Experience Description

My heart stopped as I delivered my already dead daughter. I saw a beautiful light and my father holding a baby. I tried to reach them; I wanted to touch them both. My father shook his head no and said not yet, she's beautiful and she's safe. I awoke to my mother pounding on my chest. I was "gone for a matter of seconds but to me it was longer. I felt at peace with her death and knowing she had people watching her. There were others behind my father but I didn't know who they were until later experiences.

Background Information:

Gender: Female

NDE Elements:

Did you feel separated from your body? Yes I was free of everything and felt unexplainably calm

Did time seem to speed up or slow down? Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning it was as if no time existed

Did your vision differ in any way from normal? He was angelic to me with the pain he felt in life, Gone!

Did your hearing differ in any way from normal? His voice saying "Not yet, she's safe and beautiful."

Did you see an unearthly light? Yes bright and loving

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? Everything about the universe my father was okay and he loved my daughter and me

Concerning our Earthly lives other than Religion:

During your experience, did you gain special knowledge or information about your purpose? Yes I belief not in one God , but of Goddess and God. Many of both.

After the NDE:

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you? not having my father or baby and not being able to hold them both.

Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes they knew by the look of peace on my face.

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was definitely real.

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? No

Is there anything else that you would like to add about your experience? No

Did the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Uncertain