I am aware on the operating table very stressed they sedate me with mask and injection, I am anesthetized. Instead of having a blackout, I keep hearing voices, so the product has no effect. Then I hear the medics start to panic about my state, it is then that I realize I am dead. I am intimately convinced, what I hear that it is not my ears that hear. I am anesthetized, but it is 'me'. I start to move away from the agitation. I am not okay, no visual sensation, but have the impression of floating in the air. It is dark, I do not see. Something that I call the collective mind, in which all the good of humanity lives forever, shows me my life and makes me understand that I have not accomplished anything good, only egoism governs my life. Thereupon that spirit projects me into the future, fifteen or twenty years further, and shows me what the life of those around me is, due to me, yet without me. I am dead for twenty years and the moment that I live is from the now and not a vision of the future. Next, the spirit makes me understand that they are giving me a second chance and that I have to do good. They send me back telling me that I have to guide my son until he is grown up. My mission and to do good the spirit gives me the real meaning of the word doing good. Then I wake up, it takes some minutes on the operating table. I have not been operated on, I look up the time on the clock in the operation room, two hours have gone by then this time a fall asleep again and wake up having been operated on.
Date NDE Occurred: Janvier 2003
At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? No Surgery-relatedAllergic reaction bloc operatoire accident anesthésique avant opération mineur de la main
How do you consider the content of your experience? Positive
The experience included: Out of body experience
Did you feel separated from your body? Yes Apparently I was as always floating, no weight.
At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? Complete.
Did time seem to speed up or slow down? Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning I found myself in the future twenty years later.
Did you pass into or through a tunnel? No
Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? Uncertain A spirit regroups everything, all the thoughts, and a kind of collective entity where everybody exists.
The experience included: Darkness
Did you see an unearthly light? No
Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? A clearly mystical or unearthly realm See main narrative.
The experience included: Strong emotional tone
Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? Everything about the universe Indescribable knowledge that goes beyond words, what is good survives eternally. I have learned to see the difference between 'good' according to mankind and the 'good' according to spirit.
The experience included: Life review
Did scenes from your past come back to you? My past flashed before me, out of my control I am on earth to do good.
The experience included: Vision of the future
Did scenes from the future come to you? Scenes from the world's future My future life and my death.
Did you come to a border or point of no return? I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was sent back against my will The spirit sent me back to achieve a specific task while taking advantage of the knowledge of collective consciousness.
God, Spiritual and Religion:
What was your religion prior to your experience? Liberal aucune appartance religieuse, pure darwiniste avant expérience
What is your religion now? Liberal
Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? Yes First I was a non-believer in an afterlife with fear of death, no longer.
The experience included: Presence of unearthly beings
After the NDE:
Was the experience difficult to express in words? Yes Words are too shallow to describe what I really experienced.
Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? No
Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you? Negative: terrible sensation of judgment, judgment of my earlier life as negative, possibility of eternal suffering. Positive: The willingness of the 'spirit' to give me a second chance.
The feeling of having received a favor, I have understood the meaning of my life!
Have you ever shared this experience with others? No I think one will not believe me!
At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? No
Are there any other questions that we could ask to help you communicate your experience? Did people want to come back or to stay where they were?