The first thing I see as I step out of the bright light is that I am a little higher than everyone else. I can see all the way to the horizon. In front of me, first is a half circle of forty or fifty ladies. ;he first to meet me is my mama; she was my mom's mom, Viola. To my right was my granny Eddie. Next, was my aunt Jeannie with my great grandmas, her sisters and so on. Off to the left there where Indians dancing and singing to the right both my pops were leaning up against some kind of traditional boat. Then behind the ladies the men like they were waiting for the women to stop fussing over me. Behind them, there were people side by side twenty or even forty wide all the way to the horizon, thousands of people.
After being judged by GOD, I stepped out of the bright light and saw everyone. The words out of my mouth to my mama were, 'Who the hell are all these people?' She said, 'What do you mean baby, they are you, they are all you.' I knew that meant that everyone I saw was from the generations before me and all the way back to the very start. The only male I got close to was my uncle Herschel who was pushing his way with force to reach me. I think he thought I wasn't going to be there long.
Just before he touched me, my brother found me, rolled me on my side, and in cleared my airway. Snap! In an instant, I was back in this life. Since coming back, my family and I have researched our ancestry only to find out that everything and everyone I saw was accurate.
What it looked like for me it was all about who was there but it looked like grassy plains of the US maybe because of the Indians in my blood it was all rolling hills blowing grass with buffalo and Indian ponies running, I am light skinned deep blue eyes. And in my heaven the connection to my native blood is recent and strong.
Date NDE Occurred: February 26, 2007 515am
At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? Uncertain IllnessDirect head injury see above Clinical death (cessation of breathing or heart function or brain function) gran-mal seizure due to csf infection of the brain untreated
I am not sure I get the question. But if I read this right the answer is no.
How do you consider the content of your experience? Wonderful
The experience included: Out of body experience
Did you feel separated from your body? No
How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? Normal consciousness and alertness As above.
At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? As soon as GOD had finished judging me I stepped out of the bright light I was fully aware.
Were your thoughts speeded up? Incredibly fast
Did time seem to speed up or slow down? Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning
Were your senses more vivid than usual? Incredibly more vivid
Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. There was people lined up to the horizon to greet me but I could only make out the faces of the first group of a hundred or so. But there were thousands and thousands.
Did you seem to be aware of things going on elsewhere? Yes, and the facts have been checked out
Did you pass into or through a tunnel? No
The experience included: Presence of deceased persons
Did you see any beings in your experience? I actually saw them
Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? Uncertain Do you mean family? If yes see above if not then no.
The experience included: Light
Did you see, or feel surrounded by, a brilliant light? A light clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin
Did you see an unearthly light? Yes My light came after being judged by GOD I know this because my family that greeted me was thanking God for allowing me into heaven and the light too my back was blinding.
The experience included: A landscape or city
Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? A clearly mystical or unearthly realm Plains Inians
The experience included: Strong emotional tone
What emotions did you feel during the experience? Confused for seconds but then completely understood and never more LOVED AND GRATEFUL.
Did you have a feeling of peace or pleasantness? Incredible peace or pleasantness
Did you have a feeling of joy? incredible joy
Did you feel a sense of harmony or unity with the universe? I felt united or one with the world
Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? Everything about the universe
Did scenes from your past come back to you? My past flashed before me, out of my control
The experience included: Vision of the future
Did scenes from the future come to you? Scenes from the world's future
Did you come to a border or point of no return? I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was sent back against my will
God, Spiritual and Religion:
What was your religion prior to your experience? Liberal
Have your religious practices changed since your experience? Uncertain I beloved in GOD and what comes next, I believe religion fractures mankind from GOD. How we treat each other and care for each other as human beings is the true path to heaven.
What is your religion now? Liberal
Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? Uncertain I beloved in GOD and what comes next, I believe religion fractures mankind from GOD. How we treat each other and care for each other as human beings is the true path to heaven.
Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin
Did you see deceased or religious spirits? I actually saw them
Concerning our Earthly lives other than Religion:
During your experience, did you gain special knowledge or information about your purpose? Yes The short of it I think the Indians had it right it takes a village to raise a child, take care of mother earth. Protect and respect our elders the knowledge they hold. Religion is not the path to salvation but HUMANITY that will open your door to heaven. Trust me when I say we all get judged in the end, all of us, the question is how will you stand before GOD?
Have your relationships changed specifically because of your experience? Yes You just don't die and come back and have it not touch everything. Recently I spoke to buddies from my time in the air force twenty-five years ago.
After the NDE:
Was the experience difficult to express in words? No
Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? No
Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you? Most people live their life with faith, I have seen it, but with that comes a responsibility I will not stand in front of GOD a second time and be asked so that's it that's what you did with your second shot. No, I don't think so. I will be a human being!!!!!!
Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes A few months, totally accepting, yes, facts about our families' past came to light.
Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No
What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was definitely real It's what comes next.
What do you believe about the reality of your experience now? Experience was definitely real It's what comes next.
At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? No
Is there anything else that you would like to add about your experience? I would just like to say please listen I don't know how this could make a difference but maybe somehow anyway GOD BLESS from me to you.