WHEN I WAS YOUNGER BECAUSE OF A EVENT THAT HAPPENED TO ME WHICH I WILL TELL YOU LATER.

SO I'M AT THIS RESTAURANT AND THEY HAVE ALREADY ORDERED 1 PIZZA WITH
SAUSAGE AND ONE WITH JUST CHEESE, I ORDERED ANOTHER BEER WHICH I WAS HAVING WHEN THE PIZZA CAME, IT WAS VERY VERY HOT AND I PICKED UP A LARGE PIECE OF JUST CHEESE PIZZA ATTEMPTING TO BITE INTO IT, IT WAS SO HOT I TOOK A DEEP GULP OF AIR, BY DOING THIS THE COMPLETE TOPPING WAS SWALLOWED BURNING MY MOUTH AND THROAT I SOON FINISHED THE WATER AND BEER AND LEFT TO GO TO WORK TO SHOWER AND START MY NEXT SHIFT. I GOT TO THE PARKING LOT WHICH IS QUITE A WALK TO THE BUILDING ENTRANCE I WOULD SAY A FAIR ESTIMATE BEING 1/4 MILE TO THE ENTRANCE DOORS.

WHILE SITTING IN MY NEW CAR I PONDERED WHETHER I COULD TAKE A SMALL HOUR NAP, WHICH I DID...THAT WAS WHEN I FELT THIS TREMENDOUS FORCE AND A FEELING, A STRANGE FEELING LIKE NONE I EVER FELT BEFORE, A COMPLETE BLISSFUL FEELING I DIDN'T WANT IT TO END IT FELT SO GOOD.. SUDDENLY I WAS LOOKING DOWN UPON MYSELF LIKE AS IF I WAS PART OF THE ROOF.. RATHER MY
EYES AND BODY WHERE PART OF THE ROOF I LOOKED OVER BODY IN DISBELIEF AND THOUGHT THIS STRANGE HERE I AM A FULL BODY LOOKING AT MY FULL BODY BELOW ME.

WHAT SEEMED LIKE A FEW MINUTES. LATER THE SECURITY GUARD WAS OPENING THE CAR DOOR AND LISTENING TO MY HEARTBEAT AND FEELING MY ARM AND NECK...HE JUMPED UP AND I SEEN HE WAS PANICKED.. NOW I WATCHED HIM RUN INTO THE BUILDING AND RETURN WITH MY SUPERVISOR AND THE SHIFT SUPERVISOR WHOM WERE ON THE THIRD FLOOR OF THIS HUGE PRESSROOM, NOW I ARRIVED AT WORK 2 HOURS BEFORE ANYONE AND SO I BELIEVE THIS EVENT HAPPENED FOR HOURS IT WAS VERY COLD OUTSIDE.

WHEN THE SHIFT SUPER FELT MY NECK WRIST AND CHEST I WATCHED HIM TELL THE GUARD AND MY SUPER IT'S TO LATE.. THEY ALL STARTED CRYING AND FELL TO THE GROUND. AT THAT INSTANT MY BODY LIFTED AND I BEGAN TO RAISE FROM THE TOP OF THE CAR MOVING FASTER AND FASTER FROM THE CAR UNTIL THE VIEW WAS OF THE ENTIRE PARKING LOT.. STILL MOVING FASTER AND SEEING THE STREETS GETTING SMALLER AND SMALLER UNTIL I COULD ONLY SEE SMALL CITY LIGHTS OF ROWS OF STREETS SIMILAR TO WHAT ONE WOULD SEE OVER A MAJOR CITY WHILE FLYING, CONTINUING AT A BLAZING PACE SEEING WATER AND GROUND FORMS OF THE EARTH AND THEN GOING FASTER AND FASTER.  I CONTINUED INTO SPACE SEEING THE EARTH GETTING SMALLER AND SMALLER, I WONDERED AT SUCH A WONDERFUL FEELING I HAD AND THE AMAZING VIEW OF FIRST EARTH AND THEN PLANETS FLASHING PAST AT INCREDIBLE SPEEDS.

NOTHING I COULD DO STOPPED THE MOVEMENT UNTIL I WAS BLAZING INTO SPACE I
WAS WATCHING THE EARTH GET SMALLER AND SMALLER UNTIL I WAS SURROUNDED BY COMPLETE BLACKNESS THEN THERE WAS A LIGHT FIRST STARTING VERY SMALL THEN SUDDENLY I WAS SURROUNDED BY IT.. THIS WAS A BRIGHT WHITE LIGHT LIKE NO OTHER WHITE I HAVE EVER SEEN BEFORE OR SINCE, VERY WARM AND COMFORTING ABSOLUTELY NOTHING CAN DESCRIBE THIS FEELING.

I WAS LOOKING AROUND AND THEN SUDDENLY I SEEN I FIGURE OF A WOMAN SHE SEEMED TO FLOAT CLOSER TO ME, THEN WHEN I LOOKED I SEEN IT WAS OF A FAMILY FRIEND WHOM HAD DIED ALTHOUGH SHE WAS YOUNGER AND DRESSED IN WHITE, I HADN'T THOUGHT ABOUT HER AT ALL SINCE HER DEATH YEARS AGO, BUT I REMEMBER HAVING FEELINGS FOR HER BECAUSE SHE WAS A NICE AND BEAUTIFUL LOOKING GAL. I ATTEMPTED TO HUG AND KISS HER WHEN SUDDENLY 2 ANGELS APPEARED THEY WHERE 2 BLONDE WOMEN WHO WHERE THE MOST BEAUTIFUL WOMEN I'VE EVER SEEN EVER! BUT AS THEY GOT CLOSER THE FEELING OF THEM BEING WOMAN JUST STOPPED I MEAN THEY WERE THE MOST BEAUTIFUL WITH LONG GOLDEN HAIR BUT THE FEELING OF WHAT I WOULD CONSIDER A DESIRE TO KISS THEM CEASED THEY HAD 2 WINGS OF FEATHERS AND WERE DRESSED IN WHITE WITH A WHITE LIGHT BRIGHTER THAN THE WHITE I WAS SURROUNDED IN AND IT SEEMED THE LIGHT MOVED AROUND THEM.

I CONTINUED TO KISS MY OLD FRIEND WHEN SUDDENLY SHE TURNED OLD AND WRINKLED AND THEN TO BONE AND THEN TO DUST AND DISAPPEARED. I WAS PANICKED IN FEAR AND SORROW OF MY DEAR FRIENDS DISAPPEARANCE THE ANGELS TOOK ME UNDER THE ARMS, I BEGAN TO CRY AND THEY SEEMED TO PUSH ME FORWARD THEY DISAPPEARED, I TRAVELED VERY VERY FAST AGAIN THROUGH THIS WHITENESS UNTIL I BEGAN SEEING LIGHTENING AND HEAVY CLOUDS THE WHITENESS WAS NOW TURNING BLACK FAST AND I WAS MOVING ACROSS THESE HUGE MOUNTAIN TOPS, BLACK COAL BLACK MOUNTAINS TO MANY TO COUNT
FLYING UNCONTROLLABLY FAST UNTIL THE MOUNTAINS CAME CLOSER AND CLOSER I FEAR I WAS GOING TO HIT THEM, THE MOUNTAINS BECAME FLAMES OF MOUNTAINS EMITTED FROM THE TOP OF THEM BUT MORE A ORANGE FLAME AND IT SEEMED LIKE A TRANSPARENT FLAME. MY MOVEMENT SLOWED AND I BEGAN TO HAVE CONTROL OF MY DIRECTION OF MOVEMENT AND I WANTED AWAY FROM THE FLAMES AND MOUNTAINS OF FLAMES SO I WAS ABLE TO RAISE UP INTO A BLACKNESS AND LOOKING DOWN ON WHAT SEEMED TO BE A BLACK OILY WATER LIKE LAKE SURROUNDED BY FLAMES EVERYWHERE AND THE MOUNTAINS
WITH FLAMES EVERYWHERE I WAS GOING UP AND GETTING AWAY FROM THE FLAMES SLOWLY. I FELT NO LONGER AS TERRIFIED AS I WAS A MOMENT AGO.

I KEPT RISING UNTIL I COULD NO LONGER SEE THE FLAMES, I FELT NO HEAT OR WASN'T BURNT AND NOW I WAS IN COMPLETE BLACKNESS, DARK BLACKNESS. I WAS FEELING AROUND FOR SOMETHING TO GRAB ONTO TO NO AVAIL. I FELT SAFE AND AT PEACE WHEN SUDDENLY A SMALL OBJECT WAS COMING CLOSER IT LOOKED LIKE A SMALL WORM OR SNAKE WIGGLING TOWARDS ME I THOUGHT IT LOOKED FUNNY AND WAS STARTING TO LAUGH WHEN JUST AS IF I BLINKED MY EYES I WAS FACE TO FACE WITH THIS HUGE FACE OF SOME HUGE MONSTER IT SEEMED TO TRY TO BE BITING AT ME AND IT WAS THEN I FELT A TERROR LIKE NO TERROR FEELING I'VE EVER FELT. THE CREATURE SWALLOWED ME OVER AND OVER I FOUGHT HIM BUT NOTHING I DID COULD STOP HIM FROM SWALLOWING ME. I WAS SHAKING UNCONTROLLABLY CRYING SCREAMING PLEADING. I WAS BEING EATEN OVER AND OVER AND GOING INTO THE CREATURES BOWELS AND BEING EXCRETED AFTER A FEW TIMES OF THIS 2 MORE OF THE CREATURES LOOKING SIMILAR BUT EACH ONE BEING MORE TERRIFYING THAN THE LAST EATING ME OVER AND OVER FOR WHAT SEEMED LIKE YEARS REALLY. I FINALLY JUST GAVE UP. THE CREATURE'S THAT LOOKED SIMILAR TO DRAGONS LIKE IN CHINATOWN PARADES BUT A MILLION TIMES WORSE. I FELT PAIN WHEN THEY WHERE EATING ME, BUT THE TERROR AND NO MATTER HOW CHEWED UP I WAS I WOULDN'T LOSE CONSCIOUSNESS I COULDN'T CLOSE MY EYES, THE TERROR!  INDESCRIBABLE! I JUST LEARNED A YEAR OR SO AGO THAT CHINESE BELIEVE DRAGONS TO BE SYMBOLS OF SINS. 7 DEADLY SINS, I BELIEVE I HAD COMMITTED 3 OF THESE SINS LOOKING BACK. WHEN I GAVE UP FIGHTING THEY CONTINUED OVER AND OVER. IT WOULDN'T STOP, I WOULD BE IN PIECES AND THEN WHEN IT SEEMED LIKE MY BODY
COULD NEVER GET INTO SMALLER PIECES I WAS RETURNED TO WHOLE AND THIS STARTED OVER AND OVER. 

I BEGGED AND PLEADED CALLED FOR HELP NOTHING WORKED, I CALLED TO GOD , JESUS ANYONE TO HELP ME, WHICH SOON AFTER I SAID THAT THE ATTACK STOPPED. AFTER WHAT SEEMED LIKE YEARS THAT I WAS LEFT FLOATING TO WATCH THESE HUGE BEASTS CONSUME EACH OTHER IN A FIERCE BATTLE THEN THEY DISAPPEARED, LEAVING ME IN THE BLACK VOID FEELING TERRIFIED CRYING AND FEELING WORST THAN I HAD EVER FELT BEFORE EVER. THEN I WAS GIVEN CONTROL OF MOVEMENT AGAIN AND PONDERED THE FACT THAT GOD HAS JUST SAVED ME, I HAD A FEELING, A SENSE OF SOMETHING KNOWING MY EVERY THOUGHT, I BEGAN TO MOVE IN ANY DIRECTION I WANTED AND I BEGAN TO GO WHAT FELT LIKE FORWARD AND IN AN UPWARD MOTION BUT NOT TELLING BY MY SURROUNDINGS BECAUSE IT WAS BLACK.. THEN I SEEN THE BLACK MTS. AGAIN THE LAKE OF FLAMES MOVING WAVES OF OIL LIKE WATER WITH ORANGE FIRES EVERYWHERE I TRAVELED OVER MTS. WITH FLAMES PURPLE AND ORANGE AND BLACK MOUNTAINS MORE OF A PURPLE GLOW TO THE BLACK MOUNTAINS

ACTUALLY I WAS MOVING OVER THEM WHEN I SEEN WHAT LOOKED LIKE A SUN RISING, I MOVED TOWARD IT AND SOON WAS BEING PULLED INTO THIS GRAY BLACK AREA, WHERE I STRUGGLED TO SEE WHAT WAS AROUND I WAS THROWN TO THE SHINY FLOOR OF WHAT LOOKED LIKE MARBLE FACE DOWN WHEN I LOOKED UP I WAS LOOKING A BASE OF A HUGE COLUMN THAT TOWERED UPWARDS SO HUGE I COULDN'T SEE THE TOP OF IT. I STOOD UP AND MOVED AWAY AND SEEN MORE COLUMNS IN ROWS FARTHER THAN I COULD SEE AND ABSOLUTELY HUGE BUT 2 STOOD OUT AND BETWEEN THE GIGANTIC COLUMNS WAS A HUGE CHAIR OR THRONE IN WHAT MATERIAL I COULDN'T TELL AND AS SOON AS I ATTEMPTED
TO FOCUS ON IT I WAS MOVED TO WHAT I BELIEVE A HUGE SPOTLIGHT IN THE CENTER OF THIS PLACE, TO GIVE YOU AN IDEA OF HOW HUGE THE SURROUNDING STRUCTURE WAS TO ME WOULD BE TO SAY THE LEAST AN ANT TO THE SEARS TOWER I THINK THAT DESCRIPTION REALLY DOES IT NO JUSTICE THOUGH.

BEHIND THE THRONE WAS A BRIGHT LIGHT AND WHEN I STRUGGLED TO LOOK AT THIS LIGHT I COULD SEE A HUGE CITY VERY BRIGHT AND WARM LOOKING AND I TRIED TO MOVE TOWARDS IT AND COULDN'T SUDDENLY I HEARD THIS TREMENDOUSLY LOUD VOICE THAT SAID "WHAT GOOD HAVE YOU DONE, AND WHOM HAVE YOU HELPED". MY BODY RUMBLING AT EVERY WORD. THEN I WAS LOOKING UP THIS HUGE ROBE WHILE STILL BE SURROUND BY THIS BEAM OF LIGHT AND LOOKING UPWARDS I FELT IT WAS A BEING WHO COULD TALK AND I HAD THAT WARM FEELING AGAIN . I STARTED TO TRY AND HUG THE BEING AND THANK HIM BUT HE WAS HAVING NO PART OF THAT.

I STARTED TO ASK THE HUGE BEING QUESTIONS AND I WASN'T MOVING MY LIPS AND HE WASN'T MOVING HIS LIPS YET WE WERE TALKING AND THEN I BEGAN TO GET SMALLER AND SMALLER UNTIL I WAS LIKE A SPECK OF DUST. I FEARED THE HUGE BEING WOULD MAKE A WIND AND I'D BE LOST BEING A SMALL ATOM. I LOOKED UP TO SEE THE BEING AND IT WAS THEN I SEEN THIS VERY TAN HANDSOME BEARDED FACE WITH LONG STRAIGHT HAIR I'M GOING TO SAY IT LOOKED VERY SIMILAR TO PICTURES OF JESUS AND I ASSUMED IT WAS. IT WAS THEN THAT EVERYTHING FROM THE MOMENT OF MY BIRTH TO THE TIME I PARKED MY CAR FLASHED BEFORE ME. I SEEN THE JOY ON MY MOTHERS AND FATHERS FACE WHEN I WAS BORN EVERY CHRISTMAS, BIRTHDAY I'M TELLING YOU EVERY SINGLE DAY OF MY LIFE WAS RELIVED IN WHAT SEEMED LIKE SECONDS, I WAS SO CONFUSED NOW BUT REALIZED I WAS NOT DREAMING THIS.

I WAS BEGINNING TO COME TO GRIPS WITH THE FACT I WAS NO LONGER LIVING AND I WAS BEING JUDGED FOR EVERY SECOND OF MY LIFE FOR ALL THE GOOD AND ALL THE BAD WHICH THE BAD WAS GETTING THE BEST OF MY LIFE I HAD SPENT. NOW THE HUGE BEING WAS MY SIZE STILL TALLER BUT AT A SCALE I COULD LOOK UP AND SEE WE TALKED FOR WHAT SEEMED LIKE HOURS I FELT MORE THIS WAS MORE ME DEBATING ON THE EVENTS OF MY LIFE AS THEY WERE BROUGHT UPON MY MIND, SEEING IMAGES OF ME OF THE THINGS I HAD DONE WRONG AND HIM WANTING TO KNOW WHY I MADE THOSE CHOICES I DID. KNOWING I WAS HEADED TO HELL FROM MY DEEDS I WAS DEBATING AND TRYING TO REASON WITH HIM EVERY TIME GIVING SOME POOR LAME EXCUSE FOR THE ACTION. HE WOULD GROW LARGER OR I WAS NOSE TO NOSE WITH HIM ONLY HIS FACE WAS HUGE AND I WAS BUT A SPECK. EACH TIME GROWING BIGGER SMALLER ETC. FOR EACH EVENT IN MY LIFE. 

I WAS MAKING HIM EXTREMELY MAD HIS VOICE WOULD BECOME SO LOUD THE ENTIRE AREA WOULD SHAKE HE WOULD GROW LARGER AND LARGER LOUDER AND LOUDER UNTIL I COULD NO LONGER OFFER DEFENSES FOR MY ACTIONS BECAUSE I JUST COULDN'T OR I SHOULD SAY I HAD NO DEFENSES FOR MY ACTIONS.  I FELT DISTRAUGHT AND HELPLESS AND SURRENDERED TO A FATE I THOUGHT WAS GOING TO BE WORSE THAN THE HUGE MONSTERS, JUST AS FAST AS I WAS BROUGHT TO THIS HUGE ARENA HE MOVED BACK TO THE HUGE THRONE BETWEEN THE GIGANTIC PILLARS AND HE JUST LOOKED FORWARD.

HE NEVER DID ANSWER ANY QUESTION I PUT FORTH JUST KEPT THROWING DEMANDING QUESTIONS WANTING ME TO EXPLAIN MY ACTIONS, FOR WHICH I HAD NONE AND HE KNEW IT BEFORE I EVEN BEGAN TO ANSWER SO THE NEXT QUESTION WAS ASKED OF ME WITH THE EXACT EVENT BEING RELIVED AS IF IT HAPPENING THEN. I WAS HATING MYSELF FOR ALL I HAD DONE AND BEGAN TO ASK FOR ANOTHER CHANCE, I BEGGED A PLEADED NOTHING WAS WORKING. I THOUGHT OF MY PREGNANT WIFE AND OF OUR UNBORN SON AND OF THE SONS I HAD ALREADY, I BEGGED TO GO BACK TO THEM AND ASKED THAT HE NOT PUT MY SONS THROUGH WHAT MY WIFE HAD GONE THROUGH WHEN SHE WAS GROWING UP AND THAT BEING LOSING HER FATHER AT A YOUNG AGE (@11) I PROMISED TO RAISE THEM TO BE GOOD MEN AND PLEADED WITH HIM OVER AND OVER TO GO SEE MY WIFE AND SONS, HE STOOD SILENT WOULDN'T ANSWER AND SEEMED TO KNOW WHAT I WAS GOING TO SAY NEXT, BUT NO LONGER TALKING.

I BECAME MAD AND ASKED WHY I WAS PUNISHED BY MY OWN MEMORY AND MIND AND THE FACT I HAD MEMORY AND LIVING WITH MEMORY WAS PUNISHMENT IN ITSELF AND KNOWING THAT I WAS NO LONGER LIVING AT THAT MOMENT BEING DISAPPOINTED IN THE FACT I STILL HAD MEMORY EVEN NOW OF HOW I WAS ABUSED BY A STRANGER WHEN I WAS A YOUNG AN INNOCENT CHILD AND HOW IT CHANGED HOW I FELT ABOUT EVERYTHING, HOW COULD THIS HAVE BEEN ALLOWED TO HAPPEN, SILENCE WAS MY ANSWER I WAS TOTALLY LOST NOW I KNEW I HAD SPOKEN WORDS I SHOULDN'T HAVE AND SILENCE WAS MY PUNISHMENT. I FEEL TO THE FLOOR AND BEGGED FORGIVENESS OVER AND OVER.

I LOOKED THROUGH MY TEARS TO SEE HIM STANDING OVER ME WITH A LIGHT COMING CLOSER AND CLOSER FROM OVER HIS SHOULDER. I KNEW DEEP DOWN INSIDE I WAS IN THE PRESENCE OF THE ALMIGHTY GOD, NOT A FIGURE OR ANY DESCRIPTION CAN I GIVE TO JUSTIFY WHAT I SAW WHEN I LOOKED UP INTO THE LIGHT I WAS TOLD FROM A THUNDEROUS SOUND TO STOP MY HEAD DUCKED AND I REMAINED FOCUSED ON THE FLOOR SEEING THE LIGHT REFLECTION OF THE FLOOR AND OF FEAR OF THIS REFLECTION I CLOSED MY EYES TIGHT AND THE LIGHT WAS SO BRIGHT EVEN WITH MY EYES CLOSED I COULD FEEL SENSE AND SEE IT. THIS LIGHT WAS THE WHITEST WHITE AS A MATTER OF FACT CALLING IT WHITE WOULD NOT DO IT JUSTICE A WARM FEELING COVERED ME AND I ASKED OVER AND OVER TO BE ALLOWED TO GO BACK TO MY WIFE AND SONS AND I WOULD BE A GOOD PERSON AND HELP PEOPLE.

WE HAD A VERY PERSONAL CONVERSATION AND SOON I WAS GIVEN WHAT I HAD ASKED FOR. ALTHOUGH I ASKED FOR THE OPPORTUNITY TO DO SOME THINGS AND I BELIEVE WAS GIVEN THAT CHANCE I'M SADDENED ON WHAT IS HAPPENING IN THE WORLD TODAY, AND IT FOR THIS REASON I TELL YOU TO OF WHAT I EXPERIENCED IN HOPES I CAN SAY SOMEDAY WHEN I RETURN WE ARE ALL GOOD INSIDE.

JUST AS SOON AS THAT I WAS BACK DOWN LOOKING AT MY BODY THIS TIME MY SUPERVISOR WAS HITTING MY CHEST CRYING AND YELLING AND SCREAMING WHY WHY...WHY AND THEN HE MOVED AWAY AND THE SHIFT MANAGER WAS HUGGING HIM..I HEARD HIM SAY WHILE CRYING THAT MY WIFE WAS PREGNANT AND I HAD YOUNG ONES THEY WHERE ALL CRYING AND I FELT A HUGE JOLT AND MAN IT HURT.

BUT I WAS STILL ABOVE MYSELF AND THEN THE SHIFT SUPER LOWERED MY SUPER TO THE GROUND AND MOVED TOWARD MY LIFELESS BODY HE OPENED MY MOUTH
AND STUCK HIS FINGERS INSIDE MY MOUTH, STOPPED AND DID IT AGAIN. THIS TIME
REACHING DEEP INSIDE HE COULDN'T REACH THE BLOCKAGE, HE BECAME VERY ANGRY AND STARTED TO HIT ME IN THE CHEST AND TELLING ME HOW COULD YOU DO THIS HE WAS HITTING ME HARDER AND HARDER THEN FOR NO REASON I COULD FIGURE HE REACHED IN MY MOUTH AND WHILE DOING THIS THE GUARD SAID FORGET IT IT'S BEEN TO LONG ANY WAY, BUT HE CONTINUED AND PULLED OUT THE BLOCKAGE. THEY STILL COULDN'T GET ME TO BREATHE AND THEY LEFT TO GO CALL THE PARAMEDICS THE SHIFT SUPER STAYED BEHIND AND JUST THEN I FELT THIS HUGE JOLT AND IT WAS VERY PAINFUL.  SUDDENLY THE SHIFT SUPER WAS VERY HAPPY AND LAUGHING AND YELLING THE GUARD WAS AT LEAST A COUPLE OF HUNDRED YARDS AWAY AND HE CAME RUNNING BACK, I WAS BACK BREATHING AND THEY TOLD THE GUARD WHO WAS IN TOTAL AMAZEMENT TO STAY WITH
ME,

THIS WAS THE BEGINNING.

Changes Quality: Mixed

Has Your Life Changed? : True
    Changes Discussion: I WOULD SAY THE MOST IMPORTANT CHANGE WOULD BE NOT HAVING ANY FEAR OF DEATH OR DYING, AND STRANGE AS IT MAY SOUND I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO IT BECAUSE THE FEELINGS OF OVERWHELMING JOY HAPPINESS AND ECSTASY THE NDE WAS NOTHING LIKE I EVER FELT BEFORE OR SINCE. CURRENTLY THE MAIN REASON I'M SEEKING OUT INFORMATION AFTER SUCH A LONG TIME IS THAT THE DREAMS I HAVE BEEN HAVING THAT COME TRUE ARE COMING VERY VERY OFTEN AND I RECENTLY DIED IN ONE AND I AM FEELING LIKE IT MAY BE TIME FOR ME TO MOVE ON, AND I WANT PEOPLE TO KNOW THAT THIS WORLD WE LIVE IN IS JUST A STOPPING OFF PLACE SO TO SPEAK AND WE ARE JUDGED BY THE DEEDS THEY DO HERE ON THIS BIG BLUE MARBLE WE CALL
EARTH.

SOME OF THE THINGS THAT HAVE CHANGED INCLUDE LIGHTS FLASHING FOR NO
REASON (THEY GO ON AND OFF) WHEN SPEAKING OF DECEASED PEOPLE, ELECTRIC TOYS GOING OFF FOR NO REASON, KNOWING WHAT PEOPLE ARE GOING TO SAY AFTER THEY START TALKING WORD FOR WORD AND I OFTEN FINISH SENTENCES FOR THEM EVEN AFTER A FEW WORDS. I HAVE BECOME ALMOST A HERMIT BECAUSE I CAN LOOK INTO SOMEONE'S EYES AND TELL IF THEY ARE GOOD OR BAD. BUT WHAT IS THE MOST IMPORTANT THING TO HAPPEN IS THE DREAMS THEY COME TRUE AND I'VE OVER THE YEARS HAVE TOLD
FAMILY AND FRIENDS AND THEY FEAR ME FOR WHATEVER REASON WHETHER IT BEING RELIGION OR PERSONAL, THROUGH THE YEARS MY SUPPORT HAS BEEN MY WIFE AND I HAVE SHARED THESE THINGS WITH HER SHE IS TRULY MY SUPPORT, AND REALIZES I HAVE THIS SPECIAL GIFT. I ALSO LIVE MY LIFE MUCH DIFFERENT NOW THEN BEFORE BEING THAT I TRY TO BE HONEST AND NOT LIE ABOUT ANYTHING WHICH CAUSES ME PROBLEMS SOMETIMES, I WANT FOR NOTHING AND FEAR NOTHING AND HAVE AN OVERWHELMING NEED TO HELP OTHERS WITHOUT ANY SORT OF PAYMENT OTHER THAN A THANK YOU. MONEY OR MATERIAL THINGS MEAN LITTLE. I WOULD LIKE TO EXPLORE THE POSSIBILITY OF CONTROLLING IF NOT UNDERSTANDING THESE DREAMS A LITTLE MORE BECAUSE OF THE INCREASE IN FREQUENCY AND INTENSITY I FEEL LIKE I MUST NOW SHARE THESE AND IT'S FOR THIS REASON I WILL RECORD THEM AND RESEARCH WHAT I SEE IN THESE DREAMS.. SOME OF WHICH ARE CLOUDED IN BLACK WHICH WHERE BAD THINGS THAT HAVE
HAPPENED...AND THOSE WITH A WHITE BRIGHTNESS WHICH ARE A GOOD.

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