Experience Description

I was at home lying in my bed because I was ill that day, probably a very strong migraine, I am not sure, and I slept. All I remember is that I saw a very strong white light not like on earth, it is impossible to explain the intensity of that light. I found myself sitting at a round table with a white cloth, at my left there was a person whose face I couldn't see, yet dressed in white, I was certain that it was God. In front of me was another person in white but I couldn't see the face. It was as if this person was eating biscuits or the like, there where crumbs falling on the table. The person to the left was talking telepathically in my head, I said I couldn't leave earth because there were people who needed me, that I needed to go back, that I wasn't ready. I do not remember seeing my life displayed, and later I woke up with a sudden shock and I felt truly how my heart started beating again and I started breathing again, but it is very, very hard to explain what I felt. It was as if my whole being restarted living. This day has really transformed me forever.

Background Information:

Gender: Female

Date NDE Occurred: 1989 je ne me rappelle pas la date et le mois

NDE Elements:

At the time of your experience, was there an associated life-threatening event? Uncertain Illness j etais malade a la maison couche dans mon lit, mais je ne me rappelle pas ce que j avais peut etre une tres forte migraineI don't think so, but not sure because my heart had really stopped beating.

How do you consider the content of your experience? Mixed

Did you feel separated from your body? No I didn't see myself really but I saw very well the people with me, except their faces.

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness? I was sleeping but I'm absolutely sure that was not a dream. When you realize that your heart beats again, you understand that you were very closed to the death. But I was very lucid when experiencing those events in the light.

Did your hearing differ in any way from normal? The person in front of me seemed to be eating biscuits, and I heard the voice of the person on the left in my head.

Did you pass into or through a tunnel? Uncertain Don't think so, I only remember a very strong white light.

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings? Yes I didn't know the person to the left but I was certain it was God and the one in front of me I did not know either.

The experience included: Light

Did you see an unearthly light? Yes A very white light but not like on earth, a very strong intensity.

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world? A clearly mystical or unearthly realm In a different place.

What emotions did you feel during the experience? Very worried because I didn't want to leave the people that needed me.

Did scenes from your past come back to you? My past flashed before me, out of my control Except that life is very short.

God, Spiritual and Religion:

What was your religion prior to your experience? Moderate aucun

What is your religion now? Moderate aucun

The experience included: Presence of unearthly beings

After the NDE:

Was the experience difficult to express in words? Uncertain Because of the feelings that I experienced when I woke up, these were very intense.

Did the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Uncertain