Experience Description

Pain and fear of something that was happening inside me. I have never lost the senses after a congestion, I laid on the ground but I have never lost the senses before. I had to make a choice, to stay or to go to see what was there. I saw a hot light while I was bearing in mind about it. I decided to go to see the light. I felt very well, relaxed, a wonder, a light never seen, something that was inside me and that came out of me and it continued telling me 'what a beautiful, what a marvel' that one does not die and ask what are we worried of on the earth if there is continuous life. It is necessary to enjoy laughter and rejoice as in the light. We continued to talk to each other here even though I was in coma. I remembered the light telling me what happened. I was home the day after my next door neighbor found me on the landing. When she found me, I was doing the thought and was becoming the thought. I was in wonderful, very green gardens. I still have feelings of immense joy and the absolute certainty that the life goes on - and when I got back in 'earth' I was not scared. I thought at once that the light was the big mystery called God all here.

Background Information:

Gender: Female

Date NDE Occurred: maggio 2000

NDE Elements:

At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? Yes congestione 'Illness, trauma or other condition not considered life threatening' . A congestion and a clear sensation of death and of abandon to the reality of the moment, a full consciousness of everything happened.

How do you consider the content of your experience?

The experience included: Out of body experience

Did you feel separated from your body? Yes
I clearly left my body and existed outside it

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? More consciousness and alertness than normal Always.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? Always.

Were your thoughts speeded up? Incredibly fast

Did time seem to speed up or slow down? Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning No time and space in that experience the time doesn't exist.

Were your senses more vivid than usual? Incredibly more vivid

Did your vision differ in any way from normal? All perfect, a perfect extreme happiness, amazing landscape.

Did you seem to be aware of things going on elsewhere? Yes, and the facts have been checked out

Did you pass into or through a tunnel? Uncertain

Did you see any beings in your experience? I actually saw them

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? Yes My friends, and we played a 'ring a ring of roses' wearing white dresses.

The experience included: Light

Did you see, or feel surrounded by, a brilliant light? A light clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin

Did you see an unearthly light? Yes Hot, enveloping light.

The experience included: A landscape or city

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? A clearly mystical or unearthly realm giardini prati verdi

What emotions did you feel during the experience? State of total wellbeing.

Did you have a feeling of peace or pleasantness? Incredible peace or pleasantness

Did you have a feeling of joy? incredible joy

Did you feel a sense of harmony or unity with the universe? I felt united or one with the world

The experience included: Special Knowledge

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? Everything about the universe

Did scenes from your past come back to you? My past flashed before me, out of my control

Did scenes from the future come to you? Scenes from the world's future

Did you come to a border or point of no return? I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was sent back against my will

God, Spiritual and Religion:

What was your religion prior to your experience? Liberal

Have your religious practices changed since your experience? Uncertain

What is your religion now? Liberal

Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? Uncertain

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin

Did you see deceased or religious spirits? I actually saw them

Concerning our Earthly lives other than Religion:

During your experience, did you gain special knowledge or information about your purpose? Yes But I had to come back to the earth in terra because there you have all the answers that you are looking for.

Have your relationships changed specifically because of your experience? Yes I know how we are into our deep so I never worry again, I really love my life and the people, and I have not selfishness.

After the NDE:

Was the experience difficult to express in words? Yes While I was living the experience was a marvel the return to the life on the earth after that experience all has changed and I see everything in a different way.

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? Yes I accept my life I am more quiet and I am not afraid of death because we don't die, the other persons can feel my positive-ness.

Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes At once but with a negative result, a few persons have not judged me however I never talk about it again.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? No

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was definitely real. I consider it real because I have really lived it.

What do you believe about the reality of your experience now? Experience was definitely real.

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? No