Dot NDE

Experience Description


In 1969, I was in a head-on collision and suffered broken bones and head trauma. A lady in white, like an angel, was with me a lot until I regained consciousness.


In 1987, during the birth of my son by a student doctor, my heart rate dropped to 46. I then went into a tunnel, like the universe. There are dark shadows and it smells like sin, evil, and awfulness. A light is in the distance, I'm getting closer. ‘Oh good, soon I will be safely out of this stench’, I say to myself. Then I'm in front of a table. A higher power is there in front of me. I am a light entity. Around me are more light entities. There are also dark entities around me. I don't like them.


A higher power is showing us a mission to do. We are looking in the table. It's Earth in there. The higher power shows us two ways to accomplish our mission: one of which he prefers us to do, the other one he isn't crazy about, but it seems that the main thing he is interested in is whether we will we do it the way he asks, yes or no. We have free choice. No one is looking at him, nor at the other spirits near him. They're different than us white and dark ones. Maybe they are what people refer to as angels. They aren't human spirits though, because we're all either white or dark. The white ones don't like the dark ones. Why is he giving them a chance to be with us on Earth too?


‘Ok, yes, I will do as you wish’. He sends two of the entities on his right with me. So many of the entities near me are telling me: ‘I will meet you here and there’. Some even said they will be my children in this life. So many spirits with me. We all love one another. Now, I meet people and I realize the reason I feel so comfortable with them is that I knew them over there. He shows us who we will be born to, inherited diseases, even our death. I can't remember why and what I'm supposed to be doing though.

Background Information:

Gender: Female

Date NDE Occurred: 69' 87' 89' 2001'

NDE Elements:

At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? Yes AccidentChildbirthSuicide attempt Life threatening event, but not clinical death My unborn son and I were dying. One day he will remember it also. Now he doesn't.

How do you consider the content of your experience? Mixed

The experience included: Out of body experience

Did you feel separated from your body? Yes In 1969, I stood over my body looking at it many times, until I regained consciousness. In 1987, I traveled in spirit. Also in 1989 and in 2001, I don't remember.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? My body was unaware. My spirit was in charge.

Did your hearing differ in any way from normal? No, nothing once I was in spirit. Until then, I was going into the tunnel, but could still hear the doctors in the operating room.

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? Yes We all know each other. We are all either a light spirit or a dark one, unless you are an angel, then you know us all, but you are different than us human spirits.

The experience included: Void

The experience included: Darkness

The experience included: Light

Did you see an unearthly light? Yes

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? No

The experience included: Special Knowledge

Did scenes from your past come back to you? My past flashed before me, out of my control I was shown how we get sent here and why, but I forgot why.

Did scenes from the future come to you? Scenes from the world's future

Did you come to a border or point of no return? No I didn't want to return to my body.

God, Spiritual and Religion:

What was your religion prior to your experience? Moderate bible knowledge mostly, havent studied other religions books such as islam etc..

Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? Yes Babies remember also. Watch how a baby will look toward you, but not directly at you, smiling, frowning or crying. Who do you think they are seeing? They are seeing spirits with you. They're fresh and they remember why they're here.

After the NDE:

Was the experience difficult to express in words? Uncertain At one point, when the doctors were bringing me back, I entered a void area. It looked like the universe. The smell was horrible, evil. The light was too far ahead of me to get to and I became scared. I went into the tunnel and felt no pain when I heard the doctors say that my heart rate was 46 and get her to surgery.

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? Yes Being aware that all humans are not good was one, and now I always notice spirits in pictures and on people’s cameras, some are demons also.

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? No

Are there any other questions that we could ask to help you communicate your experience? Sorry, I'm sleepy now. Thank you for reading what I have posted so far. Bye.