It's difficult to describe, it was difficult for me to find the right words.
First thing was an unfathomable black and the feeling of an out of body experience. Then the light, everywhere, not dazzling, neither hot nor cold, like being bathed in love.
I saw my all life story, but when they send me back to earth (or maybe I decided on my own to come back) they erased all that I saw (probably to not modify my destiny in any way?).
Anyway, after my come back (additionally very difficult) I kept some memories in mind about my trip in the other side.
There is also the concept of time. Time doesn't exist either. The absence of fear - all the time, I was fearless; from that time I knew I would die and up to now. And there was also the 'music'.
Date NDE Occurred: 30/04/1997
At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? Yes Accident Life threatening event, but not clinical death Motorbike accident, internal bleeding.
How do you consider the content of your experience? Disturbing
Did you feel separated from your body? Uncertain
At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? Unconscious for forty-eight hours.
Did time seem to speed up or slow down? Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning No more time, no more three dimensional space, impression of being able 'to move' without any effort or movement.
Did your hearing differ in any way from normal? Some 'music'??.
Did you pass into or through a tunnel? Uncertain
Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? Uncertain
The experience included: Void
The experience included: Darkness
The experience included: Light
Did you see an unearthly light? Yes A light not dazzling, not hot nor cold.
Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? No
The experience included: Strong emotional tone
The experience included: Special Knowledge
Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? Everything about the universe
Did scenes from your past come back to you? My past flashed before me, out of my control I saw all my life from the beginning up to the end.
The experience included: Vision of the future
Did scenes from the future come to you? Scenes from the world's future
Did you come to a border or point of no return? I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was sent back against my will
God, Spiritual and Religion:
What was your religion prior to your experience? Liberal
What is your religion now? Liberal
Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? Yes
The experience included: Presence of unearthly beings
After the NDE:
Was the experience difficult to express in words? Yes The fear of not being understood, difficult to describe with words.
Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? Uncertain
Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes
At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? No