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Chae's NDE |
Experience description:
I was having a surgery. A breast biopsy due to lumps. I was 18 years old and I
was pregnant with my first child. I was under local anesthesia so I was totally
conscious and aware of everything that was going on around me. This was to be a
simple out-patient surgery, meaning I was to go home after the surgery.
I could feel the doctor cutting me and pulling the lumps out of me as if the
local anesthesia wasn't quite working the way that it should have.
The doctor was aware of the discomfort that I was feeling because he
asked me If I could feel him working on me and I told him yes. I guess
he didn't believe that I could feel it because he did nothing about it.
Next thing I know my head started spinning and I felt a very
very hot sensation come over my entire body including my toes. And
then I couldn't feel my body at all. My life experiences immediately flashed
before my eyes as if I was looking at a movie sped up on fast forward.
It was at that moment that I felt my body separate from the one that was on the
operating table and I began floating. All the while I could hear the doctors and
nurses talking. I could hear the doctor say,
"come you guys we're losing her we're losing her," and then
everything became garbled and I couldn't understand anything that they were
saying. I could just see the doctors and nurses frantically working on my.
An immediate sense of fright came over me as I floated
upwards towards a huge long tunnel that resembled a party hat on its side. The
opening that I came through was large but at the end of the tunnel the exit
became smaller and there was a bright bright light almost blinding at the end.
There was a girl who immerged from the light at the end of the tunnel waiting
for me. She was wearing a dress/robe. It could be either or. Her robe was a
bright as the light at the end of the tunnel and she had no color to her skin.
She looked like a light herself but she had a face and hands. Her robe was
covering her feet and legs so I don't even recollect her having any.
She knew that I was afraid so she reached her hand out to me and
consoled me. She let me know that I would be okay and an immediate sense of calm
came over me. A calm that I've never experienced before. It was very peaceful.
I kept turning around to look down into the operating room
but she told me not to worry about what was behind me and to go forward because
there were much better things in store for me where she was taking me. I agreed
and kept going closer to the end of the tunnel. I had no sense of sound at all.
There were no words uttered. I could read her thoughts and she could read mine
so we didn't need voices to communicate with each other. I was telling her my
name and she told me that I didn't need a name where I was going which kind of
puzzled me but I trusted her because she was so nice. As We came closer and
closer to the end of the tunnel I could feel the heat from the light. We looked
at each other and smiled and then two guys dressed in the same thing as her
approached us and welcomed and greeted me. Everyone made me feel so at home and
I wanted so much to go with them. I was looking forward to it and I didn't care
about my life behind me because I knew that everyone would be alright with my
decision to stay with these nice beings. One of the guys that came
to greet me all of a sudden looked at me and told me that I needed to go back
because it wasn't time for me to go with them. There was a feeling of sadness
that came over me because I didn't want to go back. Then a feeling of confusion
and indecision came over me. I was faced with the decision to go back or to stay
with them. I knew deep in my heart that I didn't want to go back
because I didn't feel the need to. I didn't need anyone or anything back there,
but he assured me that they would all be there to greet me when It was time for
me to come back. he made it totally clear to me that It was okay for me to go
with them but he didn't think that it would be a good decision for me to. He
also made it very very clear to me that once I floated out of the tunnel I
couldn't go back and I would be with them forever. Which was perfectly okay with
me. The girl that came to greet me didn't want me to go but he gave
her a look as if to say pull yourself together and make this easier for her
(which was me) to decide. I couldn't really hear his thoughts
but I could see the expression on his face. Everyone was smiling again and my
body floated backwards until I couldn't see them anymore. I was no longer in the
tunnel and it felt as though a suction pulled me back down into my body on the
operating table. I awakened with the doctor calling my name.
I had to tell someone this story because I told my mother
later on that day what I experienced and she completely dismissed it
and told me that it was all a figment of my imagination and that I must forget
about all of that and not tell anyone. She told me that I was just imagining
things and none of it was true. But that was a difficult thing for me to suppress
because I knew that what I experienced was just as real as she and I were
talking that very moment. I can still see it as if it just happened yesterday.
NDERF asks: Did you have any sense of familiarity when you met the other beings? When you had your first baby, was it a girl?
Chae
responds: I did feel a sense of familiarity when the other two beings occurred.
I felt that I already knew them. Yes, I did have a girl and I felt
compelled to name her KEARA It's a Russian name pronounced key * Are * ra It
was as if this name was communicated to me because I know nothing about
I've also experienced some, I don't know if I want to call
it psychic because I don't consider myself to be a psychic, but I've seen
things revealed to me before they happened and I've experienced time and
time again Deja Vu. Places and events that were just too familiar. Paths
in my life that I should take have been revealed to me as well and
I've always dismissed these things until recently because of my mothers
beliefs. People that I will meet have also been revealed to me. The crazy
thing about all of it is that it doesn't feel odd or make me uncomfortable.
It all feels so normal when visions occur to me. Do you know
what all of this means? Why did this happen to me? Thank You so
much for your time!