In the last three to four years, I had an exstreme life-changing experience. I'm not sure if it was a near death experience or astral contact with ET's. A series of events led me to believe I might have died.
I was recently divorced from my husband. We had a violent relationship. Like most domestic violence relationships, it only gets worse. I upset him so much that he ended up strangling me. The first time it happened, I had never been so scared. I could not understand where I was and what had happened. Instead of leaving like I should have done, I loved him and thought things would get better.
The second and last time it happened, I had an unexplainable experience. My husband at the time, said I had been unconscious for fifteen minutes. When I did come around, he said that I immediately starting talking about what I saw. Unlike the first time when I was afraid, this time was different. I had never felt so loved and protected. It was like ecstasy. That is the closest word to how I felt. I also remember being in an enclosed space like a room. The glow of the light was perfect. The light was on the wall about five inches from the ceiling. I also remember seeing four entities around me. They were tall with blond hair and seemed to be in robe-like outfits.
This experience led me to find answers about life after death.
Date NDE Occurred: 6/15/2014
At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? Yes Criminal attack. Direct head injury. Strangulation, Domestic violence.
How do you consider the content of your experience? Entirely pleasant
The experience included: Out of body experience
Did you feel separated from your body? Uncertain. More and more things happening to prove my spiritual wake-up call was real.
I lost awareness of my body
How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? More consciousness and alertness than normal. I had given up hope and started using pills. I didn't commit suicide. The pills helped me not to hurt or care what we where doing to each other.
At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? Before I woke up
Were your thoughts speeded up? Faster than usual
Did time seem to speed up or slow down? Time seemed to go faster or slower than usual.
I thought time was slow until I awoke. When my husband at the time, said I was not breathing for 45 minutes. But it didn't feel that long.
Were your senses More vivid than usual? Incredibly more vivid
Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. It's not really a vision, even though I could see what was going on around me. It was more like a feeling of love and ecstasy, feeling completely safe.
Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience. I don't remember hearing anything, but I am also aware that I can't remember all of what happened up there.
Did you seem to be aware of things going on elsewhere, as if by ESP? Yes, but the facts have not been checked out
Did you pass into or through a tunnel? Uncertain. When I realized that I was not having a normal experience, the beings were saying good-bye for now.
Did you see any beings in your experience? I actually saw them
Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? Uncertain Saving the human race, before we kill each other and the planet.
Did you see, or feel surrounded by, a brilliant light? An unusually bright light
Did you see an unearthly light? Uncertain I don't remember everything, just what I described.
Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? No
The experience included: Strong emotional tone
What emotions did you feel during the experience? Love! Indescribable love and safety!
Did you have a feeling of peace or pleasantness? Incredible peace or pleasantness
Did you have a feeling of joy? Incredible joy
Did you feel a sense of harmony or unity with the universe? I felt united or one with the world
The experience included: Special knowledge or purpose
Did you suddenly seem to understand everything? No
Did scenes from your past come back to you? I remembered many past events
Did scenes from the future come to you? Scenes from the world's future. When I was a kid I had an often dream.
Did you come to a border or point of No return? I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was sent back against my will
God, Spiritual and Religion:
What importance did you place on your religious/spiritual life prior to your experience? Not important to me
What was your religion prior to your experience? Christian- Other Christian I always knew there was something much more powerful then myself, but I was always questioning about God being real. This was primarily due to all the hate and hurt in the world.
Have your religious practices changed since your experience? Yes That man's perception of God and religion are wrong. I believe religion was put in place to control and keep the truth from people.
What importance do you place on your religious/spiritual life after your experience? Greatly important to me
What is your religion now? Other faiths- New age. The Beings that where with me as soon as I stopped breathing, were Beings I know. No other people have communicated with what I described as the light Beings.
Did your experience include features consistent with your earthly beliefs? Content that was both consistent and not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience. I love the knowledge and truth about what the humans don't really know. I just thought they took it a little far with the wake-up call. Like dying by car crash, or whatever led me to the truth. Instead of going through such a heart-breaking experience when your spouse makes the decision to take the life of someone you love.
Did you have a change in your values and beliefs because of your experience? Yes That the truth has been kept secret, for selfish reasons and control. That if I don't get people to come together and see the truth that the planet and everything on it will die. I feel this is due to World War III, a nuclear war that the planet or mankind can't come back from.
The experience included: Presence of Unearthly Beings
Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice? I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin. Other people can't describe what I saw without having to be there
Did you see deceased or religious spirits? I actually saw them
Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)? Uncertain. PLEIADIANS, Beings of light
During your experience, did you gain information about premortal existence? Yes Unconditional love
During your experience, did you gain information about universal connection or oneness? Yes The proof is all around us.
Did you believe in the existence of God prior to your experience? I was uncertain if God exists
During your experience, did you gain information about the existence of God? Yes and this supreme Being has been called many things such as God, the source, light Being and so on.
Do you believe in the existence of God after your experience? God definitely exists
Concerning our Earthly lives other than Religion:
During your experience, did you gain special knowledge or information about your purpose? Yes Save the planet. I am one of many to save the human race.
During your experience, did you gain information about the meaning of life? Yes Memory and knowledge
Did you believe in an afterlife prior to your experience? Unknown
Do you believe in an afterlife after your experience? An afterlife definitely exists Because I know I don't remember everything about that experience besides what I said, I am currently looking for a kind of hypnotherapist that will help me to remember everything.
Did you fear death prior to your experience? Unknown
Do you fear death after your experience? I do not fear death
Were you fearful living your life prior to your experience? Not fearful in living my earthly life
Were you fearful living your life after your experience? Slightly fearful in living my earthly life
Did you believe that our earthly lives Are meaningful and significant prior to your experience? Are possibly meaningful and significant
Did you believe that our earthly lives are meaningful and significant after your experience? Are meaningful and significant
Did you gain information about how to live our lives? Yes I didn't commit suicide, but when I woke up, I felt like I was being punished by having to come back to my human form. Many people died and dies wanting to live. Even children that deserved to be here, more then me. Because I didn't want to feel the pain anymore. Pain is knowledge I have learned from that experience.
During your experience, did you gain information about life's difficulties, challenges and hardships? No
Were you compassionate prior to your experience? Greatly compassionate toward others
During your experience, did you gain information about love? Yes The love that was expressed to me was all around and that the human race will never feel that love until we come together
Were you compassionate after your experience? Greatly compassionate toward others
What life changes occurred in your life after your experience? Large changes in my life. The strong feeling that I have been on earth for more generations than I know. A strong sense of having to do something very important and that I will be sent back to finish my life's contract if it goes unfulfilled
Have your relationships changed specifically because of your experience? Yes That there are horrible people everywhere not just on earth, and that we can't let that stop us from loving. Because love is what will save our planet and race.
After the NDE:
Was the experience difficult to express in words? Yes very much so.
How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience? I remember the experience as accurately as other life events that occurred around the time of the ex Not being the only one that experienced that kind of thing, and describing exactly what I saw.
Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience? Uncertain Learning to access my third-eye and abilities takes time and practice.
Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you? Everything is meaningful to me, spreading the truth and love so that mankind still as a future.
Have you ever shared this experience with others? Yes Within the week, this is a subject that me and many others talk about and compare. Hope to help lead the world to full awareness.
Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience? Yes Stories being told about people that died in 9/11 and were reincarnated. The story of a five-year-old boy being able to describe events that happened before he was born. As well as finding his wife and kids from his past life.
What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened? Experience was definitely real This is not something you can mistake as a dream or whatever. It is a very big slap in the face.
What do you believe about the reality of your experience now? Experience was probably real. Because I was struggling with my emotional pain and addiction.
At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience? Yes Yes, I am extremely aware of nonhuman beings, UFOs, and anything else paranormal