Hana P Possible NDE

Experience Description

I apologize for my English, I'm using google translator and I'm not sure my description is correct.

I had a vision of a gray area with many scattered boards and beams. At the top right is a circular light, which had an incredibly bright center that was inviting me to enter. Suddenly I realized with horror that it was the transition between life and death. I said, 'I do not want to enter. I have not tried everything in my life.' The beams around, slowly lifted one after the other. There was like an invisible hand that began to nail them over the circular light until it was almost covered. There were small gaps between the boards with a little light shining between the beams.

After some time, maybe some minutes, the light began to reappear. But this time it appeared down toward the left. I did not let it light up and told him to go away. Then it disappeared.


Background Information:

Gender: Female

Date NDE Occurred: January 2016

NDE Elements:

At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? Uncertain. Illness. Life threatening event, but not clinical death. I became ill with pneumonia from lung inflammation and inflammation of the pleura. Over the course of days the CRP increased to 465. It stayed that way for several days. My doctor at the hospital told me that I was fighting for life

How do you consider the content of your experience? Both pleasant AND distressing

Did you feel separated from your body? No I lost awareness of my body

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? Normal consciousness and alertness it was normal

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? When I refuse enter

Were your thoughts speeded up? No

Did time seem to speed up or slow down? No

Were your senses More vivid than usual? No

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. No difference

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. No difference

Did you seem to be aware of things going on elsewhere, as if by ESP? No

The experience included: Passing into or through a tunnel

Did you pass into or through a tunnel? No

Did you see any beings in your experience? No

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? No

The experience included: Unearthly light

Did you see, or feel surrounded by, a brilliant light? No

Did you see an Unearthly light? Yes There was light with very bright center, almost white.

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? No

What emotions did you feel during the experience? The surprise of the awareness of being near death. Then I felt the clear and decisive rejection of the departure offer and the feeling that I have not experienced everything yet.

Did you have a feeling of peace or pleasantness? Relief or calmness

Did you have a feeling of joy? No

Did you feel a sense of harmony or unity with the universe? I felt united or one with the world

The experience included: Special knowledge or purpose

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? Everything about the universe. I understood that I can decide about myself and that the universe respects it

Did scenes from your past come back to you? No

Did scenes from the future come to you? Scenes from my personal future. In my dream, my mother, half a year before her death, announced me that she would die. She was standing with my father in my bed. Both were naked. My mother wondering that I do not know it.

Did you come to a border or point of no return? No

God, Spiritual and Religion:

What importance did you place on your religious/spiritual life prior to your experience? Moderately important to me

What was your religion prior to your experience? Unaffiliated- Atheist Maybe zen.

Have your religious practices changed since your experience? No

What importance do you place on your religious/spiritual life after your experience? Moderately important to me

What is your religion now? No response

Did your experience include features consistent with your earthly beliefs? Content that was both consistent and not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience. I did not know that I would be able to decide on my future that no one else would determine

Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? Yes It gave me a sense of security and a firm center experience

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin. Something communicated with me without words

Did you see deceased or religious spirits? No

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)? No

During your experience, did you gain information about premortal existence? No

During your experience, did you gain information about universal connection or oneness? No

Did you believe in the existence of God prior to your experience? Unknown

During your experience, did you gain information about the existence of God? No

Do you believe in the existence of God after your experience? Unknown

Concerning our Earthly lives other than Religion:

During your experience, did you gain special knowledge or information about your purpose? No

Did you believe that our earthly lives Are meaningful and significant prior to your experience? Are possibly meaningful and significant

During your experience, did you gain information about the meaning of life? No

Did you believe in an afterlife prior to your experience? An afterlife probably does not exist

Do you believe in an afterlife after your experience? An afterlife probably exists No

Did you fear death prior to your experience? I greatly feared death

Do you fear death after your experience? I do not fear death

Were you fearful living your life prior to your experience? Slightly fearful in living my earthly life

Were you fearful living your life after your experience? Not fearful in living my earthly life

Did you believe that our earthly lives Are meaningful and significant prior to your experience? Are possibly meaningful and significant

Did you believe that our earthly lives are meaningful and significant after your experience? Are probably meaningful and significant

Did you gain information about how to live our lives? No

During your experience, did you gain information about life's difficulties, challenges and hardships? No

Were you compassionate prior to your experience? Slightly compassionate toward others

During your experience, did you gain information about love? No

Were you compassionate after your experience? Slightly compassionate toward others

What life changes occurred in your life after your experience? Slight changes in my life. It gave me a sense of security and a firm center

Have your relationships changed specifically because of your experience? No

After the NDE:

Was the experience difficult to express in words? Uncertain It is difficult to write exactly about feeling or emotions.

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience. It was a very powerful experience, surprising and unexpected

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? Yes It gave me a sense of security and a firm center

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you? It gave me a sense of security and a firm center

Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes I have told it several times to the people around, but I did not think they believed me

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was definitely real. As the communication of the soul with the universe was a real experience, beams, nails and lights were symbols that helped in understanding and communication, and of course were not real

What do you believe about the reality of your experience now? Experience was definitely real. As the communication of the soul with the universe was a real experience, beams, nails and lights were symbols that helped in understanding and communication. Of course they were not real

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? No

Is there anything else that you would like to add about your experience? I do not remember, when it happened. I do not know if I was sleepeng, dreaming or if I was wake up.

Are there any other questions that we could ask to help you communicate your experience? I do not know