Evelyn's NDE

Experience description: 

      Ectopic pregnancy, internal bleeding and blood poisoning signs are present.   On the way to the operating room, after having an injection to settle down, I ask for a Pastor, but was rejected.   But anyway, I have made up my mind that if I die, so be it.

"In Your Hands I leave my Life" addressed to the Lord.   On the operating table, nurses told me to count 1-10.   On the count of 5, instead I started the prayer "Our Father".   Did not finish it, because I was drawn to the black and somewhat greasy tunnel.

It was pitch-dark, feel I was floating for a while. The stomach pain was not so persistent as I went/float thru the tunnel. There was a very bright light at the end of it. Felt nice although the thought of being dead no longer bother me. At the near end of the tunnel, felt being pulled faster to the light.

The dead faces I know and not know were shouting "NO, Go back.. Go back.. Go back!! Then murmuring sounds.

At the end of the tunnel, I was in the middle of all the those people.   I felt nice, no more pain, no worries and plenty of warm. My Daddy was there also there. We were happy to see each other, but there was a troubled whispers around. Almost everyone was saying "NO". There was a bad vibration in the air.

The bright light which had slowly transformed into a figure dressed in white robe, came forward. Everybody became silent as he came towards me. Face was very bright, smiling and calm. Could even feel its warm feeling. Was not even tall, average of height and weight. I even ask "Are you God? or Jesus? Smiled back to me and said,  Evelyn, not yet...go back.. go back. Told it that I want to stay with my father.  Shake his head.. said ..Evelyn, Evelyn ..not yet ...you have to go back.  Those people around said.. Ah/Oh!  They smiled. I insisted to stay. The figure said firmly, still with a smile.. Evelyn, You have to go back!

I felt being suctioned back to the tunnel. There was pain again. Somebody pulled my hands, and I was out of the tunnel! The pain was back and I was back in the operating room. I got up, started to go. Noticed the nurses pressing/pumping my chest. "The body on the table".  Tried to pull them away and to stop because it hurts.  Then one of them said, she's breathing! She's back!. And as I laid back on the table, I felt and heard myself breath.

      What was it about the experience that makes it hard to communicate?  Shinning Figure

Who was it?

What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?  "Full" consciousness and aware of what was happening.

Was the experience dream like in any way?  NO

Describe your appearance or form apart from your body:  As I got up from the operating table was easy, although I was tied up on my wrist. Felt light and body was a bit afloat. Although I could not see my feet.

Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises?  Suction sound

Murmurs

Strange silence

The figure did not really spoke, I heard his thoughts.

Did you see a light?  Yes

      Describe:  Strong bright and piercing to the eye at a distance.   But bright and cool and warmth when approached.

Did you meet or see any other beings?  Yes

      Describe:  My father at the end of the tunnel.   Some faces before the end of the tunnel, I do not know..   Figures and faces at the end of the tunnel, many of them I know.   They were surprised to see me pass by.   Murmurs about me being there.

Did you experience a review of past events in your life?  No

      Describe:  God / or the figure, communicated by thoughts.

God is neither a HE or SHE.

Appreciation of life as itself.

Death no longer frightful subject.

Death a part of life.

Sense of feeling of presence of others (not alive) in a room.

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?  Uncertain

      Describe:  Premonition:

Sometimes I could see that a person is very sick, by their strange glow.   Could freeze and strange weakness in the whole body when a family member or a close friend is about to die.   Control of Anger or Hate.   My hatred on people causes them to get sick and some dies.   Or become unfortunate.

Have you shared this experience with others?  Yes

      Describe:  They did not believe me.   Doubt.

What was the best and worst part of your experience?  I saw my father.   Leaving him behind in that world.

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?  That experience was very vivid to this day.

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?  Yes

      Explain:  My experience is not a dream, nor a product of any imagination.   It is still very vivid in my memory. I sometimes get some literature on this subject, just to get comfort that I am not just the one.